Text: Aomori
Editor|Situ Ye
The female growth reality show "Riding the Wind 2024" is warming up.
Liu Yan, who was once concerned about his figure in the entertainment industry and seemed to have disappeared for a long time, was also invited to participate this time.
On April 15, "Liu Yan almost named his surname" rushed to the hot search on Weibo.
When faced with the interview's question, "If someone offends you," her anger seemed to overflow the screen.
Being teased about by men she doesn't know, her attitude is obvious.
Is this still the Liu Yan who only relies on his "chest" and "legs" to get out of position and hype?
Who is she referring to when she is "naming names"?
What has she been through over the years?
Why did she react so strongly?
Behind the once flooded negative news and strong malice -
Let's uncover her helplessness and her sadness.
01 A thunderbolt from the blue, the body involuntarily started
As one of the representatives of post-80s actresses, Liu Yan is also one of the few "grassroots" members.
He was born in 1980 in an ordinary working family in Hunan.
After graduating from university, she worked as a nurse in a military hospital in Guangzhou.
She could have lived her life like most ordinary people.
My mother suddenly developed colon cancer.
With chemotherapy again and again, the debt is high.
The numbers on the demand notes received every day are becoming more and more incomprehensible.
To add insult to injury to this family, which is not already wealthy.
Although my mother said every time that she couldn't bear the chemotherapy and it was too painful, she didn't want chemotherapy.
But Liu Yan always knew that she didn't want to be a burden.
Money is a hurdle stuck in the palace of Hades, and if you can't get past it, your mother can only wait for death.
At that time, Liu Yan saw on TV that there was a bonus for participating in the draft.
So she chose to give it a go.
He has participated in the talent shows of Guangzhou Satellite TV, Hunan Satellite TV and Anhui Satellite TV.
But all of them are "big stones, small splashes".
Although she didn't have a chance with the bonus, she was favored by Light Media for her hard work.
I was invited to Beijing to do a job as a host.
The pretty girl in her prime said goodbye to all her relatives and friends, and went to the huge Beijing Dangbei with her suitcase alone.
She was arranged by the company to join a program cooperated by Wu Zongxian and Shaanxi Satellite TV.
However, life is not smooth sailing.
The glossy host job is actually not easy to do.
It requires extraordinary observation, strong field control and temporary adaptability.
Liu Yan, who had just arrived, made full preparations in time, but she did not do well in the position of deputy coffee.
Liu Yan is unwilling to just be a vase with a smirk, and he has to be scolded by the producer almost every day.
I said that every time I finished recording, I almost washed my face with tears.
But for the sake of her mother's life-saving money, she could only choose to endure.
Sleep time is repeatedly compressed every day.
The shortest time was four hours when she herself began to worry about sudden death.
and give up all hobbies and social relationships.
As long as the schedule is not filled, she can rush to any scene as quickly as possible.
"Thinking about money and going crazy", this was the evaluation of Liu Yan by many people in private at that time.
She was running like an outlaw.
Every now and then, I wonder if my mother's cancer cells in my hometown in Hunan will suddenly spread one day.
I have been drifting north so hard for several years, but my savings are only a little less.
During the New Year's holidays, you have to "slap your swollen face and become fat" to give your parents some points.
Tell them that everything is fine in Beijing and that they don't have to worry.
02 病床贤孝却变“擦边女”？
God will not disappoint everyone who works hard.
But the gifts given by fate are also secretly marked with prices.
After a long period of hard work, Liu Yan's mother's health has begun to improve.
But she herself was diagnosed with fibroids in 2007.
The doctor told her that if the condition was severe, the breast glands might be removed.
This is a very serious matter.
As a woman, the body may be crippled from now on.
It was at that time that she received an invitation from Men's Wear magazine.
So, in line with the psychology of "wanting to keep the best side of myself", I chose to accept the appointment.
Because the photos are hotter.
After the shooting, the editor at the time seemed to have seen what kind of experience and treatment she would have in the future.
So I told her something in advance.
I have to say, this editor was really prescient.
When that issue of the magazine was released, Liu Yan really became popular.
Her work resources have changed dramatically.
But it wasn't "Liu Yan" who those people invited, but her body.
Whether it is "Painted Wall" or "Four Famous Catches 2", she has very little fabric in the play.
I wanted to fight for a few more lines, but the requirements for normal costumes were all ignored by the people around me.
The ratings of the films she has participated in all the way have been very low.
has confirmed the title of "Queen of Bad Movies".
The common people ridiculed her for being "shameless", and the upper class people mocked her for being "lewd".
But let me ask - does she have a choice about these?
Liu Yan, a grassroots girl with no resources, no material, and no experience.
From the moment she stepped into the entertainment industry, all this was already doomed.
On one side is the lights, and on the other side is the abyss from which there will be no return.
At the beginning, she worked hard to cooperate with the director, the organizer, and the company.
Zoom in on anything on her that she can use as a "selling point".
