Synopsis:When the heroine got married, her fiancé passed away, and the fiancé also entrusted her to his friend the male protagonist, who took care of her very much, and was slowly attracted by the female protagonist!
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Fu Yunwan pushed open the back window, it was raining outside, Duan Xiang pressed his eyebrows with a hat: "I was ordered by the general to pick up Mrs. Fu." ”
Fu Yunwan was surprised, and there was a kind of relief that he deserved. Maybe deep down, she always knew that Huan Xuan would not leave her alone. "Thank you. ”
Duan Xiang pushed open the window sash: "Fu Niangzi, please forgive your sins." ”
Reaching out to her armpit, Fu Yunwan was lifted out of the window by him like a cloud, Duan Xiang handed over the coat and the fence: "You have to leave quickly." ”
A quarter of an hour later.
Xun Yuan came in the rain: "Fu Niangzi, Liu Zhi is gone, I have to look for him." ”
She searched all over the house and couldn't find Liu Zhi, and now that Huan Xuan is not there, could it be that the emperor made a move on Liu Zhi in order to clear the obstacles?
With a hair in her heart, Xun Yuan knocked on the door several times but didn't hear Fu Yunwan's response, so she couldn't help but push it away: "Fu Niangzi." ”
There was no one in the house, it was raining and there was water everywhere, where did she go? Xun Yuan became more and more panicked, looking around: "Fu Niangzi, where are you?"
"Grandma and grandma," the man ran over in the muddy water, "Oh no, that royal chamberlain is here again, and he is still with soldiers!"
Before he finished speaking, he heard Wang Ping'an's soft and shrill voice: "Your Majesty has a decree to spread that Fu Yun will enter the palace at night!"
Xun Po settled down and went out to salute: "Mrs. Fu is not here." ”
"Not here?" Wang Ping'an smiled, "It's okay, come on, go and invite Fu Niangzi to come out." ”
The soldiers rushed up, and a few rushed straight to the bedroom, but Xun Yuan stopped him sideways: "Slow! This is the inner room of the female dependent, outsiders are not allowed to trespass!"
Huan Xuan Yu Wei was still there, and the soldiers didn't dare to break in for a while, Wang Ping'an walked over with a smile: "You can even enter Your Majesty's harem, this woman, you dare to stop me?"
"General Huan has ordered, no one is allowed to be disrespectful to Fu Niangzi...... Xun Yuan said proudly.
Bang, he had already received a slap on his face, Wang Ping'an stroked his palm, and his face was still smiling: "Come on, drag this crazy old woman away." ”
Xun Yuan's identity is special, even Huan Xuan has respected her as an elder over the years, how could she have suffered this kind of humiliation? At the moment, she blushed and scolded, the soldiers dragged her out and threw her in the mud, Xun Yuan struggled and was pressed down, so hated that her teeth were about to be crushed, even if she fought for her life today, she must not let them take Fu Yunwan away and humiliate Xie Zhan!
Hearing the noise in the room, and seeing the soldiers rummaging around, Wang Ping'an finally walked out: "Where is Fu Yunwan?"
Xun Yuan breathed a sigh of relief, snorted, and spat a mouthful of bloody spit at him.
Wang Ping'an kicked over: "Look for it again!"
Ding Ding Dong is another mess, more than a dozen houses have been turned upside down, where is the shadow of Fu Yunwan? Wang Ping'an felt that he wondered, today's things are all good, and besides, the guards have been secretly staring all the time, and the flies have never flown out for half of them, how could such a big living person disappear?
"The king's chamberlain, it's not too early, why don't you go back to the palace to report to Your Majesty?" reminded the captain who led the team.
The hour is indeed not early, Wang Ping'an was annoyed: "Leave a team here to guard, and the rest will go back to the palace with me!"
A group of people swarmed out, Xun Yuan was helped up by the house slave, and hurriedly ordered: "Hurry up and find Liu Zhi, hurry up and report to the general, hurry, hurry!"
At night, Fu Yunwan dismounted at a nunnery outside the city.
This nunnery only has a small courtyard for the third person, built in the dense forest halfway up the mountainside, it is extremely difficult to find from the outside, Duan Xiang led Fu Yunwan to the backyard: "The general asked Fu Niangzi to live here first, and when he returned to Beijing, he would take Niangzi back to his house." ”
In a small three-room room in the backyard, two female envoys greeted the door and saluted, "Ah Jin, Ah Sui, the general has picked up to serve the lady." Duan Xiang said.
