"Hello everyone, I am an ordinary office worker, I am 38 years old this year. In retrospect, life is like a white horse passing by, and most of my life has passed in a blink of an eye. "I sat in my study and looked through an old photo album that recorded important moments in my life. Looking at one of these photos, I couldn't help but feel emotional.
"That photo was taken when I was 20 years old, a young and energetic face, and his eyes were full of yearning and anticipation for the future. "I had mixed feelings in my heart, and time slipped through my fingers like this, and in the blink of an eye, I became what I am today.
"I had just graduated from university that year, and I came to this strange city with a lot of enthusiasm to work hard. Although my parents' financial conditions are acceptable, I insist on living independently and experiencing the ups and downs of life. "
I was standing on the familiar street, and this road led to the rental house I rented, and it was also the starting point for me to start my life. Pedestrians on the road shuttled, and I was wrapped in the crowd, as if I could see the energetic self back then.
"Auntie, how can I get to this road?" I stopped an amiable middle-aged woman and politely asked for directions.
"Thank you, Auntie!" I nodded at her, and when I met her kind gaze, I suddenly felt an inexplicable sense of intimacy.
One afternoon a few days later, I was rushing home with two large bags of ingredients, but I accidentally tripped over the street and spilled the ingredients. Just as I was scrambling to pick it up, a warm hand came over my hand.
"It's okay, I'll help you. "It's that aunt!" she crouched down and picked up the scattered ingredients with me.
"I'm really sorry to cause trouble to my aunt. I was a little embarrassed to say.
"No trouble, no trouble, young people should be more careful. She said with a smile, her eyes looking at me tenderly.
I inadvertently touched her hand, and a sudden warmth sparked in my heart. At this moment, I seemed to see my mother, who was like a warm current in my life, warming my young heart.
Since that chance encounter, my aunt and I have gradually crossed paths. Sometimes when we meet on the road, we greet each other; Sometimes when we met at the supermarket, she would take the initiative to talk to me.
"Auntie, I've been looking for a new rental house recently, do you know where to find a suitable one?" Once at the wet market, I took the initiative to ask her for help.
"Oh, I have a rental house in that place, and the rent is very cheap, should you consider it?" Auntie said enthusiastically.
And just like that, I became her new neighbor. Since then, we've seen each other more often, and she cares about me like her own son. Sometimes when I was too busy with work to take care of my meals, she would bring me something to eat. Sometimes when I was unwell, she would take care of me secretly.
I began to look forward to and cherish every meeting with her, she was like a warm energy for me in this strange city, making me feel at home.
As I became more and more intimate with my aunt, my feelings for her were also changing slightly. At first, I just thought of her as a kind and amiable elder, but now, I have other thoughts in my heart.
"Auntie, I bought you fresh fruits, you can taste them and see if they taste it. "Once, I took a long detour to buy her favorite fruit.
"Thank you for being a lot of nobles. She smiled and took the fruit, looking very useful.
I unconsciously watched her every move, watched her chewing, watched her swallowing, and there was an indescribable throbbing gradually rising in my heart. I realized that I had feelings for this aunt that went beyond ordinary family affection.
After a long conflict, I finally made up my mind to tell my aunt my sincerity. One sunny day, I asked her out for a walk in the park, and I finally mustered up the courage to speak.
"What are you talking about, kid?" She didn't get angry, but showed a helpless look.
"No, you're too young, and your current feeling is just momentary confusion. Auntie shook her head, a wry smile on her face, "When you really grow up, you will understand that it will never be possible between us." "
Seeing my aunt look so embarrassed, my heart felt like it was ruthlessly pierced, and I was in great pain.
"Between us, it's really impossible. Auntie's words echoed infinitely in my mind, like a thunderbolt from the sky, shattering my dreams.
I stood there in a daze, watching my aunt turn away. Tears poured out of my eyes uncontrollably, my heart was dripping blood, and heart-rending pain filled my body. From now on, the person I love and I are two worlds, and we are destined to be passers-by, and we will never be able to stay together until we grow old.
"Well, I'm leaving, I wish you happiness. "Before my aunt's figure disappeared completely, I used my last strength to say this.
Yes, just let everything be as usual, this destined affection can only stop here after all. I turned away, with great difficulty, but I had no choice. Auntie's world and mine's world are two parallel lines that can never meet.
Leaving the city, leaving this unforgettable memory, I embarked on a long journey of life, but I will never forget that summer day.
After leaving that city, I wandered around, but I could never forget that summer day. Auntie's face, Auntie's words, everything about Auntie, are firmly imprinted in my mind, tormenting me all the time.
At night, I walked alone in the night, and the bits and pieces of my time with her kept coming to mind. That warm smile, that kind gaze, and that rejection that broke my heart, one scene after another looped in my mind.
I began to doubt life, doubted love, are we destined to be alone for a lifetime? Auntie has her own life trajectory, but I am stopped on this one-way street, unable to move forward, unable to let go.
In this way, I went through a long period of confusion. Until one day, I suddenly realized that life is still long, and it is wrong to dwell on emotional grief like this. I had to let go of the past, start anew, and embrace my new self.
From that moment on, I made a comeback and embarked on the journey of life again. I joined a company and focused on the development of my career, and gradually, the trauma in my heart was slowly diluted by the years. Although my aunt's figure still appears from time to time, I have learned to face it calmly.