When I turned my head, I found that it seemed that anyone could bully themselves.
Business calls on Weibo can receive harassing messages no matter what time of day.
All the unsightly words are filled with her private message list and comments.
Not only passers-by, but also those male stars in the circle also looked at her with colored glasses.
Men miss her, women spit on her.
Everyone thinks that Liu Yan is a beautiful empty vase.
But no one ever asked her if she really wanted to be a vase.
In the interview, she said:
Everyone seemed to think I was walking in a swimsuit. After looking at me personally, it suddenly dawned on me, ah, it turns out that Liu Yan is like this.
It's not what they imagined.
Even though she kept smiling, under that beautiful skin for scrutiny—
But it makes her bitterness even more indescribable.
03 Find your "true self" and bravely "break the waves" against the current
Fast forward to 2016.
All the evil consequences accumulated before because of the topic of body were vividly shown at Bao Bell's wedding.
A few men who are five big and three thick - are still male stars who are sought after by tens of thousands of people.
They each dragged their bridesmaid Liu Yan roughly, ignoring Liu Yan's struggle as a woman and screaming to throw her into the pool.
Fortunately, Jia Ling, who is also a bridesmaid, spoke out to solve the siege.
only to avoid this farce to the end.
But after the incident was exposed, it instantly set off a huge storm of public opinion.
But all the participants were eerily silent at the first time.
As a victim, she took the initiative to step forward and say that she was wrong.
The negative evaluation of her was immediately overwhelming.
Someone scolded her for being shameless, saying that she ruined the wedding of a couple.
Some say she will do anything to hype.
At that time, Liu Yan seemed to have been forcibly labeled as the "source of disaster".
Using the weak woman's own body to block all malice for others.
This memory was extremely tragic for Liu Yan.
She is the one who is obviously bullied, neglected, and trampled on her dignity.
But she wants to disappear, but she is responsible for everything.
Today's topic of "Liu Yan is almost named" is also the impact of this incident.
Later, Liu Yan was on the show, and the program team was even more "which pot is not opened".
Talking about the evaluation of her by netizens at the beginning-
She swore on the spot: If she used someone else's wedding to hype, nothing good would end!
In 2019, Liu Yan's few friends, Dapeng, invited her to participate in her movie "Beneficiary".
The network female anchor played by Liu Yan has a confession of taking off her wig and removing her makeup.
The acting skills are extraordinary, and the whole section is shot to the end without any interruption.
She said her lines in dialect like a chatter, but one of the sentences in it seemed to be talking about herself in reality.
This scene made her "seem to be walking in a bad movie" in the audience's impression - won the Best Actress at the Macao Film Festival.
On Liu Yan's 39th birthday, Dapeng was a friend who knew best how she had come over for many years.
wrote a long letter to Liu Yan.
For Liu Yan's unknown heartache and pain in private, the greatest comfort he can make is to listen quietly.
In 2022, Liu Yan starred in the costume TV series "Menghualu".
This time, Sun Sanniang she starred in did not have any flattering "explicit" appearance.
Dress steadily, perform in an ordinary and real way.
Her acting skills are natural and vivid, and her lines are full of emotion.
The man who bullied the sister was thrown into the water with her disdain and dodging.
It seems to have revealed that she is very different from the "vase" that was manipulated by others in the past.
Liu Yan proved by himself: everyone else is wrong.
She can wear a tightly wrapped costume, say her lines normally like any other good actor, and look ugly.
can still impress the audience with his strength.
There is never a need for something else to "mix it in".
In 2021, some netizens commented under Bao Bell's Douyin: Did you apologize to Liu Yan?
Bao Bell replied that he had apologized a long time ago, and he felt guilty, but he was still active.
He said lightly, but it took her 8 years to get out of the gloom in her heart.
Although he has reached middle age unconsciously, Liu Yan has no intention of stopping.
If the tree wants to be quiet and the wind does not stop, then simply ride the wind.
When she was over 40 years old, she chose to participate in "Sister Lang 5".
Realize your true self in round after round of struggle.
Now she no longer has to cater to anyone's expectations.
You can wear whatever you want.
Her private clothes are very loose on a daily basis.
There are no high requirements for the figure.
After the official broadcast of "Sister Lang 5", she has the potential to become a new generation of "Queen of Goods".
epilogue
In fact, Liu Yan has experienced these gazes, and he is the knife on how many women in reality.
In the past, she was the most eye-catching "vase" in the crowd.
It is simply composed of chest, legs, buttocks, waist, limbs and other parts to satisfy different habits of "objects".
No one sees and respects her personality and respects her worth.
It's not important, but it's very conspicuous.
And now, after suffering waves of bad news, she has returned from the wind and reinvented herself as a "woman".
Let's wait and see.
Looking forward to Liu Yan's latest performance.
Some references:
Bilibili barrage network|Liu Yan
Baidu Encyclopedia|Liu Yan