Rie Miyazawa, 51, gently holds the soft face of her 6-year-old daughter and gazes affectionately at this lovely angel. Her daughter's innocent smile brought unprecedented healing and comfort to her once scarred heart.
Rie turned her head and looked at the former singer next to her, who is now her husband who has walked half her life hand in hand - Tsuyoshi Morita. This man has tolerate, understood, and loved her for more than ten years.
No matter what she went through, Tsuyoshi Morita was steadfast in walking by her side, soothing the wounds in her heart with his patience and tenderness.
"Honey, what are you thinking?" Tsuyoshi Morita asked with concern as he gently hugged his wife.
Rie stared at her husband's sincere eyes, tears involuntarily welling up in her eyes, "I'm thinking about how much suffering and tribulation I have gone through to have this complete and happy family today.
As she spoke, Rie looked at the floor-to-ceiling windows in the distance, looking out of the steel jungle that belonged to Tokyo. She remembers the loneliness and helplessness of being abandoned in the city by her mother many years ago, and now she vows to give her daughter a happy and fulfilling family environment in her own way.
Rie caresses her daughter's face, a happy smile on her face. She knew that all the pain of the past was nothing more than a thorny journey to today's oasis of happiness. Now, she can finally use her own strength to create a warm haven for her daughter.
Rie was born in Tokyo in 1973 into an ordinary family and should have had a warm and happy childhood. However, from the moment she was born, she was cruelly abandoned by her biological mother, Mitsuko Miyazawa. Young Rie could only spend her lonely and lonely childhood at her aunt's house.
It wasn't until she was 11 years old that Rie finally met Mitsuko Miyazawa, her biological mother, whom she had never met. However, Mitsuko is not here to reunite, she locks in Rie's natural beauty, and unabashedly sees her daughter as a cash cow that can be exploited.
"From today onwards, you will follow me to make good money!" Mitsuko's cold eyes scanned Rie as if she were examining a commodity.
Carefully packaged and driven by her mother, Rie began her short and bitter childhood. From introverted and shy to lively and unrestrained, her every movement and demeanor is changing in a planned way, just to meet the needs of her mother.
At the age of 14, Rie made a splash with her advertising role "Reiko Shiratori" and won the Newcomer Award; At the age of 15, she starred in the movie "Crazy Skipping School: Seven Days of Battle" also achieved impressive box office results.
In this way, Rie was spurred by her mother to become a rising star.
However, the greedy photon is still not satisfied. On an unknown night, she actually brought her daughter to director Takemen Kitano, in a vain attempt to exchange Rie's "flesh" for a chance to be on top.
Takeshi Kitano rejects the filthy deal, but Rie loses an innocent and flawless childhood.
In the days that followed, Photon squeezed Rie's energy and money like a bloodsucker. She often arranges for Rie to cope with all kinds of difficult jobs, forcing this young girl to work hard to earn money.
The craziest time was when Mitsuko tricked Rie into going on a "vacation", but she was tortured by the famous master Norinobu Sasayama to take nude photos.
It was from this moment that the original innocent and lovely image of Rie was completely destroyed, and she could no longer return to the era of "Japan's No. 1 Beauty" who was worshiped by everyone.
During those dark days of being manipulated by her mother and being controversial, Rie fell into a long period of depression and despair. Her self-esteem has been hurt like never before, and her once glamorous image is gone.
In despair, she even thought about suicide to end this painful life.
Just when Rie was suffering physically and mentally and was at the lowest point in her life, a noble man walked into her life - sumo wrestler Kakanada. This sunny man is like a bright moon rising in the night, warm and gentle as a spring breeze that illuminates Rie's painful heart.
The two quickly developed from an initial friendship to a close relationship between lovers. The appearance of Kikada brings light and hope to Rie's gloomy life. Rie is immersed in this passionate love and tastes the taste of being deeply loved for the first time.
However, the good times did not last long, and Rie was still subject to the control of her mother Mitsuko Miyazawa and the prejudice of society, and was forced to interrupt this sweet relationship. The blow of the breakup sent her into the abyss of despair again.
At the moment when Rie was traumatized and devastated physically and mentally, she made up her mind to start anew. At the age of 27, she chose to go to the United States for four years of professional psychotherapy in an effort to regain herself.
