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My name is Dong Zhujun, or should I say, I used to be called Dong Zhujun. This name, to me, now seems like a distant memory, an untouchable dream. I used to be an ordinary housewife and lived an ordinary life, until that person, in the summer, appeared in my life.
Our contradictions did not form overnight, but slowly accumulated, like an invisible poison, gradually eroding my soul. I've been married to Xia Zhi for twelve years, and in those twelve years, I've experienced everything I thought I couldn't bear.
When he first met Summer, he was a charming man, personable and suave. His presence was like a bright light, and I felt like a moth to a flame. Our wedding was perfect, I thought I had found the other half of my life, and it wasn't until we entered the palace of marriage that I gradually realized that there was endless darkness hidden under that bright light.
Xia Zhi is a man who is gentle on the outside and cruel on the inside. He has a domineering desire to control, always trying to manipulate everything about me, even my thoughts and emotions. At first, I didn't perceive this, or rather, I selectively ignored it. After all, I love him dearly and am willing to give everything for him. However, as time went on, his desire for control became more and more pronounced and unbearable.
The first domestic violence occurred in the third month of our marriage. It was an ordinary evening, and I annoyed him with a little thing, and his face immediately turned pale, and then a heavy slap fell on my face. At that moment, I felt as if I heard the sound of heartbreak, but more helplessness and fear. I never imagined that someone I loved dearly would do something to me, let alone in such a way.
Domestic violence became the norm in our marriage, and every time I became his punching bag. His words and actions made me feel ashamed and helpless, but I could not escape this abusive cage. I tried to find help, but each time I was stopped by him, threatening me not to spread the ugly family. So, I could only endure in silence and survive every long night alone.
Life seemed to lose its color, and my soul was gradually destroyed, but I couldn't leave. Because, in addition to fear and pain, I still have love for him in my heart. I tried to tell myself that maybe it was just a spur of the moment and maybe he would change. But I was wrong, he never changed, and I was getting thinner and thinner and more lost in this abuse.
However, even in the midst of this pain, I found a glimmer of warmth, and it came from my two children, who are the hope and strength in my life. Every time I see their innocent smiles, I feel like it's worth holding on. They are my only support, and they are the motivation for me to not be afraid of difficulties.
However, my suffering was not alleviated by their presence, on the contrary, they became another excuse for the violence of the summer time. Whenever he was immersed in anger, he would turn his gaze and fist to them, and my heart would be cut open like a sharp knife, and the pain could not be told in agony. I don't know how long I'll last, but I have to keep going for the sake of the kids and for their future.
As my children grow up, I try to give them more love and care, and try to protect them as much as possible from the summer days. I tried to keep them happy, even though my heart was always clouded. I knew I had to protect them, no matter what the cost.
However, as time went on, I began to feel that I had reached my limits. Every day was a painful struggle, and I began to doubt my choices and began to wonder if such a marriage still made sense. However, whenever I tried to take a step away, Xia Zhi was always able to find a way to keep me under his control. His threats and violence made me feel desperate, and I began to realize that I needed a breakthrough.
That year, I had one of the darkest days of my life. The violence of the summer became so violent that I could barely breathe and endure the torment. I tried to ask for help from outside, but every attempt ended in failure. Until one day, I couldn't take it anymore and I decided that such a life was no longer meaningful, and I had to leave.
I packed some simple laundry and sneaked out of the house with the kids. At that moment, I felt a glimmer of hope in my life, even though there was still unknown darkness ahead. I don't know where I'm going to go or what the future holds, but I know that I can't let the kids get hurt anymore and I have to protect them, no matter what.
I found a small town far away, where my children and I started a whole new life. I work hard to give them a better life, and I am willing to give everything for it, despite our difficult conditions. The children gradually adapted to the new environment, and their smiles became the best scenery of my life.
However, I can never forget the summer time, and his shadow always lingers. I knew that I had to face him, and I had to deal with this knot in my heart before I could really start a new life. So, I decided to go back to my hometown and face the man who had caused me so much pain.
The day I returned home, I felt like a wounded bird flying aimlessly back to its nest. I know it's going to be a tough matchup, but I have to make a choice, no matter what the outcome is. I am no longer the weak and powerless Dong Zhujun I once was, I am a mother with strength and courage, and I must build a better future for my children.
I stepped through the door, and the gaze of the summer almost suffocated me. However, I did not back down, I condensed all my courage in my chest and was ready to face everything about him. The conversation between us was full of tension and contradictions, but I always stood firmly on my ground, I was no longer his weak wife, I was an independent and strong woman.
"Dong Zhujun, how dare you come back!" Xia Zhishi's voice was full of anger and fear, "Don't you know that you are dead?
"I know I'm dead, but I'm back. I faced him without fear, "I am no longer your weak wife, I am an independent woman, and I have the right to decide my own destiny." ”
Our conversation was full of gunpowder, but I didn't back down, I stuck to what I believed, no matter what. I know it's going to be an uphill fight, but I'm willing to give it anything, no matter the cost.
