In the ward, an 8-year-old girl left a suicide note and left this world, the suicide note was written to her adoptive father, "She hopes that her adoptive father will not be sad, do not jump off the building, and must live strongly." ”
This girl's name is She Yan, 8 years ago by her adoptive father She Shiyou picked up and raised home, 8 years later she suffered from leukemia, and her adoptive father She Shiyou needed to take out 300,000 yuan for her surgery, but there were still many complications after the operation.
She Yan knew that her time was running out, so she left that suicide note for her adoptive father and went to another world.
This suicide note warmed the world and touched many people.
1. An 8-year-old girl writes a suicide note.
In 2005, She Yan, an 8-year-old girl in Sichuan, had undergone an operation, and her leukemia was finally controlled, but she did not expect that there were many complications after the operation, including sepsis, gastrointestinal bleeding, etc.
The most serious of these was gastrointestinal bleeding, and She Yan could not eat for a whole month, and could only inject some liquid food through the catheter.
She Yan is an obedient girl, according to the doctor's instructions, she did not eat, but despite this, She Yan still felt that the complications on her body were invading her.
Watching herself being tormented by illness day by day, She Yan thought that even if her leukemia was under control, she could still leave this world.
She Yan is most at ease with her adoptive father She Shiyou, who was adopted by She Shiyou 8 years ago and pulled her home with hard work until she was 8 years old.
She Yan hasn't repaid She Shiyou's kindness, and now she is implicating She Shiyou, thinking about it, She Yan left a suicide note for She Shiyou.
This suicide note is very moving, it is She Yan's advice to her adoptive father She Shiyou, the suicide note wrote, "After her death, I hope that her adoptive father She Shiyou will not be sad, do not jump off the building, and must live strongly." ”
At the end of the suicide note, he wrote down a few phone numbers, which were all well-wishers, hoping that his adoptive father, She Shiyou, would call the above number when he needed help.
After writing the suicide note, She Yan hid the suicide note under her pillow.
About an 8-year-old girl's intuition is very accurate, and sure enough, less than a month later, She Yan aggravated the situation of gastrointestinal bleeding on the spot because she secretly ate some instant noodles, and She Yan left this world forever.
Adoptive father She Shiyou cried for a day and a night, his eyes were red from crying, and when he saw the suicide note left by his adopted daughter, he was even more choked up and couldn't stand up.
Those well-wishers also shed tears unconsciously, and everyone unconsciously pushed their thoughts to 8 years ago, when She Shiyou had just picked up She Yan home .......
2. She Shiyou adopted She Yan 8 years ago.
In 1997, She Shiyou was still a single, helpless, living a lonely life, in order to make a living, She Shiyou could only go to a nearby town to do odd jobs, and life was like this.
She Shiyou's family is poor, and there are many matchmakers who are trying to introduce her to She's friends, but as soon as the other party saw the conditions of She Shiyou's family, they turned their heads and left, and no girl from any family was willing to marry She Shiyou.
Over time, She Shiyou has actually developed an inferiority complex, and he does not dare to take the initiative to meet his blind date, and he usually commutes to work alone.
At that time, She Shiyou thought that he might be lonely for a lifetime, but he didn't expect that one day, fate made him meet She Yan.
That day, She Shiyou was commuting from the town and walking home, but when he was about to get home, he heard a baby's cry on the grass next to him.
It was a baby girl, and there was a note in the package with the date of birth, and She Shiyou quickly understood, "This baby girl was abandoned by her biological parents." ”
At that time, She Shiyou was very hesitant, her own conditions were really limited, she could only put down the baby and go home by herself, but after walking less than 50 meters, She Shiyou turned back, and he ran back to see the poor baby girl under the drive of kindness.
At that time, the night had fallen, the cold wind was blowing, She Shiyou couldn't bear it, and finally returned home with the baby girl in his arms.
In fact, in the first few days, She Shiyou did not plan to adopt the baby girl, but just wanted to take care of her for a few days, waiting for her biological parents to come and claim her, but a week later, she couldn't wait for the child's biological parents.
And She Shiyou gradually developed feelings for the baby girl during this week's relationship, and finally adopted her and named her "She Yan".
She Yan was born thin and small, and she couldn't eat bottles, and often cried for no reason, so She Shiyou could only buy goat milk, and then pour the goat milk into a small bowl, and feed it to She Yan spoonful by spoonful.
While feeding, pat her on the back and coax her with a wave drum.
In fact, it takes more than half an hour to feed a small bowl of goat's milk.
After feeding for a few days, She Yan finally turned ruddy and recovered a little, she finally stopped crying for no reason, and She Shiyou could sleep well.