During the long recovery process, Rie regained hope and enthusiasm for life. After being discharged from the hospital, she returned to the screen with her debut film "Garden Nightmare", and won the Best Actress Award at the Moscow International Film Festival for her outstanding acting skills.
This is undoubtedly the highest affirmation of her acting skills, and it is more like a unique gift given to her by fate.
After receiving this prestigious award, Rie felt as if her life had been re-energized. Since then, she has starred in dozens of excellent works one after another, and every time she appears on the stage, she will vividly show her brilliant acting skills, winning praise from countless film critics and audiences.
She finally re-established her own status in the theater world with tenacity and talent, and became an irreplaceable classic actor.
Looking back on Rie Miyazawa's life, love seems to be her biggest weakness, and it is also a pain she can't let go. When she was young, she fell in love with the sumo superstar of the time, Kihanada, and the two planned to marry and form a happy family.
Who would have thought that this marriage was finally obstructed and destroyed by Rie's mother, Mitsuko Miyazawa. Photon's fear of losing this cash cow makes her extremely controlling, and she will never allow Rie to marry and start a family.
She did not hesitate to fabricate all kinds of rumors to put great pressure on the Guihuatian family, and finally made the passionate couple make up their minds and interrupt the wedding with the attention of the whole country.
"I'm sorry, but that's the end of everything between us. Rie stood in front of Guihuatian, her once bright eyes dimmed, and her tone almost collapsed.
The end of this relationship left Rie with an incurable wound. She began to indulge in alcoholism, a chaotic life, and became like a walking corpse.
To make matters worse, she is also caught in the whirlpool of an unruly romance.
The relationship with Kanzaburo Nakamura is more like Rie looking for spiritual sustenance. She saw the old man as a symbol of fatherly security, and longed for his love and care.
It's a pity that Nakamura has never been able to give her the status and respect she deserves, and instead treats her as a sister with a different reputation. This makes Rie, who has been hurt so much, feel extremely desperate.
Under the continuous pressure of painful thoughts, Rie once had the idea of ending her life. During a hotel stay, she took out a fruit knife and brutally cut her wrist in an attempt to kill herself.
Fortunately, she was found and rescued by the staff in time. But when she was discharged from the hospital, Rie was already in a very bad state, and her original graceful figure was only skinny and bones, and her lowest weight was only a pitiful 40 kilograms.
Her body and mind were also on the verge of collapse, and she had to announce her temporary withdrawal from the entertainment industry to recuperate.
Just when Rie was at the bottom of the most desperate point of her life, the heavens finally turned a blind eye on her. An opportunity for rebirth unexpectedly appeared in front of her.
Although Megumi has re-emerged in her career, the haze brought to her by her mother Mitsuko Miyazawa has always enveloped her.
Rie, who lost her mother's love since she was a child, longs for her mother's approval and love the most. However, Photon's exploitation and exploitation of her left Rie hurt and traumatized.
Even if she has a successful career, deep down, there is always the shadow of being abandoned by her mother.
To make matters worse, Rie's darkest nightmare was the days when she was exploited by Photon like a cash cow. Young and ignorant, she was forced to take a set of nude photos that made her controversial.
Although this set of photos made Rie an instant hit, it also caused her to suffer unprecedented criticism and verbal criticism at the peak of her career. The image of the pure and lovely "first beauty" is gone, replaced by the infamy of "lustful woman".
Rie was in great pain, and she confronted Mitsuko many times, "Why do you want to do this to me? You don't even think of me as a daughter!"
But in the face of her daughter's accusation, Photon responded confidently: "I did it all for your own good, so that you can become famous and make a fortune!"
Mother and daughter, one is mercenary and only sees her daughter as a money-making tool, and the other is wronged and only wants to be treated as a person. This kind of contradiction and conflict is destined to plunge their relationship into coldness and rupture.
Time passes, and Photon's control and influence gradually weaken in Rie. However, for a child who has not been loved by his mother since he was a child, this kind of mental trauma is deeply rooted and difficult to fully let go.
Even though Rie later got married, had children, and formed her own happy little family, whenever she remembered her mother's ruthless treatment back then, she still felt a tingling and sourness in her heart.
The relationship between mother and daughter is like a thorn in Rie's heart that can never be released.
Although sometimes they meet each other with humility on the surface, there is a rift in their bones that cannot be bridged.