Microfiction|Happiness and tribulations after remarriage

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Last spring, I had just ended my marriage to Liu Daqing, and I was very haggard and depressed.

My friend Xiaoli said that now I am like a butterfly with folded wings, wandering in the dark, not knowing where the future direction is.

Just when I was disheartened and almost lost hope in life, the gears of fate quietly turned.

It was a business trip sent out by the unit, and I met him during study and training, and his wife died and Zhang Haizhou, who had been single for many years.

Zhang Haichao is a recently retired university teacher, elegant and elegant, full of wealth.

He was the instructor of my group, he was funny, knowledgeable, and full of wisdom and warmth in every word.

I adore him and my eyes always follow him. He seemed to have a good impression of me, and praised me for being smart and quiet.

He was very patient with me, and often guided me carefully in what I didn't understand until he helped me understand and learn.

Gradually, my wounded heart was slowly melted by his warmth, and I fell deeply in love with this man who was more than ten years older than me.

Zhang Haizhou never asked me about my past, he always said to me: "The past is all clouds, and the future is even brighter." ”

I like his gentleness and understanding, as well as his calmness in everything. His eyes seemed to be able to speak, and he could always see through my thoughts.

The two of us got closer and closer, and after the study, we often contacted each other on WeChat.

After a few months together, one day he suddenly proposed to me while inviting me to dinner. Originally, I thought about thinking about it carefully, but my mouth agreed to him without waiting for me to think about it.

I wore the ring he gave me on my hand. My best friend Xiaoli complained about me, saying that I was too confused, how could I marry a man who was so much bigger than myself?

I said that I was afraid of missing him, and I would never meet a man who understood me, loved me, and loved me again. Soon, the two of us walked into the palace of marriage hand in hand.

However, the remarried marriage is always quiet and beautiful behind the caution and doubts. He and I seem to have a happy life, but there are also many practical problems that we dare not speak.

I have a son who is still in elementary school, and my ex-husband left me with a heavy mortgage of 5,000 yuan a month in addition to a broken heart.

I know that this is also a heavy burden for a retired person. 5,000 yuan is not a small amount. But when I asked Zhang Haizhou for help with apprehension, he didn't hesitate to respond.

"Yufei, don't worry." Haizhou smiled and comforted me, "Although I am retired, I still have a pension of 16,300 yuan per month. Help you pay off your mortgage and our quality of life will not be reduced. His words were like the warm sun of Lucky Star Chinese Restaurant, warming my almost frozen heart.

But then, his request put me in a dilemma.

He said: "I hope you can accompany me on a trip to the famous mountains and rivers of my motherland. It's something I've been longing to do since I retired but haven't been able to achieve it, but I've never met the right partner. Now that I have you, I want to fulfill this dream. ”

I was stunned. Travel? What about my son? What about my work? Countless questions swirled in my head.

Zhang Haizhou seemed to sense my hesitation, he patted my hand lightly, and said gently: "Don't be in a hurry to answer, you think about it slowly." ”

During those days, I didn't know what to eat, and I couldn't sleep at night. I can't help but ask myself, is this a turning point for fate to let go of the baggage of the past and set sail again?

After a long and painful period of thought, I finally made my decision.

I said to Zhang Haizhou: "I am willing to accompany you on the trip, but I want to take my son with me." ”

After hearing this, Haizhou's eyes flashed with a hint of surprise, and he said happily: "This is exactly the answer I was looking forward to." ”

And so we started our journey around China. From the majestic Great Wall to the mysterious Potala Palace, from the vast Tianshan Mountains to the charming Hainan coconut groves, our footprints have spread all over the motherland.

During the trip, I saw Zhang Haizhou's persistent pursuit of knowledge and infinite love for life. He is not only my bosom friend, but also my son's life coach.

His son Xiaoxuan gained a lot from this trip, he learned a wealth of knowledge beyond books, his horizons became broader, and his personality became more and more cheerful and confident.

Once, while visiting the Terracotta Warriors, Xiao Xuan excitedly said to me: "Mom, I want to be an archaeologist when I grow up!" Looking at my son's longing eyes, my heart was full of relief.

However, just as we were indulging in this wonderful journey, an unexpected and thrilling test befell us.

In the second half of the trip, Hae-su's body suddenly became ill. At first, we thought it was just the fatigue of the journey, and we didn't pay much attention to it. But as the symptoms worsened, we had to end the trip early and take him to the hospital for a check-up.

The diagnosis came like a bolt from the blue – Hai Chau was seriously ill and required long-term treatment with high medical costs.

In the face of this sudden change, I began to hesitate, did I escape from one fire pit, or enter another fire pit?

Although Haizhou's salary is not low, his treatment costs will also be high. If we are cured, we will still have a good life. If I can't cure it, then my future will be bleak.

There are two little people fighting in my body. One said: "You can't leave whether it's in human morality or whether he's been good to you since he met." He needs you now, and you should accompany him through the toughest times. ”

And another villain said: "You can't be too soft-hearted and take the rest of your life for others." ”

After much consideration, in the end, I decided not to leave him, but to help him actively treat his illness and strive for a speedy recovery.

I took out the money we saved from our trip to fully support the treatment in Haizhou.

I traveled around looking for the best medical resources, and I stayed by his bedside day and night, taking care of him.

Xiao Xuan also seems to have grown up in an instant, he is well-behaved and sensible, no longer naughty and mischievous, and will take the initiative to bring water and food to Haizhou.

During this difficult time, we were close to each other as a family to fight the disease together.

Haizhou was moved to tears when he looked at everything we had done for him. He said to me many times guiltily, "I'm the one who dragged you down." ”

I told him gently and firmly, "We are a family, not each other. I have difficulties for you to bear, and I will accompany you when you encounter misfortune. The two of us will overcome any ordeal together. ”

With my encouragement, he gradually calmed down his confidence and began to actively cooperate with the treatment. After the consultation of the experts, the appropriate treatment plan was found, and Haizhou's condition finally stabilized and slowly recovered.

Now, we're back home. I started a travel agency to share our experiences with more people and encourage them to follow their dreams.

Hai Zhou's body has basically recovered, and he insists on teaching history courses at community colleges, passing on the spark of knowledge to more people who are eager to learn.

Looking back on this tortuous experience, I am often filled with emotion. If I hadn't agreed to Haizhou's request to travel, I might still be struggling in the mire of life, or I might still be crying alone in the dark.

But now, we have experienced the ups and downs together, gained a deeper relationship, and are full of hope for the future.

As Su Shi wrote in "Fixing the Storm": "Don't listen to the sound of the forest beating the leaves, why not chant and walk slowly." "On the road of life, no matter what the wind and rain, as long as you have love and courage, you can move forward firmly.

Maybe my marriage with Haizhou will encounter trials and hardships in the future. However, as long as we can rely on each other and hold hands, why are we afraid of wind and rain?