Ah Jin stepped forward to help in addition to the clothes and fences, Ah Sui served hot tea, the charcoal basin in the house was warm, the mother's manuscript was placed on the bookshelf, and Xie Zhan's spiritual position was enshrined on the middle case, Duan Xiang said: "The lady's things are taken from the Fu family, Xie Langjun's coffin is temporarily stored in the Buddha hall, the general said that he will take a lot of time to go, and ask the lady to take care of Xie Langjun." ”
Fu Yunwan choked his throat and nodded. What did she have to worry about? Originally, it was all within her responsibility, but Huan Xuan, who wanted to save her and quietly transport Xie Zhan's coffin, didn't know how much effort she had to plan behind her back.
"The subordinates live in the side room, and if there is anything, the lady just screams. Duan Xiang saluted, "The subordinates retreated." ”
The rain was still falling during the third watch, I don't know what kind of tree it was outside the window, the leaves were facing the rain, and the sound couldn't stop, Fu Yunwan lay on the pillow, thinking that Xie Zhan was alone in the Buddhist hall, would it be cold, would he not be used to it? and thought about whether it was raining on the way to Heyang, Huan Xuan had been drenched in the rain? These days owe him too much, she is a useless person, she doesn't know how to repay, and she doesn't know when she will be able to repay.
The corners of the eyes were wet and dry, dry and wet, and they barely fell asleep until the middle of the night, when the rain sounded under the trees outside the window, and two figures quietly appeared, stared into the window for a moment, and left abruptly.
More than a month later.
Helan really stood under the city gate, tiptoeing and looking up: "Mother, is my brother really coming back today?"
In the brocade car, the eldest princess of Anhe bowed slightly: "Not bad." ”
The news she got from the palace that Huan Xuan had already arranged for the release of the military horses, and returned first, and if she calculated the distance, she should enter Beijing today.
Helan really smiled and said, "Great!"
She jumped up and ran to the front of the car and hugged the eldest princess of Anhe: "Mother, do you say that my brother will be shocked when he sees me coming to pick him up?"
"You," the eldest princess of Anhe pinched her cheek, "I don't know how to be stable when you're so old, they have always liked gentle women, if you want to please him, you'd better be restrained." ”
"Brother is not one of those short-sighted southerners. Helan really muttered, suddenly remembered Fu Yunwan, and subconsciously stood upright, "What a gentleness, it's just pretending to be a fox and deceiving people, don't think I can't see it!
The eldest princess of Anhe shook her head, Fu Yunwan disappeared after Huan Xuan left, and now there are people in the city who say that they were hidden by Huan Xuan, some say that they were brought into the palace by Yuan Xuan, and some say that they are dead, and they are in chaos, and no one knows what is going on. But when it comes to Gong Yu, it's always better to say less: "You don't care about these things, let alone talk about them in front of others." ”
"I know, I'm not stupid. Helan really flattened her mouth, seeing that there was still no trace of Huan Xuan on the road, she couldn't help but get anxious, "It's all here, why hasn't Brother come yet?" No, I'll go to meet him!"
She turned over and got on her horse and rushed out towards the avenue, and the eldest princess of Anhe screamed a few times but couldn't stop, and saw the smoke and dust billowing out, and she had already run away.
"This kid. "The eldest princess of Anhe is faintly a little uneasy, Huan Xuan is scheming, but Helan Zhen is used to pampering the city, if this thing really happens, is it good or bad for Helan Zhen?
"Princess," suddenly heard someone shouting, the eldest princess of Anhe looked back, Mu Wan was riding a horse and was running forward from the city gate, he was burly, with two mustaches on his lips, and he followed one by one when he spoke, "I haven't seen the princess go back to the house for a long time, I don't worry, come and see you." ”
Princess Anhe knew that he was also here for Huan Xuan, and smiled slightly: "I know who you come to see, so you don't need to use me as a raft." ”
Mu Wan laughed hesitantly: "That little pig dog doesn't even recognize his relatives, who wants to see him." ”
Saying this, but also reined in the horse and looked at the official road, Princess Anhe turned her face slightly, and heard him ask again: "Helan really went to greet him? Why did you suddenly figure it out again when you stopped her from looking for that little pig and dog?"
