Li Xueqin is in love, it's so good!
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It's so good, Li Xueqin is in love.
What's even better is that her boyfriend turned out to be Wang Yitong.
How to say it.
Li Xueqin has a vision!
After watching many interviews with Wang Yitong, I also got his charm. Such a boy, which literary young woman can resist?!
Wang Yitong looks like this.
Don't you know?
It doesn't matter, friends, it doesn't matter.
What's important?
Importantly, you're about to be shocked by the awards he's won.
He won the Golden Rooster Award for Best Screenplay;
won the most popular screenwriter at the College Student Film Festival;
won the Movie Night Emerging Actor of the Year;
won the Young Filmbook Screenwriter of the Year;
Honor of the Pingyao Film Festival Tim Ji Project......
Isn't it shocking?
But friends, none of that matters.
For well-informed people with a lot of money, this is false.
What is real?
That is, what kind of person he really is.
Let's take a look at how different Wang Yitong is as a person.
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Director Kong Dashan said: "Everyone screams when they see him, because he meets all the qualifications of a top class, his appearance, talent, and his masterpieces ......."
Awards and reputations.
But Wang Yitong did not mention any awards when describing his achievements.
He summed up what he had gained in half his life, nothing more than the following:
"When I was eight months old, I began to have memories of witnessing a huge red balloon falling from the fourth floor.
In the fifth grade of primary school, he released a peacock from the zoo and was not claimed.
The first short film was filmed during the summer vacation of the freshman year of college, depicting the apocalypse of several high school students.
At present, he has just graduated from graduate school and completed the shooting of his feature-length debut. ”
This kind of record that is far from the mainstream gaze, revealing deconstruction and humor, is very punk and fascinating.
He is best known as a screenwriter for the "Space Exploration Editorial Department".
There is no need to say how good this movie is.
But I want to tell you that he wrote the script.
Poems, too, were written by him.
Let's feel how good the lines in "Space Exploration Editorial Department" are......
You see, he's a poet.
writing poetry in the universe;
Called in time;
In the unreal and the truth, the loss and the existing, find an answer.
Literary and artistic young women disdain money (mainly Li Xueqin is super rich), and feel that her appearance is not worth mentioning (although Wang Yitong is also very handsome), but her talent and aphrodisiac are generally irresistible.
Wang Yitong said in an interview that he now dreams a lot.
Dreams are not as whimsical and colorful as they were in childhood. It's extremely close to reality.
It's like a waking fantasy, and it's like a prediction of the future. Sometimes, it's hard to tell the difference between dream and reality.
"Vertigo is the essence of life. ”
Therefore, the absurdity and surreality of "Cosmic Exploration Editor" are not unfounded.
It's like his life, caught in a corner. Through the flow of light and shadow, he expressed a certain attitude to the world on his behalf.
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If you give him an illustration.
Like the Monkey King.
It's not the Great Sage who breaks through the sky.
It is the Monkey King in another context, who is out of place and is regarded as an outlier.
He said that "Space Exploration" is the same as Journey to the West. The people in the story all have an obsession, have their own confusion, and embark on a journey with their partners.
Wang Yitong and Sun Yitong played by him "jumped out of the Three Realms and were not in the Five Elements".
He doesn't eat the fireworks of the world.
There are no seven emotions and six desires.
He's been waiting for the sparrow to come.
He has a pot on his head, faintly resisting connection with reality.
When the call sounded, he began to search.
Eventually, he followed the sparrow to another unknown dimension. It's like a bird flying from one village to another.
After Sun Yitong's role was completed, Wang Yitong played another person.
"Monkey King".
A Monkey King who was left on the streets of Chengdu and had a "heart like stagnant water".
The clouds of heaven fall to the earth and become desolate outcasts with no way out on earth.
He was forgotten by the times, missed by time.
The world strode forward, and no one looked back at him.
Wang Yitong said that this scene is like a perverse ritual.
A symbol of a retreater.
After the movie came out, Li Xueqin liked it so much that she couldn't say anything.
She said: "It's the kind of good that splits my head and covers my face, and it's the kind of good ...... that even if the director comes up to give me a big comparison, I still want to applaud him with tears in my eyes."
She was asked by the host at the scene to write a three-line poem with a person's name.
The name of the person designated is: Guo Qian.
This means that the format of the three-line poem she will write is:
Guo .......
.........
Qian ........."
If it were you, how would you write it?
Li Xueqin used Wang Yitong as inspiration, did not stop for a second, and wrote a poem.
The verse is:
"The pot can receive signals,
It is also possible to block the signal.
The answer owed to me no one knows. ”
Philosophy and literary meaning are together, rhyme and regret fly together.
