On the fifth day of your absence, do you still have stomach aches during your menstrual period? Today I did something I haven't done in more than ten years, and I bought myself a shirt and a coat. When I walked in the mall, all I felt was the place we walked together, which direction we walked from, and which elevator we took. It's as if your breath is still in the mall, and it feels like you're right next to me. Turning his head suddenly, he was full of loss.
Looking back on all these years, when I met you, I bought a shirt and a shirt myself, and went to look for you to change them. By the way, I also bought two pairs of underwear, and I haven't bought anything to wear on my own since I met you. It's all you paying silently, and the standard of my dressing is the clothes you like. Habits have long been ingrained. Now that I'm no longer dependent, I'm going to start learning to survive on my own.
Today, tutoring children with homework, I once again experienced your breakdown. A lot of things were pressed in my heart, and I was about to be crushed to death, and the last straw was smashed over without any anger. I didn't protect you,,,
I want to greet you and care about you, but I'm afraid that these will become your burden again, so I can only control myself silently, for fear that I will accidentally send you a message to annoy you and make you remember sad things.
I still can't help but refresh your circle of friends, seeing the news you posted, others are very envious when they see you traveling abroad, only I know that you feel very uncomfortable and can't eat [crying silently].
I started to fall off the scales because I didn't know how to be hungry, I just knew that I just had to eat a little bit to keep my stomach from getting sick. When will my pessimistic and inferior personality fade?
Lying on the bed and looking at the moon I was wearing, the cold air of the moonlight was extremely cold, but I had no desire to cover the quilt, and I remembered a lot of sentences, the few words you repeated to me, at that time I felt that you were hurting me, and now I think I forced you to do that [slap in the face].
Where are you ??? and haven't come back??? have you already bought your ticket, can you not leave me and go away again [crying silently]?
