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Overnight, a big fluffy tail grew on the bamboo horse!

Overnight, a big fluffy tail grew on the bamboo horse!

Although his tail is cute.

But.

...... Hey, don't do weird things to me with your tail.

1

In my last life, I watched my bamboo horse give up all principles for the heavens, arrange her life, and build a future with her little by little.

My heart died, and I put away all my love for Lin Jinxin, but before I could welcome a new life, I accidentally died on the street.

Luckily, I was born again.

In this life, I want to stay away from Lin Jinxin little by little and rewrite my tragic fate.

The yearning for a new life is too urgent, I don't want to recall my previous life before he died, Lin Jinxin hugged me, cried bitterly and said that he had always loved me.

Sardines.

2

After being reborn, the first thing I did was move out of the Lin family and open a cake shop of my dreams.

Life was supposed to be very stable, but one day when I went home, I unexpectedly met Lin Jinxin who came to the door.

If it weren't for the big tail wagging wildly behind him, I wouldn't have noticed him at all.

"An An, only you can help me"

Lin Jinxin grabbed his tail, although his face was expressionless, I could inexplicably see the words "pitiful" from his body.

It took me a long time to digest this, after all, it was too unbelievable.

My bamboo horse actually grew a tail overnight!

Every time my gaze drifted past, Lin Jinxin's tail would sway wildly.

He was a little embarrassed, even if he tried to hold on to it, it didn't help, he simply gave up, let the big tail wagging around, shaking off a layer of hair.

Noticing that he had soiled the floor, I glared at him, and Lin Jinxin looked innocent.

3

When I got used to it, I asked him what was going on.

Lin Jinxin is also very puzzled, he doesn't know the origin of this tail, but it is certain that this tail has become a part of his body, because if he pinchs it hard, he will feel pain.

I had a big head, and I couldn't understand why he was the first person to think of me when he encountered such a thing.

However, it is understandable that Lin Jinxin should not have encountered the heavenly fall that made him unprincipled, and I have known him for nearly 20 years, and since my father was imprisoned, I have lived in the Lin family until last month.

He can trust me, and he can only trust me.

"An An, during this time, I can only ask you to take me in. 」

"You can rent a house outside yourself!" I prevaricated.

Lin Jinxin was silent, there seemed to be doubts in his eyes, as if he didn't understand why my attitude had changed so much, "You know my mother, she definitely doesn't agree with me living alone, if it is you here, she can rest assured." 」

Thinking of Mother Lin, I was silent.

When the two families fell apart, this poor woman resolutely rose to all the burdens, defying rumors, and ran around for my father to wash away his grievances.

I hated her cowardice and was struck by her tenacity.

So, Lin Jinxin naturally lived in my house.

I didn't notice the small emotions in his eyes, but I could see his tail flicking and even wagging out afterimages.

He seems to be happy?

Due to experience, Lin Jinxin is indifferent on the outside, and his emotions are not easily exposed. Usually only in front of me will show his age-appropriate side, but it is also limited.

The sudden growth of his tail became a way for me to understand his mood.

4

"You said you wanted to cut off your tail?"

Lin Jinxin handed the knife to my hand, and his tone was decisive: "If you cut it, you can do it once and for all, if you don't cut it, I don't know when it will disappear." 」

With that, he looked at me carefully, "It may bother you for a while, and I'll be here to recuperate." 」

I wanted to refuse, but Lin Jinxin's attitude was too resolute, and it happened that my chest was also blocked with evil spirit.

However, holding his tail, I really can't get out of it.

I could feel the temperature on my tail and even the blood rushing through my veins.

Hesitating and hesitating, the tail of the palm of the hand began to be wrong.

The specific manifestation is that it is shaking and shaking, and the change in body temperature increases, but it is clear that the temperature is very suitable today, and there is occasionally a light wind.

I looked up at Lin Jinxin in confusion and found that his ears were red, he bit his lower lip tightly, and his expression was restrained on his flushed cheeks.

Noticing my gaze, its tail shook even more.

After a long time, he struggled to hold back a sentence: "I'm sorry, it's too sensitive, you hold it like this...... I can't help it. 」

As I spoke, its tail seemed to be alive, and the tip of its tail wrapped around my wrist.

Me: "......"

5

Lin Jinxin's performance reminds me of when I was a child,

The first time I met him, he was also very shy.

When I was six years old, my mother died unexpectedly, and my father was grief-stricken and decadent for a long time, and in order to regroup, he moved with my brother and sister and left that sad place.

On the day of the move, I noticed a little boy in the next door neighbor's house, about the same age as me, with big dark and bright eyes, leaning against the window, curiously watching the movers come and go.

When I met his gaze, he shy retracted the window, and I didn't care, so I took out my favorite snack from my pocket and put it on the windowsill of my neighbor's house.

I quickly forgot about it, and my brother and I were glad that my dad was able to get back on his feet.

