Article source: Feng Xiao Lan Dai Author: Feng Xiao Lan Dai
When Dang Ning called, Jiang Xiaoqin was stepping on a stool and rummaging around, and when he reached the document bag at the bottom of the top cabinet, he pumped hard, and as a result, he took all the things covered on it.
A pile of debris was smashed down in an instant, and Jiang Xiaoqin couldn't dodge it, stepping on the air with one foot and falling to the ground fiercely.
After a brief period of weightlessness, the sound of a fractured calf is clearly heard, followed by a pain that spreads rapidly throughout the body.
The phone was still ringing, Jiang Xiaoqin picked up the phone mechanically, and Dang Ning's voice invaded with a split face: "The teacher shouted in the parent group, and the son did not answer after half an hour from school. ”
Jiang Xiaoqin looked at the mess on the ground and tried to recover a little calm from the chaotic and dazed mentality.
However, at the same time that reason came up, what was more intense was the sharp sting of her legs, and she could no longer help but collapse and cry: "My leg is broken!" ”
On the way home waiting for Dang Ning, Jiang Xiaoqin was carelessly thinking about his thoughts.
She spent the afternoon looking for her daughter's birth certificate, and her biological father died in a car accident.
After 8 years of divorce from her ex-husband, her ex-mother-in-law called and told her about such a play... News.
The former mother-in-law said on the phone: "As long as you find a birth certificate and prove that there is a father-daughter relationship, you can fight for more compensation, and the money lost by the other party will be given to you by the child." ”
Jiang Xiaoqin could not sort out the chaotic thoughts, she was guided by the thinking of her former mother-in-law to dust up all the sorrows, as intently as possible to calculate how much compensation she had in hand, whether the inheritance was their mother's and daughter's share, and whether this money added a sense of security to their mother's and daughter's future life.
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Jiang Xiaoqin and her ex-husband are serious about wearing from school uniforms to wedding dresses, from high school to college and then to graduate school preparation, spanning seven or eight years, such feelings were originally indestructible.
However, the bad thing is that Jiang Xiaoqin's accidental pregnancy, morning sickness is severe, and she has to be sent back to her hometown to raise a fetus.
The ex-husband passed the postgraduate examination alone, and the original husband and wife flew into a solo take-off.
In the time that followed, Jiang Xiaoqin was trapped in her in-laws' house, and after experiencing the birth of a child and confinement, she and her mother-in-law had reached the point of intolerable water and fire.
The ex-husband who is in graduate school is bombarded with the phone calls of his mother-in-law and daughter-in-law every day.
He couldn't understand that Jiang Xiaoqin had actually become so mean and incomprehensible, and just happened to meet a female classmate who was elegant and knowledgeable, and he cheated on her.
The female classmate sent a text message to provoke Jiang Xiaoqin, and the feelings of the two people quickly collapsed.
The ex-husband did bad things, but it was not completely bad.
When entering the Civil Affairs Bureau, the ex-husband took out her mobile phone, showed her the QQ couple space she had established, and uploaded all the photos from love to marriage to having children, and every frame was their happy and loving past.
In the "Product of Love" photo folder, the first is that after she was pushed out of the delivery room, the whole portrait had just drowned, her wet hair was disheveled, her expression was vicious, her face was miserable, she almost took off her human form, and her ex-husband was marked as "a heart-wrenching little piglet", which saw Jiang Xiaoqin's five tastes and miscellaneous tastes.
Walking out of the Civil Affairs Bureau, the ex-husband could not hide his sadness and said: "Even if you are divorced, you are all my lifelong relatives." ”
After that, Jiang Xiaoqin's account will indeed receive a sum of money every month, in addition to the transfer, there are also screenshots of open payroll.
Screenshots show that the majority of those transferred to their mother and daughter still have enough to feed themselves, as if they had never been divorced.
At first, Jiang Xiaoqin was still holding it, angry.
Until the Mid-Autumn Festival that year, her ex-husband ran to Jiang Xiaoqin's parents' house alone and came to visit her sincerely, completely breaking her psychological defense line.
However, just when Jiang Xiaoqin made up her mind to accept her ex-husband again, the female classmate once again texted her to inform her that they were getting married.
Jiang Xiaoqin, in a fit of rage, forcefully cancelled the account, and the two never met again.
