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Preface
The showbiz is bright and star-studded.
On the stage, the stars hold the moon, the city and the country fall, what about the people behind the scenes?
They sweat under the spotlight and chase their dreams in the flickering spotlights.
Some people become famous divas, and some people are unknown.
Today, let's go behind the scenes of the showbiz and explore the tenacious life of an actress.
A beating dream
In 1984, Xu Fanxi came to this world.
Despite being born into an ordinary family, her parents gave her endless love.
It was this warm love that gave birth to the seeds of her inner desire for art and dreams.
Since childhood, Xu Fanxi has shown a love for dance and music.
Whenever she hears Mao Amin's "The Same Song", she is fascinated and longs for the day when she can shine on the stage freely.
At the age of 11, she began to formally learn dance and embraced her heart's desire.
Although she started later than her peers, she used her perseverance to earn a place in the field of dance;
At the age of 14, he joined the well-known Jilin Song and Dance Troupe, and appeared on the national stage of the CCTV Spring Festival Gala many times with the members;
Show the youthful dance to the national audience.
Dance became the first ray of light in Xu Fanxi's life, illuminating the direction of her path to art.
However, the dream she diligently pursued was far more than that, and in the depths of this dream, there were even more brilliant and dazzling dreams.
The arduous journey of turning into an actor
A chance encounter changed the trajectory of Xu Fanxi's life.
It was the famous comedian Zhao Benshan, who had insight into Xu Fanxi's infinite potential and suggested that she try to engage in the broader field of performing arts.
This is like a golden key, opening the door to a new world for Xu Fanxi.
In 2003, Xu Fanxi entered the Beijing Film Academy with a dream.
However, campus life is not as glamorous as imagined, but full of resistance and doubts.
As an obscure freshman, she was overshadowed by this glitzy stage, completely unable to compare with those classmates who came from prominent families or had extraordinary artistic talents.
When she heard her classmates say to her: "You think anyone can be a star, it's better to marry while you're young." "
When such mocking words, Xu Fanxi has never wavered in his persistent pursuit of dreams.
She began to study various acting skills desperately and participated in various crew auditions, hoping to get valuable acting opportunities.
Despite hitting a wall again and again, she will never give up halfway, and always believes that only her own efforts are the key to ultimate success.
"Struggle" opens a new chapter
Just when Xu Fanxi was about to enter the workplace, the opportunity finally came to her!
In her junior year, she starred in the TV series "Struggle" directed by Zhao Baogang, thus opening a new chapter from student to professional actor.
In the play, she plays the role of "Lu Lu", and her strong and persistent character traits are fully displayed.
With a fresh and natural appearance and inner spiritual strength, Xu Fanxi successfully portrayed the subtle emotions and unique personalities of the characters, winning unanimous praise from the director and the audience.
This high-profile work has given Xu Fanxi a firm foothold in the entertainment industry and left a deep impression on her in the hearts of the audience.
Since then, he has appeared in many popular dramas, such as the costume drama "The Legend of Miyue", the family drama "Little Daddy", etc., playing a variety of roles, each with excellent performances, and won praise from industry insiders.
However, it is the name "Xu Cuicui" that has been used since childhood that has never been able to be remembered by the audience and has become a nightmare that Xu Fanxi has been unable to get rid of.
Three name changes pursue transshipment
In order to seek a breakthrough in his career, Xu Fanxi was determined to follow the trend of the times and change his name to a more fashionable and personalized stage name, hoping to bring new transit for himself.
Initially, she changed her name to "Xu Yue", and later to "Xu Ruiyang......
However, the change of name did not bring her the opportunity she expected, and she still stopped at the identity of a supporting role, and she was never able to become a household name A-list star.
Just when she was troubled by the bottleneck of her career, she later made up her mind again and changed her name to the more Zen-like and unique "Xu Fanxi", announcing that she would say goodbye to everything in the past and start a new chapter of her life with a new attitude.
A crossroads of emotional twists and turns
At the stage when his career journey encountered a bottleneck, Xu Fanxi's love life also fell into a heavy predicament.
In 2009, she unexpectedly met Xu Jianing, who was already a senior producer at the time, in a crew.
The two hit it off at first sight, not only could they talk, but they were also fellow villagers in the same small town, and this friendship was undoubtedly a rare force in the film and television circle in a foreign land, which made their relationship warm up quickly.
Gradually, Xu Jianing began to play an increasingly important role in Xu Fanxi's life.
They trust each other, Xu Jianing is in charge of Xu Fanxi's career development, and Xu Fanxi also wholeheartedly supports Xu Jianing's career, and the two have snuggled up to each other and supported each other for a long time.
No one would have imagined that just as they were about to step into the church and step on the red carpet, things unexpectedly took a 180-degree turn.
It turned out that deep in Xu Jianing's heart, there was a character he couldn't completely let go of - she was none other than Xu Fanxi's best friend Li Xiaoran.
No matter what kind of difficulties and setbacks Li Xiaoran encounters in her love life, Xu Jianing will lend a helping hand as soon as possible and do her best to support her and encourage her in her most difficult time.
And all of this was in Xu Fanxi's eyes, making her feel the unprecedented pressure of being marginalized.
She began to feel a deep sense of insecurity about Xu Jianing's love, fearing that one day she would be completely replaced by this emotional "competitor".
A billionaire marriage
As Xu Fanxi expected, Xu Jianing finally proposed to Li Xiaoran.
It's just that the way of this marriage proposal really surprised everyone - in front of everyone, Xu Jianing said such domineering words to Li Xiaoran in public: "Give you 500 million, let you do it, marry me!"
This is simply a blow to Xu Fanxi!
After hearing this dramatic and exaggerated marriage proposal, she completely understood that her position in Xu Jianing's heart was far inferior to Li Xiaoran.
Faced with this cruel truth, Xu Fanxi can no longer play a role that can be tolerant and tolerant.
So on the second day of the two tying the knot, Xu Fanxi made up his mind categorically and changed his name to the more Zen "Xu Fanxi" now, thus completely saying goodbye to everything in the past.
The "hundreds of millions marriage" incident between Xu Jianing and Li Xiaoran once caused heated discussions on the Internet, and many people condemned and despised Xu Jianing's ruthless behavior.
And Xu Fanxi used her unique strength and generosity to reopen a new chapter in her life.
Ordinary can also be tranquil and happy
Xu Fanxi, who is now 39 years old, lives a single and indifferent life.
I get up at 7 o'clock in the morning to start a new day, and arrange my routine in an orderly manner.
Outside of work, her greatest pleasure is to quietly follow dramas and read books alone, and occasionally get together with a few close friends, and pour out some daily small funerals and bits and pieces of life in a slightly drunken manner.
Although life is ordinary, Xu Fanxi enjoys himself and learns to slowly taste the ups and downs of life with a contented and happy attitude.
Once upon a time, her life was like a legend of the Three Wildernesses, majestic and magnificent.
Now she has finally found a peaceful harbor in her heart in the hustle and bustle of the entertainment industry.
is no longer obsessed with fame and fortune, but lives out of his true self with a more humble and indifferent attitude.
epilogue
An actor's life is often the drama itself.
Xu Fanxi made her debut dancing at the age of 14, and later changed careers to join the film industry, and she shed too much sweat and tears along the way.
She used her tenacity and courage to explain what it means to be a hero behind the scenes.
Life may be dull, but the pursuit of the heart never stops.
I hope that the story of this actress can make us re-examine the brilliant life of the heroes behind the scenes, and look at every ordinary and great woman around us with warmer and more tolerant eyes.