A week later, I heard a knock on the door.

When I opened the door, I found that it was the little boy from the house next door, and he handed me a bouquet of beautiful flowers that I didn't know where to pick them with a blank face, and after forcibly stuffing them into my hand, he pedaled away.

I also tripped over the steps halfway through.

On that day, the wind and the sun were shining, and I could clearly see his blushing ears.

But when did it start, the little boy who blushed when he saw me changed completely.

Become strange, become hateful.

I couldn't share a room with Lin Jinxin calmly, so I quietly moved there under the pretext that my cake shop was overworked.

When he recovers, he will leave on his own.

6

It's only been two days, and I received a call from Lin Jinxin at work.

He asked me to go to his office to pick up two documents that needed his signature.

I have to mention that Lin Jinxin is outstanding in intelligence and has a very high IQ.

In addition to the heavy academic and Xi Xi tasks, he also had the energy to tutor me in my studies, and even took time to start a business in college, and the results were extremely impressive.

He is an existence that many people yearn for but cannot reach.

"An An, I really can't see people like this now, so I can only ask you for help. 」

His tone was so sincere that I could even imagine his expression at the moment: his eyebrows were slightly twisted, and his black pupils were dark, like a frosty winter night.

On the phone, Lin Jinxin spoke about his predicament.

The technology company he founded himself, the hot AI project ushered in the promotion period, and as an important helmsman of the company, it was the time when he was most needed.

Sometimes I hate myself for not being ruthless enough, and I can't refuse Lin Jinxin.

There are many reasons, and the emotions in my heart are very complicated, it may be because of Mother Lin, or it may be because Lin Jinxin has treated me very well for many years, as for those things in my previous life, it has not happened so far.

Or maybe it's because of the little boy with red ears in my memory.

I didn't want to see him stumble and get tripped over the steps.

7

When I came back from picking up the documents, I was a little discouraged, thinking that good people would do it to the end, so I simply went to the supermarket to buy a lot of ingredients.

So I don't owe him anything.

The good things he used to do to me, and the bad things he treated me in my previous life, can all be written off.

"Ann. 」

After opening the door, Lin Jinxin greeted him expressionlessly.

There is no emotion on the perennial cold face, but the tail behind him is shaking too violently, knocking on the entrance cabinet, and the thump is really loud.

Lin Jinxin took the shopping bag I handed over, looked at me without saying anything, and held back a sentence for a long time: "Are you really that busy?"

At the same time, his big tail drooped.

He didn't seem happy.

I stared at him, his eyebrows were still cold, calm, and there was no trace of emotion, but his tail was telling him that he was unhappy.

Very unhappy.

I don't want to answer directly, I can't tell the truth, in fact, I want to avoid him, right?

I noticed that his tail was wrong, and there was a reason to change the subject.

"What's wrong with your tail?"

There are a few pieces that are bare and have a lot of hair loss.

I kind of want to laugh, Lin Jinxin's tail is really uneasy.

Pull a kaolin flower into the mortal world.

Lin Jinxin's perfect expression finally cracked, and his tone was very uncomfortable: "It should be a skin disease. 」

He scooped up his tail, showed it to me, and tried to shove it into my hand.

I avoided it.

Lin Jinxin had to give up, "You know, I don't have the Xi of blowing my hair in the shower every day, and I don't remember to blow my tail. 」

Falling asleep with wet hair can easily cause headaches, I frowned unconsciously, thinking about my previous life, I didn't say much.

Whatever he wants.

Lin Jinxin didn't remember blowing his tail, the hair on it was thick, and in just two days, the skin on his tail began to become red and itchy, and then there was hair loss.

"I'll buy you some medicine. 」

I didn't want to share a room with Lin Jinxin, so I casually found an excuse to go out.

However, I was still in a difficult position as to where to buy the medicine, so I ended up going to the pet store and told the salesperson that the dog had a skin disease, and he brought me a few medicines.

I just wanted to deliberately disgust Lin Jinxin.

In my last life, he just didn't love me, and I couldn't find a reason to take revenge on him, and I was so tired to spend all my short life on hatred.

But I had a wicked taste to break his apparent calm, to see him lose his temper.

8

I opened the door, and Lin Jinxin was standing at the door.

The way he looks reminds me of a puppy who is eagerly waiting for his owner to return home.

His big wagging tail made my associations concrete.

"I'm back An'an, why have you been going for so long, I've already made the meal, let's eat together." 」

I have no reason to refuse.

Although the appearance is not the flower of Kaolin, in fact, Lin Jinxin has the ability to take care of himself since he was very young, according to Lin's mother, when he was three or four years old, he could stand on a stool in front of the stove to stir-fry and cook.

He matured so early because of family reasons.

Father Lin is an alcoholic, a violent maniac who is drunk and abuses his wife and son.

