The day before the Spring Festival, the family was busy for a whole day. I wiped the windows early and cleaned up the house. I know that tonight is a special night, a night that means a lot to us.
Husband Fengfeng has been very busy, wearing a neat shirt and tidying up the dining table. He smiled while tidying up and said, "My dear, today is our holiday, we must eat and drink well!" I looked at his serious and happy appearance, and my heart warmed.
We've been married for ten years. In the past ten years, Fengfeng has been working hard, for our future, for me. He is a hard-working and down-to-earth man, and although he does not have much to offer, I know that he is responsible for our family. And I, too, tried my best to do my duty as a wife and silently supported him.
"My dear, today's dinner has been prepared by me with my heart, I hope you enjoy it. Feng Feng brought the dishes to the table with a smile on his face. I looked at him gratefully, and secretly vowed in my heart that I would make him happy for the rest of my life.
Dinner went on very happily, we talked about the past and laughed constantly. But in the festive atmosphere, there was a hint of uneasiness in my heart.
Fengfeng didn't know that I had been doing something that I was ashamed of for the past ten years. In order to make him live a good life, I chose to sell my body and did ten years of helping to communicate. Every time I pick up a customer, I am trembling, and every penny is for our family. However, this decision plunged me into endless pain.
The last pick-up before the Chinese New Year, I decided to end it all. I think I should give myself a chance and give Fengfeng a happy home.
After dinner, I gently said to Feng Feng, "Honey, I have something to tell you. Feng Feng stopped what he was doing and looked at me, his eyes full of concern.
I spoke openly about my past and told him that I had been doing a support relationship for 10 years, for the sake of our family, and for a better life for him. After Feng Feng heard this, his face instantly turned pale, and his eyes were full of shock and anger.
"Why didn't you tell me?" Fengfeng's voice trembled a little, and I knew that he was angry and sad.
"I'm sorry, Fengfeng, I know this is hard for you to accept, but I really want to end this and start over. "I burst into tears, feeling guilty and remorseful.
Feng Feng was silent for a moment, and finally sighed lightly: "Let the past pass, let's start over from now on." There was helplessness and distress in his voice.
That night, we didn't have an argument and didn't talk too much. But I know that our relationship has changed, and that change may be painful, but it is necessary.
The day after the Spring Festival, I chose to leave. I know that this is a chance for me to start over, and it is also a kind of atonement and repentance for Fengfeng.
Before leaving, I left a letter telling Fengfeng about my love and gratitude for him, while also expressing regret for the past and hope for the future.
It's a difficult decision, but I believe that only then can we each find our own happiness.
The story revolves around the story of a woman who sacrifices herself for her husband and family, with emotional entanglements, inner struggles, and expectations for the future all running through it. Hopefully, such a story will spark readers' thoughts and resonance.