It's amazing.
This is a live video, you can pay a respect.
This reminds me of a sentence written by Liao Yimei in "Soft":
"Everybody is lonely. In our lives, it is not uncommon to meet sex and love. What is rare is to meet and understand. ”
One person, understood by another.
One soul, meeting another soul.
The reflections that arise in the meantime are all treasures. If there is still love, it is even more rare!
So, Li Xueqin, you have to love each other well.
Connect well with one person.
also with tenderness and love, hugging the once traumatized self-
Tell yourself that you can wait. You deserve it.
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Li Xueqin was hurt too much.
When she was a child, she was constantly verbally bullied because of her figure.
The scolding followed.
"Fattening."
"Mother boar."
"Death Child."
When I went to junior high school, I fell victim to vulgar jokes again.
When a guy attacks each other, he will say "you are her husband".
She confessed to the boys she loved, but she was all rejected.
"I can't fall in love with you. Because I'm in love with you, my buddies laugh at me. ”
When she got to college, she fell in love with someone.
In her eyes, it was the brightest light of Peking University. She repeatedly expressed her love, and the other party was unmoved.
Li Xueqin asked, "What should I do?"
The boy said, "If you lose weight, I'll be with you." ”
Later, she lost a lot of weight, and the boy agreed to her pursuit. But those "prerequisites of love" are still endless.
At a party, her boyfriend picked up her friend.
Li Xueqin was envious: "How many pounds do I have to lose before you can hug me?"
He looked familiar again.
"I really can't hold you. ”
"You're going to have to lose 100 pounds. ”
Afterward.
She resisted hugging.
I am afraid of being touched by the scar of "weight".
She suffered a lot of emotional wounds and wrapped her inferiority complex with indifference.
In the second semester of her junior year, Li Xueqin suffered from depression.
Desperate, she turned to the school doctor for help.
The school doctor's solution was to ignore her request, almost knelt down, and told the college about her situation so that he could get rid of the pot in time.
In the end, teachers, classmates, and family members knew.
She was hit again.
Later, Li Xueqin went to New York University for graduate school.
I thought that celebrities everywhere would support each other. But seeing that she had just graduated from undergraduate, no one paid attention to her.
She felt particularly empty.
There is also a special lack of belonging.
After returning to China, she and her classmates started their own business.
The situation remains unpleasant.
In January 2019, Li Xueqin made three cuts on her wrist with a knife.
She intended to commit suicide, but failed.
After calming down and stopping the bleeding, continue to complete the unfinished PPT.
By the way, I sent a message to a friend: I just wasted an hour of overtime to commit suicide, and I didn't die.
People always say: "People have to love themselves, beauty is diverse, and fat is also cute." ”
But this kind of consolation does not eliminate the nightmare of reality.
Li Xueqin said:
"I can't comfort myself with that angle. Because the rejection that has been felt all the time is real. ”
She longs to be loved.
Be embraced.
Once, she was on a show and met a girl. The girl was joking with her.
Ring waist. Lift. Let her spin in the air.
The moment she took off the ground, Li Xueqin was surprised.
"Can you really pick me up?!"
"Does that mean I can be liked and loved?"
This small gesture made her have mixed feelings.
"The withered place in my heart is today because of your little sprouts.
You've healed the depths of my soul, a place I once thought was broken. ”
Everyone who has seen this scene has been moved.
Now, she waited for the person who loved her, liked her, and could easily pick her up.
They held hands in the streets.
He would help her button her clothes.
On the road at midnight, running wildly with her on his back.
In the movie, he will echo her stalk of "the end of the universe is Tieling".
Since you say, you are at the end of the universe.
Then I am at the end of the universe, calling for love.
He couldn't help but smile when she spoke.
He is the same as Li Xueqin, with a belly of talent.
A belly of humor.
"We may not be able to find the answer in this life, but we can find companions," she said. “
No matter where this feeling will flow and where it will flow.
But in the process, the lonely whale met the same Hertz in the lonely ocean, and the lonely Qingluan met another Qingluan.
They resonate with the soul.
Attracted to each other.
Because of each other, they are finally consummated.
One is no longer socially afraid.
One no longer looks anxious.
One no longer lives at the junction of dreams and reality.
One no longer thinks about whether he is worthy.
This in itself is already a blessing of fate.
Love has nothing to do with the conditions of the outside world, and it has nothing to do with the evaluation of others. To love is to be purely attracted and attracted, to see and to be seen.
A little less dusty preset.
A little more present.
This is closer to the essence of love than to love magnificently, to love rightly.
Bless you all!
If you can, I hope that time will give you a longer tenderness.