She is the most delicate living widow in the military compound.
On the night of the wedding, they slept in separate rooms.
After forty years of marriage, she has never tasted what it is like to be a wife.
She has lived her whole life with the infamy of a hen that doesn't lay eggs, but she has no regrets.
But before the man died, he kept shouting the name of his first love...
She suddenly realized that he had always had someone in his heart, so he didn't want to touch her.
Therefore, he is guarding himself like jade for his first love.
Once reborn, she decided to let him go, as well as herself.
"The political commissar stood at the door for an hour, which can be regarded as waiting for the daughter-in-law to get off work!"
I don't know who quipped, her thoughts were pulled back, and her heart rippled.
When she saw the man with her own eyes, she felt that she had really been reborn forty years ago.
Their marriage was an accident, and the man married her to save her reputation.
In her previous life, she went from gratitude to deep love, but a lifetime of waiting failed to get a trace of pity from a man.
When he was dying, he still shouted the names of other women.
Lost his mind and asked, the man had already walked in front of him, and said softly:
"Why don't you look good, tired?"
Looking at the man's deep eyes, she had mixed feelings in her heart.
Seeing her in a daze, the man couldn't help asking, "What do you think?"
She came back to her senses and smiled to hide: "It's nothing, I just heard that my parents are going to divorce?"
The man is dressed in a tall military uniform, his face is handsome and sharp, and his eyebrows and eyes are gentle but still have the momentum of a soldier.
The words spoken were firm but ruthless: a marriage without feelings was just torture for the two of them.
She was stunned, so in the eyes of men, marriage with her was also torture.
With a tight chest, she grabbed the man's arm and asked seriously: "You said that a marriage without love is torture, so ...... Do you regret marrying me?"
The man frowned in surprise: "What are you thinking, we are different from our parents."
What's the difference, isn't he pretending to be someone else in his heart?
Before she could answer, a correspondent suddenly came looking for her:
"Commissar, a woman surnamed Yang came to you, and she said she had an urgent matter...
"I'll go right over."
With that, the man turned and left.
She was stunned, looking at the man's distant back, she felt inexplicably powerless.
That night, the man didn't come back.
The man can't come back because of his initial state.
In his last life, since his first love came back, he didn't come back for three days.
In this life, his first love returned to Jibei ahead of schedule, and he went to take care of it in advance...
Suppressing the stuffiness in her heart, she didn't ask more.
Anyway, she has decided to divorce in her life, and what happens to the man's first love with him has nothing to do with her in the future.
......
Sleepless nights.
Early the next morning, she rushed to the radio station of the military uniform factory.
She passed the host exam before and just received an assignment from the TV station today.
Looking at the success of her hard work for half a year, her silent heart finally had a little comfort.
She clenched the dispatch document and pushed open the door to the stationmaster's office.
But he saw the man who didn't come home last night, and the woman in the white dress next to him.
Her breath suffocated, and she couldn't move her legs anymore.
A woman is a woman that a man has loved all his life!
She squeezed the hand of the order and slowly tightened it until she felt a sharp pain,
She slowly handed over the transfer order in her hand: "Stationmaster, I'm going to be transferred to the TV station, please sign it."
But the stationmaster glanced at it and didn't answer.
She was wondering when the stationmaster's clear reply exploded like thunder in the office.
"The political commissar has already given this only TV host to someone else, and your appointment is useless."
She was hit hard in her heart, and subconsciously looked at the man:
"Why?"
The man didn't look at her, but said to the stationmaster, "Trouble."
Alive, a few steps forward to take her hand and walk out.
As soon as she reached the hallway, she struggled to withdraw her hand, her heart and lungs churning with burning pain: why did she do this? Do you know that I've been working hard for that spot for a whole year?"
The man turned to look at her with a calm attitude: "She also worked as a host at school before, and this job is the most suitable for her."
Staring at his natural eyes, her heart felt like it was pierced by the tip of a knife, and she couldn't speak in pain.
At this time, the man slowed down his tone again and shook her shoulder as if soothing: "I know you feel uncomfortable, but you are a military wife." It is necessary to have the courage and generosity of military dependents, and to think more about the people and the masses. ”
Her eyes turned red for a moment, and she pulled away from the man.
"You're not me, so why make decisions for me? I fought so hard for the opportunity, and you gave your first love in a few words, and you still want to persuade me to be generous?"
The more she talked, the more she couldn't suppress her grievances.
She stared at the other party's deep eyes with red eyes: "Let's divorce, I will fulfill you."
The air was suddenly quiet, and the man was stunned for a long time, and his tone was firm: "You won't divorce me."
Looking at the man's bottomless eyes, she suddenly understood something, and her tail trembled: "Did you already know that I like you?"
"Yes."
Just two words, almost tore her entire heart, and the pain spread.
She stood in place, raised her head and exhaled tiredly, and asked Song Man with her eyebrows and sorrow.
"Has anyone ever said that you are so cruel!"
Her eyes were red, and the humble despair she revealed pierced a man's heart like a needle.
She looked at the man like this, her eyes were full of brokenness, and her whole body was dead.
The man endured a hint of weirdness in his heart and wanted to say something.
But she turned around and ran home, watching her carefully arrange the wedding room,
Men have all shared a bed before, and the pain in their hearts is unbearable, and their eyes become moist.
She loved him for two lifetimes, and men were annoyed for two lifetimes.
Case...
She didn't love him, and she didn't want him.
