Bao's mother said sadly: For the sake of the child, I chose to endure
Behind the seemingly warm family, there are countless sadness and helplessness of mothers. When violence and maternal love are intertwined, they choose to endure silently for the sake of their children. Today, let's listen to the voice of a mother and feel the deep maternal love and helplessness.
The night is getting darker, and the lights outside the window are dim. I sat alone on the edge of the bed, holding my freshly fed and sleepy child in my arms, but my heart was full of waves. When I think back to the scene just now, I can't help but burst into tears.
I am an ordinary mother, and soon after my husband and I got married, we ushered in this cute little life. Originally, I thought that after having children, our lives would be more happy and happy. However, the reality is far more brutal than I imagined.
Since the birth of the child, the husband seems to be a different person. He doesn't care about me anymore, and he doesn't care about this family anymore. Every day when he came home from work, he always had a gloomy face and didn't say a word. Sometimes, when my child cried, he would get angry and even hit me.
Every time he moved, I would hold the child tightly, for fear that he would be hurt in the slightest. "You wait until I finish feeding the child before you do it, don't scare the child" My heart felt like it had been cut by a knife, and I couldn't breathe in pain.
I know that this is not what I want. I also thought about getting a divorce and leaving this home that was miserable for me. However, whenever I see the child's innocent smile and think that he does not have a complete home yet, I hesitate. I can't bear him, I can't bear to let him suffer like this.
So, I chose to endure. I told myself that as long as my children can grow up healthy and happy, it will be worth it. I tried to be strong in front of my husband so that he could see my vulnerability. I try to keep things in order at home so that he doesn't have to worry about anything.
However, this kind of life really exhausted me. I often feel like a bird in captivity, deprived of freedom and joy. I long for someone to understand me, someone to support me, someone to give me a warm embrace.
But, I know, those days will continue for a long time. Because I can't let my child suffer more, I can't let him grow up without love. So, I can only continue to endure and continue to be strong.
Perhaps, one day, my husband will realize his mistake and will find the person who once loved me and my children again. Perhaps, one day, I will find a better way to make our lives better. But no matter what, I will do my best for the sake of my children and this family.
I know that I am not a perfect mom and I have a lot to be desired. However, I will do my best to love my child, to protect him, and to let him grow up healthy in a loving environment. I will also try to make myself stronger, more courageous, and face all the challenges in life.
In this seemingly warm but sad family, I will continue to move forward, for the sake of my children and myself.
Dear readers, this is the voice of a mother. For the sake of her children, she chose to endure the hardships and helplessness in life. Let's applaud her motherly love, and applaud her strength and bravery. At the same time, I also hope that all families can be full of love and warmth, so that every child can grow up healthy and happy.