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"Do you remember that man? the man who once swore an oath to us. I whispered, my voice full of sadness. My friend Li Mei nodded, her eyes darkened.
"How can you forget, he's the one you love the most. She gently shook my hand, "Didn't you say that you would grow old together? "
I clenched my fists so tightly that my nails were embedded in my palms. Tears rolled in my eyes, and I gritted my teeth, trying not to let them fall. His chest rose and fell violently, as if he was about to vomit all the pain. I took a deep breath and forced myself to calm down. I can't afford to lose my temper here, that would cost me every last bit of dignity. I straightened my waist and raised my head, my eyes firm and sharp, as if I wanted to pierce everything in front of me.
"Miss Xie, long time no see. "
A familiar voice came from behind me, and I shuddered and jerked away. I saw a thin skeleton-like man sitting in a wheelchair, his face was yellow, and his eyes were blank.
"It's me, your ex-husband Lin Feng. He barely pulled out a wry smile, "It's been a long time, are you okay?"
I was stunned, speechless for a long time. Lin Feng, who was once handsome and dashing, is now down like this, and my feelings are extremely complicated.
My mouth opened slightly, but I couldn't say anything. My gaze wandered over him, at his thin body, sunken eyes, gray hair. This man is like the handsome and dashing and personable man in his memory. I couldn't help but take a few steps closer to touch his cheek to see if it was really him. But my hand froze in mid-air, for fear that if I touched him, I would be crushed. My fists began to clench hard again, my nails digging deep into my palms, and the pain came over me, making me barely able to stay awake. I took a deep breath and forced myself to calm down. How could I lose my temper at this time? I am a professional woman who is in charge of myself, how can I show weakness in front of a man who has hurt me before? I straightened my back, raised my head, and my eyes were firm and sharp, as if I wanted to pierce everything in front of me.
"How did you end up like this?" I feigned composure and asked.
He sighed, his eyes darkened: "It's all my own doing. After leaving you, I did some bad things, was heavily indebted, and ended up being disfigured and reduced to where I am today. "
He lowered his head and remained silent for a long time.
Now that I am reunited, seeing him so down, my heart is mixed. On the one hand, I feel that he is being punished as he deserves; On the other hand, I was so angry at his betrayal that I wanted to tear him apart with my own hands. But more than that, there is pity for the person who was once closest to him. No matter how much he hurt me, seeing him the way he is, I didn't laugh at his position.
My eyes involuntarily stared at him, at his withered face, old wrinkles, and scarred hands. There is only a remnant of that once handsome appearance, and I can barely recognize it. I tried to suppress the sadness in my heart, but tears still rolled in my eyes unobediently. I gritted my teeth and didn't let them fall. His chest rose and fell violently, as if he was about to vomit all the pain. My hands were trembling slightly, and I wanted to touch him, but I was afraid that if I did, I would be completely defeated.
I took a deep breath and forced myself to calm down. I can't afford to lose my temper at this time, that would make me lose the last bit of dignity. I straightened my back and raised my head, my eyes firm and sharp, as if I wanted to pierce everything in front of me.
"I'm sorry, little poem, it's all my fault. Lin Feng finally spoke, his voice hoarse and hoarse, "I was too selfish at the beginning, I only thought about pursuing my career dreams, but I ignored your feelings. By the time I realized it, it was already too late. "
"You speak lightly!" I interrupted him abruptly, tears welling up in my eyes, "Do you know how desperate I was at that time? I loved you so much, we were so affectionate, but you cruelly abandoned me, you simply pushed me into the abyss with your own hands! You know how much I love you, but you still cruelly left me!"
My body began to tremble violently, and my legs were barely able to support me. Lin Feng's eyes were also full of tears.
Looking at his eyes full of guilt, my heart felt like it was being pinched hard. I know he genuinely regrets it. But what's the use of regretting? The rift between us is too deep and too deep to be bridged. How blindly I loved him and saw him as the whole world, but he cruelly abandoned me. In the years after the divorce, my life was in a desperate situation, and it was almost like life was worse than death. If it weren't for the support and encouragement of my family and friends, I don't know what would have happened.
Seeing him so depressed now, my heart has both pity and anger. Of course I don't want to see him like this, but that's what happened to him at his own peril. I really wanted to scold him so that he could taste what I was like, but I was afraid that if I got out of control, I would hurt myself.
I clenched my fists so hard that my nails were embedded in my palms, and the pain kept me clear. Tears were streaming down my face, and I couldn't control myself anymore. My body trembled and my legs were almost unsteady. The corners of my mouth twitched, as if I was trying to endure something.
At this moment, Lin Feng suddenly struggled to stand up from his wheelchair and staggered towards me. He stretched out his arms to hug me, but I subconsciously took a few steps back and avoided his embrace.
"Don't come here!" I shouted in a hoarse voice, "We can't go back to the way things were! You hurt me so much that I don't have the courage to forgive you." "
"Enough, don't talk about it!" I subconsciously covered my ears, "We can't go back to the past, you hurt me too deeply." Even if I forgive you, the rift between us will not be bridged. "
"Shut up, I don't want to hear what you say anymore!" I cried out in almost hysterical terms, "You have no idea how desperate I was back then! If it weren't for the support of my family and friends, I wouldn't know what would have happened to me! You selfish person don't deserve my forgiveness!"
With that, I turned around sharply and left without looking back.
