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I'm Zhang Keming, and I'm 64 years old this year. I used to be an ordinary retired worker, and although I was not rich, I was also plain and happy. Until I met her, 45-year-old Wang Lijuan.
I remember it was a cold winter night, and I was alone on the way home with a bag of dinner in my hand. Suddenly, a woman stumbled into my arms. She cried very sadly, and I hurriedly comforted her. She told me that her name was Wang Lijuan, that she was a newly divorced woman and that she had nowhere to go. I felt pity and invited her to stay at my house for a while.
At first, I didn't think much more. I just felt like she was a poor woman who needed my help. However, as time went on, I discovered that my feelings for her were not just sympathy, but also an inexplicable affection. Maybe it's because I've been lonely and lonely, but gradually, I began to have true feelings for her.
So, I confessed to Wang Lijuan. She looked at me in surprise, then smiled and said she liked me too. At that moment, I felt as if I was twenty years younger, and my heart was full of happiness and anticipation. We decided to enter the palace of marriage and start our new life.
However, life after marriage was not as good as I imagined. Wang Lijuan is a very independent woman, she has her own lifestyle and habits. And I, an old man who was used to living alone, had a hard time getting used to getting along with her. We have very different personalities and living habits, and we often quarrel over trivial things.
Especially when it comes to housework, I always feel that she should take more responsibility, but she thinks she has done her best. After every argument, I would hide in a corner and cry silently, and I began to wonder if I had made the right choice. I can't help but think of my ex-wife, who is long gone, but our marriage is so harmonious. I began to regret getting married again, feeling that I was too impulsive and too gullible.
However, whenever I see the helplessness and expectation in Wang Lijuan's eyes, I feel soft-hearted and feel that I can't give up easily. I tried to communicate with her, tried to solve the problem between us, but it seemed that everything was useless. Our marriage was getting more and more deadlocked, and as we wore through each day, I felt more and more powerless to cope.
The conflict between Wang Lijuan and me deepened, and our relationship reached an impasse. Every day when I get home, I feel a pressure enveloping me, as if the whole world is pressuring me. I started to avoid the house, often going out for walks alone or making excuses to visit the neighbors' houses. I didn't know how to deal with it, I just felt more and more lonely.
One day, I happened to hear a conversation between Wang Lijuan and her neighbor's aunt. They were talking about me, saying that I was old, useless, and would only drag others down. Hearing these words, I felt a pang of despair and helplessness. I began to doubt my own worth and whether I could still bring her happiness. I felt like a helpless rat, being pointed at and ridiculed by people.
I decided to leave this home, to leave this environment that made me feel helpless. I didn't know where I was going or what else I could do, but I felt like I had to leave. I don't want to endure this feeling of helplessness and despair anymore, I want to regain my dignity and worth.
I packed some of my bags and quietly left the house. At the moment of leaving, I felt a sense of relief and relief, as if the burden that had been weighing on my heart had finally been released. I don't know what the next steps will be, but I know I can't stay in this environment anymore and I have to change.
When I was away from home, I was lonely and wandering. I wandered the streets and couldn't find a place to stay. I began to regret my choice and began to miss everything at home. However, I knew I couldn't back down, I had to find a way to solve the problem.
Finally, one day, I received a call from Wang Lijuan. With tears in her voice, she asked me why I wanted to leave her, and asked me if I still loved her. I was silent for a moment, then told her I needed some time to be alone and think about our relationship. I knew I couldn't just give up, I had to find a solution for our future.
I started looking for a job outside and wanted to make some changes in my life. I got a job as a waiter in a small restaurant, and although I was paid a small amount, I felt like I had found some hope again. I work hard and hope to change my destiny through my own efforts. I knew I couldn't rely on anyone else, I had to get back on my feet with my own hands.
During that time outside, I learned to be independent and strong. I began to re-examine my life and think about my future. I knew that I could no longer be as weak and dependent as before, and that I had to have the courage to face life's challenges. I decided to go back to my home and face the problem between me and Wang Lijuan again and find a solution.
I decided to go back home and face the problems between Wang Lijuan and us again. When I got home, she was already waiting for me at the door. Her eyes were full of anticipation and unease, as if waiting for my answer.
I walked up to her and hugged her gently. I told her that I had figured it out and that I was willing to start our lives all over again. When she listened to me, tears flowed down her face, and she hugged me and said that she missed me too.
We returned home and started our lives all over again. I worked hard to find a better job and worked hard in the hope of being able to give her a better life. And she also began to change herself, trying to learn to do housework and trying to take care of me. Gradually, our relationship became more harmonious and harmonious.
However, just as we were back together, I discovered a fact that shocked me. Wang Lijuan is pregnant. When she told me the news, I couldn't believe my ears. I'm over the age of six, and she's 45 years old, how can she still get pregnant?
