#头条首发挑战赛#好像一直有一个这样的愿望, I want to write in a quiet place. For example, in a place where no one is disturbed, in a forest where birds are singing and flowers are scented, in front of a clean desk, in a café that exudes the smell of coffee, next to a babbling stream, and in a mountain forest where you can listen to the sound of the bamboo sea.
However, when I really get there, I don't seem to be in that state, and when I really calm down, there will be an inexplicable panic, this panic, like when I was young, I was afraid of being abandoned by my parents. I remember when I was a child, when I encountered naughty, I often heard adults say to themselves, if you are not obedient, you will not be wanted, and if you don't do what adults say, they will give you to the one who collects the rags.
When they grew up, they found that adults were not as tall as before, and behind their old age, there were vicissitudes left by the years, as well as memories of their youth. After work, I slowly feel that life is boring, and I look for some excitement in the boring life, and behind those excitement is immediate joy.
After having some life experience, we will reflect on why people want to live? Is it just to be fed and drink well? When food and clothing are no longer a problem, what is there to work on? With such questions, I look for answers in books again and again.
The more books I read, the more things I put in my head, and the more questions I think about, the more I think. As a result, I have the urge to write, and when it comes time to actually write, I will find that some things are like this in my head, and when I write them, they become different.
How can this be? It may be that I have practiced too little and my thinking is more complicated, so that when I start writing, there is a situation where my eyes are low and my hands are low. Just like the wishes mentioned above, when they are realized, they will find that those wishes are just some thoughts in the mind, and when they are actually combined, they are not what they imagined.
Writing in real life is closely related to the scenes in life, and if it is separated from life, writing becomes a source of water. Although it is difficult to write in a busy state to be in a good state, the state in those writing is extremely real. For example, my current self is writing in a state of work, and I may not finish this article before I finish it, and I will be interrupted by other things.
Even so, I was able to finish the unfinished essay at the right time. This is an attitude of doing things, and it is also a way of doing things. There are no conditions, find a way to create conditions, but also to do what you want to do, such an attitude of doing things, when you want to do something, it is likely to be completed.
In fact, many times, the panic in the heart is not because of others, but more of a manifestation of inner immaturity. When I panicked, I was like the child who was reprimanded by my parents, and I was afraid of being abandoned. In fact, we have been left in this world from birth, and no one will be responsible for your life, only yourself.
Just like writing in the busy, if you don't squeeze out some time for yourself, there will be no busy writing, and those things in the busyness will immerse a person in it. If you don't know how to get out, you probably become the one who is busy.
In fact, writing in the middle of the busy is a kind of jumping out of the current environment and thinking about some problems encountered in life with a new way of thinking. For example, panic loneliness, the helplessness of being isolated by the group, and the anger encountered in real life.
When we learned to write in the midst of busyness. You can write about the problems you encounter in writing, and when you write, you will enter a state of thinking. In such a state, we will jump out of the characters in the middle of the matter, look at the current problem from the perspective of a bystander, and then see the other side of the problem, so as to find a reasonable solution.
Writing in the middle of a busy situation seems to be a busy thing, but it is actually a way of doing things in a busy way. Of course, there are many ways to relax, and the purpose of each one is to reduce the stress in real life. The result is different depending on the choice.
The formation of an essay is a process of thinking. In this process, there are not only memories of the past, but also reverie for the future, when those memories and reveries become words, it will make a person more clearly see how his life path has come step by step, and can also see where he is going.
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