After walking out, I leaned against the wall and finally couldn't stop crying. Looking at Lin Feng's down-and-out appearance, my heart was unprecedentedly contradictory. On the one hand, I certainly don't want to see him, who was once the closest person to him, fall to this point. But on the other hand, I was extremely angry at his betrayal, and I wanted to tear him apart with my own hands. I loved him so much, we were so affectionate, I never imagined that he would leave suddenly. The pain of the past seems to resurface in front of me, tormenting me all the time.
I leaned against the cold wall and slid limply to the ground. Tears flowed down my cheeks and I couldn't control my emotions anymore. I clenched my arms tightly and trembled all over. The corners of my mouth twitched, as if I was trying to endure something. My nails were digging deep into my palms, and the pain kept me clear.
Just when I was in great pain, a warm embrace suddenly hugged me tightly.
"Don't cry, little poetry, don't cry. A familiar voice rang in my ears.
Li Mei gently patted me on the back and comforted, "Okay, okay, don't be sad." You are now a professional woman who is in charge of yourself, how can you be crushed by a man like this? Even if he was important to you, he has hurt you. "
Li Mei was silent for a moment and said slowly: "If you really can't let go, it's better to give him a chance to start over." But you have to communicate well first, sincerely apologize and forgive each other. Only by healing the wounds with love can the rift between you be healed. "
I nodded, and the fog in my heart gradually dissipated. Li Mei made a lot of sense, I can't just give up the relationship between us. We must communicate well and heal each other's pain with love, so that we can have hope of starting anew.
After Li Mei's enlightenment, my heart finally calmed down. I knew that I had to give Lin Feng a chance, otherwise I would regret it for the rest of my life. Even though he hurt me, he also gave me an incomparably beautiful love. If we do part ways, I'll regret it.
I took a deep breath and tried to pull myself together. I am a professional woman who is in charge of everything, how can I be crushed by a man like this? I want to face all this with courage and wisdom, heal each other's pain with love, and give our relationship a chance to start anew.
The rift between us is deep, but if we mend it with love, we can put it back together. I believe that as long as we sincerely apologize to each other, forgive each other, and heal the pain with love, we will be able to regain the happiness of the past.
I took a deep breath and straightened up from Li Mei's arms. I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes with the back of my hand, and my face regained a look of determination. I straightened my waist and walked back to where Lin Feng was.
At this time, he was still kneeling there, his head bowed, his shoulders bowed, as if he was crying silently. Seeing me approaching, he jerked his head up, his eyes flashing with surprise and anticipation.
I took a deep breath and said solemnly: "Lin Feng, I know that you have hurt me, and I used to harbor too much anger and resentment towards you. But, no matter what, you were also the most important person in my life. There are so many fond memories between us, and I don't want to just leave them all behind. "
At this point, my voice choked up. I managed to calm my breath and continued, "I know that the rift between us is deep and may not be fully healed. But if we heal our wounds with love and repair our broken relationships with sincere apologies and forgiveness, I believe we will have a chance to start over. "
I looked at Lin Feng, his eyes were full of tears, and his face was full of guilt and emotion. I know that what I just said must have touched the deepest emotions in his heart.
I took a deep breath and tried to pull myself together. I am a professional woman who is in charge of everything, and I must face all this with courage and wisdom, and heal each other's pain with tolerance and kindness. Only then will there be hope that the rift between us will be put back together.
He choked up and continued, "Don't worry, I will definitely use every day, every minute and every second of the rest of my life to make up for the damage I once did to you." As long as you are willing to forgive me, as long as you are willing to give us a chance to start over, I will definitely use my whole life to cherish you and love you. "
Hearing this, my heart softened completely. yes, let's start all over again. Let's use sincere apologies and forgiveness, and selfless tolerance and kindness to heal each other's wounds. Only then will there be hope that the rift between us will be repaired again.
I stepped forward and hugged Lin Feng tightly. His body instantly stiffened, as if he couldn't believe it was all happening. I whispered in his ear, "I'm sorry, Lin Feng, it's me who is too stubborn. I forgive you, and please forgive me. Let's start all over again and start over. "
Lin Feng's body finally relaxed, and he hugged me hard, tears dripping hot on my shoulders. We just hugged each other tightly, as if we were going to melt away all the pain and hurt of all these years.
Since then, Lin Feng and I have started a new relationship journey. Instead of deliberately avoiding the wounds of the past, we are brave enough to show them to each other and heal them little by little with sincere communication and understanding.
We will talk freely, telling all the pain and struggle in our hearts. Sometimes a few small arguments break out, but they quickly end with a sincere apology and a hug. Little by little, we regained trust and re-established the foundation of our relationship.
Although Lin Feng's physical condition deteriorated, he never gave up his love for life. He always faces everything with an optimistic and positive attitude, and this mental state also invisibly inspires me. With his support, I also made rapid progress in my career and soon became the backbone of the company.
In this way, we support and encourage each other to move forward towards a better future together. Although the road is tortuous and difficult, as long as we hold hands and connect hearts, we will definitely be able to overcome all difficulties and setbacks.
In this way, in the healing and tolerance of each other, we rekindled the hope of love and put the broken feelings back together.
We snuggled up to each other like this, as if we were going to melt all the pain and trauma of all these years into this embrace. Lin Feng's body trembled slightly in the crook of my arm, as if he couldn't believe that all this was really happening. I gently patted him on the back, like comforting a child, and whispered, "Don't be afraid, everything will be fine." From now on, we will face all the challenges of life hand in hand and heart to heart. "
Lin Feng nodded, his eyes glowing again. He took my hand tightly, it was so thin and withered, but it showed great tenacity and strength.