The eldest princess of Anhe thought for a while, and asked rhetorically: "According to your opinion, this matter is not okay?"
On the public road.
Helan Zhenfei also ran forward. The north wind blew cold on his cheeks, but his heart was hot. Huan Xuan is back, she is about to see him! Last time, he was stopped by his mother and never told him, this time he must say it! As long as he says it, he will definitely be as happy as her, he will kiss her and hug her, his chest is so firm, his lips are so beautiful, what is his kiss like?
His heart jumped suddenly, Helan Zhen added a whip, and saw a person and a horse rushing in the distance, seeing that it was Huan Xuan's subordinates, he hurriedly greeted him: "Where is my brother?"
The person who came hurriedly reined in the horse: "Return to the county lord, the general has something to do, and he can only return to the city tomorrow." ”
"What?" Helan was really full of joy and suddenly turned into loss, "Where did he go?"
"The general's private affairs, I don't dare to ask. ”
Smack, Helan really whipped him and said angrily: "Waste!"
Urging the horse to go back and forth on the road, there was a click in his ears, only the sound of his own horse's hooves sounded, Helan really reined in the horse and raised his eyes, but saw the distant mountains and the cold wood, where is Huan Xuan?
In the mountains.
When the incense came back at dusk, Fu Yunwan was at the entrance and habitually looked out.
The nunnery wall is high and deep, and only there is a gap in the tiles here, and you can vaguely see the road up the mountain. The pines and cypresses had weathered the sunset, and a path passed through the branches and stretched into the distance.
Today it's still the same, empty.
Fu Yunwan turned his face, he didn't think about what he was looking at, it just became a habit, and he always had to take a look when he passed by every day.
Pushing the door into the house, my heart suddenly jumped, and before I could turn back, I heard a low voice: "Brother and sister." ”
You don't have to look back to know that it's Huan Xuan. He's finally back.
Fu Yunwan stood in a daze, wanting to cry, but felt that there was no reason, this should be happy, how could he cry at this time.
When he came back, she no longer had to be frightened, she didn't have to wake up in the middle of the night, and when she heard the wind outside the window, she thought it was an officer and soldier who had come to arrest her.
As soon as the light dimmed, Huan Xuan walked over, he lowered his head and looked at her face: "You have lost weight." ”
Fu Yunwan saw his face. He had a long beard, not long, just a short layer of cyan mustache on his chin. He was wearing that brocade robe, which looked like he hadn't taken care of it for a long time, and the hem was wrinkled and a little curly, which dissipated the overly aggressive momentum on his body and added a little softness. He was so hot that the distance made her face feel hot, mixed with the smell of horses and grass, and he had been here for a long time.
couldn't say a word what should be said, Fu Yunwan trembled slightly, and looked up at him. He was so tall, his shoulders were so broad, like a mountain, he used to think that this room was quite big, but now it is suddenly so cramped that people can't help but shrink, and they want to hide, and they know that they can't hide, and they just think about what to say.
Huan Xuan was still looking at her. In this month, I always thought about it, worried that she would be found by Yuan Yuan, worried that she would not be used to the hardships in the mountains, and worried that she still had the idea of looking for a short time. I always think about it once or twice a day, and her appearance is very familiar in my mind, but when I see it now, I realize that it is not exactly the same as in my memory.
He lost a lot of weight, his eyes became bigger and bigger, and his chin became more and more pointed, like a fledgling that had lost shelter, trembling slightly in front of him. Involuntarily softened his voice: "It's okay, I'm back." ”
Fu Yunwan felt that his tone was a little like comforting a child, and suddenly remembered that this tone and speech were all Xie Zhan's habits, and the tears suddenly couldn't help it, and he turned his face away sharply.
