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I'm an ordinary girl, and I like to watch idol dramas. For a girl like me, idol dramas are a great joy in life, they give me many warm and sweet feelings, and they also make me full of beautiful fantasies about love. However, compared to the romantic love stories in idol dramas, my real life is full of twists and turns and contradictions.
I was born in an ordinary family, and my parents were a pair of hardworking and simple farmers. I am the only child in my family, and I have been loved by my parents since I was a child. My parents hope that I can have a good future, so they are always very strict with me, hoping that I can study hard and find a reliable person to live a happy life in the future.
When I was in college, I met my first boyfriend, who was a handsome and sunny student council president who was in the limelight. We met on a sunny afternoon, I was reading a book in the library, and he happened to pass by, and a pair of bright eyes caught my attention. We quickly became friends and then developed into a couple.
At first, he was very considerate and caring for me, and would text me every day to greet me in my life and help me solve my study problems. He also often took me to the movies and shopping, which made me feel like the heroine in an idol drama, happy and beautiful.
However, as time went on, I gradually discovered some of his shortcomings. He began to become more and more obsessed, always having all kinds of reasons to ignore me, and even began to have ambiguous behavior towards other girls. I tried to communicate with him in the hope that he would change, but he always found all kinds of excuses to justify himself, which made me feel very disappointed and helpless.
Even though I know he's not a reliable person, I can't let him go. Maybe it's because I have a fantasy about him, hoping that he can become the perfect idol drama actor in my mind. However, the reality was so cruel that I had to face his betrayal and deception, and I began to doubt my own perception of love, and I also began to doubt whether those beautiful loves in idol dramas really existed.
After my relationship with him broke down, I became more reticent and lost faith in love. However, fate gave me a new chance and allowed me to regain my faith in love. It was by chance that I met a new boy at a friend's party, he was a literary young man, who seemed a little shy, but had a kind heart.
Our encounter was not so unusual, but it gave me an inexplicable comfort and warmth. He was very sincere and considerate to me, never caring about gains and losses, just silently caring for me. With him by my side, I slowly regained my confidence in love, and I also understood that the beautiful plots in idol dramas are not fiction, but real.
His name is Li Lin, and he is a senior in the Department of Literature. We met at a gathering of friends, who was a friend of a friend of mine. At first, I didn't expect much from him, I just thought he seemed quieter and a little more reserved, but he had a different temperament.
Our first meeting was on a rainy afternoon, when my friends and I met up at a café and who knew that suddenly it was raining heavily and we were stuck in the store. I was lamenting the bad weather when a familiar voice came into my ears: "It looks like we're only going to be here for a while today." I looked up and saw that it was Li Lin, who looked at me with a smile and a hint of warmth in his eyes.
We spent an afternoon in that café, chatting about our lives, hobbies, and even idol dramas. I found him to have a keen interest in literature and art, and I felt a great deal of satisfaction and intoxication in my own being with him.
Slowly, our relationship became closer and closer, and I began to develop a crush on him and gradually opened up to him. With him, I regained my self-confidence and re-examined my life and future. We went to the movies together, participated in cultural events, and sometimes discussed philosophical issues together, which made me feel like I was in a beautiful dream.
However, just when I thought I had found true happiness, fate played a joke on me again. I found out by chance that he had an ambiguous relationship with a girl, who was his classmate, beautiful and gentle, and completely the heroine of an idol drama in my mind. When I saw the picture of them together, endless pain and despair grew in my heart, as if all the good things were shattered in an instant.
I tried to ask him, tried to explain, but he chose to remain silent and didn't give me a reasonable explanation. I felt like I had been abandoned, all the good things had become illusory and empty, and I didn't know what I should do, so I could only choose to run away and avoid it.
However, escaping doesn't solve the problem, it only makes me more lonely and miserable. I tried to make myself forget about him, but whenever I closed my eyes, his figure always lingered in my mind. I began to wonder if I was destined to meet a scumbag, I began to doubt whether love really existed, and I began to doubt whether those beautiful plots in idol dramas would really appear in real life.
However, just when I was in despair, the appearance of a man changed everything for me. He was an old friend of mine and my roommate, a sunny, optimistic and cheerful boy named Zhang Xiang.
Zhang Xiang is my roommate, and we've lived in the same dorm since freshman year. He is a very interesting person who always brings me endless joy and joy. We didn't have any special affection for each other, just ordinary friends, but he gave me the warmest companionship and support when I needed it most.
I still remember one time, I was depressed because of my relationship with Li Lin, and my whole person became depressed and depressed. He saw that something was wrong with me and took the initiative to come and talk to me, trying to make me happy. He said so many funny jokes that made me laugh, as if all my worries had vanished at this moment.
Slowly, I found that I had a special affection for Zhang Xiang, not love, but a sincere friendship and friendship. He was always there for me, silently supporting me, giving me endless courage and strength. With him by my side, I began to re-examine my life and future, and understood that love is not the whole of life, and there are many other things worth pursuing and cherishing.