She took out the divorce report she had prepared on the day of her rebirth and signed her name with a stroke of the pen.
Then, without looking back, she left the home that did not belong to her.
———
June 1985, Military Uniform Factory.
"The eighties, an era of awakening, an era of vitality, and a precious era ......"
With the sound of a spring breeze coming from the loudspeaker, the workers of the military uniform factory who were on lunch break walked to the dormitory one after another.
After reading the radio words, Song Moyou closed the notebook and went home from work with her bag.
As soon as I got out of the radio station, I saw an army-green figure under the tree.
He is dressed in a tall military uniform, his face is handsome and sharp, and his eyebrows and eyes are gentle but still have the momentum of a soldier, even if he stands there and does nothing, he can make people feel at ease and reliable.
"Political Commissar Gu has been standing at the door for an hour, which can be regarded as waiting for his daughter-in-law to get off work!"
I don't know who made a joke, Song Moyou's thoughts were pulled back, and his heart rippled.
When she saw Gu Wenxu with her own eyes, she felt that she had really been reborn forty years ago.
In a trance, Gu Wenxu had already walked in front of him, and Wen Sheng spoke: "Why is your face not very good, tired?" ”
Looking at the man's deep eyes, Song Moyou had mixed feelings in his heart.
Their marriage was an accident, and Gu Wenxu married her in order to save her reputation.
In her last life, she went from gratitude to deep love, even if he didn't touch her in his life, she endured it silently, and defaulted to the fact that she had no children because she had a physical problem and suffered a lot of white eyes.
But when he was dying, he called out another woman's name......
Now that we are reborn, do we have to go through the life of the previous life again?
Seeing her in a daze, Gu Wenxu couldn't help asking, "What do you think?" ”
Song Moyou came back to his senses and smiled to hide: "It's nothing, let's go back." ”
It's a hot summer, and the sun is scorching.
The two walked together on the green boulevard in the factory, and from time to time they drove past workers riding 28 bars.
Gu Wenxu took the lead in opening the conversation: "I came to pick you up before I went to see my parents, I heard that something happened to Aunt Wang's house, my father went to help, and my mother is now clamoring for a divorce." ”
Song Moyou's eyebrows twisted slightly.
Aunt Wang is the ex-wife of her father-in-law, and the two have never broken contact, and her father-in-law is even more responsive to her and gives her everything.
She raised her eyes to look at the man's side face, her eyes were complicated: "Dad doesn't help Aunt Wang once or twice, sometimes she doesn't come home for more than half a month, and Mom will inevitably get angry......"
Gu Wenxu suddenly stopped, and his tone was natural and determined: "The problem is not Aunt Wang, but that my parents have no feelings." ”
Song Mo was stunned, and the hand holding the satchel couldn't help but tighten.
The man still changed the subject: "By the way, didn't you say that you were going to the TV station to take the exam for the broadcast host, and you were ready?" ”
Song Moyou's eyes dimmed.
She passed the exam a month ago, and she will be transferred to the TV station in two days.
He only asked now, how much did he care about her?
The sourness in his heart instantly spread with the tail of his eyes, Song Moyou didn't know how he insisted on this marriage in his last life......
"I'll go get the car over, and you'll be waiting for me here."
Without waiting for her to answer, Gu Wenxu walked away by himself, as if he had just asked casually.
Standing in place, Song Moyou silently took a deep breath to relieve the heaviness in his chest.
But after waiting for a long time, no one came back.
With doubts and worries, she looked in the direction Gu Wenxu left, but she didn't expect that as soon as she turned a fork in the road, she saw a woman in a white dress leaning on Gu Wenxu's arms.
Looking at it, Song Moyou's breathing suddenly suffocated, and he couldn't move his legs anymore.
It's Yu Yingnan!
That woman Gu Wenxu has loved all her life!
I saw Yu Yingnan tightly wrapping around Gu Wenxu's waist, her tearful eyes full of affection: "When I was forced to marry by my parents, I was really miserable, I think you thought of depression, and you are still taking medicine." Warm...... Do you still love me? ”
Hearing this, Song Moyou's heart shrank together, not wanting or daring to listen to the other party's answer.
But before she left, Gu Wenxu's hoarse response was blown into her ears by the wind-
"Love."
Chapter 2
A fluttering word, but it was like a boulder slammed into Song Moyou's heart.
She knew that Gu Wenxu loved Yu Yingnan and loved her all her life, so much so that she was called 'Yingnan' when she died.
Unable to stand it any longer, she stiffened and left.
I don't know how long it took to walk, but Song Moyou was unable to lean against the low wall on the side of the road, and her eyes were already red.
Even if I do it again, my heart will still hurt when I hear Gu Wenxu admit to loving others......
She laughed at herself, but her heart was more enlightened.
Instead of taking the old road of love in a lifetime, it is better to try to let go and let Gu Wenxu be free.
Song Moyou took a deep breath, eased her emotions, and inadvertently swept her eyes to the college entrance examination registration brochure on the wall, and her eyes gradually lit up.
High thoughts!
In her previous life, because she wanted to guard Gu Wenxu, she never took the college entrance examination after graduating from high school!
Knowledge changes fate, and the college entrance examination is a good way for countless people to change their lives!
The confusion in her heart suddenly dispersed, since she was reborn, she could try the college entrance examination and take another path!
Without hesitation, Song Moyou went directly to the local education committee to register, and then returned to the military compound.
Midnight Depth.
The clock hand was already pointing to eleven, and the sound of steady footsteps was approaching.
