If I have ever regretted the most in my life, it must have been that day when I stopped the man who looked like my father.
The story in this article is fictional, please look at it rationally
My name is Zhou Weimo, I am the only child in the family, it is strange to say, my father's name is Xu Fangmian, I don't have his surname, and my mother's surname, my mother's name is Zhou Yingying.
When I was a child, I asked him, "Dad, why is your surname Xu, but my surname is Zhou?"
"Because Dad loves Mom, if both of you have the surname Xu, wouldn't it be isolating me, surnamed Zhou, and what should I do if I am bullied then?" Before Dad could say anything, Mom spoke first.
"The two of us won't bully you, we are manly men, we have to protect our mother all the time, isn't it Xiaomo?"
"Of course! Men don't bully girls! Girls are meant to be protected. ”
"Okay! Then Xiaomo will become an adult who stands up to the sky and the earth in the future, not only to protect his mother, but also to protect more people!"
I am the only child in the family, and my mother has doted on me since I was a child.
But compared to my mother's doting, my father was always very strict with me, when he was at home, he would let me stand in the corner of the wall, as long as I made a little movement, the next second he would slap me on the head.
But I didn't last long, and after I went to school, he rarely went home, and in the end he didn't come back at all.
He didn't come back, I was happy, I didn't have to stand in a military posture anymore, I could go to play with the children, but my mother told me that she was going to move with me a few days after my good days.
"Why do you want to move? I just got acquainted with Xiaojie in the next building, and he said that next time he would bring me Ultraman, I won't leave!"
"Obedient Xiaomo, mom will take you to a new place, you will have new friends, and after you move, mom will buy you delicious food. ”
"I don't want to! I'm going to be here, I won't go, I'm not leaving. "I lay on the ground and spilled, and I resisted with my mom strongly.
"Bang", my mother slapped me, she had never hit me before, reluctant to move a finger of me, and now she beat me for the matter of moving, I understand that she is really angry, I dare not resist anymore, I can only obediently obey.
She moved me to a new city, I re-entered a school, and at first everything was as normal in my life, but over time, my life was slowly changed.
My mother is a woman with a child, and she has to make money and take care of me, so she will naturally lack skills, and after living in a new place for a long time, they see my mother a beautiful young woman raising children alone, and some rumors come out.
"That woman is alone with a child, and has never seen her husband, could she be a widow?"
"Maybe it's a little lover raised by a big man outside, you look at her appearance and figure, there must be many men who like her, maybe this child is the illegitimate son of the big guy. ”
At first, they only said these things in private, but then they began to avoid people, and they would deliberately say when my mother passed by, my mother was soft and didn't dare to quarrel with others, and when she heard others say this, she could only leave stupidly.
She didn't defend herself, and those who chewed her tongue didn't react when they saw her, and they thought they were right, and the rumors intensified.
In the family home where we lived, there were classmates from my new school, and when they heard too much about slandering my mother, they began to spread the word in the school.
"Zhou Weimo, I hate you the most, I pretend to be very serious in class every day, what's the use of you studying well? ”
"That's it, my mother said that he didn't even know who his mother had born to an illegitimate child, otherwise how could he have his mother's surname. ”
"Let's not play with him, no one wants kids. ”
"No, I have a father!"
"Why don't you bring it to us if you have a father? Don't lie, liar!"
"骗子!" ”
I was dumbfounded, I really couldn't show my dad to them.
I was bullied at school, and when I got home, I could only lose my temper at my mother, throw myself at her, and ask her to let my father come back.
"Baby, obedient, dad has something very important to be busy, bear with it, endure it and it will pass. ”
She always said to put up with it, but until I put up with it until I went to high school, my dad didn't come back.
Ever since I was bullied by my classmates, I stopped studying seriously and I began to crave some "heroism".
When I was in high school, there were often thugs gathered in the alley next to the school, and fifteen or sixteen-year-old boys always had some rebellion in their hearts, so I became one of them.
My mother was busy earning money and didn't have much time to take care of me, so I slept in school during the day, and after school, I went to go online with some big social brothers.
At first, the teacher still controlled me, but later found out that I was disobedient, so he simply gave up on me and let me go.
I spent my freshman year in an Internet café, and my mom didn't know what business to do outside, so I didn't care, she came back later and later, and I had more time to go to the Internet café all night.
