At that time, my mother often advised me not to think nonsense.
"Do you hear a little bird calling?" I asked.
The bird made a nest on the roof of the tiled house.
It is estimated that it is a gray sparrow, and it is jumping on a high wall.
"I seem to hear the footsteps of Teacher Xie."
"How is that possible! She's long dead. ”
"Whose voice is that?" I asked after waking up from my dream.
"She's a neighbor who just moved in." Mom insisted.
"How could Teacher Xie die?" I'm still confused.
(That doesn't make sense.) She shouldn't have died. )
Half a year has passed, and look, the little bird is picking up grass branches.
"Look, how busy the bird is!" Mom said.
What about the pigeons in the sky, why can't I hear the pigeon whistle?
Where will the silver-gray planes flying to Beijing hide.
"It's in the clouds." Mom said so.
I heard a buzzing sound and the light shivering in the air.
"Bai Hua, you have changed the head teacher." Mom said.
I woke up crying in the middle of the night.
"She wouldn't have died!" I say.
In the morning, the first squadron dug potatoes, and the captain's sister-in-law took advantage of the fact that people went back to eat, and secretly dragged a few small bags to hide them in the fern cage. In the past, when Ding Kehu was the leader of the vegetable team, he actually took care of these idle things, and he said that it was a stinky thing, and it was useless for me to persuade him. In the end, Dinkharmonic finally got the handle and was beaten back to its original shape. Zhong Zheng told me about this, in fact, it was different from Ding Kexiang's motives, he had other plans.
"I can't care about this kind of thing." I replied.
"They actually dare to steal the property of the team in broad daylight, and secretly they don't know how much valuable things they have sold."
"Just steal and eat, and don't expose it." He added.
What kind of madness is it? Pretending to be serious, he obviously dug a hole and wanted me to jump. It is said that Zhong Zheng was in the Admiralty bushes, drilling grass cages to take a nap, and his eyelids were scratched.
"Slow down." I advised him to rub the medicine.
"I was trying to rush out and catch the thief."
"Save some snacks."
"Come to think of it, it's not my thing."
"Have you thought about it? It's dangerous! ”
This is how Ding Ke Harmonic offended people in the first place. ”
Zhong Zheng's attitude was quite weird, and his words were vague, he really wanted to hide his true intentions. I still don't understand it for a while. All the cadets are painting the fruit trees of the brigade with white quicklime. Zhong Zheng probably came back from the stream of the Heiwan River, where did he hear that Zhou Yuanzhang might be dismissed, and this time he would even go to the end, and he didn't know which brigade to transfer. How reliable is this kind of gossip, or is Zhong Zheng hallucinating and thinking nonsense in his head.
"Didn't you hear any reason?" I asked.
"I need to guess." He smiled at me.
I don't know who to ask for the exact news, everyone is spreading that Zhou Yuanzhang does have some mental problems recently.
"It's complicated, we don't need to figure it out."
"I think the captain is very good."
"Bet, I'm sure something happened to him."
It is impossible to run to ask Political Commissar Feng. I'm not crazy enough to go this far, even if it does have something to do with my reduction in the second half of the year. Our identities should not be inquired about casually, only the farther away we hide, the safer we will be. They said that Zhou Yuanzhang reported his resignation to the institute, and I doubt that he would never be allowed to leave with his whole body. Under the current system, it is impossible to stand alone, and it is a political principle that personal interests are subordinate to the organization. I desperately warned myself not to talk to Zhong Zheng all the time, he is not a fuel-efficient lamp.
In my opinion, everyone seems to be mentally abnormal.
"It's true that you shouldn't be busy, and it's better to do less."
"That's it, don't get into trouble."
This has indeed been said many times.
"It's callousing."
"You really don't understand."
"How good it is for him to work decently until retirement."
"The captain is not yet fifty years old."
There are many rapids and rapids in front of us. In this place, in the courtyard, who is the real wise and foolish person.
Later, Gu Hongbing asked me to go to the brigade headquarters and talk twice behind closed doors, and made it clear that what he conveyed was the meaning of the leader, and he needed me and a few people on duty to pay close attention to the ideological dynamics of all the people in the courtyard, insist on not believing rumors, and not allow rumors to be spread. Gu Hongbing personally ordered me to check who was making waves in private. Zhou Yuanzhang has worked in the Second Brigade for fifteen years, and it is a bit wrongful to deal with him like this. This, in turn, confirms the veracity of those rumors. I certainly don't dare to tell the truth, that would not only push Zhong Zheng into the fire pit, but also turn into a protracted dog-eat-dog. At that time, many of the circumstances in our courtyard were so complicated that I was walking on thin ice. I never mentioned in front of Zhong Zheng that the deputy of the Gu Brigade had talked to me, it was just small talk, not a formal trial. I suspect that there will also be people who ask Zhong Zheng to confess, and it is not good to publicly warn him to keep his mouth shut. That is, for the time being, Zhong Zheng will take care of the production affairs, as one of the big turns, then talk more about production, why bother with so many other idle things. He probably came to take advantage of the wine and mentioned me when chatting with Yang Sheng, maybe he deliberately wanted to knock me. The old classmate wouldn't hide it from me, and he knew better that I was dispensable in the brigade.