Song Moyou, who was sitting at the desk reviewing, turned his head, only to see Gu Wenxu unbuttoning and stepping in, and the originally empty living room seemed to be a little crowded.
Seeing that she hadn't slept yet, a hint of surprise flashed in the man's eyes.
Song Moyou put down the pen: "Where did you go?" Coming back so late today? ”
Gu Wenxu took off his coat and said in a soft tone: "I met Yu Yingnan today, it was my sister who was two years older than me that I mentioned to you before, and I chatted a few more words." ”
Song Moyou's heart was slightly pierced: "Didn't you say that she married to the south?" ”
Gu Wenxu's hand paused for a moment: "...... Well, her husband died in a car accident half a year ago, and there was no one to take care of her in-laws, so she came back with her children. ”
Looking at the pity in his eyes, Song Moyou's hand holding the page slowly tightened, and he couldn't help asking: "I heard that you are classmates and have been together, do you still like her now?" ”
But when asked, she regretted it.
Knowing the answer, why do you want to humiliate yourself because of the unwillingness in your heart?
Gu Wenxu frowned and looked at her, and was silent for a long time before he replied: "Moyou, we are husband and wife." ”
At the end, he added: "If you don't go to work tomorrow, let's go see your parents together." ”
After saying that, he turned around and entered the guest room.
Song Moyou looked at the closed door and smiled miserably.
Man and wife?
They have slept in separate rooms since they got married, what kind of husband and wife are they?
Next day.
Early in the morning, Song Moyou and Gu Wenxu went to her parents-in-law's house, and as soon as they arrived at the door, they heard the sound of smashing inside.
also accompanied her mother-in-law crying and complaining: "I have served you for most of my life, that woman shed a few tears on you, and you gave her all the coffins we kept, how can you let me live?" This marriage must be divorced! ”
"How old are they, what are you leaving! Besides, our son is a political commissar in the military region, and he specializes in virtue, so if others know that he can't even manage his own affairs, where do you let him put his face? ”
She suddenly stopped, and subconsciously looked at Gu Wenxu, who was suddenly gloomy beside her.
In her previous life, Gu Wenxu often said that Yu Yingnan was pitiful, and she also helped each other at two ends in three days, she had never made trouble like her mother-in-law, she just blindly tolerated it, always thinking that he would look back at herself......
Gu Wenxu pushed the door and stepped in.
Song Moyou also hurriedly followed, only to see that the room was in a mess, the wedding photos on the wall were smashed to the ground, and the glass fell everywhere.
The mother-in-law sat on the sofa with tears on her face, her torn hand bleeding, and the father-in-law was smoking a cigarette with a look of anger.
Gu Wenxu's brows twisted into a dead knot.
Song Mo hurriedly took out a handkerchief and went over to help her mother-in-law treat her wounds: "Mom, no matter what you do, don't get along with yourself......"
As soon as he finished speaking, his father-in-law complained to Gu Wenxu: "Look at your mother, the older you get, the more your temper stinks, and she always quarrels over trivial things!" ”
The mother-in-law cried and raised her voice: "I have a bad temper? Do you have any reason to give my coffin to your ex-wife? You love her so much, go and live with her, what are you dragging me for? ”
Seeing that the two were about to start arguing again, Song Moyou was about to persuade him, but Gu Wenxu suddenly said, "Dad, Mom, you guys are leaving." ”
The three of them were stunned.
Song Moyou looked at him, and he threw out a cold sentence again: "A marriage without feelings is just torture for the two of you." ”
Chapter 3
It turned out that in Gu Wenxu's eyes, marriage with her was torture.
His chest was stuffy, and Song Moyou couldn't speak anymore.
Until her parents left and returned to her home, she couldn't get rid of the depression in her heart.
As soon as I arrived at the door, the correspondent came to look for me: "Political Commissar Gu, a woman surnamed Yu came to you, and she said that she had an urgent ......."
"I'll go right over."
As he spoke, Gu Wenxu turned around and was about to leave.
Under the stimulus, Song Moyou suddenly couldn't help it, grabbed the man's arm, and asked seriously: "You said that marriage without love is torture, so ...... Do you regret marrying me? ”
Gu Wenxu frowned in surprise: "What are you thinking, we are different from our parents." ”
What's the difference, isn't he pretending to be someone else in his heart?
But before she could say the next sentence, the man suddenly reached out and took out a stack of money and tickets from his pocket and stuffed them into her hand: "This is this month's allowance, you take it, and buy anything if you lack it." ”
Song Moyou was stunned, he thought he was talking about money?
Looking at the man's distant back, Song Moyou inexplicably felt a sense of powerlessness.
Since he loves Yu Yingnan, she took the initiative to hint at the divorce, why didn't he stab the window paper by the way?
This night, Gu Wenxu really didn't come back.
Song Moyou slept very unsteadily and kept dreaming.
For a while, he was guarding the dying Gu Wenxu's bedside in his previous life, and he grabbed his hand and called 'Ying Nan'.
Not long ago, he asked his parents to divorce in front of her, taking it for granted that he should end his emotionless marriage......
After suffering all night, it was only the next morning that the correspondent next to Gu Wenxu came over to pass the word: "Sister-in-law, the political commissar said that there is something to do in the past few days and you can't come back, and your parents are bothering you to run more." ”
Song Moyou's face froze.
Gu Wenxu couldn't come back because of Yu Yingnan.
