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As the sun sets over Luojing City, the golden afterglow pours leisurely into this spacious and bright room. Pan Hong lies quietly on the comfortable bed, the gentle sunlight picturesquely depicting her resolute and feminine face.
Her eyes opened slowly, as if she had traveled back in time and space to the glorious stage of the past, when she was the center of attention, the applause was surging like a tide, and the audience was deeply intoxicated by her superb acting skills.
However, at that moment, Pan Hong's heart extended in another direction, which was a quiet and peaceful path of cultivation. She quietly got up and walked into the study, her eyes resting on the glittering award-winning photos on the wall, although there were countless honors, but she felt unprecedented emptiness and confusion.
At this moment, a heavy Buddhist scripture quietly slid to the ground, and the zen and tranquility deeply touched her heartstrings.
Pan Hong, 62, is now alone and has no children. She had tried several times to get involved with Buddhism, but for various reasons she had not been able to do so. Now, as time passes, her desire for peace of mind and freedom grows stronger.
Pan Hong stood up and paced back and forth in the room, her mind beginning to replay her magnificent life course. She was once a household name and a first-line star, and she became famous in the film industry with her excellent acting skills and profound shaping power.
However, it was this brilliant acting career that caused her to miss out on the happiness of her marriage and end up living alone for the rest of her life.
She recalled the sweet days with Mijiashan, and those warm bits and pieces seemed like yesterday. However, the joys and sorrows of the clutch and the self-knowledge of warmth and coldness also gave her a new understanding of married life.
Pan Hong sighed, maybe taking refuge in Buddhism is the best way to be at ease.
Pan Hong's life is like a dazzling star, illuminating the vision of countless people. Determined to be an outstanding actress since she was a child, she worked tirelessly to achieve it.
At the age of 19, she was admitted to the Shanghai Theater Academy as she wished, and since then she has opened a new chapter in her career.
During her time at the school, Pan Hong was diligent and diligent, and made remarkable achievements in both theoretical and practical courses. She meticulously researched and meticulously crafted the portrayal of each role, and finally won wide attention and high praise in the school performance.
The students were all impressed by her dedication and dedication.
After graduating successfully, Pan Hong devoted herself to her acting career, worked tirelessly, overcame obstacles, and created brilliance. Although in the early years, she could only play an inconspicuous supporting role in an obscure small troupe, she always maintained a positive and optimistic attitude and did not back down.
She regards every humble role as an excellent opportunity to exercise herself and improve her acting skills, always maintain superb acting skills, firm perseverance, step by step, and finally win the love and respect of the audience.
The god of luck came, and she was fortunate enough to get the precious opportunity to star in the movie "The Troubled Laugh". In an instant, Pan Hong successfully transformed into a female figure who is comfortable between reality and fantasy with this role, which amazed and praised the audience.
Film critics have also given it high praise, calling it a bright new star on the rise.
Since then, in many excellent film and television works such as "Du Shi Niang", Pan Hong has gone all out to interpret every role vividly, making the audience intoxicated and unable to extricate themselves.
She has a deep understanding and interpretation of each character, making the characters distinct and vivid.
Unconsciously, Pan Hong has grown into a well-known first-line star, and her career has reached its peak. In 1978, her outstanding performance in the movie "Troubled Laughter" made her an instant hit, and the female character she portrayed in the face of family difficulties and inner contradictions left a deep impression on the audience, which is endlessly evocative.
In 1982, just when her career was in full swing, Pan Hong and Mi Jiashan, the high-profile director at that time, entered the palace of marriage. When they were newly married, they were inseparable, holding hands, and their faces were always filled with happy smiles.
The audience witnessed the sweet time of love between the golden boy and the girl, and they were all envious.
However, life was not all smooth sailing, and the calm surface of the lake was soon shattered by violent storms. As professional elites, both Pan Hong and Mi Jiashan must devote a lot of time and energy to their busy work.
Pan Hong often needs to shoot new scenes in other places for long periods of time, while Mi Jiashan often works overtime in the editing studio until late at night.