After a long time, Jiang Xiaoqin thought viciously, if, when she first entered the Civil Affairs Bureau, she gave him a step and forgave him, would she not divorce him?
If she does not cancel the account, the ex-husband has been making money, whether it is fighting, the ex-husband's family will naturally disintegrate, and the ex-husband will turn back again...
The money that fell into the pit was certainly bone qi, but at this time, Jiang Xiaoqin really fell into the pit of life...
The younger brother owes a high amount of online loans, the sister-in-law leaves the nephew to divorce, and the parents are hit hard enough by the children's unsmooth marriage.
Especially the father, stimulated by cerebral infarction, and then became hemiplegic, a pair of elderly people can not take care of themselves.
Jiang Xiaoqin, who has a daughter, is not easy to find a job, and her life is becoming more and more embarrassing, so she naturally has the idea of remarriage.
Dang Ning, who appeared at this time, was simply tailor-made for her.
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Dang Ning was also divorced, but only with a marriage license.
Later, because of the renovation of the new house, the ex-wife was tricky, and the two quarreled several times and then completely broke up, and quickly called to leave.
In addition, Dang Ning is down-to-earth, generous, and good at work, and when Jiang Xiaoqin meets Dang Ning, she has a bit of a taste of asking for marriage.
The two people came together in this way, with their own frustration and careful eyes, and talked about love without saltiness.
During the period, when he encountered the in-laws' flirtation, Dang Ning was a little uncertain.
Jiang Xiaoqin broke the boat, came to an unmarried pregnancy, the two people quickly married, after marriage inevitably brought the congenital deficiencies of the second marriage family.
When Jiang Xiaoqin gave birth, due to the excessive size of the fetus, the doctor performed a lateral perineal resection.
After that, in the hot and unbearable months, whenever Dang Ning helped her change the medicine and dressing, she grinned and twitched in pain, seeing Dang Ning's pain.
The love of the two people sprouted little by little, and as soon as it sprouted, it showed a lush growth.
The birth of the son finally succeeded in integrating the feelings of the two people together.
But the problem of the second-marriage family is still looming.
For example, Jiang Xiaoqin had never seen Dang Ning's salary card, and Dang Ning only paid her living expenses on a monthly basis.
Jiang Xiaoqin could not get the right to control the family property, which was somewhat awkward.
Of course, most of the time, the cost of living is still sufficient, enough that Jiang Xiaoqin can calmly cope with life, secretly subsidizing her mother's family, and that bit of awkwardness is naturally diluted.
However, after experiencing an epidemic, that awkwardness has been rapidly amplified.
During the epidemic, Dang Ning symbolically stuffed her with a credit card and never gave her a penny.
At the same time, Dang Ning himself undertook a number of household expenses such as buying vegetables, rice, water, electricity, and housing loans.
Seemingly no problem, Jiang Xiaoqin felt naked distrust, Dang Ning did this, nothing more than to imply that she swiped the card to consume, is a luxury waste.
The estrangement in property also magnified the difference in Dang Ning's attitude towards his stepdaughter.
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Before, Jiang Xiaoqin felt that Dang Ning was a good man.
As a strict father, he does not tolerate his daughter's bad habits, even if he is a stepdaughter, he should be beaten and scolded, and he should do a good job.
Love is also real, he can take a candy handed by a colleague, a box of biscuits in his pocket for a day, bring back to his daughter to eat.
However, everything does not stand up to comparison.
When he went down to the long mall elevator, the son was naughty and pushed his daughter hard, and the daughter instantly fell forward.
At that time, the news of the mall elevator sweeping away the children was very hot, and after lifting up her daughter, she stroked the scratched skin and oozing blood, and Jiang Xiaoqin was afraid for a while.
When he looked at his son, he was actually frightened by his son's gaze, and the little child revealed the pride and schadenfreude of the mischief.
At this time, Dang Ning's slap snapped up.
That time, the son was beaten firmly, but Dang Ning's anger did not last long.
That night, at dinner, he began to set up a set with his son, and told Jiang Xiaoqin to fry several dishes that his son liked to eat, and kept sandwiching vegetables and meat.
This was not enough, in front of her daughter, she ordered a toy for her son alone.
At night, when his son fell asleep, he deliberately stroked the cheek that had been slapped, but did not look at his daughter's broken knee.