In his last life, since Yu Yingnan came back, he didn't come back for three days.
In this life, Yu Yingnan returned to Jibei ahead of schedule, and he went to take care of it in advance......
Suppressing the stuffiness in her heart, she didn't ask more.
Anyway, she has decided to divorce in her life, and what happens to Gu Wenxu and Yu Yingnan has nothing to do with her in the future.
……
A few days later.
As soon as Song Moyou arrived at the radio station of the military uniform factory, he received an order to go to the TV station.
Looking at the results of her hard work for half a year, her silent heart finally had a little comfort, and she hurriedly took the order to the office to find the stationmaster to sign.
As soon as I entered the office building, the small talk of colleagues floated over.
"Have you heard that Political Commissar Gu personally came to introduce a divorced old friend to work, will there be something wrong with them?"
"No, he is a political commissar, and he is so good to Song Moyou."
"What's the use, the two of them have been married for three years, and Song Moyou's stomach hasn't moved at all, how can a man not mind?"
"If you have a father, you must have a son, Gu Political Commissar and his father don't feel sorry for the ex-wife who fell in love for the first time, I heard that there has been a lot of trouble recently, and a lot of years are going to be divorced!"
Listening to these sour words that were the same as in his previous life, Song Moyou pursed his lips and walked away.
Gu Wenxu didn't touch her, how could she have a child......
She clenched the order document tightly, and forced the sourness that surged up her heart to the stationmaster's office.
'Slap Pound! ’
knocked on the door, Song Moyou pushed the door in, but saw that there was not only the stationmaster inside, but also Gu Wenxu, who had not been home for a few days.
Taken aback for a moment, she handed over the transfer order in her hand: "Stationmaster, I'm going to be transferred to the TV station, please sign it." ”
But the stationmaster glanced at it and didn't answer.
Song Moyou was puzzled, and his clear reply exploded in the office like thunder.
"Political Commissar Gu has given Yu Yingnan the only TV host spot, and your appointment is useless."
Chapter 4
Song Moyou's heart was hit hard, and he subconsciously looked at Gu Wenxu: "Why?" ”
Gu Wenxu didn't look at her, but said to the stationmaster, "It's troublesome." ”
After the words fell, he stepped forward a few steps forward and took her hand and walked out.
As soon as he walked to the corridor, Song Moyou struggled to withdraw his hand, his heart and lungs churning and burning: "Why do you want to do this?" Do you know that I've been working hard for that spot for a whole year! ”
Gu Wenxu turned to look at her with a calm attitude: "Yingnan is old and young, and she has a lot of financial pressure, and she has also worked as a host in school before, so this job is the most suitable for her." ”
Staring at his natural eyes, Song Moyou's heart was like being pierced by the tip of a knife, and he couldn't speak in pain.
At this time, Gu Wenxu slowed down her tone again, and shook her shoulder as if soothing: "I know you feel uncomfortable, but you are a military wife, you must have the strength and generosity of a military family, and you must think more about the people." ”
"Yingnan has children and the elderly, and the family is difficult, and even if you don't work, my allowance is enough to support you to support this family."
Song Moyou's eyes turned red for a moment, and he retreated from the man fiercely.
"You're not me, so why make decisions for me? The opportunity I fought so hard for, was given to your first love by you in a few words, and you still want to persuade me to be generous? ”
The more she talked, the more she couldn't suppress her grievances.
The words of the exit were even more rushed: "There are more people here who are more difficult than Yu Yingnan, and I don't see you helping them?" Are you really unselfish in doing all this? ”
"Song Moyou!" Gu Wenxu's face changed suddenly.
At this time, the correspondent suddenly came over: "Political commissar, the headquarters of the military region will let you go over." ”
The atmosphere remains deadlocked.
Tears almost overflowed in Song Moyou's eyes, Gu Wenxu pursed her lips, and her voice softened again: "This matter is indeed my fault, whatever you want, I will compensate you." ”
After speaking, Gu Wenxu left.
Looking at the distant back, Song Moyou laughed at himself and slowly walked downstairs.
Compensate? If she wanted his love, would he give it?
She really admired herself in her previous life, and she was able to endure it for decades......
"Xiao Song, you are here, I just happen to have your letter here."
Song Moyou restrained her emotions and turned her head to take the envelope handed by her colleague: "Thank you." ”
When I opened it, it was the admission ticket stamped by the local education committee.
Seeing the seal on it, her heart was finally soothed.
Let's continue to endure it for a few days, and it will be over after the college entrance examination.
As a result, Song Moyou worked harder than before to prepare for the exam.
In addition to going to work, I spend the rest of my time reading books and doing questions.
Unknowingly, for more than half a month, although they lived together, she didn't meet Gu Wenxu.
Until this evening, Song Moyou rode a bicycle past the TV station, but saw a familiar army green jeep parked on the side of the road, and couldn't help stopping.
Immediately afterwards, Gu Wenxu and Yu Yingnan came out of the building.
The two sides collided, as if the stagnant time was filled with a frozen atmosphere of LvzHOU.
In the silence, Yu Yingnan took the lead in opening the chatterbox: "I worked extra for a while today, Wen Xu was afraid that it would be unsafe for me to go home, so she came to pick me up, Sister Moyou won't mind, right?" ”
Song Moyou, who was showing off the stinging in the words, felt a faint pain in his eardrums, and his hand holding the dragon head did not tighten unconsciously.