"That means they want the words to get to my ears."
There are those kind of people who have been making trouble behind my back, playing with right and wrong, and most of the main leaders of the brigade have a lot of doubts about me. However, their suspicions are actually difficult to put on the table. Otherwise, Gu Hongbing would not have talked to me individually in a half-public and half-private manner. I'm mentally prepared for the current situation, even if it's just a day to pee on the bed, and it doesn't matter if I kick the door empty. It is only a matter of time before I am disent, I must be careful, and I must not fall into the trap dug by anyone. The rest of the time is as good as possible to avoid the guns and arrows, and the calm is in my favor.
"It's not chaotic in the morning and it's not chaotic in the evening, do you have to wait for me to ride on the threshold, and I can go out of the courtyard and become a hornet's nest."
"It's impossible in advance, the law is the law, and the replacement has to be done according to the rules. I don't think it will affect your distant. ”
"If you get a ticket successfully, a stone will fall to the ground."
"Captain Zhou may be able to pass the test safely."
"In the past, there have been several dangerous situations."
"yes, you don't just think I'm farting."
"I think it's ferocious. Forget it, don't think about it so much. Grasp it yourself later, I won't reduce it! ”
Zhong Zheng will not really stop from beginning to end, he is clearly a psychopath, and he is often cocooned and bound by himself. I noticed that the cigarette butt was almost burned out between my fingers, and only a thin wisp of tobacco rose. The sky was dazzling, shimmering like golden pins. The situation in the courtyard often backfires, and no matter which direction the situation slides in if it is out of control, I can't care so much about which end of the seesaw may be on it from now on! After more than two long years in the Longkou Second Brigade, I am still more grateful to Zhou Yuanzhang from the bottom of my heart. Even though he scolded me, we didn't have any special relationship at all. Captain Zhou has given me many opportunities, and he never secretly stumbles me under my feet for no reason. Everything he has done is so above board, it can be said that all of it is a scheme. I recall a small incident that happened at the beginning, it was not long after I was transferred out of the second post and entered the teaching and research department. One evening, I sat on the big rock at the door of the turret. Life in our courtyard always seems very boring on weekdays, and I am busy with the so-called serious things every day, if it is not for a long time in a daze, in fact, I really don't know what to do. It's not that I want to join in the fun, or I forgot who I am and mistakenly think I can hang out with them.
I was playing at the gate first, and I was watching the black ants drag a grasshopper that I didn't know where to find it, and it was dead. The group of young cadres came from the boy's room, and one of them even had green cabbage leaves on his teeth. The corners of several mouths were shining, and the red oil that had not been wiped at all, or had not been wiped clean. The sun had disappeared from behind the solitary room, leaving only patches of purple-red clouds. Liang Bing and Kang Ping, the officer who was later transferred, fought wildly, but they didn't expect to harm the pond fish. At that time, Kang Ping was only nineteen years old, and it is said that he was only transferred to our second brigade to cross the gold. He seems to be the son of a leader in the political and legal department, and he probably couldn't get into college and contracted a bad disease, but he lacked Zhu Yun's backbone, so he was sent to this kind of place to make him suffer a little. I guess his father still has a lot of hope for him, hoping that his son will become a Chan. He is also quite delicate, with fine skin and tender flesh, thick ears, thick eyebrows and big eyes. I felt like a doll when I looked at him from afar. But with his strength alone, he is definitely not Liang Bing's opponent, making people twist their wrists and never break free, there is no way for him to admit defeat. Liang Bing let go of his hand, Kang Ping walked to the side sullenly, he was angry at me and scolded me: "Bai Hua, look at the cock!" "I was stunned on the spot. I really didn't look at the ants at work non-stop, I just felt that the light in front of me was never brighter anymore. Not far away, the valley under the fort was gray, and closer to it, there seemed to be a dozen thick and thin thighs dangling on the cracked concrete floor. I never remembered that I had just been numb on this day, how could a cadre enter prison so early. I seem to wish they would come over quickly. So I lifted my head, squinted my eyes, and there were more whites than blacks, and I was struggling to turn my neck. I continued to sit on the stone and giggled at them a little out of nowhere, as we all know that I have a smiling face at everyone. In fact, it is also my signature smirk.
Kang Ping was justified in suspecting that I was stealing some fun. He took off a shoe on the spot and pretended to throw it at Liang Bing, everyone didn't expect to hit me directly in the face, and the nosebleed immediately came out, and I stood up, and I didn't know what I should do? Outside the gate, I went around, and the result was blood dripping all over the place, which was very exaggerated. According to my personality, even if the other party smashed my head with a stone, he wouldn't even hum. Because I don't feel ashamed. After a few turns, my face flushed and my muscles swelled, and I couldn't get a seizure, so I sat down on the rock again, as if I was angry and deliberately didn't deal with it. "Play dead!" Kang Ping scolded. I continued to sit on the stone at the door of the turret in a daze. In fact, everyone at the scene could see that Kang Ping was not good at tearing his face with Liang Bing, and beating me was beating Liang Gan. Kang Ping scolded me again, and I couldn't even hide from the four-eyed dog. He seems to be blaming me. "Don't go too far!" Liang Bing said. "I'm going to beat him up again."