Xia Zhishi's eyes were full of anger and challenge, as if he was unwilling to accept the reality that I was no longer under his control. "Do you think you can escape? You think you can leave me?" his voice was full of menace, "I tell you, you'll never escape!"
Undeterred by his intimidation, I stood firmly in place, "I am no longer your prisoner, I have the right to choose my own life, no matter how you obstruct it." ”
The confrontation between us seems to be a fierce contest, and every word is full of gunpowder. However, I didn't want to be controlled by him anymore, and I had to prove my courage and determination. So, I resolutely turned away, knowing that it was going to be a long and difficult battle, but I was willing to give everything for it.
The moment I left Summer, I felt like a bird that had regained my freedom, and I would never let anyone restrain my wings again. I know that there is still an unknown road ahead, but I am willing to rise to the challenge bravely, no matter how difficult the road ahead.
When I returned to the town, I felt like a whole new person, I found myself again, I found hope in life again. I decided, I want to start over, I want to give my children a better future, no matter how hard it tries.
Life in a small town is simple, but it is full of warmth and hope. I work hard with my children to give them a better life, and we have happiness and joy even though our conditions are still difficult.
However, even away from the control of Summer Time, my heart was still full of pain and torment. I knew that I had to face the past and address the shadows in my heart in order to truly start a new life. So, I decided that I wanted to go back to my hometown to find the truth of the past and release the troubles in my heart.
The day I returned home, I felt like a returning warrior and I was ready to face any challenge, no matter what the outcome was. I know it's going to be a tough journey, but I'm willing to give everything for it, no matter what the cost.
Summer Shishi's home was already in shambles, and his face was gloomy, as if he were an enraged beast. "How dare you come back!" his voice was full of anger and threat, "Don't you know you're dead?
"I know I'm dead, but I'm back. I faced him without fear, "I am no longer your weak wife, I am an independent woman, and I have the right to decide my own destiny." ”
The conversation between us was full of gunpowder, but I didn't back down, I stuck to my beliefs, no matter what. I know it's going to be an uphill fight, but I'm willing to give it anything, no matter the cost.
Xia Zhishi's eyes were full of anger and challenge, as if he was unwilling to accept the reality that I was no longer under his control. "Do you think you can escape? You think you can leave me?" his voice was full of menace, "I tell you, you'll never escape!"
Undeterred by his intimidation, I stood firmly in place, "I am no longer your prisoner, I have the right to choose my own life, no matter how you obstruct it." ”
The confrontation between us seems to be a fierce contest, and every word is full of gunpowder. However, I didn't want to be controlled by him anymore, and I had to prove my courage and determination. So, I resolutely turned away, knowing that it was going to be a long and difficult battle, but I was willing to give everything for it.
The moment I left Summer, I felt like a bird that had regained my freedom, and I would never let anyone restrain my wings again. I know that there is still an unknown road ahead, but I am willing to rise to the challenge bravely, no matter how difficult the road ahead.
When I returned to the town, I felt like a whole new person, I found myself again, I found hope in life again. I decided, I want to start over, I want to give my children a better future, no matter how hard it tries.
Life in a small town is simple, but it is full of warmth and hope. I work hard with my children to give them a better life, and we have happiness and joy even though our conditions are still difficult.
However, even away from the control of Summer Time, my heart was still full of pain and torment. I knew that I had to face the past and address the shadows in my heart in order to truly start a new life. So, I decided that I wanted to go back to my hometown to find the truth of the past and release the troubles in my heart.
The day I returned home, I felt like a returning warrior and I was ready to face any challenge, no matter what the outcome was. I know it's going to be a tough journey, but I'm willing to give everything for it, no matter what the cost.
Summer Shishi's home was already in shambles, and his face was gloomy, as if he were an enraged beast. "How dare you come back!" his voice was full of anger and threat, "Don't you know you're dead?
"I know I'm dead, but I'm back. I faced him without fear, "I am no longer your weak wife, I am an independent woman, and I have the right to decide my own destiny." ”
The conversation between us was full of gunpowder, but I didn't back down, I stuck to my beliefs, no matter what. I know it's going to be an uphill fight, but I'm willing to give it anything, no matter the cost.
Xia Zhi was furious, his eyes seemed to devour me, "Do you think you can leave me casually and be free? You are wrong, you will never escape my control!" his voice was full of threats and provocations.
I felt fear and unease in my heart, but I tried to keep my composure, "By the time of the summer, you've lost control, and I'm no longer your prisoner. ”
A sneer appeared on his face, "Do you think you can rely on those children? they are my children, and if you leave me, you will leave them." ”
When I heard this, my heart ached, but I still kept my composure, "Children are my life, and I will protect them, no matter what the cost." ”
Xia Zhizhi's eyes became even more gloomy, "Do you think you can leave me without paying the price, I will make you regret taking this step!" his voice was full of anger and despair.
I felt a strong determination welling up in my heart, "I will not regret it, I will fight for the future of myself and my children, no matter how difficult the road ahead." ”
The conversation between us was full of gunpowder, as if it were a fierce contest. However, I am ready to face the challenges that lie ahead, I will face them bravely, I will no longer be controlled by the summer time, and I will start my life again to build a better future for my children.
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