Gu Wenxu's eyes swept over the books in her satchel and walked towards her: "It's getting dark, let's go back together." ”
Song Moyou avoided his hand and looked away: "No, I can do it myself." ”
After speaking, he directly stepped into the car and rode towards the military region.
The evening breeze brushed the corners of her reddish eyes, and she tried her best to control the sourness that kept pouring into her heart and comfort herself.
There's no need to care, after the college entrance examination, she will divorce Gu Wenxu immediately......
It was completely dark.
Song Moyou finished eating and stayed in his room to do the question, and the door was slowly pushed open.
After glancing over, Gu Wenxu, who was dressed in regular clothes, walked over, with tenderness on his face: "How are you preparing for the college entrance examination?" Need help? ”
Her eyes dimmed, and she was going to take the college entrance examination in less than a week, didn't he think it was a little late to say this?
Closing her eyes, she pretended to flip through the book and said casually: "No need, you can accompany Yu Yingnan when you have time." ”
Gu Wenxu's face changed: "What do you mean by this?" ”
Song Moyou looked up at him at this time, caught a glimpse of the gloom in his eyes, and the hand holding the page tightened unconsciously: "Go out if you have nothing else to do, I want to prepare for the exam quietly." ”
Her unusually coldness made Gu Wenxu's brows twist into knots, and she wanted to speak several times, but finally left with anger.
Looking at his back, Song Moyou lowered his eyes, tired.
The husband and wife who are like strangers are probably like this......
……
A week later.
Today is the day of the college entrance examination.
Song Moyou went out early in the morning, but he didn't expect that as soon as he came out of the fork in the compound, he bumped into a figure head-on.
With a 'hula' sound, the satchel fell to the ground, and the paper and pen in it were scattered all over the ground, and they were picked up and handed by a slender hand one by one.
was about to say thanks, but saw that the other party was Yu Yingnan.
When she came to the military compound, what else could she do besides looking for Gu Wenxu......
Remembering the exam, and not wanting to talk to Yu Yingnan, Song Moyou took the bag, put down the "thank you" and walked around her and strode to the door.
Under the scorching sun, she ran to the school sweating profusely, most of the candidates had already entered the examination room, and she did not dare to delay, and hurriedly followed the team.
The invigilator stopped her and spread her hands: "Admission ticket." ”
Song Mo nodded hurriedly and touched the mezzanine of the satchel where the admission ticket was placed.
But when her hand went in, her heart sank.
The admission ticket is gone!
Chapter 5
The coolness climbed up his back, making Song Moyou completely panicked: "How could it not be, I obviously put the ...... in it"
She rummaged through her satchel and never found the admission ticket.
At the same time, other candidates complained dissatisfiedly behind him: "Don't block the door, okay?" We still have exams! ”
The invigilator also waved his hand as if he was chased: "Students, please don't hinder other candidates from entering the examination room." ”
Song Moyou was embarrassed and pushed aside, and in desperation, she could only bow her head and look for it along the way she came, and her chaotic brain made her unable to figure out how the admission ticket could be missing.
Suddenly, there was the sound of a 'bell clanging' on the railroad tracks behind him.
It's time for the exam! ʄɛɨ
She stiffened her head and looked at the closed classroom with a pale face.
There are two subjects in total, and if she can't get into the examination room, it means that she will definitely not be admitted to university this year!
At this moment, the intense frustration climbed up Song Moyou's heart, making it difficult for her to breathe.
All efforts were ruined......
How could this be, why did you lose the admission ticket?
She walked on the street in a daze, and she didn't know how long it took, when a harsh sentence suddenly came from her ear: "It seems that Sister Moyou's college entrance examination is not going well." ”
The playful sarcasm made Song Moyou's pace stagnate.
raised her head, only to see Yu Yingnan standing in front of her, swaying her admission ticket proudly: "It's a pity, you can't use this admission ticket." ”
Song Moyou's face changed suddenly, and he understood and clenched his fists: "Yu Yingnan, did you deliberately bump into me and steal my admission ticket?" Why are you doing this?! ”
Yu Yingnan paced forward, the corners of his eyebrows and eyes were full of mockery: "I'm helping you, just what grades you can get as a person who has graduated from high school for a few years, don't lose your warm face when the time comes." ”
This woman actually confessed!
Anger burned my heart.
Song Moyou rushed over, grabbed Yu Yingnan's hair, and slapped the other party in the face!
"What are you doing?"
An angry voice came from behind him, Song Moyou turned his head, and saw Gu Wenxu frowning and getting off the jeep.
Before she could speak, Yu Yingnan changed her innocent appearance and complained with tears: "Wen Xu, I picked up the admission ticket of Sister Moyou and kindly sent it to her, but she still beat people......"
Gu Wenxu suddenly looked at Song Moyou disapprovingly.
Song Moyou immediately refuted: "She is talking nonsense! Today, she bumped into me in the compound, just deliberately taking away my admission ticket, and this poisonous woman herself just admitted to-"
"Sumiguchi!"
Gu Wenxu wrinkled his eyebrows and scolded: "What do you look like?" I know best what kind of person Ying Nan is, and she will never deliberately make things difficult for others. ”
In an instant, Song Moyou's heart seemed to be pierced, and it was hard to breathe in pain.
Looking at Gu Wenxu, who supported Yu Yingnan, she felt that her rebuttal was like a joke: "She is a good person, what about me, I worked hard to prepare for the college entrance examination, but I was stupid enough to joke about this?" ”
"Isn't it possible for you to trust her unconditionally no matter what she does?"
