1. Ni Ping looks back deeply at life, all kinds of sweets and sours
Time flies, like a white horse passing by. Ni Ping, who is close to the age of antiquity, thinks carefully in the warm cottage in Beijing, recalling the magnificent life process. As a high-profile host in the entertainment industry, she has also experienced vicissitudes in the ups and downs of the art world.
Now, she is finally able to slow down the pace of her life and reflect on the true meaning of life.
"In a person's life, of course, it is necessary to pursue the realization of self-worth, but it is also necessary to understand the truth of contentment." Ni Ping frowned tightly and elaborated with a serious expression, "Only when the soul is truly calm, can we remain calm and calm in the predicament."
Her gaze darkened slightly, as if she was reminiscing about some sad past.
Ni Ping's memories go back to that poor childhood. Born in the countryside of Shanxi, she has experienced the mixed flavors of life since she was a child. After her father's early death, her mother took on the responsibility of the family alone, collecting firewood and selling vegetables for a living, and fully supported her in her education.
Every time she recalls her mother's hard years, Ni Ping is full of emotion. Those difficult childhood experiences are undoubtedly the most unforgettable memories of her life.
"Since I was a child, I have had the desire to change my destiny and live a better life." Ni Ping's eyes flashed with determination, which was obviously a powerful motivation for her to continue to struggle in the future.
After years of hard work in the bustling city of Beijing, she finally realized her dream and achieved some success.
However, looking back on the past, Ni Ping's heart is still full of fear and laments the twists and turns of her life path.
2. In-depth exploration of emotional origins
The road of love is long and arduous, and Ni Ping has also experienced hardships in it. Looking back on the past, she couldn't help but feel emotional. Her first love was a crush that ended without a hitch.
During college, Ni Ping developed a deep love for a boy in the same class, and silently had a crush for seven years. Whenever she saw him, her eyes would involuntarily stay, and she would have a shy expression on her face.
However, this crush failed to translate into real-life love after all. In the end, he became strangers with her.
Later, she had a brief romance with a cross talk actor. At that time, both of them were just emerging stars, and they met during the production of a variety show and gradually developed a relationship.
They got along very happily, but unfortunately due to the development of their respective careers, they finally chose to break up. When Ni Ping left, her heart was full of regret, and tears rolled in her eyes.
In the long journey of life, the most unforgettable and deeply imprinted in her heart is undoubtedly the dramatic love story with the great director Chen Kaige. Back in 1982, Ni Ping, who was only 22 years old at the time, had just stepped out of school and was deeply impressed by a film directed by Chen Kaige.
The characters portrayed in the film are vivid, and Chen Kaige's outstanding directing talent is even more admirable, and this young girl has since planted the seeds of her dream of being an actress.
Soon after, through the recommendation of a colleague, Ni Ping was fortunate to meet this hot director. When they met for the first time, the two fell in love at first sight and quickly fell in love. "He cared for me and expressed his emotions just right.
Recalling the good times spent with Chen Kaige, Ni Ping's face was filled with a happy smile However, this sweet relationship did not last long, only three years later, in 1985, they chose to move forward separately because of their differences in career concepts, and regretfully missed each other.
In the days after the breakup, Ni Ping did not have smooth sailing on the road of relationship. She had tried two short-lived relationships, but neither of them had come to fruition. Seeing that her peers around her have entered the palace of marriage, she can't help but question herself, and her heart is full of loss and anxiety.
It wasn't until she was 38 years old that she finally welcomed her fifth boyfriend in her life. The young man, who is 10 years younger than her, initially just hoped to meet more people in the entertainment industry through her connections.
However, as time goes by, the relationship between the two gradually changes and becomes more and more intimate, from the initial politeness to the later intimacy, they are all deeply trapped in it and can't extricate themselves, this entangled relationship made Ni Ping spend a full 5 years of youth, and finally ended in failure, which made her feel extremely sorry.
3. Pursue your dream of performing arts
For Ni Ping, the entertainment industry used to be the "Shangri-La" she dreamed of. After graduating from university, she was determined to become an excellent announcer, so she worked CCTV and other major TV stations, constantly accumulating experience, and looking forward to one day standing on the bright stage.
In 1988, the goddess of fate brought a new opportunity to Ni Ping. At that time, the crew decided to let her be the host at a big gala, and although it was her first foray into the hosting field, she won high praise from the live production team for her outstanding performance.
Looking at her lively and eloquent hosting style, many of the staff present couldn't help but be amazed.
Since then, many well-known directors have visited and sincerely invited Ni Ping to devote herself to the hosting industry full-time. Ni Ping accepted these opportunities with joy and stepped into the field of hosting without hesitation, feeling excited.
However, just when Ni Ping experienced the sweetness of hosting for the first time, a decision almost brought her career to collapse.
In 1991, in order to better take care of her growing 13-year-old brother, Ni Ping decisively decided to quit the hosting world and chose to return to her hometown of Shanxi, where she was raised, to engage in agricultural production. After 4 years away from her beloved stage, her competitors rose to the challenge and quickly surpassed her status.
Every time she sees the peerless elegance of other hosts on the screen, Ni Ping falls into deep worry, afraid that once she leaves, she will miss the opportunity.