Since I moved, I have seen Lin Mu a few times, and her face is often bruised, and the places I can see are like this, and I don't know what the places I can't see are like.

As for the little Lin Jinxin, he is slightly better than Lin Mu, but the good ones are limited.

Mother Lin was busy with her livelihood, and Father Lin disappeared every day, so little Lin Jinxin began to learn to take care of herself.

Looking back now, I actually regret it.

I regret that I shouldn't have persuaded my father to move with my brother, if I didn't move, I didn't know Lin Jinxin, and there would be no series of changes later.

Once, when Lin's father was drunk and beat Lin's mother and Lin Jinxin, my father couldn't stand it, so he copied the guy and came to stop him.

He is a good man who loves his family and wife, and he can't get used to seeing Father Lin bullying his wife and children with his strength.

The accident happened on that rainy night.

My father accidentally killed Lin's father and was imprisoned with a human life.

And my brother was only a teenager at that time, and in order to make a living, he could only temporarily entrust me to Lin's mother to take care of me.

A good home fell apart overnight, planting the seeds of hatred in my little psyche.

Even though I knew that the mother and son next door were innocent and victims, I was too depressed and helpless at that time, and I needed a goal, an object to vent my disgust.

After moving into the Lin family, I was silent, indulging in grief and unable to extricate myself, making trouble for Lin's mother every day, including the little Lin Jinxin.

The conflict that day was very intense, and after more than a month, the swelling and pain on Lin Jinxin's body still did not go away, and his wrist had no strength, but even so, in the face of my hatred, he took care of me silently.

Every day, he stepped on the stool to cook for me, and when I lifted the table, he would do it again.

I hated him so much that he suffered it silently, without frowning.

He just patted me on the back jerkyly, touched my hair, and said in the gentlest tone, "An'an, don't cry. 」

An An, don't cry.

9

In my last life, I was so sure of the relationship between me and Lin Jinxin.

We are close family, teammates who work side by side, and lovers of childhood sweethearts.

I thought we would join hands and be happy for the rest of our lives.

Until, Han Yao appeared.

After I established a relationship with Lin Jinxin, in just half a year, I noticed the changes in Lin Jinxin, he said less, his expression was always very solemn, and when he got along with me, he would wander from time to time.

He started smoking, came home late, and ignored my emotions.

One night, I suddenly woke up in the middle of the night, and my heart palpitated for that bloodstained night many years ago, and every time at this time, Lin Jinxin would hold me in his arms and take the trouble to comfort me.

But when I sat up, the place next to me was empty, and the pillow had already cooled down, indicating that the owner had been gone for a long time.

I didn't turn on the light, fumbled in the dark, and followed the sound to find the balcony.

I saw Lin Jinxin standing on the balcony smoking, his expression hidden behind wisps of green smoke, and his handsome side face was reflected on the mobile phone screen.

He's on the phone.

Lin Jinxin didn't make a sound, just quietly listened to the other end of the conversation, and he suddenly chuckled, "Okay, I'll go see you now." ”

I felt terrible at that moment, I panicked, I didn't know how to face Lin Jinxin, so I simply ducked, hid, hid in a dark corner, like an ugly reptile creeping in the night, watching him leave our home.

Soon, tears wet his eyes.

I lay back uneasy, my mind was messy, I almost didn't sleep all night, in the morning, Lin Jinxin came back lightly, first came to the bedroom to see me, he hugged me from behind, rubbed.

It made my eyes hot and I wanted to cry.

Blame him for why he bothered to hide it, didn't he know, he had a smell of perfume that made me sick?

Lin Jinxin still cooked me breakfast and sent me to work as usual, as if nothing had happened.

But I know we're not the same as before.

10

"An An, I made your favorite sweet and sour pork ribs, try it. 」

Lin Jinxin handed over the chopsticks, his tail was pointed and raised high, shaking and shaking all the time.

I seem to be looking forward to it.

I don't know if he'll be tired like this.

I glanced at him, didn't answer his chopsticks, and turned to the kitchen to get the cutlery.

After sitting down, I began to eat with respect.

Lin Jinxin's cooking skills are the same as always, but they ......

Why is it a bit salty?

The mouth is also bitter.

I rubbed my wet cheeks, looked at my tear-stained palms, and suddenly I was, oh, it was my tears.

"An An, what's wrong with you, why are you crying?"

Lin Jinxin panicked so badly, and the tip of his tail, which was still energetic a moment ago, hung down like a frosted leaf.

He looked extremely uneasy.

Turns out he's still worried about me.

I took two bites of food, stuffed my mouth full, my cheeks bulged, and I swallowed and choked.

"It's okay, it's delicious. 」

In my last life, I found that Lin Jinxin was wrong, and after thinking about it carefully, I decided to follow him.

So, I discovered his secret.

After getting off work, Lin Jinxin did not go home as soon as possible, but drove to a community.