Huan Xuan was in the twilight, and when he saw the light flashing in her eyes, he was crying. Why are you crying, you have been too hard these days, but you still think of Xie Zhan? What emotions that have never been there suddenly began to spread, Huan Xuan couldn't think clearly, he only felt that the silence at this time was extremely strange, so he simply broke it: "I'll go see the Buddha." ”
Fu Yunwan hurriedly wiped away her tears: "Okay." ”
He stepped away, and she quickly realized that something was wrong, he came all the way, how could he let him go alone? ”
Huan Xuan stopped, making way for her to go first. It had snowed a few days ago, and it was cold in the mountains, and the snow had not melted, and it was spread out in a thin layer on the road, and she walked cautiously with her head down, and her wide hem dangled on her bast shoes, more and more like a fledgling, small, alone.
She is really sincere, the decay is all made of coarse linen, she can't bear the cold at all, and everyone else has to add some fur and silk wool in winter, but she doesn't add anything, just suffers like this. In front of her was the hall, and Huan Xuan hurriedly took two steps in front of her, blocking the cold wind coming through the hall.
Fu Yunwan raised his head and felt that he seemed to be familiar with the terrain here: "You, have you been here?"
"I've been here. He replied briefly.
Now he is leading the way in front, he no longer speaks, Fu Yunwan thought that he was really stupid when he asked just now, since he could arrange for her to come here, he must have been here before, and saw him looking into the distance with a heavy gaze, and the previous gentle look suddenly covered with a layer of coldness, which made her panic, I don't know if she said something wrong and made him unhappy.
The air was silent because of this, only the soles of the shoes stepped on the thin snow, making a small sound, the nunnery was not big, and soon they arrived at the Buddha Hall, Huan Xuan saluted the incense and turned around, and saw Fu Yunwan's frightened face.
The movement in his hand paused. He was born sharply, and when he didn't speak, he was probably a little scary, which scared her, right? Deliberately softened his tone again: "Cold or not, do you want to put together a brazier?"
Fu Yunwan was stunned: "It's not cold." No. ”
How can it not be cold, the tips of the nose are red from the cold, the tips of the eyes are also, and the lips. Huan Xuan remembered the picture of the beauty he had seen somewhere, with white skin and red lips, rouge-like cheeks and eyes, he used to think that it was about the color of fat powder, but now that he saw her, he knew that some colors were all natural, and they didn't do anything with fat powder. Pick up the futon and set it for her: "Cushion, cold." ”
Fu Yunwan knelt down silently, and he caught a glimpse of the corners of his robe twitching, Huan Xuan knelt down at the other end, he turned his face, and exhaled a thin white vapor from his mouth as he spoke: "My mother is buried here." ”
Fu Yunwan reacted for a moment, only to realize that he should be explaining Fang Cai's sudden silence. He could see her uneasiness, he was very attentive, and he was completely different from his majestic appearance, which surprised and appreciated his thoughtfulness.
Huan Xuan looked out the door, the twilight had completely sunk, and the night in the mountains always came very quickly. I remember that after dealing with my mother's funeral a few years ago, the sky was also in the blink of an eye, and suddenly fell into the night. "She always wanted to be a monk. ”
Fu Yunwan felt that she shouldn't ask, but he looked at her, as if waiting for her to ask, and she couldn't help but ask: "Why?"
He looked outside for a long time and didn't speak, and just when she thought he wouldn't answer, he opened his mouth: "It's too hard to live, the family doesn't recognize her, the people outside scold her, and you have to work hard to feed me, a bastard." ”
Fu Yunwan's heart jumped suddenly. Feeling stabbed by the word mongrel, it inspired a strong and sympathetic emotion: "It's not your fault." It's not our fault what our background is. ”
Huan Xuan turned his eyes to look at her, a little surprised, and vaguely felt that this was what she would say. He'd seen her sharp, and she wasn't the kind of person who was completely weak and submissive.
"It's not your mother's fault. Fu Yunwan lowered her head, her emotions suddenly intensified, and her voice trembled, "And my mother." ”
Huan Xuan saw her lowered eyelashes, what was she thinking, her mother? Her mother must have loved her very much, and tried very hard to protect her, in this troubled world, it is not easy to have such a clean and soft pair of eyes. "What is written in your mother's manuscript?"
"Everywhere she's been, who's been there. Fu Yunwan looked up at him, a little surprised that he would ask about this.