In this way, the years passed like a white horse, and ten years passed in a blink of an eye. I've completely let go of my feelings and I've made a lot of achievements in my career. One day, I happened to revisit the same city and walked on the familiar streets, and I couldn't help but feel a lot of emotion when I was walking on the familiar scenes.
"Auntie, long time no see. I plucked up the courage to say hello.
We exchanged pleasantries and talked about the past. Referring to my confession, my aunt smiled embarrassedly: "At that time, I was too complacent, and I was too ruthless to your infatuation." But now that I think about it, your sincere love is really precious. "
"That's all in the past, Auntie. I said calmly, "I've completely let go, and now I just want to wish you happiness and well-being." "
I looked at my aunt and noticed that the corners of her eyes were getting wet. She reached out and hugged me, like a mother hugging her own child. My heart is quiet and peaceful, no more waves, no regrets.
We just looked at each other and smiled, as if at this moment, time traveled back to the midsummer ten years ago, and we regained the friendship of the year, but there was no bond.
After leaving my aunt, I walked the streets alone. The scenes of the year came to mind, as well as the reunion with my aunt just now. I am full of emotion, life is like this, we have gone through countless hardships before we can grow slowly.
At that time, I was young and frivolous, and my understanding of love was too simple; Today, I have more experience and a deeper understanding of life. Love is beautiful, but sometimes we are too persistent in pursuing, and we will miss other beautiful things in life.
Just let everything settle with the slow flow of time. I closed the old photo album in my hand and slowly got up. The sun is shining, and a bright future beckons to me. I bid farewell to the past and start anew to embrace a broader life.
Life is like this, we can grow slowly after going through countless tribulations; Only by letting go of meaningless obsessions can we embrace a better future. Cherishing the present and facing the reality is a great life principle that each of us should learn.
After all this, I finally understood that love is beautiful, but it is not the whole of life. Keeping a normal heart and living in the moment is the only way to a happy life.
As I strolled through the sunny streets, the figure of my aunt and the scenes of those years still come to mind. But unlike in the past, these memories are no longer as heart-rending as they once were, but have given me a deeper appreciation of life.
Life is like a long journey, full of countless ups and downs. Back then, I only knew how to blindly pursue the beauty of love, but I ignored other more important parts of life. Now I finally understand that love is important, but it is not the whole meaning of life.
We have come to this world to better understand life and experience its colors. If you are only confined to the narrow world of love, it is equivalent to giving up the opportunity to know life. The meaning of life lies not only in the pursuit of the sweetness of love, but also in experiencing its hardships and struggles.
Only by experiencing the sorrows of life can we truly understand the preciousness of life; Only by letting go of the obsession with love can we embrace more possibilities in life.
Life is a long practice. If we rest on our laurels and focus only on the momentary love in front of us, we will be giving up the door to freedom. Letting go of the love for my aunt, I have the opportunity to embark on a new journey in life, experience more people and things, and realize the preciousness of life.
Yes, life is so precious. It gives us the ability to perceive the world and let us experience the ups and downs of the world. If we are caught up in an emotion, we are giving up the gifts that life has given us.
I used to be imprisoned by love, but now I'm finally free. I can enjoy the wonders of this world, pursue my ideals, and realize my life value. All of this stems from the fact that I let go of the obsession I had back then.
All of this is because I finally got rid of my attachment to love and was able to embrace more possibilities in life. I began to think about the meaning of life, which is not only to pursue the eternity of love, but also to open up the vast world of life with my own hands.
We came into this world to live a wonderful life. If you are confined to the single world of love, you will lose the opportunity to know life. The meaning of life is not only to seek the eternity of love, but also to experience its various hardships and struggles.
Only by letting go of the obsession with a certain emotion can we truly liberate ourselves and embrace more possibilities in life. Let's pursue the meaning of life together and open up this splendid and colorful world with our own hands!
Life is like a long journey, I once stopped on the road of love, but now I have finally regained the courage to move forward. I bid farewell to the past, let go of the regrets in my heart, and embraced the gift of life again.
All of this is a gift from life to me. If I had been confined to that affection for my aunt, I would never have had these gifts. It was to let go of my obsession and let me embrace the wonder of life again.
Only by letting go of the confinement of a certain emotion can we truly liberate ourselves and embrace more gifts in life. Let's let go of the obsession in our hearts and bravely pursue the meaning of life.
The road may be full of thorns, but there will always be a bright day. When we let go of the burdens in our hearts, life will be given to us in another way. It will be an unprecedented experience, a new understanding of life.
Life is a practice, and we have to learn to let go of attachment to a certain emotion. Only in this way can we truly liberate ourselves and embrace more possibilities in life. Let's embark on this road of finding the meaning of life together, to appreciate the gift of life, to feel the ups and downs of this world!
I closed the old photo album in my hand and slowly got up. The sun is shining, and a bright future beckons to me. I bid farewell to the past and start anew to embrace a broader life.
On this path of searching for the meaning of life, I sincerely wish my aunt happiness and good health. It was she who made me realize the preciousness of life and let go of my attachment to love, so that I could embrace more gifts in life.
I also wish everyone that they can put down the burden in their hearts and bravely embark on the path of finding the meaning of life. When we are freed from the attachment to one emotion, life is given to us in another way. It will be an unprecedented experience, a new understanding of life.