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"Grandma, why do you look sad today?" Sun Zi Xiaoming asked with concern.
"Oh, nothing. I sighed and forced a smile.
Looking at Xiao Tomorrow's really beautiful face, my heart was sad for a while. I knew that my daughter-in-law's attitude towards me was getting more and more rusty, but I didn't expect her to want me to leave the house.
I sat limply in my chair, my hands hanging helplessly at my side. His eyes were dull and seemed to carry too much pain.
"Mom, I've discussed it with Xiaogang, you're so old, it's better to move back to your own side. Daughter-in-law Xiaofang said bluntly.
A feeling of helplessness welled up in my heart. I've been working for this family for eight years, and I'm reluctant to leave like this. But they didn't appreciate it at all, and they wanted to continue to ask for it from me.
My eyes were getting red and tears were rolling in my eyes. I covered my mouth tightly with my hands, for fear that one of them would cry out loud if I accidentally did not.
"Mom, you're not young anymore, it's too hard for us to be here. You have your wife and son over there, and you're doing well. The daughter-in-law continued to explain.
My hands were shaking, and I was skinny and tired. The wrinkles at the corners of the eyes are as deep as a knife, full of hard work and hardship.
"Then you don't have to worry about it. Xiao Ming's own parents will be responsible for the future, and you don't have to take out the money anymore. Xiao Fang said categorically.
I just felt like five thunderbolts were thundering, and the sky was spinning. I did my best, and I have been subsidizing them since they were children, and now they don't even look down on this little favor when they grow up. My heart was bleeding, as if I had been stabbed.
Tears finally welled up in my eyes, and my hands were helplessly covered over my face. My body trembled incessantly, as if it was about to be torn apart. Years of hardship and dedication seem to have come to naught, and my heart seems to have been hollowed out.
"But Mom, you can live a good life at home by yourself. We will come back to see you regularly. Xiaofang comforted.
"Go back to see me regularly, like looking at a stranger?" I asked helplessly.
My mind began to think of the scene from eight years ago. At that time, Xiao Ming was still young, and everyone loved him. I worked hard to pull him to grow up, and now he has completely forgotten my hard work. An indescribable sourness spread in my heart.
My hands were shaking, and I couldn't seem to hold anything. My eyes were glazed and I couldn't concentrate for a long time. The corners of my mouth drooped helplessly, as if to speak of endless pain and disappointment.
"Mom, you're making too much of a fuss, aren't you? We have our own lives, and you should live your own lives. Xiao Fang was a little impatient.
"My life? what else do I have to live?!" I finally couldn't stop crying.
It was as if my heart had been torn in half. Half of it is the attachment to this family, and the other half is the disappointment of its own children. I'm so wholehearted, and they're so ruthless. My liver and intestines were broken, and my spirit was on the verge of collapse.
My body trembled incessantly, and tears surged as if they had broken the embankment. My hands tugged at the hem of my shirt helplessly, trying to hide the pain in my heart. The corners of my mouth twisted helplessly, as if to speak of a mother's despair.
"Hey, forget it, you just treat me as an unfilial daughter. Xiao Fang sighed and got up to leave.
I just feel like the world is spinning, and I can't tell the difference between the east and the west. I am so wholehearted, but my own children are so ruthless. My liver and intestines were broken, and my spirit was on the verge of collapse. An unprecedented despair gripped my mind.
"Mom, don't be like this, we will still be a family in the future. His son Xiaogang said helplessly, "It's just that you are really too hard, and we don't want to burden you anymore." "
"Family, do you still treat me as family?" I choked up and could barely speak.
It was as if my heart had been torn to pieces. I'm so wholehearted, and they're so ruthless. I did my best to keep this family alive, and they were so ruthless to me. An unprecedented despair enveloped my psyche, and I felt lonely and abandoned like never before.
My tears poured out like rain, and my hands clutched helplessly at the hem of my clothes. My body was shaking violently, and my breathing was becoming disorganized. My eyes were glazed and I couldn't concentrate for a long time. Everything about me is collapsing, shattering. The corners of my mouth twisted helplessly, as if to speak of a mother's despair.
"Mom, don't be like this, we're doing well now, it's too hard for you to get old and come to us. Xiao Gang explained helplessly.
"Do you know how I've been doing for the past eight years?" My tears were rolling down.