He is very skilled in all processes, as if he has been here I don't know how many times.

I saw him hurrying in and out, going upstairs and knocking on the strange door, while I hid in the shadows, peering at everything in a vile and heart-wrenching manner.

I saw someone open the door.

It's a woman.

A beautiful woman who can make people shine just by her side face.

I saw the woman's eyes greeting him with joy, and even stretched out her arms and tried to hook his neck.

I don't dare look any further.

There was a heavy rain in my world, and I was caught in a vortex, falling into the deep sea.

I want to hear Lin Jinxin take the initiative to mention that woman to me.

I want to hear him explain it to me.

I want to hear him tell me the truth.

However, he did nothing.

He came home later, and although he had a perennial expression, I could still feel his uncertainties and absent-mindedness.

Is it for her?

I don't understand.

Since he has someone else in his heart, how can he still coax me to sleep as if nothing happened, cook breakfast for me wholeheartedly, send me to work rain or shine, and carefully instruct me to dress in the cold.

Sardines.

No, he's not a liar.

Because until that time, he had never expressed his love for me.

Never said he loved me.

I hesitated for a long time, and finally one day, the knife above my head fell.

I received a friend application, and after it was approved, a woman named Han Yao showed off her power to me.

She said, "Haven't you felt that something is wrong with Ah Xin in the past few months?"

She called him Ah Xin.

She said, "Ah Xin is coming home late, because she is here with me, holding me, kissing me, saying that he loves me. 」

He said love to her.

She said, "Ah Xin also bought me a house and a car, and you, after following him for so long, you didn't get anything, right?"

That's right, I didn't get anything, not even his heart.

Maybe...... He was just guilty of me?

Out of responsibility?

I don't know, my mind is very messy, I remember that at the beginning of Lin Jinxin's business, I couldn't get the investment during that time, I handed him the money I had saved since I worked, and he lost his temper at me and refused to accept my money.

I told him at the time that I was optimistic about his future and that it was an investment.

coaxed him for a while before he was willing to accept the money and count me as a shareholder.

I became penniless and racked my brains to help him save money.

Walking on a winter evening, I saw a seller of roasted sweet potatoes, he asked me if I wanted to eat them, he wanted to buy them for me, but I stopped him, I said no, I don't like to eat roasted sweet potatoes now.

Because of a little lie, I didn't get my favorite roasted sweet potato.

At that time, I was even secretly happy.

Be happy to be able to help your loved one save money and support him to do what he wants to do.

It's silly.

It's really silly.

Look at him, when he is rich and developed, he turns around and gives everything to other women.

Lin Jinxin, I regret it so much.

I shouldn't.

I shouldn't have used everything to love you.

Now all of this is a punishment that I don't have self-knowledge.

11

Lin Jinxin was at a loss to see me shed tears, and he couldn't even say a word of comfort.

It's just that the big tail behind him hangs lower and lower, hanging down to the floor.

The way he looks irritates me.

I used to like his calmness and thought it was sanity.

I like his reticence, and I think it's mature.

It's such a calm and silent person who makes me extremely irritable now.

I put down my chopsticks and said coldly, "I have something to do, so I'll go first." 」

Seeing that I walked to the door, Lin Jinxin's big tail suddenly wrapped around my wrist.

Worried about hurting me, he loosened his strength.

He was brewing, as if speaking to me was a tough thing for him.

"An An, can you not leave, my mother is coming to see us tomorrow, I look like this......

He hesitated to look back at the tail behind him.

"You want me to cover for you?"

Lin Jinxin's eyes lit up.

The tail wagged restlessly with its pointed tip.

He asked me nervously, "Is that okay?"

I didn't refuse.

Mother Lin is the main reason why I can't get rid of it.

This woman is too bitter and too bitter.

When she was young, she endured her husband's domestic violence for the sake of her children.

When I was middle-aged, I took on the heavy responsibility of taking care of two families, which pulled Lin Jinxin and me up.

In her old age, because she had suffered too much and was sick, Lin Jinxin and I were all her hopes.

Mother Lin treats me like a daughter.

In the previous life, she was the happiest to know that we had come together.

She didn't feel at ease, so she came to visit me and Lin Jinxin, who was old and loved to chatter. Talking about what happened when I was a child with Lin Jinxin.

"Someone bullied An An, Ah Xin was always the first to rush out, and I was always called over by the teacher to listen to the training. In the worst of these, those people bullied you severely. When I arrived, you were all wounded, and people had fainted. When the ambulance came, the doctor couldn't even let go of the hand you were holding together. 」

I remember.

I remember them all.

At that time, my dad was in prison, and it was only about a year ago, and my brother also had an accident.

He was falsely accused.

Everyone scolded him and called him a villain who bullied women.

My life started to get in dire straits.

When the news reached the school, many unreasonable children bullied me in the name of justice.

