Yesterday afternoon, Kim Jong-hyun, a member of the South Korean boy band SHINee, shocked the Korean entertainment circle by burning charcoal at home. What makes fans even more heartbroken is that the 27-year-old Kim Jong-hyun has suffered from depression for a long time, but the outside world does not know. His income was unstable and he fell asleep on sleeping pills. And before he committed suicide, he didn't seem to act impulsively. Because the apartment he died was rented on the morning of his death, he also texted his sister goodbye before deciding to leave, signed an organ donation before he died, and left the inheritance to his sister, everything seems to have been thought out.
After his death, DearCloud lead singer Nine released Kim Jong-hyun's suicide note through his personal INS. It is said that Kim Jong-hyun felt that he might have such an outcome, so he once asked his friend Nine in advance to give the suicide note, kim Jong-hyun said: If you disappear from this world, please be sure to upload these words. Therefore, after consulting with his family, his friend finally decided to publish the suicide note according to Kim Jong-hyun's last words.
From this suicide note, it can be seen that Kim Jong-hyun experienced before his death. In addition to suffering from depression for a long time, the incomprehension and persuasion of people around him or the outside world for depressed patients also makes him feel very hard. He repeatedly stressed that "please don't say anything you don't know how to pretend to understand" and "if you ask me why I died, I will say I'm tired." From the suicide note, it can also be seen that Kim Jong-hyun tried to receive psychological treatment to let him find the cause of the illness, he said: "I am sick because of me, all because of me, because of my incompetence." ”
It can be seen that the identity of the singer, as well as the requirements for himself, make Kim Jong-hyun too much pressure. He also said bluntly: "Because I am well known, it is hard, why I chose this, it is very ridiculous." "As we all know, the Korean entertainment circle survival pressure, only 27 years old, although he has achieved remarkable results, but in the rapid change of Korean entertainment circle artists have been consumed hugely, strong in line with the workload makes it difficult for the artists themselves to rest in place, coupled with the Korean people's zero tolerance for artists, from time to time will encounter public opinion accusations, so there are a variety of mild or severe depression.
In the early years, female stars Zheng Duobin and Cui Zhen committed suicide with towels and bandages in 2007 and 2008 respectively, of which Cui Zhen's family could not escape the spell of hanging themselves, their brother, ex-husband, agent before and after suicide, as well as Zhang Ziyan, SoJin and other female stars, all chose to take their lives because of excessive pressure. In the past 10 years, more than 30 people related to acting have died by suicide.
Kim Jong-hyun finally said in his suicide note: "Even if you can't smile and send me away, please don't blame me for sending me away." It's been hard, it's really hard. Good bye. ”
It can only be said that everyone's life is not easy. Whether it is a star or an ordinary person, please do more meaningful things with less tongue and more. I also hope that Kim Jong-hyun can go all the way well, and may there be no pain in heaven. May everyone be warm to each other.
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