By the time I was a sophomore in high school, I was completely uninterested in studying, and for me, I was a kid without a father anyway, so what was the use of studying well.
One day after school, I walked to the alley as usual, but I didn't expect to be two steps out of the school gate when I heard someone calling me.
"Little ink!"
The sound was familiar, thick and magnetic, but I couldn't remember where I had heard it, so I turned my head away.
Seeing the person clearly, I was stunned, his hair was long, his chin was full of huqing, his eyes were red, and he didn't have a good rest.
"Dad?" I called tentatively.
"Hey!"
"Dad!" I tried to rush over and hug him, but I stopped.
"Where have you been all these years! You've never come to see me and my mother, and you haven't even made a phone call, are you such a father? Why are you coming back now?"
"I'm sorry Xiaomo, it's Dad who is sorry for you, Dad has something very important to deal with, so he left without saying a word, making you and your mother feel wronged. ”
I cried with joy, but my mouth still refused to budge, "I won't forgive you, you don't deserve to be a father at all." ”
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Dad didn't want you to forgive me, as long as I can see my son grow up healthy, I'm very satisfied. ”
"I want you to apologize to my mother!"
In the end, Xu Fangmian followed me home, and many people looked at us along the way in the community.
When I got upstairs, I said to him, "My mom probably won't be able to get off work late, so you can sit down first and wait for her to come back." ”
"Okay, Xiaomo, don't you have to study at night?"
"Mind my business!"
He was yelled at me and didn't say anything more, he hung his head down, and when I saw him like this, I turned around and went back to the bedroom to play with my phone.
I don't know how long it was, but I fell asleep in a daze.
In my sleep, I heard the door open in the living room, followed by my mother's voice.
"Xu Fangmian, why are you back?"
"Wife, my ...... The work is done, the leader gave me a long vacation, and I can accompany you well. ”
"You get out, you get out!" my mom started shouting.
I was afraid that she would drive my dad away, so I hurriedly got up and prepared to stop him, but if my dad left, we didn't know what we were going to be scolded for.
"Wife, don't be angry, it was my fault before, I will definitely make up for you and Xiaomo in the future, don't be angry. ”
"I'll let you out! Go and stand outside the door, let them see! I, Zhou Yingying, am not the junior or widow they say, I also have a husband! My son also has a father! My husband is back healthy and healthy!"
My mother shouted with all her might, as if to be heard by the whole building, and I understood her thoughts, and ran to open the balcony window.
In the end, my dad really listened to my mom and went to the door to punish the station, and my mom was happy and cooked with the door wide open.
Our family didn't close the door when we ate, the door and window were open for a day, and all three of us were cold, and if it weren't for my strong opposition in the end, I guess my mother would have left the door open for sleep.
After my dad came back, my mom didn't have to work so hard, she took a leave of absence to stay at home with my dad.
The two of them are like glue every day, as if they have just fallen in love, they are happy, I am the one who is in pain, and they have more time to care about me when they are free.
My mother was suspicious of my poor academic performance, and when she asked me, I used the reason that my high school courses were difficult, and I pushed me to the cram school.
Fortunately, I'm sitting in an internet café when my dad pulls his ears out in front of my friends.
"I said, why are you doing so badly, and you come to the Internet every day, right?"
"It hurts, it hurts, Dad, you're a scout, how do you know I'm here?" I obviously saw his expression stunned, and then changed his demeanor.
"Don't talk to me about those who don't, I said why didn't I see you study at night last time, and I came to the Internet every day, the second year of high school is a critical period, if you don't study hard, what if you can't get into college in the future?"
I didn't want to listen to his nagging, so I turned and walked back to where I was home.
In fact, what I didn't tell him was that I was planning to study seriously, and today was the last time I came to the Internet café, and I would study hard in the future, be admitted to university, and make my parents happy.
After my dad came back, he set up a store at the entrance of the community, he opened a small supermarket, and every time he ran to buy and receive goods, arrange the shelves, we have a large flow of people, and his small supermarket quickly started.
After the business grew, my mom also quit her job to help, and our lives got better and better.
Fortunately, my own foundation is not bad, and it is not too late to pick it up again in the second year of high school, although I can't compare to those hard-working classmates, but my name barely appears on the list of the top 200 years.
"Brother Mo, what's going on lately, have you started to study hard? Or did you copy too much this time?"
