When you feel that life is confused and you can't lift your energy, I suggest you take a look at Journey to the West, someone wrote such a line to Sun Wukong,
He said, when I was a monkey, I could only play with monkeys, and when I learned a skill, even the Bull Demon King wanted to call me a brother, and all the gods looked down on me before I made a big fuss in the Heavenly Palace. After I made a big fuss in the Heavenly Palace, even the King of Tota Li had to be respectful to me, and before I arrived at the Leiyin Temple, I bowed to the Bodhisattvas from all walks of life, but after I became a fighting Buddha, I would be able to sit on an equal footing with the Bodhisattvas, you may think that the world is not fair, but it also has its fairness.
That is, the stronger you are, the better the world will be for you, and after you succeed, the people around you are good people. If you don't think you're good enough right now, then practice in a place where no one cares, and then, when you're in the limelight, when you're strong enough, the world will give way to you.