Fortunately, in 1995, Ni Ping, who had already entered middle age, once again mustered up the courage to return to the hosting position. With her excellent typhoon and keen insight into current affairs, Ni Ping quickly led the production of several popular programs and successfully regained her self-confidence in her career.
In 2005, Ni Ping, who was nearly half a hundred years old, encountered a double dilemma in life and career. In order to supplement her family's income and meet her daily expenses, she started hosting a small TV shopping show.
At first, this was just a stopgap measure, but I didn't expect that it was on this seemingly insignificant stage that Ni Ping gradually gained a firm foothold and continued to struggle here for more than 10 years.
Ni Ping couldn't have predicted that she would be able to achieve another brilliant career on such a narrow stage. Looking back, she is deeply glad that she did not give up this "temporary worker" easily, otherwise she may lose her fate with the hosting career forever.
Fourth, look back at life experiences
In 2010, at the age of 64, Ni Ping wrote a memoir, a comprehensive review of her magnificent life journey, which was finally published. The birth of this memoir actually stems from the catalysis of an illness.
In 2009, Ni Ping, who was at the peak of her life, suddenly fell seriously ill and was rushed to the hospital for treatment. Every day she spent in her hospital bed made her reflect deeply on her past.
The attending physician told her that in order to cure the disease, she must have a deep understanding of her family history, but when she looked back, she found that she knew very little about her family's situation, not even the health of her grandparents.
"When a person focuses only on the life in front of him, he or she tends to ignore the experiences and lessons of the past." Ni Ping said with a serious expression. In order to restore a complete family medical history, she firmly decided to write a memoir, detailing the story of herself and her loved ones.
In this affectionate memoir, Ni Ping recounts with emotion the bitter story of losing her father when she was only five years old, and whenever she recalls this time, her eyes are always filled with tears.
Through her mother's narration, she learned that her grandfather was once a man who was an alcoholic, and her grandmother was heartbroken by this.
Ni Ping said with deep emotion: "If I can pay attention to these family issues in advance, I may be able to avoid many difficulties later." She lamented that if she had been able to understand her family's plight more deeply, she might not have repeated the mistakes of her ancestors, thus alleviating some unnecessary pain.
She hopes that with this work, future generations will be able to learn from her own experience and avoid repeating the mistakes of the past. She has dreamed of being an actress since she was a child, and in the book she describes in detail the hardships and setbacks in the process of pursuing her dreams.
At that time, she resolutely gave up hosting for several years, and almost lost her previous achievements, all of which still makes her difficult to let go.
Ni Ping's life journey can be described as going through vicissitudes, from the poverty in childhood, the grief of losing her father, to the ups and downs of her career, her life road is full of twists and turns.
And this memoir is a mirror she uses to look back on the past years, and she hopes that this mirror can not only reflect the trajectory of her life, but also guide future generations to avoid detours.
Fifth, family affection
"Because my father died young, I value family affection far more than ordinary people." When talking about her family, Ni Ping couldn't help but let out a sigh, and her eyes showed deep sadness.
When she was five years old, her father died suddenly, and she has been dependent on her mother ever since, losing her father's selfless love and companionship.
Ni Ping said emotionally: "I am sincerely grateful to my mother for raising me with hard work so that I can survive in this world. She said she will always remember her mother's nurturing kindness.
As Ni Ping gradually got involved in the entertainment industry and achieved certain results, her mother also lived in Beijing with her.
However, good times are always short-lived, and in 2018, her mother passed away suddenly in Beijing, which was undoubtedly the heaviest blow in Ni Ping's life. "At that moment, it was as if my heart had been hollowed out, and it felt like the whole world was leaving me.
Thinking back to those days, tears welled up in her eyes instantly.
Lacking the company of her father since she was a child, and then losing her dear mother later, the lack of family affection brought great psychological trauma to Ni Ping. Now, her only relative is her younger brother, so she pours all her family affection into her younger brother.
Whenever the festive season comes, Ni Ping always tries her best to find time to accompany and care for her younger brother. Sometimes, she even quietly provides financial support for her younger brother in place of her mother's deep love and expectations.
"After all, we have been dependent on each other since childhood, and the feelings between each other are extremely deep," Ni Ping sighed, for her, family affection is undoubtedly the most precious treasure in the world, and it is also the final destination in the journey of life.
6. Concluding remarks
Looking back on Ni Ping's life, it can be described as magnificent, full of twists and turns and challenges. From being born in poverty, to losing his father became the first major blow on the road of life; from dreaming but falling into a trough, and finally achieving brilliant achievements in his career with perseverance; From the complexity of the emotional world, to the difficulty of finding a true soulmate in a lifetime.
Along the way, Ni Ping tasted the ups and downs of life. Her life course is like a wave in the ocean, with ups and downs, ups and downs. And she herself is like a lonely ship, sometimes floating freely in this vast ocean of life, sometimes encountering the impact of strong winds and waves.
However, it is precisely because of such a colorful life experience that Ni Ping can have such a unique and profound understanding of life when she looks back on the past now. "One should learn to be content in all circumstances, and only then can one truly realize inner peace and peace.