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It is said that mother's love is the greatest in the world, but I have never felt the love from my biological mother since I was a child, and I have not even felt the love of my father for a long time.
My mother ran away from home when I was very young, and my grandparents fell ill and passed away not long after, leaving my father and I alone.
My father was often bullied by the people in the village because of his physical disability, and even I was ridiculed, so it can be said that life was quite difficult, but with the arrival of my stepmother, my life with my father ushered in a sea change.
01
I didn't have much of an impression of my mother since I was a child, and the only memory was the day she abandoned me.
My mother hated me very much, and when I was a child, I didn't know why, and it wasn't until I grew up that I learned the truth that my mother hated me.
But when I was a child, I only thought that I was not doing well, or that I was doing something wrong, so my mother was very displeased with me, and I tried my best to please my mother, try not to cry, not to make trouble, and not to make trouble for my mother.
Who would have thought that one day my mother would suddenly change her normal behavior and be very kind to me, not only making me new clothes, but also taking me to the park and the market.
I didn't dare to ask for anything in the bazaar, I felt panicked by this sudden maternal love, grabbed my mother's hand tightly, and silently felt the warmth of my mother's palm.
My mother finally greeted me like other mothers, and told me a lot along the way, but I don't remember it very clearly, and the only sentence "I must listen to my father in the future" is still fresh in my memory, and I have been remembering it until now.
Just when I was immersed in the rare mother's love, reality slapped me hard and woke me up from a beautiful dream.
I remember it was a very hot day, just like in the TV series, a very old-fashioned plot, my mother asked me to wait on the side of the road, she went to buy me sorbet, and before leaving, she explained me a lot of things.
At that time, it was as if I had telepathy, and I took my mother's hand and said, "Mom, I don't eat sorbet, let's go home, I don't want to play anymore." ”
My mother cried, that was the first time I saw my mother crying, I didn't know why she was crying, I just looked at my mother helplessly, I didn't know what I had done wrong.
After a while, after my mother adjusted her emotions, she coaxed me and told me to wait for her there, she went to do some things or something, and if she couldn't wait for her, she wanted to go home.
I said that I would wait, I would wait, so I watched my mother's back farther and farther away, and I didn't see my mother come back until it was dark.
It wasn't until my father came to me and saw me standing alone on the side of the road that he froze in place, understood everything, and came to me with the intention of taking me home.
I don't know what's wrong, I don't want to live or die, so I have to wait for my mother in the same place, and my father slapped me hard, telling me that my mother will never come back, and telling me to obediently go home with him.
It wasn't until that moment that I realized that I actually knew what my mother was going to do from the beginning, but I didn't want to admit it, and I just kept deceiving myself.
In fact, my mother had the idea of leaving the family a long time ago, but at that time there was no divorce in vogue, and my father felt that divorce was too embarrassing, so he never agreed to his mother's proposal for divorce.
Seeing that his father had not agreed, his mother tried to sneak away a few times, but he was found by his father and grandfather, and he looked at his mother more strictly.
02
It seems that my mother's escape has been planned for a long time, and my father agreed that my mother would take me out to play, the first is that my mother behaved very well during that time, and she had no intention of escaping at all.
The second is that my father thinks that if my mother takes me shopping, she will not run away, because my mother does not like me and will not run away with me, but I am my mother's biological flesh and blood, and my mother will not leave me alone on the street and walk by myself.
Now it seems that my father really overestimated my mother's love for me, and my father only knew that my mother didn't like me, but he didn't expect to be ruthless to that extent.
When I was young, there were many abductors of children, and my mother was not afraid that I would lose or have an accident, she was gambling, betting on when my father would pick me up, and betting on whether I was smart or not.
Obviously, my mother was right, and after my father brought me home, my grandmother saw that there was no mother behind me, and she fainted on the spot, and later died of depression.
Grandpa couldn't accept the fact that grandma left, and finally followed grandma away, and a good family was scattered, leaving me and my father to rely on each other.
I thought that my father and I would have a better time with a few mouths to eat, but in fact, our life was even worse.
When my grandfather was alive, he was the village chief in the village, and because of this relationship, everyone was polite to my father, which is why my father was able to marry my mother.
My father's appearance is mediocre, and he is not very tall, and the most important thing is that his father is a little lame, which I still don't know why.
The father's conditions are logically difficult to find a partner, but the grandfather directly and openly looked for his daughter-in-law and offered a price three times higher than that on the market at that time as a bride price.
Because of his grandfather's identity and the fact that his father's family had a little money at that time, my mother's parents immediately had an idea and found a matchmaker to come to my father's house to make peace.