My mind began to think of all the bitterness of the past eight years. In order to lighten the burden on them, I spent almost all my savings. I worked day and night, and I even saved time to rest. And they don't know what I'm doing and think I'm burdening them. My heart hurt as if it had been torn apart.
My hands hung helplessly at my sides, as if I couldn't lift any strength. My eyes were dull, as if they were carrying too much pain. The corners of my mouth fell helplessly, as if to tell of endless disappointment. My body was skinny and exhausted. The wrinkles at the corners of my eyes were as deep as a knife, full of hard work and hardship.
"But Mom, you're really too tired, and we all feel distressed when we look at it. You've done your best, let's do the rest. Xiao Gang continued to persuade.
"You don't understand my mood at all! I have worked hard for the past eight years to get your life today!" I finally cried bitterly.
Scenes from the past began to come back to my mind. Eight years ago, Xiao Ming was still young, and no one took care of me, so I quit my job and worked at home every day. In order to save him tuition, I even budgeted for my living expenses. In order to buy him nutritious food, I didn't eat three meals. I did my best to get them to where they are today. And they didn't know it, and they thought I was embarrassing them. My heart was completely broken, and I felt discouraged.
My tears finally burst and I couldn't control my emotions anymore. My hands tugged at the hem of my shirt helplessly, trying to hide the pain in my heart. My body was shaking violently, and my breathing was becoming disorganized. My eyes were glazed and I couldn't concentrate for a long time. The corners of my mouth twisted helplessly, as if to speak of a mother's despair. I collapsed to the ground, crying in pain, and at this moment, it was as if I had lost the whole world.
"Mom, don't do this, we all know how good you are. Seeing this, Xiao Ming hurriedly stepped forward to help me.
"How do you know? You don't care how I feel!" I broke down and screamed, tears streaming down my face.
It was as if a big hole had been torn apart in my heart. In the past eight years, I have worked hard, how I have deducted my living expenses, and how I have even saved time for rest. Not only did they not know it, but they thought I was burdening them. My heart was completely broken, and I lost all hope in the world.
"Mom, don't do this, of course we care about your feelings. Xiao Gang hurriedly stepped forward to support me, his tone helpless.
"You don't care about my feelings, you don't take me seriously!" I broke down and screamed, tears streaming down my face.
It was as if a big hole had been torn apart in my heart. In the past eight years, how I have worked so hard, how I have deducted my living expenses, how I have even saved time for rest, and not only do they not know it, but they actually think that I am adding to their burden. I did my best to keep this family alive, and they were so ruthless to me. My heart was completely broken, and I lost all hope in the world.
My hands clutched helplessly at the hem of my shirt, trying to hide the pain in my heart, but I couldn't. My body was shaking violently, and my breathing was becoming disorganized. My eyes were dilated, I couldn't concentrate for a long time, and tears poured down like rain. The corners of my mouth twisted helplessly, as if to speak of a mother's despair. I collapsed to the ground, crying in pain, and at this moment, it was as if I had lost the whole world.
"Mom, I'm sorry, we really didn't understand your hard work. Xiao Gang cried bitterly and finally began to reflect.
"Yes, grandma, you have worked hard for us for so many years, but we have never loved you well. Xiao Ming also cried.
Watching the weeping of my two children and grandchildren, I finally let go of some obsessions. I know that they are finally starting to realize my hard work and dedication. Eight years of hard work have finally not been in vain. A trace of warmth rippled in my heart, as if the cold winter wax moon finally ushered in the dawn of spring.
I lay limply on the ground, tears still streaming freely from the corners of my eyes. My eyes began to brighten up and were no longer so dull. A smile finally appeared on the corner of my mouth, as if to tell the comfort of a mother. I weakly stretched out my hands and hugged my children and grandchildren, and at this moment, I felt like I had gained the whole world.
On the road of life, there are always too many hardships and dedications. As a mother, I work hard to make my children have a better life. But often the children are too young to understand the sadness of a mother. Until one day, when they really grow up and start to be parents, they can appreciate a little bit of it. My collapse and despair came from the ignorance and indifference of my children, and their weeping came from their regret and reflection on their mother. Maybe life is like this, there are always too many conflicts and tribulations, but as long as we can understand and love each other in the end, all this will not be in vain.