"White Deer Plain": The life of the disgusted Tian Xiao'e

"Ah, big!" A desolate voice shouted desperately from Tian Xiao'e's mouth, accompanied by Tian Xiao'e's fallen body.

Tian Xiao'e, who was pregnant and hungry, did not wait for Bai Xiaowen to bring back the food, but waited for the ruthless steel blade of the male deer.

Tian Xiao'e is the heroine of Chen Zhongzhong's "White Deer Plain", and she is also a tragic figure that makes people sigh.

On the surface, she is a slut who can do her best, but in fact, she has struggled all her life, but she has never escaped the net of fate, and finally became a sacrifice of the times.

The first man in her life sowed the seeds of tragedy in her life.

Tian Xiao'e was born in a scholarly family, with beautiful appearance, and should have a happy life, but she has a patriarchal father.

Tian's father was a late Qing Xiucai, and his life was passable, but for the sake of Yinliang, he sold his 17-year-old daughter to Guo Juren as a concubine.

The tragic fate of Tian Xiao'e's life is thus doomed: she was sold into her husband's family like an animal by her biological father, and she continued to be abused like an animal in her husband's family.

Tian Xiucai sold her, got a lot of income every year, and lived a lot of well-off; in addition, the marriage with Guo Juren also made him particularly bright.

It is precisely because of this that Tian Xiao'e was sent home after being suspended, and Tian Xiucai was extremely angry.

In this anger, there is the shame of losing face, and there is also the anger of losing income and prestige.

And Tian Xiao'e is in the hierarchical Guo Juren's house, in her own words, she is not as good as a dog.

She wants to satisfy Guo Juren's almost perverted desires, often beats her wife, and acts as a maid to wash and cook for the long-term workers.

She is a thing that Guo Juren and his family spent money to buy, and they can play with it as much as they want.

Pan Jinlian, who was possessed by Zhang Dahu and sold to Wu Dalang for the dowry, was not as miserable as her.

Tian Xiao'e, who lives in the cracks, does not want to "have a quiet time", but does not want to get out of the sea of suffering.

She is unwilling to destroy the rest of her life on an old man who has most of his body in the ground, although he seems to have status and money.

It can be said that even if she doesn't meet the black baby, she will meet the white baby and the gray baby.

As long as it is a normal man who can get her out of the sea of suffering, she will not let it go.

The second man in her life brought her an abyssal nightmare.

In fact, Tian Xiao'e's requirements are not high, she does not want to be rich and rich, but hopes that there is someone around her who loves her, even if she eats chaff vegetables, she is content.

So when she met the honest and honest "Maike" Heiwa in Guo's house, Tian Xiao'e ran to him like a moth to a fire - she wanted to break free from this shackle too much.

However, paper can't contain the fire after all, and Tian Xiao'e and Heiwa's affair was discovered by Guo Juren.

Tian Xiao'e was returned to her parents' home, and since then her reputation has been ruined, and she has become a bad woman who does not abide by women's morals in everyone's mouth.

Heiwa was driven away, but he was a man with affection and righteousness, and he inquired and touched Tian Xiucai's house.

He became a long-term worker there, and asked Tian Xiucai for Tian Xiao'e, and after leaving, the two couldn't help but hug and cry.

Tian Xiao'e recognized in her heart that Heiwa was her man, and they returned to Bailuyuan together, ready to marry in the church.

However, the newlyweds here want to worship the ancestral hall, Tian Xiao'e is destined not to enter the ancestral hall, and is even spurned.

Writing here, I not only lamented the depth of oppression of women under the feudal system.

All life must be carried out in accordance with the general ethics, and even the slightest personal will will be crushed in the face of reality.

Fortunately, Heiwa still did not give up, and they lived in the broken cave in the village.

Xiao'e will save the money that Heiwa earns from short-term work, clean up the broken caves, and make noodles from white noodles for Heiwa to eat, and there is a poached egg in it.

She only waits for Heiwa to come home every day, and the night is a paradise for the two of them.

During that time, it should be the happiest day of Tian Xiao'e's life, she gradually had a smile on her face, and her life was full of hope.

Did Heiwa ever love Tian Xiao'e? Many people who have watched the original books and TV series think that they have loved it.

However, this love is not as strong as imagined.

Because in Bailuyuan, where the clan concept is serious, he and Tian Xiao'e have never been recognized by the family, and it is an underground love affair that is not visible in the mouths of everyone.

Heiwa seemed to have loved Tian Xiao'e, but later changed her ways and married Xiucai's daughter Gao Yufeng.

When Heiwa obsessively watched the scene of Gao Yufeng reading and doing housework at the same time, we will understand:

He didn't care about Tian Xiao'e's identity at all, he knew what his unfavored relationship meant to his image in Bailuyuan.

He is like Li Jia that Du Siniang took a fancy to back then, but he didn't find the opportunity to sell Tian Xiao'e.

Tian Xiao'e thought that she was out of the sea of suffering, but she didn't know that there were even more unbearable days waiting for her.

The third man in his life completely pushed him into a desperate path of disillusionment.

Happy days are always very short, and life always refuses to let go of poor Tian Xiao'e.

Soon, Heiwa believed Lu Zhaopeng's words and joined the peasant movement, but soon encountered a counterattack.

In order to save his life, he left Tian Xiao'e and fled from Bailuyuan, and this walk brought disaster to Tian Xiao'e.

Tian Xiao'e, who was at a loss, could only beg Lu Zilin, who was the township covenant again, to help rescue Heiwa, but she didn't expect to fall into the fire pit again.

Lu Zilin has long coveted Tian Xiao'e, but he didn't have a chance to do it because of his face, and this time he was in the middle of it.

Lu Zilin looked at Tian Xiao'e, who sold herself to herself for the sake of the black baby, with dark vanity on the one hand, and full of disgust on the other.

And Tian Xiao'e would never have thought that the lover Heiwa, who she cared about day and night, would make her become a man's plaything again, walking alone in this cruel world.

Then Bai Xiaowen was expelled from the house, and he simply followed Tian Xiao'e into the broken cave with his face, and beat and scolded his wife who came to the door.

Tian Xiao'e has always felt ashamed of him, it was she who took the initiative to seduce Bai Xiaowen, made him lose his position as the patriarch, and was spurned by the whole village.

And Bai Xiaowen to Tian Xiao'e is more like showing his masculinity through desire and reinvigorating his manly prestige.

Unexpectedly, the disaster struck again, there was a drought in Bailuyuan, and Bai Xiaowen threw down Tian Xiao'e and went out to beg for food in order to survive.

At this time, Tian Xiao'e was probably not as practical as a meal of white noodles in Bai Xiaowen's eyes.

The curtain of tragedy is slowly opening.

In the Anshi Rebellion, Yang Guifei became a disaster for the decline of the country's fortunes, and Ma Weipo's white silk could not keep her last wisp of incense.

Chinese women always act as pasters for men's failures, and men are right, the responsibility lies with the pasters.

Lu San saw Bai Xiaowen's downfall and thought of his son Heiwa.

He blamed all the misfortunes on this woman.

Lu San raised the scythe of death to Tian Xiao'e, and then Tian Xiao'e's miserable shouts and frightened eyes also became his lingering nightmare.

In the four men, Tian Xiao'e, who couldn't get peace, finally ended her life of disgust, and no one really loved her.

She was like a firm and full ear of wheat, blown by strong winds, drenched in heavy rain, struck by lightning, burned by fire, and finally fell on the White Deer Plain.