But gradually, She Shiyou began to worry about She Yan's body again: She Yan has poor resistance and often has a cold and fever.
So in the first few months of adopting She Yan, She Shiyou often took She Yan to a small clinic for infusions, so that her cold would heal as soon as possible.
At She Shiyou's insistence, it wasn't until She Yan was over a year old that her physical condition finally stabilized.
It wasn't until this time that She Shiyou really put his mind at ease.
She Yan is one to three years old, this age group is the happiest day for She Shiyou, because at this time She Yan can already walk, and she can also call She Shiyou "Dad" in a milky voice, and at this time She Yan has not yet gone to school, there is enough time to accompany She Shiyou, and She Shiyou does not have to worry about her tuition.
During that time, She Shiyou's heart also gained a sense of satisfaction, it was difficult for her to find a daughter-in-law, and there was no one to accompany her, but She Yan's arrival made him get a lot of happiness in the lonely and helpless days.
Unknowingly, She Shiyou has already treated She Yan as her own daughter.
In the blink of an eye, She Yan was three years old, and when she reached the age of going to school, She Shiyou did not hesitate to register her and bought her a new schoolbag.
For She Yan to go to school, She Shiyou only thinks that she should not be illiterate and fulfill her responsibilities.
Unexpectedly, She Yan seemed to have come to repay her kindness, and her academic performance was very good.
Every exam is more than 90 points, and even full scores, the most common name read by the teacher at the parent-teacher conference is She Yan, She Shiyou's face is also happy, and he is finally decent.
At that time, She Shiyou also changed her mind, no longer satisfied with the requirement that her daughter should not be illiterate, but cultivated She Yan more dedicatedly, hoping that she would be able to enter a prestigious university in the future.
For this reason, She Shiyou, who is illiterate, deliberately went to the waste recycling station to buy some useful books in the recycling station at a low price for She Yan to read, and also went to find children a few years older than She Yan, and borrowed the textbooks they had read, so that She Yan could take advantage of the winter and summer vacations to preview and read early.
Although She Shiyou's approach didn't make much difference, it was a heavy love as a father.
3. She Yan had a sudden accident.
Originally, the life of the father and daughter had been getting better day by day, but when She Yan was 8 years old, an accident happened unexpectedly.
Since that year, She Yan's body has gradually weakened, and she has nosebleeds from time to time, especially when she is in physical education class, she Yan will unconsciously have nosebleeds after running a few steps, and it is difficult to stop.
At that time, She Yan had gradually stopped attending physical education classes, but she still had occasional nosebleeds.
Even when she returned home, She Shiyou no longer asked She Yan to do any housework, and She Yan's nosebleed still did not improve.
The father, She Shiyou, realized that his daughter should be suffering from a very serious illness, and took She Yan to the hospital for examination, and She Yan was found to have acute leukemia.
Due to the seriousness of her condition, She Yan did not go home at all, but stayed in the hospital and began to receive treatment, while her father She Shiyou stayed by her side to take care of her.
However, because it is acute leukemia, it is necessary to have surgery quickly, but the operation fee needs 300,000 yuan, and She Shiyou can't get this money anyway, so She Shiyou can only think of a way everywhere.
She Shiyou returned home and asked the villagers to borrow money, and asked his relatives to open their mouths, although everyone was willing to help She Shiyou, but after all, their ability was also limited, and She Shiyou still couldn't make up enough for She Yan's surgery for several days.
One day, She Shiyou came to She Yan's ward with a sad expression and stayed for 5 minutes without saying a word, "He felt ashamed that he had never been able to make up enough for his daughter's surgery, and he was worried about what to do with his daughter's follow-up treatment?"
At this time, She Yan took out a note from under the pillow, and after seeing this note, She Shiyou was a little incredible, it turned out that 8-year-old She Yan had already written a voluntary waiver of treatment agreement and stuffed it to She Shiyou, hoping that She Shiyou could take it to the doctor, and hoped that She Shiyou would go through the discharge procedures for her and take her out of the hospital.
At that moment, She Shiyou felt so guilty that he folded the note and told She Yan, "Daughter, let's not go home, continue to receive treatment, Dad will never give up on you." ”
Unexpectedly, She Yan said, "Dad, I was originally picked up by you, and you have already paid too much for me, so there is really no need to bother with me." ”
She Shiyou stood in place, a little unable to believe what he heard, "When did my daughter know that she was not biological?"
Before She Shiyou asked, She Yan told She Shiyou again, "Dad, I have never had a mother, and the neighbors also said that you have never been married, so I knew at that time that I was a child adopted by you." ”
It was only at this time that She Shiyou personally admitted that he was She Yan's adoptive father.