The relationship between the two gradually drifted apart, and it was difficult to find a spiritual fit in life. The quarrel escalated and the contradictions became more and more acute, and finally the decision to break up was made in 1990. During the days when they had just separated, Pan Hong couldn't sleep at night and was in pain.
Whenever she lies alone in bed, the figure of Mi Jiashan always comes to mind.
Recalling the time when he first held hands with Mi Jiashan, Pan Hong suddenly felt all kinds of regret and endless bitterness in his heart. If she had paid more attention to family life instead of blindly chasing the peaks of her career, perhaps her situation would be very different today.
However, she must also be honest with the fact that for an actor, career is undoubtedly the only way to the top, and it is also the highest honor that everyone dreams of.
In order to achieve this great dream, she did put so much time and effort into it that she neglected the importance of her family to herself. Pan Hong was deeply distressed and decided to re-examine her values in her life after the divorce.
That former marriage, now when she looks back, still makes her feel extremely regretful and guilty, she should have been able to better balance her career and family, but she did not do so, and she once had a good wish to have a happy family, but in the end it did not come true.
After the divorce, Pan Hong entered a long period of reflection on her life. She began to deeply analyze her own values and the direction of life, reflecting on the difficult choice between career and family.
Pan Hong gradually realized that she had overemphasized her career pursuits and neglected the importance of family, and although it was encouraging to succeed in the workplace, she also felt unprecedented loneliness without the warmth and companionship of her family.
She began to miss the good times she spent with Mijiashan. Although they often had conflicts over work after marriage, the first days were so warm and sweet.
Every day when she returns from work, Mi Jiashan will always give her an affectionate hug and pour out their inner emotions to each other, and on weekends, they will walk the streets arm in arm and talk freely.
However, as their careers flourished, the distance between them became more and more distant, and the balance of work and life gradually became unbalanced. What was once a cozy nest has been transformed into a cage with only cold air.
As the strife intensified and her understanding diminished, Pan Hong felt guilty and blamed herself for devoting more love and time to her family instead of devoting all her energy to her career, however, at that time, her obsession with fame and fortune had surpassed the importance of her family, which eventually led to the breakdown of her marriage and the missed important stage of her life.
Even though he carried the hope of having children and grandchildren, he failed to fulfill his wish. Now that she has entered her twilight years, her knees are empty, which makes her feel unprecedented deep regret and loss.
However, Pan Hong did not resign himself to sinking because of this. After the frustration of her marriage, she learned a valuable lesson from this experience – that learning to balance career and family and avoid excessive obsession is the only way to live a happy life.
Looking back on the beginning of Pan Hong's brilliant career, we can't ignore the unforgettable experience when she first joined the small troupe as a supporting role.
Soon after stepping into the entertainment industry, Pan Hong knew that it was not easy to become an outstanding actor, but it needed to be gradually sharpened and precipitated at the grassroots level. Therefore, she unreservedly accepted the supporting roles of some small troupes, even if it was just an inconspicuous passerby A role, she would devote herself wholeheartedly.
It's fair to say that she sees every opportunity to perform on stage as a great opportunity to improve herself. Whether it's the final rehearsal behind the scenes, or the on-the-spot response when something unexpected happens on stage, Pan Hong always maintains a rigorous attitude and strives to achieve perfection in every detail.
Colleagues in the crew are often moved by her dedication, perseverance, diligence and studious spirit. Sometimes, she will even take the initiative to ask for a rehearsal of a scene after she has memorized her lines well, just to pursue a higher artistic realm.
In this way, in the tempering of countless stages, Pan Hong gradually accumulated rich experience and unique interpretation skills. She learned how to accurately grasp the emotional context of her characters, how to create distinctive personality traits, and how to be comfortable on stage.
In the end, one day Pan Hong ushered in his first real protagonist opportunity and participated in a high-profile film and television masterpiece. Because of her previous experience in supporting roles, she has a deeper understanding of the humility and diligence required to be an actor.
At the same time, she also realized that the hardships behind the profession of actor are far beyond ordinary people's imagination. In order to create a role, it is necessary to devote oneself to research and long-term accumulation, and in order to present the best acting skills, it is necessary to constantly rehearse, ponder, and refine.