The daughter said jealously, "Daddy loves my brother so much." ”
Carrying Dang Ning on his back, Jiang Xiaoqin said inexplicably: "You still have a father, and I love you so much." ”
The daughter looked at her with wide eyes, she didn't bother to cover her gaffe, yawned, reached out and turned off the light: "Sleep!" ”
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In addition to the cold heart, Jiang Xiaoqin had more thoughts.
The new house when they got married was Dang Ning's premarital property and had been registered in Dang Ning's name, which meant that she and her daughter could only live in this family.
Jiang Xiaoqin asked Dang Ning to change the house, and she found several reasons: the children are older, and each has its own small room is standard. The in-laws are not in good health and are old, so they have to set aside a room for them, and it is best to replace it when the house price is stable.
The most crucial thing is that this replacement, the house will have her share, or their mother and daughter's share. Of course, this heavy thinking will not be spoken.
Knowing that, Dang Ning refused without hesitation.
Because of the difference in replacement, the existing funds can not be made up at all, if you take a loan, your own salary at the same time to bear the mortgage and living expenses is also very difficult.
Dang Ning joked: "My salary alone supports a family of four, absolutely overloaded." ”
Jiang Xiaoqin listened to it uncomfortable, she was at home full-time, in Dang Ning's heart, but it was equivalent to eating white rice.
After Dang Ning refused, Jiang Xiaoqin was even more disappointed.
The ghost made God worse, she opened qq, the space for lovers still exists, and even added a few photos of the former mother-in-law holding her daughter.
Jiang Xiaoqin calculated the date, which should be at the time when her ex-husband had just married.
Jiang Xiaoqin was inexplicably sad, and at the same time, she had a heavy pleasure: Dang Ning did not regard her as a family member, but her ex-husband was their favorite, otherwise how could she have established a new home and still left a unique place for their mother and daughter?
Thinking about it, Jiang Xiaoqin silently uploaded some photos of her and her daughter's current life, and she wanted to maintain a certain connection with her ex-husband in this way.
She dragged her daughter to her side and pointed it out to her: "This is your other dad and grandma, they treat you... Nothing to say. ”
Looking at her daughter's confused face, Jiang Xiaoqin did not explain, but only counted the interesting things she and her ex-husband were reading.
Remembering that he began to be sad, his eyes turned red with a sour heart, and his daughter ran to talk to Dang Ning without knowing it.
Dang Ning quietly opened the computer, and sure enough, he saw the qq space, and in anger, he quarreled with Jiang Xiaoqin.
The two men were even more disheartened.
At this moment, the former mother-in-law called, and Jiang Xiaoqin fell and fractured her bones in a panic.
Dang Ning carried the fractured Jiang Xiaoqin all the way to the ambulance, got into the car, and placed it like a fragile work of art.
The doctor suggested using a towel for cold compresses, but there was no towel on the ambulance, and Dang Ning took off his shirt without a trace of hesitation, turned out the most intimate cotton T, and soaked his upper body with cold water.
This scene not only stunned the doctors and nurses, but also made Jiang Xiaoqin stunned and moved.
When the doctor finished the emergency treatment, there were two of them left, and Dang Ning put on his coat and sneezed.
Jiang Xiaoqin said: "That, he, my ex-husband died, the car accident, if you can find the birth certificate, the daughter can have a compensation." You say I don't want it? ”
Dang Ning was stunned at first, his eyebrows twisted into a knot, and he thought for a long time: "You want to see him for the last time?" ”
Jiang Xiaoqin did not speak, which was a tacit acquiescence, taking advantage of the gap between Dang Ning's water, and finally covered the quilt and cried.
What bullshit compensation, inheritance, she is just sad about his departure, sad that there is one less person in the world who is connected to her daughter's blood, and one less person who has entrusted her obsession and youth to the past.
Perhaps, if the ex-husband lived, she would not have to live so hard, so step by step.
Maybe the ex-husband is alive, they may remarry, even if they don't remarry, there is such a person who can wait for the daughter to find him when she grows up.
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Jiang Xiaoqin did not find a birth certificate, perhaps, when she learned that her ex-husband was married, she had already emptied everything when she was most desperate.
Of course, it is not difficult to prove the blood relationship, do DNA, make up the proof, how to do.
