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In 2012, a sudden car accident shattered our happy family, and my husband was killed in the car accident, leaving me and my 14-year-old daughter to rely on each other.
However, what I didn't expect was that over the years, I worked hard to earn money for my daughter's school in order to make a living as a nanny, but she was full of resentment towards me.
After my daughter graduated from college, she married out of town despite my objections, and her married life was also dealt with in a mess, and the day after my daughter gave birth, I was awakened by a distress call from her.
When I rushed to my daughter's house, I was pushed to the ground hard, and my son-in-law's words also made me secretly swear that I would cut off contact with the family from now on.
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Our family's family conditions are not good, I am the only child in the family, when I graduated from junior high school, I dropped out of school to work, this way to crawl and roll, as a nanny, as a confinement wife, but also in the shopping mall department store did the work of a cabinet sister.
Finally, under the introduction of a good friend, I met my husband, who is a small contractor, although the level of ability is average, but in my circle, he is already considered rich.
After two years of love, my husband and I successfully entered the palace of marriage, my husband is a delicate person, but he has an extremely annoying flaw.
is a love of drinking, probably because of work, my husband often drinks crookedly in the middle of the night before returning home, because of this matter, the two of us have no less conflicts.
There was even a time when my drunken husband threw up all over the house as soon as he entered the house, and I was two months pregnant at that time, and I looked at my husband as if he couldn't hold up the wall with mud.
I slapped him back with a resounding slap and slapped him out of his drunken state, and although my husband loved to drink, he didn't have any other bad habits.
In all fairness, he was very good to me, and sometimes I forgot some things, and he remembered them, so I didn't ask much of him, and maybe it was a bad decision that indirectly contributed to his love of drinking.
In fact, at that time, I really didn't think too much about the problems that drinking would bring, and at that time, in my opinion, men are usually stressed, and it is normal to drink some alcohol to numb themselves.
In addition, my husband doesn't have any hobbies, he can't smoke, and he can't even play mahjong, so when he drinks, I think he's venting on himself, and he usually doesn't interfere.
Since the birth of our two children, my husband has been drinking less often, probably thinking about having a daughter at home, and most of his energy is devoted to work, and he rarely goes to "party" with friends.
Unless he is a last resort, in order to win a certain project, he will get drunk, and at this time, he will secretly go home when his daughter is asleep.
Holding my hand and sitting all night, babbling about the recent hardships and the grievances in my heart, but what I didn't expect was that I, such a careful husband, did the most irresponsible thing.
When my daughter was 14 years old, a car accident made him resolutely leave us behind and die, and since then I have become a single mother, and my daughter has become a girl who lacks father's love.
My former daughter was lively and cheerful, like a little tail, following me every day, and her little mouth kept talking.
When her husband died, her daughter would cry all night in front of his portrait, and from the next day, her daughter seemed to be a different person and grew up a lot.
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At that time, I was always worried about my daughter's psychological problems, and even took her to see a psychiatrist, but after the doctor's examination, it was determined that there was nothing wrong with my daughter.
And my daughter often comforts me, everything must look forward, things will always get better, I was also touched by my daughter who grew up overnight, I made up my mind to rely on my own efforts, even if I smashed the pot and sold iron, I must provide for my daughter.
A single mother with no education and a daughter, the only way I can think of is to be a family nanny.
As the demand for confinement nannies became higher and higher, I resolutely took the confinement nanny certificate and worked hard at various employers' homes, while spending less and less time with my daughter, and it was rare for us to see each other almost once in half a year.
Every time I need to solve something, I usually use money to solve it, I get a salary of six or seven thousand a month, I don't have to worry about eating and drinking, and it is more than enough for my daughter, and I even began to save her dowry for my daughter.
I fantasized about my daughter wearing a wedding dress and getting married, and then I forgot my daughter's feelings when I was working hard.
I found that I was less and less with her, and before I knew it, the relationship between our mother and daughter was getting worse and worse, there were emotional cracks, and even my daughter was dissatisfied with me as a mother from the bottom of her heart.
On my daughter's 18th birthday, I didn't accompany her for her birthday because of something at home with my employer, so I booked a hotel for her, asked her to invite her classmates to celebrate together, and ordered her a cake that I had carefully selected for a long time.