I began to wonder if she was lying to me, and I began to wonder if there really was a future for our relationship. I felt like a betrayed person, filled with anger and despair. I felt like I was once again in a predicament that I couldn't get out of, and I felt like I was losing my direction again.
However, in the face of her persistence and honesty, I had to believe in her. I knew I couldn't run away again, I had to be brave enough to face reality. I decided to accept this fact and accept this child, even though I knew it would bring more difficulties and challenges into our lives.
We started to prepare the child by preparing a small room for him and some clothes and toys for him. I began to imagine the future for him, hoping that he would grow up healthy and happy. And Wang Lijuan also began to work harder to take care of herself, for the sake of her children, she gave up all bad habits and worked hard to keep her body healthy.
Our lives are beginning to become more fulfilling and happy. I look forward to seeing my child every day, and I pray for him every day that he will come into this world in good health and safety. And Wang Lijuan also prays for him every day, hoping that he can have a happy future.
However, the day before the baby was born, I received a heartbreaking news. Wang Lijuan had an accident and her life was in danger. I didn't know what I was going to do, and I felt a pang of hopelessness and helplessness. I don't want to lose her, I don't want to lose our children, I don't want to lose everything again.
Faced with the news that Wang Lijuan's life was dying, my heart was like a knife. I rushed to the hospital desperately, I didn't want to lose her, I didn't want to lose our baby. I knelt in front of her bed, holding her hand tightly, tears streaming down my face.
"Lijuan, you must hold on, our child is still waiting for you!" I said to her with a trembling voice.
Wang Lijuan reluctantly opened her eyes, her face was pale, but her eyes were full of determination and perseverance. "Keming, I will work hard, I must live, I can't let our children lose their mother's love." Her voice, though weak, was full of strength and determination.
I couldn't stop the tears from flowing and I knew I couldn't sit still any longer, I had to fight for her life. I desperately begged the doctor to do everything possible to save her, I didn't want to lose her, I didn't want to lose our child.
After some efforts, the doctor finally saved Wang Lijuan's life. When I saw her awake, I felt a great sense of relief and joy. I hugged her tightly and told her that I would never leave her and would always be by her side.
"Keming, thank you, you gave me back my life." Wang Lijuan hugged me, her voice full of gratitude and love.
I held her hand and tears flowed non-stop. "Lijuan, I love you, I will always be by your side, no matter what happens, I will never leave you."
Our child came into this world smoothly with infinite joy and happiness. We hugged him, tears streaming down our faces, thanking God for all that he had given us. We decided to name him Zhang Tianyu in the hope that he can have a bright future.
Now, Wang Lijuan and I are living happily ever after with our children. We work hard, try to take care of each other, and strive to create a warm and harmonious family. We know that there will be many difficulties and challenges in life, but we believe that as long as we support each other and understand each other, we will be able to overcome any difficulties.
Our lives are gradually returning to their former peace and happiness. Zhang Tianyu brings us endless happiness and hope, and we are working hard to grow every day and strive to create a better future.
Wang Lijuan and I often take Zhang Tianyu out for a walk together, enjoying the sunshine and breeze. We chatted, laughed and laughed, as if the warmth of the family would never fade.
"Tianyu, look, it's a little bird!" Wang Lijuan said to Zhang Tianyu with a smile.
Zhang Tianyu clapped his little hands excitedly, his eyes full of curiosity and excitement. "Mom, the birds are flying so high!" He shouted.
I looked at the backs of both of them, and my heart was filled with satisfaction and happiness. I know I have everything, I don't want anything anymore, I just want to walk through every beautiful moment with them.
However, just as our happy life was about to usher in a new turning point, I suffered another huge blow. Wang Lijuan has a rare disease, and doctors say she has few days to live.
When I heard the news, I couldn't believe my ears. I felt like I was in a dream, and everything seemed so unreal.
I kept asking the doctor if there was any hope for treatment and if there was any chance of saving her. But the doctor shook his head and told me that there was nothing left to save her life.
I felt a wave of hopelessness and helplessness, and I didn't know what to do. I don't want to lose her, I don't want to lose our happy family, I don't want Zhang Tianyu to lose his mother.
"Keming, don't worry about me, I'm ready." Wang Lijuan gently stroked my hand, her voice full of firmness and serenity.
I hugged her and burst into tears. "Lijuan, I don't want to lose you, I don't know what I should do."
Wang Lijuan hugged me tightly, and her voice was full of affection and warmth. "Keming, we once had happiness, we had Zhang Tianyu, all this is enough. You have to believe in our love, in our future, in our happiness. ”
I listened to her and tears flowed uncontrollably. I knew I couldn't run away anymore, I had to be brave enough to face reality. I have to spend this last time with her, and I want her to know that I will never leave her, that I will always be by her side.
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