At this moment, standing in front of me and protecting me is Lin Jinxin.

He hugged me, endured all the kicks, covered my ears, and shielded me from all the abuse.

On that occasion, he was beaten badly by those men and fainted.

I was also terrified and cried until I fainted.

When we woke up, our hands were still tightly clasped together, and external forces could not be separated at all.

At that time, it was the beginning of my acceptance of him.

From now on, I can't wait to give him everything I have.

Afterward......

Then he let go.

12

After Mother Lin leaves, I will also leave.

Lin Jinxin didn't have any expression, but I knew he was unhappy.

Taking off his big trench coat, his tail was revealed, hanging on the floor, as if he had lost his life.

"An An, do you have to go?"

Yes, you have to go.

Because I've decided to stay away from you.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Lin Jinxin suddenly touched his forehead, and his voice was very weak, "An An, I seem to be sick. 」

I didn't make it in the end.

Lin Jinxin is really feverish.

Now he looks like this, and he can't be taken care of by others.

After getting sick, Lin Jinxin became very dependent on me, and when he was groggy and asleep, his tail always wrapped around me.

Fluffy and a little itchy.

I moved away, and my big tail seemed to hang down in disappointment.

After a while, he continued to entangle himself.

After success, he seemed to be very proud, very satisfied, and rubbed back and forth dependently.

Also rolled.

It rubbed me all red.

I held my breath and pushed it away again.

The big tail was extremely depressed, lost its muscles and bones, and became a soft one.

When I took Lin Jinxin's temperature, the big tail came back to life.

I glanced over.

It freezes.

I withdrew my gaze.

It's sneaky and moving to me.

Until they bumped into me.

Only then is it satisfied, and if it is swept around the ground, it expresses its joy.

His tail is kind of cute.

I looked at Lin Jinxin, who was frowning and sleeping, and then looked at his dishonest tail.

It seems to feel my gaze, and it becomes a little stiff and uncomfortable.

It was so nervous that the hairs on the tip of the tail exploded layer by layer.

For the first time after being reborn, I smiled.

After a brief pause, the tail suddenly swayed happily from side to side.

In a place I didn't notice, Lin Jinxin in his sleep also curled the corners of his lips.

He is good-looking, and even when he is weak, he has a good smile.

When I wanted to wet the towel to cool Lin Jinxin, the big tail seemed to be afraid that I would leave, wrapped around my wrist, and refused to let go.

No matter how much I pulled, it was useless.

I even patiently explained to him that I was just going to wash the towels.

Big Tail still stubbornly refused to let go of my wrists.

In the end, I couldn't help it, I fell asleep on my side next to Lin Jinxin in an awkward position.

This sleep is a night.

When I woke up, it was a little late.

I turned sideways, and Lin Jinxin was lying next to me, looking at me with his eyes open.

The tail is not honest, and immediately nests in my arms, rolling and begging for obedience like a coquette.

I was embarrassed, and the situation reminded me of my previous life.

We used to be very affectionate.

Not wanting to dwell on the memories anymore, I quickly pushed the big tail away, "Is the fever gone? 」

"I've already made breakfast. 」

Lin Jinxin looked at me when he spoke, and his expression was always calm.

But the big tail shows that his heart is not at peace.

I was even a little excited and looking forward to it.

I didn't think I saw the big tail doing anything, and I coughed dryly.

"Get up and eat, I'm a little hungry. 」

The breakfast prepared by Lin Jinxin was very rich.

I couldn't even imagine him dragging his sick body around the kitchen.

Lin Jinxin's craftsmanship is as always.

My eyes were as hot and sour as ever.

The big tail is always at my hand, changing state with my emotions.

I'm happy.

It just dangled.

I'm not happy.

And it drooped.

After getting along for a few days, Lin Jinxin has always been silent and silent.

I'm Xi to it.

I'm cold to him, but I really like Big Tail.

It seems that it exists independently of Lin Jinxin.

I interact with it occasionally now.

Like touching it.

They even hugged it.

Whenever this happens, it shakes terribly.

As for Lin Jinxin, he was on his back, but I still found that his ears were really red.

13

Lin Jinxin had a fever repeatedly, and I couldn't stay away from him as I wished.

But even if I was sick, he had to take care of me as best he could.

As if it had been carved into instinct.

To say that there is no touch is false.

Before I met Han Yao, he was really good to me.

Lin Jinxin stayed at home to handle official business, and when he held a video conference, he felt my gaze, and he was obviously a serious person, wearing a suit and tie, and contrary to the harmony, his tail would sway happily from side to side.

They asked him what his voice was.

Lin Jinxin found a reason quite casually, he said it was the wind.

I watched as it carefully flattered my tail.

I thought, where is the wind?

The tail is getting more and more inches, and so is Lin Jinxin.

Wagging his tail too hard, cramping, he asked me for help.

