When I was surfing the Internet at noon, I brushed up on Li Xueqin's speech in "Fifty Kilometers of Peach Blossom Dock".
She said that when she was twenty-four, she loved someone very much, so much that she felt that he was the best in the world. She tried everything to be with him, but he thought she was too fat and said that she had to lose weight before he would agree to her.
So she started to lose weight, like crazy. It does have some effect, but it's still not thin enough.
One day, they were having dinner with their friends, and she watched her friend being picked up by him and vacated in his arms, and she was envious. She asked him how many pounds she had to lose before he was willing to hug her.
He said, "No matter what, you have to get a hundred pounds." Otherwise, I really can't hold you.
At that moment, she was silent and desperate.
Li Xueqin has been haunted by this matter for many years. It wasn't until she was picked up by a girl who was thinner and weaker than her in the show that the originally withered place in her heart sprouted again.
A few days ago, there was news on Weibo that Li Xueqin was in love. She went to dinner with her boyfriend, and on the way, he either held her hand or put his arm around her shoulders and buttoned her collar.
After eating and shopping, on the way home, her boyfriend also carried her and trotted for a while.
Lying on the back of the person she likes, the moment she is firmly carried by the person she likes, the new sprout in her heart should grow into a towering tree. The place that was once broken is now regrown with bloody flesh, and it no longer hurts.
The boyfriend carried Li Xueqin now, and Li Xueqin, who was disliked by the person she liked when she was twenty-four years old, so she was disappointed in love and even the world.
A good lover may really be able to heal the pain of half of your life, comfort the sadness of half of your life, and nourish the dryness of half of your life.
You, who no longer had hope for everything, decided to forgive and love the world again because of his appearance.
Li Xueqin's boyfriend is called Wang Yitong, and he is the screenwriter of the movie "Cosmic Exploration Editorial Department".
After watching the movie, Li Xueqin wrote a review of the movie. She understands the weirdness and absurdity in the movie, and also sees cuteness, fun and innocence from these grotesques. understood the funny and nonsensical nature of the movie, and also understood the tears and warmth in it.
In a sense, understanding the movie is actually understanding the screenwriter. So it's not surprising that they will come together and collide in the name of love.
This is the result of the souls of two people reaching resonance, merging with each other, sparking and receiving reverberations in the vast universe.
How to describe this feeling, it is as if they meet in a world that is only black and white, and they are full of colorful light. They became the only two colored people in this world.
In places that no one can see, they have exchanged the secrets of each other's hearts, traveled through time and space to their respective childhoods, and witnessed their respective growth tracks.
When they saw the other party fall and fall all over the mud, they did not shake their heads and walk away because they were disgusted, but approached and helped the little man to pick up and help him wipe away the filth from his body.
Many people tell them that the other party is not beautiful enough, slim enough, handsome enough, tall enough, and has such and such shortcomings. Of course they knew, but they could peek into each other's essence through these external appearances, and see each other's souls shining in the darkness.
I have seen all your embarrassment and embarrassment, I know your ordinariness and worldliness, and I still want to stand with you, because my soul identified you earlier than my heart at the moment you and I met.
Who knows, I really love this kind of love that is evenly matched in spirit!
Instead of exchanging photos like today, chatting a few words on WeChat, eating a few meals, you think I look good, I think you have face when you take it out, and you and I will determine the relationship.
It's not that no matter how speculative and enthusiastic the online chat is, when you meet offline, you find that the other party doesn't look as you think, so you turn around and leave.
may be considered unrealistic and idealistic, but seriously, when dealing with others, the other party's conversation, the songs he likes to listen to, the books and movies he likes to read, his perception of the current life, the perception of the flowers and plants on the roadside and the fireworks in the world, will always touch me more than his appearance, his title, and his status.
Talk with him about books, about the changes of the galaxy in the eternal universe, and about the gains and losses of each other's lives for nearly half of their lives. In the process of talking, we can really see the light or gap in each other's souls. Build a spiritual utopia in the real world that you can hide in and empty when each other is exhausted, and create an ideal country that belongs to us.
This is my ultimate thirst for love, for intimacy.
It's hard, I know.
is more common like the boy Li Xueqin liked when she was twenty-four years old, thinking that you have to lose a hundred pounds before she is willing to hug you, and only then will she consider whether to be with you.
As my friend has experienced, when she confessed to the boy she liked, the boy told her that he couldn't overcome his psychological barrier and didn't dare to hold hands with her in the crowd because she had a birthmark on her face.
But today, Li Xueqin used her example to tell me, telling us that the premise of being loved does not have to be beautiful. There will always be such a person, waiting to resonate with you with spirit, use fun to hit hard, and stir each other.
If you are not too skinny enough, he will also pick you up hard and let you vacate in his arms. You're not beautiful enough, and he'll hold your hand in the crowd and walk with you every step of the way.
"I just accidentally agreed,
The moon that keeps watch for the sleeping wheat.
Since then, I have been going to the wasteland every night, looking forward to the cloudless every night.
No one knows what is wrong in my heart, and I love the stars. ”
The world thinks that he loves beauty, conformity, sensibility, gentleness and thoughtfulness. As everyone knows, he only likes to discuss the seriousness and smiling face between your eyebrows when discussing the boundlessness of time, mountains and streams, and the imagination.