The despair in the woman's tearful eyes was so clear, and Gu Wenxu's anger subsided.
"I missed it this year, but I still have a chance next year."
He took the admission ticket in Ying Nan's hand, and reminded: "The radio station of the military region is urging you, I'll send you over first." ”
Yu Yingnan LvzHOU nodded, and secretly threw a smug look at the pale Song Moyou before getting into the car.
Gu Wenxu stuffed the admission ticket into Song Moyou's hand, and said in a calm tone: "I'll talk about it when I go back." ”
After the words fell, he turned around and got into the car.
Staring at the jeep in the distance, Song Moyou's hand holding the admission ticket trembled constantly.
The tears that had been suppressed for a long time 'snapped' fell, blurring the traces of the words ɖʀ on the admission ticket.
……
Night.
The moon stars are scarce.
Just finished the matter at hand, Gu Wenxu thought of Song Moyou, who failed the exam, and immediately rushed home.
But as soon as I opened the door, a strong smell of wine came to my face.
Through the lamp on the eaves, I saw Song Moyou sitting on the ground, with three or four empty wine bottles lying beside him.
Her hair was disheveled, her face was red drunk, and her eyes were foggy as she looked up and drank wine.
Gu Wenxu was stunned: "Why do you drink so much wine?" ”
Let's not say that she is a person who doesn't drink a penny, as a broadcaster, she values her voice the most, and will never allow herself to drink anything irritating.
Hearing Gu Wenxu's voice, Song Moyou didn't look at him, but just threw out a sentence coldly: "Don't worry about it." ”
Gu Wenxu frowned, stepped forward and snatched the wine from her hand: "I'm your husband, I don't care who cares about you?" ”
Song Moyou's eyes darkened, he raised his head drunkenly, and stared at the other party's deep eyes: "Then if we divorce, you won't care." ”
Chapter 6
The room fell silent.
Gu Wenxu was stunned for a long time before coming back to his senses, and patiently helped Song Moyou up: "You won't divorce me." ”
His determined tone made Song Moyou's heart inexplicable.
Looking at the man's bottomless eyes, she suddenly understood something, and her tail trembled: "...... Didn't you already know that I liked you? ”
"Yes."
Just two words, almost tore Song Moyou's entire heart, and the severe pain spread.
She knew that Gu Wenxu was in love with Yu Yingnan, and she thought that he didn't know his feelings for him, so he didn't respond to her all his life.
But now he told her that he had always known he liked him.
For so many years, she carefully hid her thoughts in front of him, but she didn't know that she was a clown in his eyes......
How sad.
Song Mo staggered to stand up on the table, tears rolling in her blood-red eyes: "Gu Wenxu, has anyone said that you are really cruel?" ”
"You ......"
Without waiting for the man to finish speaking, she interrupted again: "Yes, I did like you in the past, but now that the divorce is indeed serious." ”
The determination in the woman's eyes made Gu Wenxu inexplicably uneasy, and he subconsciously didn't want to continue: "You're drunk, I shouldn't have heard this, I'll help you go to the room to rest——"
But as soon as he grabbed her hand, Song Moyou broke out.
"Gu Wenxu, are you sick?"
She slammed the wine bottle in her hand and hissed and wailed: "You married me but never touched me, do I want to keep you a widow for the rest of your life, and be scolded by people for being a hen that doesn't lay eggs?" ”
"As soon as Yu Yingnan calls you, you go, what's the difference between you and your father? Since you can persuade your parents to divorce, why are you dragging me on? ”
"Gu Wenxu, I don't owe you!"
Even if she owes it, she has already paid it off in her last life......
Hearing every word, Gu Wenxu's face turned blue and white for a while.
But seeing Song Moyou, who seemed to fall down at any time, the fire in his chest was forcibly suppressed again.
He rubbed his tightly knit eyebrows, and his expression was dark: "I'll leave first, and we'll talk when you wake up." ”
After speaking, Gu Wenxu turned around and left without looking back.
Song Moyou collapsed on the ground, and the tears she held back finally broke the embankment.
……
A night of chaos.
The morning light entered the room and woke up Song Moyou on the bed.
She opened her eyes slowly, and sat up for a moment before she endured the pain in her brain.
"Wake up, I'll make porridge for you, eat it while it's hot."
When I looked up, I saw my mother-in-law walking in with a bowl of steaming porridge.
Song Moyou was stunned, and then realized that he had a big quarrel with Gu Wenxu after he was drunk last night, annoyed by his impulsiveness, and couldn't help but feel a little guilty.
My mother-in-law hadn't solved the matter with her father-in-law, and the injury on her hand was not healed, so she actually came to take care of herself......
After receiving the porridge handed by her mother-in-law, Song Moyou was a little embarrassed: "Mom, you ...... with Dad"
"Gone."
The mother-in-law spit out two words lightly, and there was no loneliness of failed marriage between her eyebrows: "It's better to live alone in front of a man who thinks about his ex-wife all day long." ”
Song Moyou was stunned, and couldn't help but think of herself and Gu Wenxu.
After a pause, she smiled palely: "Yes, it's better to be alone......"
The mother-in-law frowned, and the words suddenly changed: "I heard that Yu Yingnan is divorced and came back with her children." ”
Song Moyou's eyes darkened, and he silently put the porridge on the table, his eyes red again.
