When I think of this memory, I always feel an indescribable sadness and helplessness in my heart. It was the saddest moment of my life, when I loved someone dearly, but knew we weren't destined to be together.
I met her when I was in college, her name is Lin Wan, and she is a literature student at our school. She was gentle, kind, and always with a faint smile that caught my eye for her. We started to get along slowly, and every time I talked to her, I felt extremely happy and happy.
Gradually, I found myself developing a special affection for Lin Wan, and I fell deeply in love with her. However, I knew that the gap between us was so big, that I was an ordinary engineering boy and that she was a literature student, and that our world seemed so different.
Still, I decided to confess to her, and I wanted to tell her my true feelings. So, on a warm spring day, I found an opportunity to confess my heart to her.
"Lin Wan, I've always wanted to say to you......" I stammered, my heart full of nervousness and anticipation.
She listened quietly, smiling slightly. "Say, I'll listen. ”
I tried my best to tell her about my feelings, and I told her that I loved her deeply and was willing to give everything for her.
However, after Lin Wan listened to my words, she shook her head slightly. "I'm sorry, I don't know how to respond to you, I don't think it's a good fit between us. ”
At that moment, my heart sank to the bottom, and I felt an indescribable despair and sadness. I don't know why, why she rejected me, I only knew that I was deeply hurt once.
Still, I chose to accept it. I understand that love needs to be willing by both parties, and I can't force others to love me. I silently blessed her and hoped that she would find her own happiness.
However, fate doesn't seem so kind to me. While I tried to forget her, I found myself more and more unable to let go of my thoughts about her. Every time I see her, my heart flutters involuntarily, and I don't know how I should deal with this emotional torment.
Until one day, I heard a news about her, and it was a news that shocked me - she was married. When I saw her happy smile, an indescribable sourness and helplessness welled up in my heart. I know that I will never be able to play any role in her life again, and I can only silently wish her happiness and hope that she will be happy.
Time passed slowly, and I struggled to put my life back on track. However, every time I think of her, I still feel an indescribable sadness and melancholy in my heart. I understand that there is nothing saddest in life than loving someone deeply and knowing that we are not destined to be together. This experience made me understand that love is not always beautiful, and sometimes, it can also bring us endless pain and sorrow.