"Go, go, which exam have you seen me copy? I don't even bother to copy, it's just a real level. ”
When I showed my parents the report card, they were so happy that my dad cooked dinner for me.
I thought my life was going to be better.
After the college entrance examination, my grades were not very good, but they also exceeded the score line of the second book.
"I don't have any special skills, but this body is quite sturdy, or I should go to the police academy, become a police officer, and I will be able to protect more people in the future." ”
Dad didn't speak for a long time, and there was a kind of indescribable meaning in his eyes when he looked at me.
"Okay, Daddy has your back. It was a long time before he spoke.
And when my mom found out that all five of my volunteers had applied for the police academy, she was angry.
"No! absolutely not, you should change it quickly!"
"Why Mom, if you volunteer to submit it, you can't change it. ”
"Absolutely not, you can't be a policeman, if you don't repeat your studies for a year, son, you can't..."
"Mom, don't worry about me, I said when I was a child, I want to protect you, protect more people, you were bullied, poked in the back and scolded, I was too weak to help you get ahead, I don't want me to be so cowardly all my life, I want to be a policeman, to protect more people. ”
She didn't say anything more, acquiescing to my actions.
I was accepted into the Yunnan Police College, and soon I started my university career, majoring in traffic management engineering, and the course was quite easy.
Our dormitory is a mixed dormitory with different majors, and one of my classmates, Fu Hui, is an anti-narcotics student.
"What do you usually learn about anti-narcotics?"
"Recognize the types of drugs, such as white powder, ecstasy, magu, happy water, etc., and learn drug prevention and occupational protection, there are many types. ”
"It sounds complicated, why do you want to study this major, it's a very dangerous thing to be an anti-narcotics policeman. ”
"My dad is an anti-narcotics policeman, he died when I was in junior high school, I want to fulfill his last wish again, in this world, there must always be people who choose to walk in the dark for the stability and light of society, and protect the peace of the country. ”
One evening in the final week of my sophomore year, I received a call from my mother, "Xiaomo, your dad is ...... He was hit by a car when he went to buy goods, and he choked on the spot...... I was afraid of delaying your exam, so I didn't dare to tell you, but now that you're on vacation, come back and see him. ”
My mother's words were a blow to me, and I had only enjoyed the father-son relationship for a few short years, and now my father has passed away.
Fu Hui kept comforting me, I packed my luggage in a daze and got on the train home.
There was no portrait of my father at home, so I asked my mother, "Why is there no portrait of my father?" and where is his grave?"
"When your father had an accident, he was crushed by a truck, his facial features were blurred, and there was no photo of him at home, so there was no posthumous image, so I went back to my hometown and buried him under the locust tree in the yard. ”
After listening to my mother's words, I began to rummage around the house, and sure enough, I couldn't find a picture of my father, thinking about it for so many years, until he died, we couldn't take a group photo, and I broke the embankment through tears.
After Dad left, Mom's whole body seemed to be drained of her soul, and she lived the same life as before, sitting at home every day.
I spent the summer holidays at home with my mother, during which her phone kept ringing, mostly asking if the supermarket was still open.
After all, this supermarket was my father's brainchild, and I didn't want to watch it fall like this, so I asked my mother for the key to reopen the store.
Some regular customers who come often will chat a few words when they see me alone in the store.
"Boss, have you changed? You are Xiao Xu's son, the two really look alike, what about your father?"
He ...... Something, I can't come for a while. "I didn't want to talk to people too much, so I casually passed it on.
"Two days ago, I saw that your supermarket had been closed, and I thought something was wrong, just fine. ”
I sat alone in the store, thinking back to the good old days of those few short years.
"Dad, your ice cream is good, give me some to eat." ”
"This kid, today is the sixth ice cream you've eaten, and your family is going to be poor by you. "My dad pretended to intimidate me.
"Oh, if he wants to eat, let him eat it, and there are not a few of them at home, Xiaomo, don't eat diarrhea, won't there be a second-model exam at school tomorrow." ”
"The last one! The last one! Mom, you can try it too. ”
The scenes of the past seem to be vivid, and this small supermarket may never have laughter again.
I bought and stocked up like my father before me, and I often longed for him to come out from behind and point out my mistakes.
