The sound of the sun finch calls for the dawn, beautiful things are always in the memories or the invisible future, every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, but my family's scripture is the most difficult to read
Last night's rain was very heavy, and on the eve of dawn the hoarse cries of the sunbirds sounded on time, I don't know if they had a place to shelter from the rain, and the sound penetrated the rain curtain to my ears as I lay on the bed.
I rolled over and went back to sleep, and I had a roof to shelter from the rain and a broken bed to lie on compared to the sunfinch that was crying in the wind and rain at this time!
The sunfinch is a kind of migratory bird, this season of the year will migrate to our area, rarely hear its call during the day, often chirp at three or four o'clock in the evening, the sound is very recognizable "Gui Guiyang, Gui Guiyang", one after another, the call is exceptionally clear in the night.
When I was a child, whenever the sunbird crowed, my mother would look for wild morels everywhere on the hillside, and the crumpled and small one looked ugly, and when I was lucky, I could pick up a few a day.
Wash it and put it in a bowl, pry the lard in the jar with chopsticks, put some salt, and steam it in the retort that is used to drain the rice.
The morels are also cooked, and a fresh fragrance comes to the face when the lid is lifted, what kind of delicious it is, put a few strands of morels on the rice, and then pour a little steamed soup into the rice, so fresh that the tongue can swallow it.
It's a pity that this delicacy can only remain in my memory, I haven't seen wild morels for at least 30 years, and every year I can see artificially cultivated ones sold on the streets, and the prices are too high for people like me to eat.
Years ago, when my parents had a physical examination, the doctor asked my mother to eat more red dates, and asked my father to drink more millet porridge, and bought two catties of red dates for my mother.
I bought more than 30 yuan of millet for my dad to boil porridge to drink, he was too lazy to move, and now he still has not survived once, for a few months, and then put it down only to throw, I took it out to see before cooking for the child this morning, and it was good to use the rice cooker to boil it, and this morning we drank millet porridge with sauerkraut and tofu.
I think the happiest thing is when it's raining, and it's nice to just sit and listen to the sound of the rain falling without doing anything.
Some netizens looked at the photos I took and said that my hometown is so beautiful, I really want to come and see, don't misunderstand, I just show you the best side, I hope you can be happy when you see it, whether I am happy or not is just my own business, I just want to relieve the melancholy in my heart through these beautiful things, and make fun in the suffering.
It is common to have chicken feathers in life, especially in the countryside, life is really hard, every family has a difficult scripture to read, especially my family's scripture is still the most difficult to read in the world.
Kind-hearted netizens persuaded me not to take out everything at home and say, the more I talk, the more difficult it is to find a husband, everything I said is true, even if I coax people by deception, don't I have to show my stuffing sooner or later?
I put everything in the most unbearable family on the surface, everyone who can't do it has a scale in their hearts, and those who are scared away are those who have nothing to do with themselves, and it really doesn't matter if you find it or not.
I don't know what I'm doing right, it seems to be wrong anyway, I haven't used other people's money for a few months with the old sea king, and the only 3500 has been refunded to others, and the whole network is scolding me for being stupid.
In the article about a person who came to Ya'an for me, I clearly mentioned that I hoped that my future partner would give me 3,000 living expenses a month, and most people expressed their understanding, but a few thought it was too much, and even thought that I shouldn't have asked for any at all.
Is 3,000 yuan too much? Could it be that you are a turtle? Do you use dollars or pounds? If it is RMB, I don't think it's much, now 3,000 yuan really can't do anything, then again, a man who can't even earn 3,000 yuan a month doesn't have a wife at all, how good it would be to eat alone and the whole family not be hungry!
There is also a person who is ashamed to say that people come to your house to share the burden of the family for you, why should you ask people for money?
My family is not short of food and drink, and the biggest burden is that there is no money, and I am worried about the medical expenses when my family members are sick, the tuition fees for my children to start school, and the expenses for relatives and friends to hold banquets.
To sum up, I still have only one person to block the mouth of the world!
Although it is said that life lies in exercise, it is also necessary to arrange rest time reasonably, right? On a rainy morning, I slept or sat well, and my mother was disturbed
The most important thing is that I look bad at this home, two gold-swallowing beasts, a father is too lazy to say, a mother is diligent and her temper is not generally bad, she is uncomfortable living by herself this day, and there is no need to wronged others.
No, it rained so heavily at eight or nine o'clock in the morning, she had to go out to find the dozen or so cauliflowers, and told her not to go and didn't listen, so she scolded her head and face: "You two masters are all the way, and the lazy ball is Mofa! The old lady planted it for you and begged for food, and I don't know!"
A person runs out wearing a hat and oiled paper in the heavy rain, and he loves to play masochism, as if no one can see her and force her to go out to do it when it rains.
After a while, I was screaming in horror behind me, and the sound of rain and cars passing on the road suppressed my answer to her, and she was deaf and didn't hear it, and the shouts became more and more intense, mixed with angry bursts, as if someone deliberately ignored her.
It turned out that she only brought a pot for cauliflower, and the cauliflower leaves couldn't be handled, so she asked us to take a tool to load it back and feed the chickens, and shouted, you came back first and said that it might not be too late for us to load it again?
She was shouting at the top of her voice, and what she said was a holy decree that must be carried out immediately, immediately, and if she disobeyed the decree a little later, she would have to bear her monstrous anger.
Is it just a few broken cauliflower to be picked in the heavy rain? It's not flood relief and disaster relief! The smallest one is not much bigger than a table tennis ball, and it's no problem to eat one in two mouthfuls with a big mouth.
It's all a family that complains endlessly all day long, with a long face, as if someone borrowed her rice to return the chaff, and all that comes out of her mouth are words that are not conducive to unity, and she has to implicate the whole family when she finds guilt, she is not happy, you don't want to be happy, this is her overlord clause.
After nine o'clock the rain stopped, she was going to plant pumpkin seedlings, just walked to the back of the house with pumpkin seedlings, and heard her screaming in a frightened manner (Sichuan dialect describes the urgency of the situation), the sound was not generally scary, like a thunderbolt on the heart, I thought she had fallen, hurriedly did not change her shoes, and ran to see that only two chickens ran out.
The horror of her scream was exaggerated to the point that it was as if something had fallen from the sky and smashed her head, and she was shocked that there was no strong spiritual power that could allow her to drag her soul away.
As I grew up in lightning and thunder, swords and swords, I was scared by her, not to mention people with poor psychological endurance, this day is really difficult, so let me be lonely and old!
I can endure poverty, I can eat poorly, dress poorly, whether it is family, love or friendship, I can stand the test of time, but I definitely can't withstand the long-term torture of the soul
What I want most is to be able to find a suitable job in the town or county, which can take care of the family and listen to her nagging less, sometimes distance can really produce beauty.
Although I have a strong psychological quality and can relieve myself, it is really uncomfortable to hear, and my gray hair is all tormented.
When I took my child to the hospital that day, an aunt asked me how old your granddaughter was this year, and I told her directly without explanation, if I said that I was the child's mother, maybe people would think that I was old and unashamed, and I made such a young child at such an age! She didn't know that I not only looked old, but there was also a younger one in the family!
So don't look at the superficial phenomenon at all, only your own heart knows whether you are doing well or not. #农村寡妇的日常心声#
I'm in a bad mood today and hope for a fresh start tomorrow