—————I like you a lot
We embarked on a trip to Sichuan again, and we slept in the car last night, and today I feel back pain.
Feng Li wanted to replace me several times, but I still insisted on driving for four hours, and at noon we stopped in the service area for lunch, and I rested in the car for nearly an hour, and I slept very soundly.
After I woke up, Feng Li said that my snoring was very loud, and she couldn't stand it when she sat next to me, so she didn't wake me up when she saw that I was too tired.
Setting off again Feng Li to drive, she asked me to sit in the co-pilot next to her, and deliberately took out a bunch of snacks and placed them at my feet.
I was like a princess, and after a while my brother-in-law gave me a drink of water, and when I wanted to eat a snack, I asked me to hand it to her mouth.
She drove the car, and I sat next to me as a waitress, but fortunately there were not many vehicles along the way, and we were not in a hurry to drive fast.
Feng Li was tired, so she drove with me, but she was fine, sat in the co-pilot, didn't say a few words to me, and fell asleep directly.
She didn't get much rest last night, so I concentrated on driving, and after counting the time, I sped up the speed, thinking that I could get to my ex-wife's county seat in time for dark.
Have a good night's rest in the county seat tonight, and let Feng Li go to see her sister tomorrow.
We got off the highway into the county, met the evening rush hour, went around a big circle, and did not see the county has an express hotel.
In the end, I found a small hotel to live in, the local conditions are not good, the streets are deserted at night, and few people go out.
We put our things into the room, and then Feng Li didn't shout to go out to eat, she made a bucket of instant noodles for each of us.
"Brother-in-law, I'm sleepy, go back to sleep first, if you don't have enough to eat, figure it out yourself." ”
After Feng Li finished eating instant noodles, she left me the uneaten snacks she had brought in the car, and she went back to her room to sleep.
It was too hard to drive out for the past two days, and I didn't have a good rest last night, so I leaned on the bed and fought with my eyelids.
I didn't even bother to take a shower, it was so comfortable to lie on the bed, and I fell asleep with my head next to the pillow for a while.
My phone rang several times in the morning before I answered the call:
"Brother-in-law, what time is it, you're still asleep, it's time to get up." ”
Feng Li's voice came from the microphone, she had already gotten up and wanted to tell me to sleep more, who knew that it was more than nine o'clock, and I hadn't gotten up yet.
She made several calls in a row before I heard the call answered.
"Brother-in-law, can you really sleep? I knocked on the door several times, but you didn't hear me!"
"I slept so hard that I didn't hear it. You go back to your room first, I'm going to take a shower first. ”
After hearing this, Feng Li muttered: "Brother-in-law, you are so sloppy, you don't take a bath before going to bed, you should wash it quickly." ”
I followed Feng Li out to eat, and I didn't know if it should be breakfast or lunch.
Feng Li meant that she had already arrived anyway, so she didn't rush to see her first, she planned to buy something for her sister to bring over.
I was still wearing pants sprinkled with soup, and Feng Li took me around a few streets, and it cost me more than 300 yuan to buy me a new pair of pants to change into.
"Just buy a random one to wear, why do you have to go to so many stores to buy it. ”
"I'll have to buy you a pair of designer pants, or you'll be reluctant to wear them and you'll lose them when you go back." ”
Feng Li also teased me, and then we went back to the supermarket on the street side of the hotel, bought a few gifts, and asked Feng Li to bring them to his ex-wife.
We walked around the county a few times before we bought all the things, and when I returned to the hotel, I didn't go back to my room, but sat on the sofa on the first floor and asked the front desk attendant.
Asked the aunt who was sitting at the front desk whether it was good to go to my ex-wife's house, she listened to me talk about where she was going, and waved her hand again and again:
"It's all mountain roads, it's very difficult to walk, and many locals don't want to go. If you go by car, be careful. ”
I unexpectedly learned that the mountain road to my ex-wife's house was so dangerous, so I hurriedly went to find Feng Li.
She was packing her things and preparing to load the car and set off in a moment.
"Brother-in-law, you wait for me here, I'll go see my sister, if she wants to go with me, you can check out and we'll go home overnight." ”
I sat down and told me about the rugged and dangerous mountain road to my ex-wife's house, but she was unmoved and insisted on going.
"Forget it, I'll go with you, you go by yourself, I'm not worried. ”
Before I could finish speaking, Feng Li smiled, I guess she was waiting for me to go.
"Let's talk about it, I won't get out of the car when I get there, I'll wait for you in the car. You can't say I'm coming, you know?"
We set off on the road and instructed Feng Li several times, but I was afraid that when she arrived at the place, she would guard her ex-wife and current husband, and say who I am, then the matter would be big.
Although we drove the navigation, we still took a few wrong steps, as the front desk aunt said, the mountain road here is too difficult to walk.
One will go uphill, and before you react, then you will go downhill, and when you meet the opposite side of the car, you have to find a wide section of road to park.
There were several sections of the road, next to the bottomless cliffs, and I drove cautiously all the way, my spirit was highly nervous, and cold sweat broke out on my face from time to time.
Drivers who often drive on smooth roads are estimated to have a hard time navigating such winding mountain roads.
As the navigation showed us approaching our destination, I would have looked far away to see a woman standing at the end of the road.
It wasn't until I got closer that I recognized the woman in front of me on the swarthy face of her as my ex-wife who had left me and married the local area............
My ex-wife was standing on the side of the road, looking in the direction we were coming from time to time, and I vaguely recognized her and slowly pulled over to the side of the road.
Feng Li recognized her sister standing on the side of the road, and hurriedly got out of the car from the car door, and I saw her clearly, tears crossed her face.