"Dad, I miss you. ”
The summer vacation passed quickly, my mom seemed to have come out of the pain, she started the supermarket again, and I went back to school with a peace of mind.
Compared to Fu Hui's, my classes are a little less, and he will always pull me to skip classes when I have nothing to do.
"Listen more, you may be able to use these things when you go out of society in the future, I'm doing it for your good. ”
"I don't think so, you want to bring me along because you're too bored in class alone. ”
"Hey, it's good to be good after a lot of skills. ”
Under the influence of Fu Hui, I also learned a lot about anti-drug knowledge.
When I graduated from university, I didn't choose to become a people's policeman, but returned to my hometown and took over the supermarket from my mother.
The mother's health is getting worse day by day, because of the long-term housework, coupled with a long period of depression, followed by various complications.
She wanted me to return to my hometown, on the one hand, to be able to see me all the time, and on the other hand, she also wanted my father's supermarket to continue to open.
In fact, I understand that she is still unwilling to let me become a people's policeman, but I don't know the specific reason.
Anyway, the supermarket is back in my hands, I worked hard to learn my dad's management methods and inventory control, the supermarket is getting bigger and bigger by me, I also recruit new employees to help, from marketing to customer service, I take care of everything in order.
The small supermarket has regained its former vitality and vitality, and I used the money I earned to treat my mother, although the death of my father is an insurmountable pain in the hearts of my mother and me, but life must go on.
For many years, I was so engrossed in the family business that I had no time to fall in love, but now that the business is stable, my mother urged me away without worrying.
"Xiaomo, I arranged a blind date for you, will you meet the girl then?"
I didn't refuse, I met with each other, and the other person was really my type of person, and the two of us quickly came together.
One typical evening, I returned to the supermarket after a date and sat at the cash register to chat with her.
Suddenly, the wind chimes rang at the door, and I didn't even raise my head, but said casually.
"Boss, come and pack betel nut. The voice was familiar, reminding me of my sophomore night when my father stopped me at the school gate.
I raised my head and looked at the other person, this face was familiar to me, although there was a long scar on the right side of my face, and I was blind in one eye, but the facial features were my dad's "Dad!" I subconsciously cried out.
"Young man, don't be confused, who is your father. There was a moment of panic in his eyes, and he gave me a look.
"Zhang Bing, are you okay? buy a betel nut to grind and chirp. "A bearded man walked in from outside and shouted at my dad.
"Twenty dollars, I'll sweep you. I took out a pack of betel nuts and handed it to him, and he paid and turned away.
Where is Zhang Bing, he is my father, I rushed to the door, looked at his back from afar, and secretly took a photo.
When I got home in the evening, I showed the picture to my mother, and when I asked her, she told me a secret truth.
My father, Xu Fangmian, an anti-narcotics policeman of the People's Republic of China, left the two of us without saying a word when he was a child, just for a mission.
This time he and my mom staged a fake death scene in order to go undercover in a drug dealer's den, not only to deceive me, but also to all the people around him who had seen him.
Knowing the news, I hadn't been able to fully digest it before I received the news of my dad's death.
My mother took me to the army, and a group of neat people in military uniforms were now together, led by a jar of ashes in their hands.
"Mom, it's not fun to play the same play twice. "I thought she was still lying to me.
"Zhou Weimo, this time it's true. Her eyes were rosy, and her whole body was about to shatter.
In the past, even if I had poor grades and disobedience, she never called me by my name, but this time I realized that maybe it was true.
"Comrade Xu Fangmian went deep into the drug den as an undercover agent, the drug dealer leader may be suspicious of him, so he will let him go to your supermarket to buy things, your father happened to be heard by the people outside the door, the boss had the idea of killing the wrong person rather than letting go, and ...... him"
I didn't listen to the rest of the words, and I didn't have the strength to go home.
When I reacted, I found that I was holding a photo frame sealed with a black cloth in my arms, and when I opened it, it was a picture of my father.
My mom couldn't take the blow so suddenly, and a week after learning of my father's death, she had swallowed sleeping pills in her room, and by the time I found out, she had already choked her breath.
I buried my mother, closed the supermarket, broke up with my girlfriend, simply packed my bags, and headed to my dad's army, this time, I wanted to really inherit his mantle.
Sirens 365891 enabled.
Siren 365891 sealed.
Police 365891 Shige.
The story in this article is fictional, please look at it rationally