The book picks up.
In a short article a few days ago, the author wrote that in the third year of being a soldier, before and after being transferred to the company department as a clerk, relatives in my hometown introduced a girlfriend at the Supply and Marketing Cooperatives in the small county town of huancheng, "the roots of land reform in the fifties, the Red Guards in the sixties, the People's Liberation Army in the seventies, and the college students in the eighties" Reflect the four occupations that became popular in the specific era of our country. Stained with the light of the People's Liberation Army, the foreign girls who have jobs in the city actually agreed to contact and communicate.
When the soldiers are outside, they can't help themselves. Including the 106 days of participating in the second training team training in the "prison", we have been relying on letters to communicate, Hongyan communication, both sides have sent each other photos and letters, but also in the letters to each other's thoughts, encourage each other to work hard, etc., when the training was so harsh, at the end of the day, the bones of the whole body were scattered, and we would seize the time to lie on the overturned anti-tank mine model to write a reply to the girl, intoxicated in sweet love.
To tell the truth, the drunk is drunk, the other girl does not think that you are in the mountain nest, may be the status and glory of the soldiers, and now that the reform of the Tigan system has been reformed, can you still enter the eyes of others? The little drum in my heart kept beating, and it was difficult to predict the consequences of continuing to talk, at that time, I cut off the red line and was not willing, and I said it in vain, and I was delusional to communicate with it, resigned to fate, and walked to see one step at a time.
Shortly after I was demobilized and returned home, accompanied by relatives, I went to the woman's home to meet, the atmosphere was quite harmonious, and I also increased my confidence and decided to continue talking. You must know that at that time, the urban and rural areas were a world apart, the rural grain commodities and grain, the work share to get the wage, the monthly payment a year is two worlds, people did not refuse to communicate is really thankful, very grateful.
But when watching a movie in the theater that night, the girl said that it was good to come back demobilized, you are a party member and have made meritorious contributions, and strive to arrange work in the city, we are close together, it is conducive to cultivating feelings, how good! My heart clucked a little, and my eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of shadows, this is not a big thing that individuals can say the final say, how to reply to people? I can only vaguely say that I will do my best to fight for it, and believe that jiren is full of clouds.
After the notice on the arrangement of work arrived, I was happy and worried, and I was glad that the government's policy promise to arrange work for outstanding soldiers was fulfilled, and a peasant child who had lived in the mountains for generations actually had a job, and it was a popular industry at that time. If you listen to the girls' casual slips of the tongue at that time: red collar badge, salesman, stethoscope, steering wheel. Our red collar badge is not worn, but I became a salesman, and it seems that 80% of this love will not change.
I wrote to the girl at the first time to report the good news, but did not receive her reply as scheduled, when I first went to work, I had to be familiar with everything, and I did not consider anything else when I was tight on time and heavy tasks. Later, when she went to the county supply and marketing school to study and study, she said plainly and passionately, you strive to transfer to the city to work within two years, and we still have the possibility of talking... Although the latter words were not spoken, the meaning was understood. At that time, I did not humble myself and said, I am a rural person, if there is a relationship in arranging this pass, it will play a role, your family is a city person, acquaintances have a wide range of connections, can you help to mobilize it? She shook her head and said that she was incompetent, and I wondered if the prospects were not good!
During my time from the branch to the town's comprehensive store department, I asked a friend to tell her that I had taken a step into the street, the shuttle bus was twice a day, and there were many passing shuttles that were more convenient, and there was no response to her to play. Later, I went to the Xinzhuang Brigade to engage in autumn broadcasting, and I heard that she had called once to the office of the supply and marketing cooperative to ask me to answer the phone, and the office staff replied that he had gone to the countryside to engage in autumn sowing for several months and had not been working at the unit for several months, and she hung up the phone. Not long after I returned to the unit to receive salary and subsidies to the countryside, the person in charge of the comprehensive store department saw me embarrassed and said: Oh, I made a kidnapping, your girlfriend sent a letter to the store department, everyone touched it very thickly and thought that what was sent, I don't know when you came back afraid of putting it broken, just tear it open to see who knows who is all your photos, there is no word, and I don't know what it means.
The severance of diplomatic relations was to be expected, but the way in which the photos of the troops were sent without a word were a bit desperate, and I did not expect this to be the end. I smiled and said thank you to the director of the store department, otherwise I would have to look forward to it, this good heart is also quiet, it is not a person under the sky, and if you can't climb high, you won't climb.
People are not interesting enough, we do not care about nor learn this practice, I put together her photos and the like, wrote a full six pieces of material paper (equivalent to the long letter of A4 paper, detailed and comprehensive memories of the sweet feelings and happy times of the relationship for more than two years, but also thanked her and her family for their encouragement and promotion, and at the same time wished her to get rid of the old love as soon as possible to find a satisfactory sweetheart, and so on sent over, one shot and two scatters, do not owe each other.
I didn't have time to complain because I still had a new job to wait for, and I had no reason to complain because the social differences that existed were difficult to change at the time. It is true that the little girl is happy and happy, the concept of hierarchy that is stubbornly rooted in people's minds is not up to her, relatives, friends, classmates and colleagues, and even irrelevant neighbors may laugh at how she found a countryman? With her heels, she can think of this kind of discussion for more than a day, she can't hold back and won't bar anymore, choosing to quit silently, so it is not surprising to come to this step.
How good it is now, the society has developed to such an open degree, the enthusiastic young boys and girls dare to love and dare to hate, what the end of the world is far away, what is the status is different, what is the gap between the rich and the poor, what the size of the ability, what the money is less, everything is a floating cloud, it is not a problem at all. In heaven wish to be a winged bird, in the earth wish to be a branch, in the water wish to be a fin fish, as long as the two feelings are pleasing to each other, as long as the true love, a lover can finally fulfill the wish and form a mandarin duck. (To be continued)