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Time is like an arrow, the sun and the moon are like a shuttle, and Shen Junyi has unknowingly entered the year of the sixtieth year. This veteran artist who has been working in the film industry for decades has starred in many brilliant works, but today, his status in the entertainment industry has gradually been marginalized, and he can only find a sense of presence in some inconspicuous supporting roles, and his popularity is not as good as before.
Living alone in a simple old-fashioned apartment in Beijing, Shen Junyi's life seems uneventful on the surface, but in fact it is filled with a faint sense of loneliness and loneliness. Most of the time, he is alone, and only his daughter occasionally comes to visit the Olympic bid, bringing a touch of family comfort to this aging father.
The sun shone through the window on Shen Junyi's mottled white hair, and his eyes were slightly hollow, as if he was chasing those memories that had long been dusty. Whenever the holidays come, Shen Junyi's favorite thing to do is to sit quietly on the balcony, gazing at the bustling city of Beijing in the distance, watching the bustling crowds and flashing lights, and feeling the pulse of the city.
Sometimes, he will dig out those old movie tapes and reminisce about his youthful style. Looking at the high-spirited and dream-chasing self on the screen, Shen Junyi couldn't help but feel that the years had passed, making this world so vicissitudes.
When he saw the sinister, cunning, and ruthless image of the "Diamond Mountain Leopard" he had created, he always felt deep self-reproach deep in his heart. As an actor, he puts so much emotion into the role that in real life, his care for his family seems a little negligent and insufficient.
It is true that he can give everything for his career, but at the same time he has lost many things that are worth cherishing. Ex-wife, girlfriend, daughter, his love for them always seems to stay at a certain stage and fail to really put it into practice.
Now, the elderly and frail Shen Junyi can only indulge in endless regrets and memories alone in this gradually withering life journey.
Jia Ni is a full 12 years younger than Shen Junyi, and when the two met, Jia Ni was in the prime of her cardamom years, beautiful and full of energy. And Shen Junyi was already a mature man who had experienced a marriage at that time, and he exuded the charm of years of precipitation.
Sometimes, Jani would tear up her face and ask Shen Junyi if he still loved her deeply and if he would like to spend the rest of his life with her. However, Shen Junyi could only comfort her in a deep and gentle voice, and never gave her a meaningful promise.
The years pass inexorably, 8 years are fleeting, and for a young girl, this time is undoubtedly extremely precious. Jia Ni gradually felt that no matter how much she longed for the beauty of marriage, Shen Junyi didn't seem to have that intention.
She began to sink into deep despair and anger, unable to endure the torment of the wait any longer.
Finally, Jia Ni made up her mind and made a decisive and resolute decision - to leave Shen Junyi, throw herself into the arms of Shen Junyi's best friend, and choose to marry that man.
Although Shen Junyi's heart was full of pain, he couldn't redeem this feeling. In this way, Jani completely disappeared from his life, began a new life journey, and lived a happy married life. And Shen Junyi is lonely in the face of his aging body and endless regrets in his heart.
Before meeting Jia Ni, Shen Junyi had another memory of marriage in his life, that is, the marriage between him and his ex-wife Zhan Yanni that once shared honor and disgrace.
Zhan Yanni is an excellent actor with a professional background. The two of them met and knew each other back then, and finally held a grand wedding on Christmas Day in 1986 and entered the sacred marriage hall hand in hand.
Soon after marriage, Shen Junyi's acting career was in full swing, and he won the Golden Eagle Award for Best Supporting Actor for his role as "Diamond Mountain Leopard" in "The Story of Bandits in Oolong Mountain".
Everything looks so good, Shen Junyi's career is thriving, her marriage is sweet and warm, and Zhan Yanni then gave birth to a lively and lovely daughter. However, with the birth of the child, the contradictions between the couple gradually surfaced.
As a professional actor, Shen Junyi is busy with various crews all day long, and rarely has time to spend with his family. As a housewife, Zhan Yanni devoted herself to taking care of her children and taking care of the housework, and the monotony of daily life made her feel physically and mentally exhausted.
Due to the lack of communication and companionship, the rift between the couple widens. Once Zhan Yanni was hospitalized due to illness, but Shen Junyi was unable to visit in time due to busy work, which undoubtedly added fuel to the fire.
Finally, on a certain Chinese New Year's Eve, all the contradictions accumulated to the brink of an explosion, and Shen Junyi resolutely filed for divorce from his wife.
After experiencing marriage, Shen Junyi still achieved a lot of career success, but his emotional world fell into deep trouble. I saw Zhan Yanni moving to her parents with her daughter, and Shen Junyi could only buy a cake and light a candle on her daughter's birthday to celebrate her desolate self.
What's even more distressing is that Shen Junyi once wanted to see his daughter, but he couldn't make the appointment as scheduled because of unavoidable things. On that day, Beijing was overcast, the rain was pouring down, and the wind was howling. Zhan Yanni is scrambling to close the windows for the child to protect herself from the wind and rain.
However, the Olympic bid stubbornly waited at the door until a gust of wind suddenly closed the door, accidentally pinching her fingers. Jennifer rushed her to the hospital, and although her finger was saved, the doctor told her that she would never be able to play her beloved piano again.
All of this was caused by Shen Junyi's no-show. As a result, the Olympic bid turned from love to hate for his father, and the relationship between the two has gradually drifted apart for more than ten years, almost like strangers. As a father, Shen Junyi really missed a lot and failed to give his daughter enough love and companionship.
The relationship between Shen Junyi and his daughter's Olympic bid has been entangled like a mess since their parents divorced. Mother Zhan Yanni was full of doubts and resolutely refused to let her child meet Shen Junyi. And Shen Junyi has been out shooting movies for many years, and it is difficult for the two to have the opportunity to get together.
As the Olympic bid gradually grew, she also began to understand her father's helplessness. When she was in junior high school, her classmates often joked about her father's identity, ridiculing him for being a well-known actor but never coming to the school to pick up and drop off the Olympic bid, and even rumored to see Shen Junyi with other women, etc., which made the bid's resentment towards her father deeper.
However, when the Olympic bid also devoted herself to the entertainment industry, she gradually realized Shen Junyi's firm belief in the persistent pursuit of her career. Once, Shen Junyi and Shen Junyi worked in the same crew, and Shen Junyi could have enjoyed the luxury hotel treatment provided by the crew, but he gave up these superior conditions and chose to live in a simple small hotel with the Olympic bid.
During this period of time, the Olympic bid deeply felt her father's deep and sincere care and endless love for her. One day, she inadvertently broke into Shen Junyi's room, but was shocked to find that the drawer was stuffed with all the photos she had taken since she was a child, which made her instantly realize that for so many years, Shen Junyi has always missed her deeply.
Since then, the mustard in the heart of the Olympic bid for his father has disappeared like a dark cloud.
Time flies, and the relationship between father and daughter gradually becomes intimate, and the warm feeling of family affection is regained. Although Shen Junyi never started a family again, Shen Ao was well aware of the sacrifices her father made to protect her from her stepmother's pain.
She is sincerely grateful to her father for his silent and sincere care.
Sometimes, the Olympic bid will take the initiative to visit Shen Junyi's home, serve him a cup of warm tea, and listen to the veteran actor talk about his colorful life experience. As an outstanding performance artist, Shin Junyi has indeed created countless dazzling works and haunting characters.
However, in real life, he did not fully fulfill the duties of a good husband and father.
Fortunately, in the end, he re-established a deep emotional bond with his daughter, leaving Shen Junyi not full of regrets, but a warm beam of sunshine that illuminated every corner of his later life.