The mother-in-law sighed, raised her hand and touched her head: "People live for a lifetime, they must always think about themselves once, although I am Wen Xu's biological mother, my mother supports you in making any decisions." ”
The old man's words of pity were poked at Song Moyou's soft place.
She was abducted and trafficked since she was a child and never felt the love of her family.
Her adoptive parents beat and scolded her, and when she was twelve years old, she escaped, and met Gu Wenxu while begging on the street, and he gave her the money and clothes he had on him.
At that moment, she felt that the whole world was lit up and warmed......
Later, when she encountered difficulties, she almost ruined her reputation, but it was Gu Wenxu who married her and helped her avoid a catastrophe.
After marriage, her mother-in-law was like her own mother, and she always loved and cared for her with a motherly heart.
These are probably the reasons why she was reluctant to divorce in her last life.
She leaned on her head on her mother-in-law's lap, and her voice was hoarse: "Mom, thank you......"
The mother-in-law didn't speak, just patted her on the shoulder like a child.
A person's marriage, she has had enough in her previous life.
God gave her a new life, and she wanted to live a different life.
Midday.
After thinking about it, Song Moyou took the documents needed for the divorce and went to the office to find Gu Wenxu, but was told by the correspondent that he was patrolling the radio station of the military region, so he had to go to the radio station of the military region.
As soon as he entered, he saw Gu Wenxu standing alone inside to check the broadcast script.
In the blink of an eye, the eyes of the two collided, embarrassed and speechless.
Song Moyou clenched the documents in his hand, and finally mustered up the courage to step forward: "Gu Wenxu, let's go and divorce the marriage." ”
As soon as the words fell, Gu Wenxu's face changed suddenly, and he quickly pressed the close button on the microphone.
Seeing this, Song Moyou's heart was stunned and froze.
The broadcast of the whole military district just now was on!
Chapter 7
Song Mo was stunned, and clearly saw the gloom that flashed between Gu Wenxu's eyebrows.
The microphone is not turned off, so did the whole military region hear what he just said......
Without waiting for her to react, Gu Wenxu stepped over and closed the door in a few steps, and the look in his eyes was suspicious and restrained: "What's going on with you lately?" Yesterday I was drunk and talked nonsense, and now I come to the radio station of the military region to mess around? ”
Song Moyou's face changed slightly, and she pulled the corners of her mouth with difficulty: "I'm serious...... Gu Wenxu, we are not children anymore, let's be honest. ”
"What I said yesterday was true, I know you don't love me, and I know that you have Yu Yingnan in your heart, and when you get divorced, you can be with her without restraint, and you don't have to let yourself have regrets."
always thought that her heart could be more relaxed when she said what was in her heart, but unexpectedly, when she met the man's gaze, she couldn't breathe.
The silence froze.
'Slap Pound! ’
There was a sudden knock on the door, Gu Wenxu retracted his anger, opened the door, and it was the communicator.
He hurriedly saluted, and glanced at Song Moyou again: "Political commissar, the commander asked you to go over with your wife, saying that you want to ask about what your wife said on the radio just now." ”
Song Mo's heart hung suddenly, and a trace of annoyance appeared on her face.
Gu Wenxu rubbed the corners of his forehead, and there was helplessness and tiredness between his eyebrows: "Got it." ”
Soon, the commandant's office.
Facing the majestic chief, Song Moyou clutched the corner of his clothes and looked cramped.
The commander stood in front of the two with his hands behind his back, his eyes were not angry and arrogant: "What the hell is going on with you two husbands and wives?" ”
Gu Wenxu's face was a little ugly, but he said, "Commander, I didn't want to divorce, there was just a little misunderstanding between our husband and wife, and I would deal with it." ”
Hearing this, Song Moyou's eyes changed.
Marriage, she must be divorced.
If Gu Wenxu is worried about the future, she can just take the fault on herself.
She took a deep breath: "Commander, it's my reason, I don't want to live with Political Commissar Gu anymore......"
But before she could finish speaking, an iron-like hand grabbed her wrist.
Raised his eyes in amazement and bumped into Gu Wenxu's deep eyes.
His jaw tightened, and he hurriedly saluted the commander: "Let's go first." ”
After saying that, he directly dragged the person all the way out.
Song Mo staggered and followed, almost falling down several times, and it wasn't until she got out of the agency building that she pulled out her red hand: "Let go!" ”
Gu Wenxu looked at her, and his tone was heavier: "Song Moyou, you also know that you are no longer a child, can you be more mature?" ”
Facing the rare anger of men, Song Moyou's heart trembled, and grievances surged into her heart: "Then tell me, how else do I have to mature?" You let Yu Yingnan replace me in the TV station, she made me unable to take the college entrance examination, and you also defended her........."
"I took the fault on myself, even if the divorce can't affect your future, why are you pulling me away, is it that I don't even have the right to divorce here?"
Looking at her reddening eyes, Gu Wenxu's heart was restless and angry.
After a few seconds of stalemate, he didn't say anything after all, and strode away past her.
Song Moyou stood in place, raising his head and exhaling tiredly, with the sadness of being escaped between his eyebrows and eyes.
Because her voice was hoarse after drinking all night, she could only go to the unit to ask the stationmaster for two days off.
Looking at Song Moyou, who was distraught, the stationmaster handed over a document.
"Last time, you didn't go to the TV station, and I feel sorry for you, but the factory has a plan to go to the capital for training this time, and I think you still have a chance."
"If you successfully complete the training, not only will you get a good bonus, but you will also be able to allocate a job in the capital, but if you want to go, you have to make a decision early."