But three days after my daughter's birthday, I went home, not because I had time to rest, but because my daughter had turned in a blank paper for the exam, and I was invited to school by the teacher.
When I got home, I hated my daughter and slapped her big mouth, but my daughter stubbornly didn't shed a single tear, glared at me fiercely, and asked me why I didn't care about her all these years, why did I leave her alone to face all this?
At this time, I realized that my daughter's mind is so delicate, and I also realized that my daughter is such a loveless child, I can't answer my daughter's question, I want to explain but I don't know where to start.
I hugged my daughter and cried bitterly, my daughter was still silent in my arms, still did not shed a single tear, I always found time to accompany my daughter later, but for work reasons, I only have two or three days of vacation a month, which does not help my daughter make up for it at all.
Soon, my daughter went to college and was away from home alone, at this time I felt very guilty and worried about my daughter, but my daughter has been living alone all these years and is very independent, which also makes me feel extremely gratified.
During the years of college life, my daughter was very competitive, got a scholarship every year, and won a lot of awards, and after graduation, she was assigned to a good local company for an internship.
In the second year after graduation, my daughter told me that she was in love and wanted to marry her boyfriend, so I packed my bags and went to my daughter's city to meet with the man's parents.
In the face of my single mother from a small place, the other party's ignorance made me feel very angry, and when I wanted to slam the door and leave, my daughter secretly told me that she already had a man's child.
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At this time, I was like a bolt from the blue, my heart was hated and guilty, I forced to sit down and negotiate with the other party, and finally the two families decided to let their daughter and son-in-law hold a wedding in two months under my continuous regression.
On the day of the wedding, seeing that the dense relatives and friends in the audience were all from the man's family, my heart was even more empty, and I was afraid that my daughter would be wronged in the man's family, so I sold the house and gave all my savings to my daughter as a dowry.
When my daughter's family found out, we had less and less contact with each other, but every week, my daughter would make at least two video calls to me, and it was very uncomfortable to watch my daughter on the other end of the phone lose weight.
Because I can't stay with my daughter for a long time, I often send some supplements to my daughter, wanting to do a little bit of motherhood, and I also hope that my daughter can get along well with her in-laws.
On the day my daughter gave birth, I was in a hurry because I didn't have a ticket, and I arrived at my daughter's local station in the middle of the night the next day.
I wanted to call my daughter, but who would have thought that my daughter would call my phone, and when I took my daughter's call, I couldn't sit still at all.
The daughter on the other end of the phone cried pear blossoms with rain, and her voice was choked with a sentence Mom I miss you, which broke my heart, I immediately took a taxi to my daughter's house, looking at the in-laws sitting firmly in the living room, and the son-in-law who smoked without saying a word, my fire couldn't help but rise.
I rushed into the room to look at my haggard daughter, only to learn that the original daughter who was recovering from the operation, because of the pain of the wound, the child wanted to eat milk in the middle of the night, she was unable to hold the child to feed, and as a result, the sleeping husband couldn't wake up, and finally the mother-in-law heard the voice and helped her feed the milk together, which made her feel pain and hatred.
I slapped my son-in-law in the face, who would have thought that my son-in-law pushed me to the ground, looking at my stunned expression, he asked me unashamedly, who is not a parent for the first time?
I rushed into the kitchen and picked up the kitchen knife and rushed out, so frightened that my son-in-law directly hugged the head of the rat skewers, and finally under the strong pull of my mother, I put down the anger.
Looking at the mother and son on the other side without any guilt, my heart was so painful that I finally decided to go back to my hometown with my daughter and cut off contact with the family from then on.
After returning home, my daughter was often depressed because she missed my granddaughter, and I quit my job to accompany her at home for confinement, and our mother-daughter relationship became better and better during this time.
With my help, my daughter gradually came out, but people often accused me of this incident, calling me a sinner who broke up my daughter's family and their mother and daughter.
But I didn't feel guilty at all, because only I understood that if I had left at that time, I had chosen to let my in-laws treat my daughter like this.
My daughter will definitely have an even more miserable life in the future, and if I bring my granddaughter back together, then it will be my daughter who will suffer the most in the end!
I'm just standing in the perspective of a mother, thinking about my daughter, I have hurt my daughter in the past, and now I don't want to let her suffer a little more grievances.
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