He asked me to rub it for him.

When he wagged his tail, he hit the stool and was swollen.

Let me help him with the medicine.

The list goes on and on.

At first I was resistant.

Staying by his side and taking care of him is already the biggest concession I can make, and I just want to stay away from him for the rest of my life.

But when he was rejected by me, although his expression was cold and indifferent, a layer of mist would rise at the bottom of his eyes.

The tail behind him looked more aggrieved than he was, and it hung down little by little, and its plump fur seemed to be wet with rain.

I couldn't bear it.

Just look at the face of the tail.

That night, I had a dream.

I dreamed of the previous life.

When I crossed the road in a daze, because I was sad about Lin Jinxin's entanglement with Han Yao, I was absent-minded, and I didn't notice the truck coming from the opposite lane.

I was swept under the wheels.

Lin Jinxin didn't know where to come from, hugged me and cried bitterly.

His voice was hoarse, hoarse.

His tears kept streaming down my eyes.

He said he regretted it, regretted doing so many things that had misled me.

I regret not being able to explain it to me.

He said he had always loved me.

"An An, why are you crying?"

I was woken up by Lin Jinxin's voice, and when I opened my eyes, he hugged me.

My cheeks were wet and soaked in my tears.

He was at a loss to wipe my tears.

The big tail rolled up, wrapped around my waist, and buried itself in me, as if it wanted to hug me too.

"I'm fine, just having bad dreams. 」

It's just a dream about the end of the previous life.

Lin Jinxin pressed on me, very heavy.

I nudged him, but didn't.

Just let him hold me.

None of us spoke.

The tail watched me get better, and carefully rubbed against the side of my face, nestled on my shoulder, very warm.

"Do you have a fever again?" I sensed that something was wrong, Lin Jinxin's body was so hot, and so was his tail.

Lin Jinxin didn't speak.

I finally pushed him away, and he burned into a daze, his lips opening and closing.

He said, "Ann, don't leave me. 」

I'm so unproductive that I'll shed tears for him again.

Because after all, it was the first time for him to express himself so bluntly.

In fact, the day before yesterday, I figured out the reason for his recurrent fever.

He was deliberately taking a cold shower and not using a hair dryer to dry his hair.

What a clumsy way he kept me.

He could have told me in person, but why did he do it?

Even at the expense of his own body.

Is it really that difficult to express your demands and emotions in words?

The tail curled up.

The tail curled up at the point, wiping away my tears.

I hugged the big tail.

"If only he could be like you. 」

The cuteness of the big tail lies in the fact that it is more outgoing than Lin Jinxin, and it will involuntarily reveal emotions.

For example, every time you see me, you will sway uncontrollably.

I helped Lin Jinxin cover the quilt in his sleep.

Feed him medicine and water.

Help him scrub to cool down.

Although he was burned in a daze, he was obedient the whole time.

Several times when I woke up, my eyes would unconsciously look for me, and when I found that I was still there, I was relieved to continue to sleep.

I could feel through the details that he cared about me, but ......

I hesitated.

Especially thinking of his previous life, he said in a dumb voice, in fact, I have always loved me.

14

Even after Lin Jinxin recovered, I didn't leave.

The big tail became more and more entangled with me, and whenever I was nearby, it would curl up on me greasy.

It really looks like a living pet.

Whenever this happens, I observe Lin Jinxin.

He avoided my gaze, but the reddened earlobes couldn't fool anyone.

I went to the cake shop to get busy, and Lin Jinxin handled the work at home.

When you get home, you have a delicious meal.

None of us said anything, but we became more and more tacit.

Just like the sweetest time in the previous life.

Until, like in the previous life, I discovered Han Yao's existence.

That day, Lin Jinxin went to take a bath, and I told him to blow dry his hair and tail, otherwise he would get sick again, and let go of the "cruel words", I absolutely didn't care if he had a fever again.

Lin Jinxin was obedient.

The sound of a hair dryer came from the bathroom, and when I went to charge it, I heard a prompt sound from Lin Jinxin's mobile phone.

A man named "Yao" sent him a message.

Seeing this word, I had a hunch, and after several struggles and hesitations in my heart, I still picked up Lin Jinxin's mobile phone.

His password has always been my birthday, so I clicked into his chat history with Yao......

On that day, I braved the wind and rain to leave the house where I had lived with Lin Jinxin for a while.

The wind blew in my face like a slap.

"Yao" has a close relationship with Lin Jinxin, although Lin Jinxin has a dull temperament, but he will always answer her questions.

"Yao" will be coquettish at him, asking him why he didn't come to the company, saying that he misses him so much.

What happened to Lin Jinxin?

Lin Jinxin began to reply with a series of ellipses.

Yao's words are too much, and he will say "don't do this".

Although it doesn't seem like much, I can see Lin Jinxin's connivance with "Yao".

It's ridiculous.