Hearing this, Song Moyou's dim eyes suddenly lit up, and he nodded eagerly: "Go, go!" Thank you, webmaster! ”
Another village!
She forgot about the unhappiness of divorcing Gu Wenxu for the time being, and was full of training in the capital.
It is already a pity that she failed to enter the TV station and failed to take the college entrance examination, and she doesn't want to miss this precious opportunity again!
After filling out the registration form, Song Moyou immediately rushed home to pack her luggage.
As soon as I opened the wardrobe, there was a steady footstep behind me.
Turning around, it was Gu Wenxu.
Looking at each other, Gu Wenxu looked at the package in her hand, and her eyes suddenly dimmed.
There is an instantaneous condensation in the air.
Song Moyou's eyes flashed with struggle, but she still decided to tell him about her preparation to go to the capital.
But as soon as he opened his mouth, he saw Gu Wenxu coming over, and suddenly took her into his arms-
"Moyo, let's have a baby."
Chapter 8
Song Moyou's pupils shrank, and he looked at the man who had broken up with him not long ago.
Without waiting for her to speak, Gu Wenxu explained: "I thought that if we had a child, you wouldn't be cranky. ”
Looking at the reassurance in his eyes as if he had completed the task, Song Moyou's heart sank again.
"Do you really think I'm thinking about everything lately? When you came back from Yu Yingnan, how many times have you listened to me carefully? ”
After speaking, she was no longer entangled, she turned her head and continued to pack her luggage: "I am going to go to the capital for training, and I will live in the staff dormitory for the past few days. ”
She forced herself not to look at the expression of the man next to her, but she could clearly feel the air pressure around her suddenly decrease.
Facing Song Moyou, who had a resolute attitude, Gu Wenxu pinched his eyebrows tiredly: "You are like this, it really makes me feel very tired." ”
He really didn't understand, how could she, so decent, suddenly become unable to listen to explanations?
Song Moyou's paused hand tightened slightly: "...... If you are tired, why don't you want to separate? ”
Gu Wenxu's Adam's apple rolled, and he never responded.
After a moment of stalemate, he turned away without saying a word.
Listening to the sound of the door opening and closing of the guest room outside, Song Moyou's eyes dimmed.
Again, every time the topic of divorce is touched, Gu Wenxu always avoids it.
It's like the word "divorce" is hot.
Song Moyou forced herself to get rid of all her emotions, packed up her things and went to the staff dormitory of the military uniform factory. 1
For several days, she never returned to the military region, let alone met Gu Wenxu.
A week later, the training notice finally came down, and Song Moyou followed several other colleagues to prepare to take a car to the airport.
But as soon as his feet stepped on the car, his hand was squeezed by a brute force.
Turning his head, he saw Kobayashi, a new broadcaster who had come not long ago.
Before Song Moyou could react, Xiao Lin knelt down with a 'poof', and burst into tears: "Sister Moyou, you know that my father has been paralyzed, and he has been diagnosed with uremia, and he needs a large amount of surgery fees, but he has emptied his family in order to provide for me to go to college, and I have to earn money quickly......"
"You are the wife of the political commissar, even if you don't go to training, it won't affect your abundant life, but my father and I can't live, please give me the opportunity to train......"
As he spoke, he kowtowed as if he were fated.
Song Moyou was startled, and hurriedly went to help: "What are you doing, get up quickly......"
Xiao Lin dodged her hand, staring at her with a pair of eyes, and his humble eyes were even more paranoid: "If you don't want to, you won't let me live." ”
As she spoke, she slammed into the stone pillar on the side!
"Don't be impulsive!"
The colleagues on the side quickly grabbed Xiao Lin, and the people around complained to Song Moyou, who was stunned.
"Song Moyou, it's not easy for Xiaolin, you just let her go."
"Xiaolin is a college student, you are only a high school student, and you may not be able to win the award if you go, it is better to give her the opportunity, and when she gets the prize money and saves her father, it can be regarded as your blessing."
"That is, Political Commissar Gu usually helps others, you are his daughter-in-law, and your consciousness should also be high."
Everyone was gossiping, and the stationmaster who came in a hurry took a look, sighed, and said with an embarrassed face: "Moyou, Xiao Lin is looking for death and life like this, if something happens, it will affect the factory, and you and Political Commissar Gu will not be able to get along with each other." ”
Hearing the meaning of the stationmaster's words, Song Moyou's face turned white: "Stationmaster, you obviously know that I have been ...... before"
Before he finished speaking, Xiao Lin got up directly, squeezed her out of the way and got into the car, and didn't forget to nod to the stationmaster: "Thank you, stationmaster!" ”
The car was gone, and it was raining in the sky.
Song Mo froze in place, not hearing what the stationmaster said again, but when she came back to her senses, she was the only one left around.
It took a long time for her to move her legs and walk in the rain in a daze.
Let.
She's been letting all the time, but who cares how she feels?
Is it that as long as she is still Gu Wenxu's wife, she will let it go for the rest of her life?
As if under some kind of traction, Song Moyou suddenly stopped, looked up, and his eyes were shocked.
There was a jeep parked in front of him, Gu Wenxu and Yu Yingnan held an umbrella together, and walked over chatting and laughing.
He tilted the umbrella towards Ying Nan: "The child's hukou has been moved to my name, you can rest assured." ”
After that, pull the car door and get ready to get in the car.
But in the blink of an eye, he bumped into Song Moyou's deep eyes impartially.