It's just that, now, she can't think about it all at all.
Jiang Xiaoqin was accompanied by Dang Ning to meet her former mother-in-law, who hid behind her ex-husband's current husband, and when she saw her, she was only crying and had no words.
The ex-husband's current incumbent is also a feeling of not being approached.
Behind the back of the current, the former mother-in-law said some whispered words to her: "Inheritance or something, you don't have to fight, he did not save much money in the following years, it is all the daughter-in-law to help support." ”
Former mother-in-law Nunu mouthed: "This woman is also good, she said that after you divorced, the money called to you every month was from her." ”
When the ex-mother-in-law spoke, she casually played with the mobile phone on the bed, no doubt his.
She flipped through his QQ space, but found that it was not the one associated with her at all, and there was no login trace.
He later re-registered qq, also established a couple space with his current wife, and uploaded their happy lives, but he could not find any traces of the existence of their mother and daughter.
It should be said that Jiang Xiaoqin did not have too many accidents, and she had expected that her extravagant hopes were just self-paralysis after being injured.
If the ex-husband really had her in his heart, how could he ignore them for so many years, only to discover the truth, and even the self-paralysis had no entrance.
The former mother-in-law also said: "Are women, her life will not be good after the future, he had a car accident, he blamed himself, as soon as he got into an unpleasant relationship with people, he ran out to drive a fast car, and people's fate was destined!" ”
Jiang Xiaoqin instantly thought of the past, and her ex-husband had also chosen to escape in the contradiction between their mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, avoiding the gentle countryside of others.
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I used to think it was my own fault, but in fact, the other party was just a thin feeling.
After Jiang Xiaoqin went back this time, she suddenly felt that many things had changed, because she had completely put it down and began to take Dang Ning and this family seriously.
Not long after, Dang Ning began to take the initiative to propose to replace the house, he said: "Borrow a little from my parents, I will run another didi after work, tight two years, life can also be passed, change the house, the bigger one is more comfortable." ”
As a result, the name of Jiang Xiaoqin was finally found on the house book of this replacement.
After that, Jiang Xiaoqin finally became a capable woman, she took the time to start a micro-business, the circle of friends displayed goods, and even the unsalable apples in her hometown were shipped to sell.
When they encounter a community, they pay for it and carry apple boxes to sell one by one.
When advocating the "carpet economy", the couple also took advantage of the situation to set up a stall.
On the way home, after settling the account, both people happily lamented that the mortgage was less stressful.
As for the children, Jiang Xiaoqin also found that the quarrel between the two children was just a quarrel between the sisters and brothers of ordinary people, and she did not consciously take an eccentricity towards the two children.
Even, because she is more partial to her daughter, her subconscious feels that her son is more spoiled.
Taking a serious inventory, Dang Ning was clearly more responsive to his daughter's needs.
As for Dang Ning, whose heart will not perceive, his combination with Jiang Xiaoqin, at first, was due to hugging the group for warmth, and as the days went on, some warmth was born.
Sons are born and glue their lives together.
However, how could Dang Ning know that there was no gap, all kinds of alienation in life, he was never without feelings.
In this marriage, his enthusiasm was also frustrated.
A lot of the feelings between them are not synchronized. During the epidemic period, his salary was owed for three months, and Dang Ning did not want to put too much pressure on Jiang Xiaoqin, so he took the initiative to bear it, but Jiang Xiaoqin's face could be cold enough to drain the water.
He had no choice but to tell the truth, Jiang Xiaoqin snorted coldly, but his eyes were full of distrust, and he clearly felt that he was making an excuse.
Perhaps, what really made him put aside his doubts and make up his mind to replace the house, in addition to the love of each other, was to learn that her ex-husband had died.
He finally knew that Jiang Xiaoqin could only rely on him completely from then on.
It's just that they all overlook the fact that there was never no love between them.
For example, Dang Ning did not hesitate to take off his shirt to make a cold compress for Jiang Xiaoqin. For example, when Jiang Xiaoqin was pregnant before marriage, she firmly believed that he was a person worthy of her own trust.
In the end, they are ordinary people who are married twice, and they will repeatedly weigh and roll in love and reality. Fortunately, the warmth of life slowly shows the dew, and the love and warmth that are drowned by the daily life also support them to spend the rest of their lives together.