However, just when I thought I had found true happiness, fate played a joke on me again. I found out that I was pregnant, and the father of the child was none other than Li Lin. The news came as a bolt from the blue for me, and I didn't know how to deal with it or who to turn to.
In the midst of despair and helplessness, I remembered Zhang Xiang, who was the only person I could rely on. I called him and told him what happened to me, and he didn't blame me, but immediately came to me, took me to the hospital for a check-up, and arranged all the necessary formalities.
Throughout the process, Zhang Xiang was always by my side and gave me endless comfort and encouragement. He said: "No matter what happens, I will always be there for you. Hearing this, I was moved to tears, and I realized that I was not alone because he was there for me.
With Zhang Xiang's company, I successfully passed the days of pregnancy, although sometimes I feel lonely and helpless, but with his company, I feel that life is still full of hope and beauty. I began to re-examine my life and future, and realized that love is not the whole of life, and there are many other things worth pursuing and cherishing.
Gradually, my baby was born, he was a pearl in my life, bringing me endless joy and joy. I didn't know who his father would be, but I decided to raise him well by myself and give him a happy childhood.
With my baby and I by my side, I regained my confidence and courage and started a new life. I don't know what the future holds, but I believe that if you work hard, everything will be better. I am grateful to fate for giving me a new beginning, and I am also grateful to Zhang Xiang for giving me the warmest companionship and support when I needed it most.
After a period of adjustment and adaptation, I slowly adapted to my new life and started my career as a single mother. The baby has brought me endless joy and happiness, he is a pearl in my life, I am willing to give everything for him, give him a happy childhood.
As I regained my confidence and courage, my life changed dramatically. I decided to let go of my past with Li Lin and devote myself to my career and my baby's education. I started my job again, working hard and constantly improving myself in the hope of giving my baby a better future.
Outside of work, I try to spend time with my baby, telling him stories, teaching him to sing, playing with him, and enjoying every moment with him. Baby is also a lively and lovely child, he is always able to bring me endless joy and joy, making me feel like the happiest person in the world.
However, just when I thought I had found happiness, fate played a joke on me again. I received a phone call telling me that my baby's father, Li Lin, had passed away suddenly. The news came as a bolt from the blue for me, and I didn't know how to deal with it or who to turn to.
In the midst of despair and helplessness, I remembered Zhang Xiang, who was the only person I could rely on. I called him and told him what was going on, and he didn't blame me, but immediately came to me, comforted me, and gave me endless comfort and encouragement.
"Don't worry, I'll always be there for you and help you through this." Zhang Xiang's words were full of warmth and strength, and I felt extremely moved and grateful. With him by my side, I gradually walked out of my loss and despair, and regained my self-confidence and courage.
Together, we held a simple funeral for Li Lin to see him off for the last time. I didn't know what the relationship between him and me was, but I knew that he gave me the warmest companionship and support when I needed it most, and that was enough.
With Zhang Xiang by my side, I regained my self-confidence and courage and started a new life. I know that no matter what happens, as long as I have Him by my side, I will not feel lonely and helpless because He is the most important person in my life.
After Li Lin's passing, my life has changed dramatically. With Zhang Xiang by my side, I regained my self-confidence and courage and started a new life. Although I lost my baby's father, I know that I am not alone, because Zhang Xiang is by my side, and he has always given me the warmest support and companionship.
I decided to devote all my energy to work and my baby's education in the hope of giving him a better future. I started working hard to improve myself and become an independent, strong woman. Outside of work, I try to spend time with my baby, telling him stories, teaching him to sing, playing with him, and enjoying every moment with him.
Zhang Xiang has always been by my side and has given me endless support and encouragement. He said: "No matter what happens, I will always be there for you. His words were full of warmth and strength, and I felt extremely touched and grateful.
With him by my side, I gradually walked out of my loss and despair, and regained my self-confidence and courage. I know that no matter what happens, as long as I have Him by my side, I will not feel lonely and helpless because He is the most important person in my life.
Gradually, my work also achieved certain results, and I began to be recognized and appreciated by my colleagues. I know that all this is inseparable from the support and encouragement of Zhang Xiang, he is the most important person in my life, and I am willing to go through every difficult moment with him and spend every happy moment together.
However, just when I thought I had found happiness, fate played a joke on me again. I received a phone call telling me that Zhang Xiang had been in a car accident and was seriously injured. The news came as a bolt from the blue for me, and I didn't know how to deal with it or who to turn to.
In a situation of despair and helplessness, I felt as if I had lost everything, and the whole world became gloomy and hopeless. I didn't know what to do, so I wept silently and prayed to God to bless him with peace.
However, he left me silently, leaving a blank space and regret. I know that no one can take his place in my heart, he is the most important person in my life, and I will always miss him, forever.
After he left, my life became lonely and lonely, and I could no longer find any joy or hope. I know that no one will ever be able to fill the void he left behind, that he is the most important person in my life, and that I will always miss him, forever.
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