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Preamble:
Jian Kaile, a host who used to be a leader in the entertainment industry, her life experience is embarrassing.
When she was young, she was full of dreams and loved the male god Luo Zhixiang wholeheartedly, even at the expense of giving up her career for him.
However, this fiery affection did not get the reward it deserved, but instead plunged her into a whirlpool of pain.
Today, let's talk about the emotional experience of the host Jian Kaile, and see how she regained her courage from a failed relationship and finally found her own happiness.
She is always in love, and she is crazy about love
Since his debut in 2003, Jian Kaile has been regarded as a star seedling among young hosts.
She is lively and cheerful by nature, and she quickly stood out in the "insect family" and won a group of loyal fans.
She has loved the drama stage since she was a child, and regards hosting as the beginning of her ideal career, and she has worked tirelessly on this road.
Her vitality and affinity have won a lot of popularity, and even if she later transferred to the variety show industry, she still maintains considerable popularity and recognition.
More than ten years later, in 2014, Jian Kaile is already a popular fried chicken in the hosting industry, ranking at the top of the "Most Popular Host" list for several consecutive years.
Some analysts pointed out that if she maintained her popularity and development momentum at that time, she would definitely be able to win in the hosting industry in the future and become a top-notch host at the level of a brother and a sister.
However, at this juncture, she unexpectedly made a decision that puzzled everyone - to leave Dongsen and join the personal studio founded by the popular idol Luo Zhixiang.
This was undoubtedly a major turning point in her career.
For Jian Kaile, the reason why she made a desperate bet to join Luo Zhixiang's company was because she had a deep love for the latter that she could not give up.
This unrequited love sprouted more than ten years ago.
At that time, she was still young, and she only had a slightly infatuated admiration for Luo Zhixiang, looking up to him as a role model and idol in life.
In her barren girl's heart, Luo Zhixiang's heroic and extraordinary artist image is the embodiment of the perfect man in her mind.
With the passage of time, this girlish feeling born of worship gradually sublimated into a warm and simple love.
Going and back, she was wrong again and again
After entering Luo Zhixiang's company, Jian Kaile received unprecedented preferential treatment.
As the only signed artist in the company, all publicity resources and itinerary are concentrated on her alone, which can be said to enjoy super-national treatment.
At the recording site of the show, she often proudly showed off the expensive gifts Luo Zhixiang gave her, such as the valuable Hermes bag, which undoubtedly showed the intimacy between the two.
Once, she even lost her words for a while and directly called Luo Zhixiang her "boyfriend".
On the surface, Jian Kaile seems to be showing off his sweet love affair with his idol.
In fact, during this time, she has been secretly looking forward to really developing a relationship with Luo Zhixiang, and finally walked on the red carpet to become his rightful female companion.
She blindly and paranoidly believes that as long as she is committed to serving by his side, she will one day be able to wait for his formal confession and recognition.
She instinctively dislikes and envies the other women around Luo Zhixiang, because in private she has always regarded him as her "boyfriend" and is lonely.
However, Luo Zhixiang has always treated Jian Kaile as an ordinary assistant and has never taken this relationship seriously.
Only Jian Kaile himself has been living in his own fantasies, unswervingly waiting for that day to come.
Blind to the worldly gaze of the outside world, she immerses herself in the bubble of her own preference, wishful thinking about the love between the two.
A feather on the ground, once woke up from a sweet dream
In this way, Jian Kaile accompanied Luo Zhixiang day after day, using up his best youth.
Her longing for the two to be together in the future has never stopped, and her expectations for the sweet love between the two have never wavered.
She is steadfast in her belief that her hard work by his side will eventually pay off.
It's just that she never imagined that her lonely and sincere efforts would be exchanged for such a painful punishment and price in the end.
In 2020, the derailment scandal of Luo Zhixiang and his assistant Zhou Yangqing, who caused a sensation in the city, was completely exposed.
In an instant, the previous speculations about the ambiguous plot between them finally had explanations and answers.
At that time, Jian Kaile was emotionally broken, and once fell into a semi-crazy state, constantly dialing Luo Zhixiang's phone number on his mobile phone, choking up and asking him if he was really wrong.
She was afraid that her years of dedication and waiting were just an illusion, but she faintly hoped that Luo Zhixiang could give a reasonable explanation, and she was unwilling to end the good memories between them.
At the other end, Luo Zhixiang's tone of response was cold, directly acknowledging the existence of all this, and he was determined to break off with Jian Kaile.
He ruthlessly told Jian Kaile that there was no need to pester himself again, and the two should be written off.
At that moment, all the beautiful dreams in front of Jian Kaile turned into nothing, and the tenderness and sweetness in the dreams disappeared without a trace.
And the passionate longing for love in the past now seems to be nothing more than wishful thinking and self-paralysis.
Regain hope and true love
What Jian Kaile couldn't accept the most was that the cheating woman Zhou Yangqing shouted in public that she needed to undergo a physical examination, which was undoubtedly a great invasion and humiliation of her privacy.
In the face of such unreasonable accusations, she could only reluctantly write a long letter of apology to Zhou Yangqing to express her apology, and made up her mind to announce her complete withdrawal from the entertainment industry and stay away from the root of this sad past.
In this way, she locked herself up, wept bitterly day and night, and fell into despair and self-indulgence all day long.
She never expected that she had spent so much effort and years, and had paid so many sincere feelings, but in the end she couldn't even get a place in Luo Zhixiang's heart, which was simply a delusion and a dream of her own.
Every time he recalls his blind infatuation with love back then, Jian Kaile feels deeply ashamed, as if he has suffered the mockery of life.
She used to be so eager to get together with Luo Zhixiang, but unfortunately she didn't get her wish at all, but suffered unprecedented blows and injuries.
There will always be times in a person's life when they are in distress and born again.
After months of self-exile and brewing, Jian Kaile finally came out of the haze with the patience and encouragement of his friends.
She realized that if she continued to be so negative and decadent, she would only waste her life and waste her precious youth.
Just when she made up her mind to regain her strength and start again, Zhang Jingwen, an old friend for many years, handed her an engagement ring and solemnly expressed that he wanted to give her a new life path and a happy life.
Moved by this unexpected sincere love, Jian Kaile nodded movingly.
At the moment when she stepped on the red carpet in a white wedding dress, she couldn't help but burst into tears.
The ignorant girl has grown up and matured, and she finally waited for someone who really loved her, and waited for a happy harbor that truly belonged to her.
All the previous trauma and haze seemed to disappear at this moment, and her heart was full of sunshine again.
Holding her daughter and listening to her husband's gentle call, Jian Kaile was full of emotion.
She thought that no matter how much suffering and hardship she had gone through before, she finally had her own haven and reliance now.
Her husband Zhang Jingwen's tolerance and understanding of her warmed the coldest and darkest corners of her life and made her see the hope and courage of life again.
The past is like smoke, and she is freed from paranoid unrequited love and embraces a new trajectory of life.
She told herself to always cherish the happiness and possession of the present, and grasp the moment.
Don't waste your youth for the sake of ethereal unrequited love, as you did in the past.
Life is short, and she never wants to repeat the mistakes of the past, leaving regrets and remorse.
With his family by his side, Jian Kaile felt that his heart had found unprecedented peace and fulfillment, as if everything was worth it.
Epilogue:
Kan's life experience is a typical example that reminds us to be cautious and rational in the pursuit of love.
Don't give up your principles and dignity for the sake of love, and don't pin your happiness entirely on others.
Everyone should learn to cherish themselves and face life's setbacks and difficulties bravely.