It turned out that they had been in touch so early.

And what am I doing?

I even think that Lin Jinxin in the previous life actually had a hard time.

15

I plan to disappear from Lin Jinxin's world completely.

I turned off my phone and left the cake shop behind.

The clerk is familiar with all the processes, and I can operate without me as the store manager.

I found another place to live, and when the rainy season began, I sat in front of the window every day to watch the rain and empty myself.

I don't want to repeat the mistakes of my previous life and spend a lot of time forgetting this deep-rooted relationship.

But I didn't expect that Lin Jinxin still found me on a rainy night.

At first I heard the door open, and I thought it was a thief.

Pick up the chair and prepare to deal a fatal blow to this unknown thief.

In the flash of light, I saw a big tail.

The tail was overjoyed to see me, and swayed happily, swaying and wrapping around as if he had been greatly wronged.

The chair in my hand also fell, and its tail hurt, and it wouldn't let go.

"An An!" Lin Jinxin cut through the darkness and hugged me tightly.

It was stormy outside, and he was shivering.

The tail too.

If it can make a sound, it will definitely whimper aggrievedly, blaming me for how can I leave it behind.

Then I really heard the whimpering.

It's not from the tail, though.

It's Lin Jinxin.

I turned on the light and saw Lin Jinxin's eyes red and her lips pursed.

"An An, why did you leave me, I have been looking for you for a long time. 」

短短几天而已,他瘦得不像话。

He was soaking wet.

Like a poor puppy abandoned by its owner.

I looked at the rain curtain outside and thought clearly, Lin Jinxin didn't have a long mouth and couldn't explain, so let me come.

"I saw your chat history with Yao, she seems to like you, and you don't resist. 」

"No!"

Lin Jinxin suddenly became very excited.

The rain-drenched tail exploded.

"What's that?" I asked Lin Jinxin, staring at his expression fixedly.

Lin Jinxin frowned, his expression was painful, he stuck his throat with a tiger's mouth, but he could only make a "ho-ho" sound.

The tail was in a hurry, curled up and beat him, hitting him.

But he couldn't speak.

"What's wrong with you?"

Lin Jinxin's state was very wrong, and his tail seemed to be depressed, slowly hanging down.

Looking at the tail, I had an idea, picked up a pen and handed it to Lin Jinxin.

"You can't speak, write it down, I don't want to guess. 」

The big tail regained his strength, rolled up the pen and stuffed it into Lin Jinxin's hand.

Lin Jinxin looked at the pen in his hand and calmed down.

Trembling fingers write the first line:

An'an, I'm sick.

16

Lin Jinxin writes very slowly.

And I have enough patience.

After a night, the fog in front of me was finally shaken away.

Lin Jinxin is indeed sick.

When he was a child, he was abused by his father, and he resisted, and his alcoholic father would beat him even more fiercely, and he was sent to the hospital several times.

In order to protect her son, every time Lin's father got drunk, Lin's mother would hide him in the closet, and raised her index finger and begged: "Shhh

Then, he watched his mother being beaten by his alcoholic father until he was dripping with blood.

Mother Lin didn't let him keep quiet.

Otherwise, the fist and slap will fall on their mother and son even harder.

The shadow of childhood continues to this day.

Lin Jinxin suffers from post-traumatic stress disorder.

He has been silently treating.

This time can become severe, and new symptoms may appear.

Every time he gets emotional, he can't open his mouth, he can't explain.

His voice seemed to be stripped away.

will continue to recall the appearance of Mother Lin raising her index finger and pleading.

Lie.

Never speak.

After writing all this, Lin Jinxin was drenched in cold sweat.

He put down his pen and resumed writing after a short break.

As for Han Yao, he applied for a job at Lin Jinxin's company, and accidentally saw my photo on Lin Jinxin's desk.

She mentioned it unintentionally, saying she knew me.

Especially with Lin Jinxin, she knows my brother.

At that time, Lin Jinxin became alert.

Because my brother was framed, even if he was cleared of the crime, many people still listened to him and believed him, thinking that he was a villain who bullied women.

In order to protect me, Han Yao added him to WeChat, but he didn't refuse.

Han Yao chatted with him from time to time, and he didn't dare to refuse.

He was worried that one day Han Yao would mention my family, my father and my brother.

Then I will be ostracized and bullied like I was when I was a child.

The reason why he did not dare to refuse was due to the experience he had gained since childhood.

Every time he was violently beaten by his alcoholic father, the resistance was intensified.

For my sake, he didn't dare even more.

can only perfunctory Han Yao like this.

After understanding the experience, thinking back to the previous life, I understood, I understood everything.

He didn't lie to me.

He is not a liar.

He's just protecting me in his own way.

He was sick, so he used the wrong method.

I burst into tears, crackling and shedding tears.

