Meet Lin Yue, a wealthy single-parent businessman
It was a warm spring afternoon, and the sun was shining warmly on the windowsill of the hotel's intimate private box. Yan Xuejing was wearing a pink dress and walked into a friend's party with a nervous expression.
She is not used to these occasions, but her friends strongly invite her, and she is not easy to refuse. A friend introduced her to a mysterious man, Lin Yue, and said that he was a wealthy single-parent businessman with a net worth of money.
Lin Yue smiled a little shyly and raised his glass to drink. Yan Xuejing looked at him, thinking that Boss Lin, who was not confused after the age of doubt, looked gentle and elegant, and was not as rich as he looked on the outside.
Yan Xuejing was puzzled, but Lin Yue seemed to be drunk, and began to talk about his life experience. He said that he was married before and had a 7-year-old daughter, Xiaomei, who divorced his ex-wife two years ago and has been taking care of his daughter alone.
He confessed that he was extremely lonely and lonely in his heart, and he had been looking for a reliable and gentle woman to be Xiaomei's mother. Yan Xuejing was deeply moved after hearing this, and Lin Yue's sincere words touched her maternal softness as a woman. She looked at Lin Yue's resolute and fragile side face, and a trace of pity and love surged in her heart.
The family is against the marriage firm
After that party, Lin Yue began to frequently find Yan Xuejing to go out to dinner and watch movies. The two gradually got acquainted, talking and laughing, and Lin Yue would also bring Xiaomei out to see Yan Xuejing.
Looking at Lin Yue's gentle and loving daughter, Yan Xuejing was secretly moved in her heart. A month later, Lin Yue blushed and stammered to Yan Xuejing, asking to marry her.
He said that he was truly in love with her, a gentle and understanding woman. Yan Xuejing readily agreed after hearing this, and she was also deeply attracted by Lin Yue, a gentle and mature man.
She decided to form a warm home with Lin Yue and his daughter Xiaomei no matter what. When she excitedly told her mother the news, her mother was furious, took the case, and sternly opposed the marriage.
"He is 10 years older than you, divorced and has a daughter, he is simply taking advantage of you!" Mother glared at Yan Xuejing angrily and said word by word. Yan Xuejing hurriedly explained that she really loved Lin Yue and would fulfill the responsibilities of a wife and mother to him and Xiaomei.
She knelt before her mother and pleaded. Finally, under her soft grinding and hard bubbles, her mother reluctantly nodded in agreement, but her face was still faintly worried. The wedding date is approaching, and Yan Xuejing is busy decorating the new house all day long, with a happy smile on her face.
My father suffered from cancer and fought again
After getting married, Yan Xuejing and Lin Yue formed a happy family of three with Xiaomei. Lin Yue was overjoyed to marry such a virtuous and beautiful bride. Xiaomei also quickly accepted this new mother who was a little raw.
Yan Xuejing gets up early every day and is busy with housework and taking care of Xiaomei, with a sweet smile on her face. She and Lin Yue are very affectionate, full of beautiful visions and infinite reveries for the future.
However, the good times did not last long, and on an ordinary weekend, Yan Xuejing received a hurried call from home, which was from her mother. The mother's choked voice came from the microphone: "Your father suddenly had a high fever and has been diagnosed with advanced lung cancer, and his condition is very critical!" The mobile phone in Yan Xuejing's hand fell to the ground with a "snap", her face was pale, and her hands couldn't help shaking.
Seeing this, Lin Yue hurriedly helped her to the sofa and sat down, pacing back and forth nervously beside her. After a long while, Yan Xuejing barely calmed down, she was very frightened in her heart, but she still made the nearest ticket and prepared to fly home immediately to take care of her father.
On the plane, she looked out the window at the sea of clouds and was distracted, and the scene of her father's poor childhood and the many collapses of his body after that came to her eyes emerged. She clenched her fists, secretly determined to fight the disease to the end.
Heartbroken, decided to free it with his own hands
After returning home, Yan Xuejing saw that his father was dying, full of intubation, and emaciated. The doctor told her that the cancer was spreading uncontrollably and was in its final stages.
In the days that followed, my father survived on various tubes, but became weaker and weaker. Yan Xuejing stayed in front of his bed inch by inch, taking care of him day and night.
But the physical torture was far less than the torment of her soul, her heart was like a knife, and her tears never broke. Early that morning, her mother hurriedly ran to inform Yan Xuejing that her father was dying.
Yan Xuejing hurried back to the ward and saw his father's pale face, and his dry hands were weakly trying to pull out the oxygen tube. Mother and brother knelt in front of the bed and wept bitterly. Yan Xuejing also cried breathlessly, and she begged her father to hold on a little longer.
But his father's empty eyes were full of despair and pleading, and he had no vitality left. The doctor also repeatedly said that it could not be continued. After a difficult decision, the mother nodded with red eyes and choked up. Yan Xuejing trembled and held the mouth of the tube, closed her eyes bitterly, and finally made up her mind to pull it out hard.
Self-blame and explanation of starring experience
The death of his father had a huge impact on Yan Xuejing. She wept all day, locked herself in a dark room, refused any contact with the outside world, and could not eat for several days.
What kept echoing in her mind was the moment when her father died, and that decision was made directly by herself, and she couldn't forgive herself. "It's all my fault, if I had insisted on treatment at that time, maybe my father wouldn't have left us......" Yan Xuejing couldn't help but blame herself.
Lin Yue was even more distressed when he saw her like this, and stayed outside her door all day begging her to open the door. Her mother and brother also visited her every day and advised her to cheer up. Gradually, under the explanation of her relatives, Yan Xuejing's self-blame and pain slowly subsided.
She realizes that life is fragile and short, and that she must cherish the people and things of the moment even more. Half a year later, she resumed her job and wanted to devote herself to the stage career, which was her father's wish before his death.
Early in the morning, Yan Xuejing came to the familiar theater practice room, and her haggard face and emaciated body in the mirror made her secretly determined that she must let her father rest in peace in the spirit of heaven.