The sisters haven't seen each other for a long time, and their ex-wife also recognized Feng Li, and the two hugged each other tightly when they met.
Feng Li cried, and her ex-wife also wiped her tears, and the two sisters met in Sichuan at this time, which was also tears of joy.
My ex-wife is now completely different, not what I remember it to be.
What is fixed in my mind is still her beautiful appearance: with long hair, slender body and white skin, she can be regarded as a beautiful girl in ten miles and eight villages.
The ex-wife standing in front of me at the moment, her figure is out of shape, and the years have destroyed her skin, I almost don't recognize her, needless to say, she must have suffered a lot in the past few years.
At that time, I was young and ignorant, doing business and opening a factory, thinking about making friends from all walks of life, dreaming of getting ahead, and gradually lost myself.
In the end, the factory was negligent in management, customers gradually lost, and they couldn't open and closed the door, but it was a pity that they were immersed in failure, and they borrowed alcohol every day to eliminate their sorrows, and they couldn't listen to anyone's persuasion.
The ex-wife sold the factory equipment, scraped together some money, and paid off the workers' wages.
When she saw that I was obsessed and hid at home and didn't go out, she knew that she was drinking a lot, so she left without saying goodbye in a fit of anger and went to work in a factory in the south with someone.
At that time, the contact between us was more about the lack of money at home and asking her for money. It was at this time that the ex-wife met her current husband.
The two worked in the same workshop, and after they met, her current husband was very good to her, and gradually entered her heart, which touched the already cold heart of his ex-wife.
After that, my ex-wife came home and divorced me, and despite the strong opposition of her parents, she resolutely followed her to Sichuan and married the man who cared for her in every way.
At this time, I saw my ex-wife, and shame filled my heart.
At the beginning, because I couldn't take out the dollar in my pocket, my daughter wanted, and at that moment I repented, regained my strength, and started my new job.
It's just that it's all too late, and I can't get my ex-wife's change of heart back.
I've been to my ex-wife's place of work, looked for her a few times, and every time I avoided me, didn't answer my calls, and didn't reply to my messages.
Later, the phone couldn't get through, so I changed my mobile phone number.
At that time, I hated her for her desperation for me, for ignoring her young and ignorant children, for the family she had formed.
My ex-wife, Tuo Fengli, told me: Don't look for her again, and we won't meet again in the future. She has found a man to trust her with for life, and I will stop disturbing her life in the future.
There is no possibility between us, and we will never see me again!
A woman can give everything to a man, but if she can't get the result she wants, the heart that gives everything will be lost forever, and she is destined to never come back if she loses it.
In the past few years, Feng Li has taken care of my daughter in every way, often accompanying the child to the amusement park to play, taking her daughter to buy new clothes and eating a big meal.
Isn't all this to make up for the maternal love in the child's childhood after the ex-wife left, although Feng Li didn't say it, I understand that it must have been instructed by the ex-wife.
Children are innocent, and the mistakes of adults should not be on children. No matter how much love a father has, I'm afraid he won't be able to give the motherly love that his child craves!
I stared out the window at my ex-wife, still wearing shabby clothes, and knowing that we were coming here today, I didn't get into a nice dress, and her dirty hair was tied back haphazardly.
She gradually became an unrecognizable appearance for me, and at this moment my heart was mixed, thinking that my ex-wife had left me and chose to live the happy life I wanted.
Maybe between me and my ex-wife, if there was no unbearable past, we should still be living happily together at this time.
I worked hard to earn money to support my family, she was at home with her husband and children, picked up and dropped off the children to and from school, tutored my homework in the evening, made dinner and waited for me to come home from work, and the family sat happily together to eat.
After she put the child to sleep, she pestered me to watch the TV series she liked, and asked me over and over again: What do you want to eat tomorrow, it's time to buy clothes for the child...............
It's just that all of this is impossible, and it has become a pain to go back. In the past few years, I feel that I have gradually let go, let go of my ex-wife, and started a new life of my own.
When I saw my ex-wife here again, my heart gushed out inexplicably, and the bits and pieces when we used to get along together, maybe my tears were low, and my eyes were full of tears unconsciously.
The woman in front of me, the woman who once loved me deeply, is precisely because she didn't cherish her willfulness and lost her forever, all of which started with me!
At this moment, I don't have the courage to look directly at my ex-wife, maybe she is right, I shouldn't follow Feng Li to Sichuan.
I shouldn't have seen her, because seeing me as my ex-wife would bring back the scars in her heart.
When I saw my ex-wife again, my heart was very eager to know how she was doing:
Is he doing well now? Is he good to you? Is he married alone in the local area, is he used to eating and living? Is there anyone in the village bullying you?
But what does this have to do with you, and what can you do if you know it?
At this time, the two sisters walked hand in hand towards the car.
I didn't dare to face my ex-wife, so I hurriedly lowered my head and lay on the steering wheel to avoid embarrassment when I saw her, hoping that she didn't notice my existence.
The car door next to my seat was opened, and Feng Li stood in front of me with her ex-wife.
knew that it was their sisters, but he didn't dare to look up at them, didn't know how to face his ex-wife, and didn't know what to say.
Time seemed to stand still for a moment, and neither of us spoke.
"You're here!"
The familiar voice in the ear broke the silence at this time. My ex-wife greeted me.
"Ahh............h
I hurriedly raised my head, saw those familiar eyes again, and said no more words after a word.
I tried my best to control my emotions, but that excited heart couldn't calm down for a long time, and the tears welling up in my eyes slid down my cheeks.