However, in my heart, it seems that a gap has suddenly opened. Except for Xie Zhan, no one has ever talked to her about the things her mother wrote, the words she hid in her heart, and her unique memories. "Almost all women. My mother used to follow my eldest father to compile history when she was at home, and she said that all the people who wrote history were men, and no one had ever written about the women in the troubled times, and she wanted to write. ”
Huan Xuan's eyes flashed in front of him for a moment, the faces of many women, frightened, sad, and numb, and when he wanted to think about it, he couldn't think it clearly. It's the woman he's seen in all these years. People in troubled times are miserable, and women are especially miserable, his mother, her mother, those women who have been kidnapped, bullied and insulted, and even women who have been eaten as food. "It's remarkable. ”
Choked in his throat, Fu Yunwan nodded vigorously: "Yes." ”
You can also write. Huan Xuan looked at the spotless Buddha Hall. She should spend her days here, the coffin was rubbing with a warm glow. But people can't always indulge in the past all their lives, if she has other sustenance, she should be able to live a better life.
"I, I can't do it," Fu Yunwan was ashamed, "I don't have enough knowledge to write well." ”
"Try it. He said.
She tried, but she couldn't write as clean and beautiful words as her mother, and besides, her mother had traveled so many places and seen so many people and things, but her world was just a mansion of the Fu family. Fu Yunwan lowered her head, remembering that Xie Zhan also encouraged her to try, after her mother died, he had been teaching her to read, and said that he would take her out to travel in the future, and he had seen and heard widely, but now, everything has come to naught.
Huan Xuan was waiting for her to answer, but she never answered, and her eyes gradually became wet again. It's obviously good. Her mind is really hard to guess, if only Xie Zhan was still here, Xie Zhan must know why. But if Xie Zhan was still there, she shouldn't be so sad.
For a while, Huan Xuan got up and went out, the mountains were vast at night, and the farthest was Kun Yu Peak, the fake tomb he chose for Xie Zhan: "There is Kun Yu Peak." ”
"Where?" Fu Yunwan's whole mind was suddenly attracted to it, and he couldn't help but get up. Knowing that the burial was fake, Xie Zhan's bones would be quietly sent back to Jiangdong, but at the moment, he was still worried and looked in the direction he was pointing.
"There. Huan Xuan looked back at her, she walked quickly to the door, holding on to the door frame and looking at her. It was too dark at night to see clearly, and besides, he was so much taller than her, what he could see, she might not be able to see. Turning back and taking a few steps closer to her, he leaned down and lowered his head, simulating her gaze, "Over there, the highest mountain." ”
The tip of the nose smelled the distant aroma of sandalwood, and there was a trace of unfamiliar and soft aroma, and the wisps were sent over. Huan Xuan lowered her eyes, she was eager, and leaned forward again. The threshold is not very high, she is inside, he is outside, and a few strands of long hair are scattered from her sideburns at some point, touching the emanation of his sideburns, sticking and hooking. Huan Xuan took a few steps back abruptly.
For a moment, he was impetuous, and he couldn't tell what the reason was, but when he saw her look up ignorantly, he asked him, "What's wrong?"
"Nothing. Huan Xuan settled down.
Maybe it's because I haven't seen her for too long, so I'm not used to it. And it was indeed very late, and the cold soaked up, and her lips began to turn white: "It's not early, I'll send you back." ”
Fu Yunwan hadn't found any one that was Kunyufeng, and wanted to ask again, but he had come all the way back, he must have been very tired, and she couldn't just take care of herself. In the end, he nodded: "Okay." ”
He led the way in front with a lantern, Fu Yunwan followed behind, he walked a little fast, she had to follow hard to keep up, he didn't speak for a long time, she didn't dare to say, the night was very quiet, only the soles of his shoes stepped on the snow, and the sound of the cycle repeatedly.
Not far away is a whitewashed wall in the backyard, arrived. Huan Xuan hurriedly stopped, and the people behind him hurriedly stopped, and for a moment the distance was very close, and he smelled the faint, strange and soft fragrance again.
Her aroma.
The mood is fluttering for a moment, and then relaxed. There is no weird feeling that makes Fang Cai uneasy, just now he really hasn't seen her for too long, and he is not used to it.
Turning around and handing her the lantern, "Go back." I'm leaving. ”
The handle still had the temperature of his palm, and he walked fast, Fu Yun didn't have time to say goodbye late, and watched him walk through the courtyard to the hall, and suddenly turned around.