The mother has an older brother above and two younger brothers below, all boys, and looking at such a family, no one wants to let their son jump into such a fire pit.
One can't marry a daughter-in-law, the other can't get married, the two families directly agreed on the marriage, and the father was quite satisfied with the mother after the marriage.
The mother is very good-looking, and it is not an exaggeration to say that she is a village flower, and many people envy her father for marrying such a good daughter-in-law.
But the mother was not happy, and the father said that on the night of the wedding of the two of them, the mother cried all night, and although she lived a normal life, she always looked down on her father.
Slowly I developed a sense of disgust for my father, and with my birth, my mother's feeling became even stronger, thinking that my existence was always reminding her of the unhappiness of life, and even disliking me, which is why I ran away later.
Actually, I still don't understand a little bit, my mother looked at me crying before leaving, why, pitiful, regretful, reluctant or crocodile tears?
03
With the departure of my mother, grandfather, and grandmother, the people in the village regarded my father and me as ominous, and without the blessing of my grandfather's status as the village chief, they bullied me and my father even more unscrupulously.
I don't have anything, because of my young age, they don't pay attention to it, but my father is different, because of his physical disability, plus he looks down on his father, and those people often taunt, abuse, and even beat him.
I remember one time when my father came back from the field, a bunch of people surrounded my father on the road and told him to get out of the village, saying that he was incompetent, and that he couldn't even look down on his daughter-in-law, and even said that his father was incompetent.
My father was used to this kind of life, and at first he would argue with him when he heard these foul words, but then he was beaten badly.
Later, my father learned to be smart, no matter what they said, they couldn't arouse my father's anger, and my father's calm and heavy attitude made the group even more angry, and without saying a word, he directly pressed his father to the ground and beat him.
When I heard the movement and left the house, my father had already been beaten by them, his nose and face were swollen, I was so frightened that I cried and told them to stop, and the group left in a huff.
My father was beaten a little badly, and I couldn't get up for a while, and I couldn't help my father because of my thin body, so I cried even more on the side.
My cry attracted the widow Song behind my house, and seeing the pitiful appearance of our grandfather, she hurriedly stepped forward to help, not only helping my father back, but also giving him medicine.
Widow Song has always been very good to me, her husband died in an accident, leaving only her and a child in the world, the people in the village hardly talk to Widow Song, thinking that she is a husband, but my mother does not object to me associating with Widow Song, I guess I don't care.
In fact, after my mother left, Widow Song treated me better, and after my grandparents left, Widow Song often asked me to go to her house for dinner, and slowly my father would follow.
The relationship between our two families has become much closer, and there is a lot of gossip in the village, and some even say that my mother ran away from home because Widow Song and my father have a leg.
But no matter what the rumors outside say, my father and Widow Song didn't think so, after all, the Qing is self-purifying.
That time, my father was a little seriously injured, and he didn't get out of bed for a few days, and my father and I lived all on the care of Widow Song, and gradually after my father recovered, he also began to help Widow Song work, and before I knew it, the two of them were together.
I don't have any opinion on this, but I am very happy to call Widow Song's mother, I really feel that Song's mother is more like my mother than my own mother, every day I am afraid that I am thirsty and hungry, and I will fall into it, sometimes even his son says, "Mom, I am not your own child, that kid is!"
Song's mother's son is three or four years older than me, much more mature than me, the two of us have played since childhood, he is also super good to me, seeing that life is getting better and better, but my father is not blessed.
Not long after I went to work, my father died, and before I could be filial to him, he left in such a hurry, so I doubled this filial piety to Widow Song.
I will give Song Ma 10,000 yuan for living expenses every month, to be honest, this is the remaining money in addition to my own necessary living expenses, I am only afraid that Song Ma will not be enough to spend.
Who would have thought that on the day I was fired, the money would be returned to my hands without a penny.
Because of the company, I need to dismiss a group of people, I am one of them, when I took the resignation report and left, I was full of confusion about my life, at that time, I finally understood the importance of the iron rice bowl.
Just as I was crying, I received a call from my stepbrother, who first counted me down, saying that I was useless or something, and then said, "It's not good outside, come back quickly, let's be our own boss, see who dares to fire us!"
After I got home, I learned that the money I had called Song Ma over the years, she didn't spend a penny, she saved it all, and handed it over to me for me to use.
My stepbrother also gave me a card directly for me to use to start a business, and they said, "We are your strongest backing! Do whatever you want, don't be afraid!"
At that moment, I was so glad that I had such a family, and I was even a little grateful to my mother for escaping in the first place!
Do you think I'm right to think so, and is my mother's departure right or wrong?
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