And She Shiyou, the adoptive father, was ultimately powerless in the face of She Yan's illness.
He never managed to scrape together 300,000 yuan for She Yan's surgery, so he had no choice but to go through the discharge procedures for She Yan and return home with She Yan.
She Yan has given up on treatment.
Fourth, well-wishers donated money to She Shiyou and She Yan.
Just when the father and daughter gave up hope, a kind reporter wrote an article for them, which touched many netizens, and netizens quickly raised enough money for them to pay for the operation.
The father and daughter returned to the hospital, and She Yan underwent surgery as scheduled, but various complications appeared after the operation.
The most serious of them was gastrointestinal bleeding, which required She Yan not to eat for a month, and could only take a liquid diet through a catheter.
She Yan was also very obedient and did not eat, but she still felt very weak, as if she couldn't survive this hurdle.
Those days were the saddest days for She Yan, she often sat by the window, looking at the scenery outside the window in a daze, she vaguely felt that her illness might not be cured, maybe she was about to leave her father She Shiyou, and she was too depressed.
She Yan often took a photo with her father, looked at it carefully, couldn't get enough of it, and she would unconsciously shed tears when she looked at it.
In her heart, she has long regarded She Shiyou as her biological father, and she also knows that She Shiyou regards her as her biological daughter, but now She Yan's regret is, "As long as I can't survive, it is equivalent to my father's nurturing grace not being repaid at all." ”
Every time she thinks of this, She Yan is very sad, so whenever a well-wisher comes to visit her in front of the hospital bed, she will definitely write down the other party's phone number in her notebook, in fact, she wrote down these numbers for her father She Shiyou, thinking that after her death, these kind-hearted people can help her father.
Unexpectedly, fate did not favor this poor little girl, and after a while, She Yan's body became even weaker, and her condition was visibly tormenting She Yan.
She Yan's intuition told her, "She probably really doesn't have much time", and in order not to leave regrets, she wrote the suicide note.
On the 24th day of She Yan's fasting, she already felt extremely weak that day, and at this time she wanted to eat the instant noodles on the table very much, and she couldn't hold back for a while, She Yan ate a few bites of instant noodles, but she didn't expect that less than half an hour later, She Yan's digestive tract hemorrhage worsened.
Although the doctor rescued She Yan, it still failed to save her life, and the 8-year-old She Yan left this world forever, and also left her adoptive father She Shiyou, who loved her the most.
She Shiyou couldn't believe it when she learned the news of her daughter's death, she still thought that her daughter's leukemia was under control and she would be able to survive, so he stood in place for 5 minutes until someone reminded him, he came to his senses, and then there were tears that couldn't be wiped away.
She Shiyou cried almost all day, his eyes were red from crying, and he couldn't sleep at night because he was too sad.
When he saw the suicide note left by She Yan, he couldn't help sobbing and choking, all the sad words were not enough to describe how he felt at that time.
Even when he returned home, She Shiyou still held the photo of his daughter and did not look away for several minutes.
She Shiyou has paid too much for his daughter, and he is full of hope for his daughter's recovery, but his daughter still left him forever.
After She Yan passed away, She Shiyou's mental state could not be slowed down for several months, his food was not delicious, he was often in a daze when he worked, and even his body was dragged down.
Later, She Shiyou thought, "My daughter has passed away, and I should live better to live up to my daughter's hopes", so since then he has been comforting himself and making himself must live strongly.
After adjusting for a while, She Shiyou really got out of her sadness and began to live as optimistic as her daughter thought.
She Shiyou thought, "In this way, my daughter should be able to relax in another world." ”
Now that 18 years have passed, She Shiyou has long hidden his thoughts about his daughter in a corner of his heart, but unexpectedly, the suicide note left by She Yan has been remembered by netizens and is still being discussed.
Some netizens feel that She Yan is too sensible, "She is only 8 years old, but she thinks about not affecting her adoptive father and arranging her own funeral, compared to children of the same age, it is really rare to have such an idea", netizens said that She Yan's suicide note warmed the world.
Indeed, the father and daughter weave a beautiful story with love, and every time they read it, they can't help but cry.
The last thing I want to say is that this world is always full of warmth, when well-wishers learned that She Shiyou was worried about her daughter's surgery, they did not hesitate to lend a helping hand, donated money for She Yan, and performed surgery for She Yan in time, although She Yan still did not survive, but the hearts of well-wishers have been fulfilled, and they still passed on the warmth to the father and daughter.
Indeed, although the tragedy has been caused, the goodwill has been passed on, allowing us to see the beautiful scenes, and also let us realize that there is great love and warmth in the world, and it is the existence of these kind-hearted people that makes us no longer afraid of difficulties.
What do you think about this?