Lin Jinxin was very flustered and hugged me tightly,

His limbs were at a loss, he patted my back, touched my hair, opened and closed his lips, and couldn't say a word for a long time.

I thumped him on the shoulder, resigned.

"Is it great for one man to bear all this?"

"I won't forgive you!"

The tail wrapped around me and tied me tightly.

Overhead, there was a "ho-ho" sound again.

Lin Jinxin tried hard to speak, but his expression was as painful as being tortured, and finally, he let out a hoarse voice: "An An, don't want me to ......"

It was raining heavily outside, and so was my heart.

I wailed and cried, like a flood.

It is necessary to vent all the grievances suffered in the previous life.

Lin Jinxin hugged me tightly, kissed me, and comforted me.

He was finally able to express himself and express his affection for me.

I complained, "I was so cold to me before, and said that you have always liked me, and the puppy will wag its tail when he sees someone he likes, but what about you?"

Lin Jinxin suddenly shook his tail.

"As you wish, I have a tail that only gets excited when it sees you. 」

"You're a puppy. 」

"Well, I'm your puppy. 」

17

In order to make me believe his words, Lin Jinxin took me to see his psychiatrist.

There is no advance appointment, and the psychologist is treating other patients.

We waited outside the door.

"Your tail ......"

I reminded Lin Jinxin in shame.

His tail is pointy and not honest for a moment.

At this time, he was quietly digging out of his heavy coat and hooking my wrist enthusiastically.

The tighter it gets.

"I'm sorry, but it always acts on instinct. 」

Lin Jinxin smiled and pulled his tail away and hid it in his coat.

He looked at me with a smile and looked at me uncomfortably.

It reminds me of that kiss I couldn't help but have last night.

I was quite annoyed when I came back to my senses.

My current relationship with Lin Jinxin is a bit awkward.

Although there has been substantial progress, there is still a state of uncertainty between us.

Feeling the gaze above my head, I glared at Lin Jinxin dissatisfied.

Although his appearance is cold, his subtle delicacy and gentleness are indeed mine.

When we looked at each other, his big dishonest tail wrapped around again.

Extremely gentle.

Lin Jinxin frowned in distress.

"It likes you. 」

"Me too. 」

18

Suddenly, because of Lin Jinxin's long-planned confession, our hearts approached again.

Like in the previous life, he became my boyfriend.

However, I believe that we will never end up repeating the mistakes of the previous life.

I was hot under Lin Jinxin's gaze, and I stood up to admire the display board on the wall.

The moment I saw the photo of the psychiatrist, I just felt my ears boil.

"What's wrong?"

Lin Jinxin noticed that something was wrong with me.

I pointed to the photo.

"I've seen this psychiatrist, his name is Han Lu. 」

"My brother was falsely accused, and his sister was the mastermind. 」

I will never forget this man's face for the rest of my life.

He once arrogantly hit my door and used me to threaten my brother and force him to confess!

Lin Jinxin's eyes shook violently.

Seeing that the door of the psychological counseling room was pushed open, Lin Jinxin pulled me away as soon as possible.

19

When my brother was framed, it was the Han family brothers and sisters who did it.

In order to ensure my Xi life, my brother went to work in a factory.

Two months later, there was a tragic safety accident at the factory.

Several workers lost their able-bodied bodies in this accident.

Luckily, my brother didn't go to work that day.

The factory compensation is not in place, and the matter is quite big.

The Han family took advantage of the workers to sell miserably and harvested donations from the society.

The family was rich in their own pockets, ignoring the workers who were disabled by work.

It was my brother who exposed it.

The parents of the Han siblings were imprisoned as a result.

After the incident, Han Lu's sister framed my brother for "bullying" him.

The Han family is powerful, and if it weren't for a lawyer with a sense of justice, my brother would have almost ended up in prison.

After the incident, rumors spread everywhere that I was bullied at school.

It was Lin Jinxin who always protected me.

And my brother, because of guilt, in order not to bother me, still lives in another city, and only occasionally comes back to meet me during the holidays.

Unexpectedly, I would still be able to meet Han Lu.

The timing of his appearance was too coincidental.

And...... He also has the surname Han.

I only saw Han Lu back then, and his sister never showed up as a "victim".

I trust my instincts.

"Jinxin, when did your condition start to worsen?"

Lin Jinxin and I have a tacit understanding and realize that things are not simple.

"It was after coming into contact with this psychiatrist. 」

The tail behind him suddenly exploded, and he got up to make a call.

A few hours later, the results of the investigation were given over there - Han Lu and Han Yao are brother and sister!

20

Lin Jinxin smokes on the balcony.

I snatched the cigarette from his finger and tried to take a puff.

Not surprisingly, I was choked.

Lin Jinxin, along with the big tail, patted me on the back worriedly.

I stroked my big tail and picked up Lin Jinxin's face.

"Han Lu, as a psychiatrist, guided you not to spit out the truth to me, Han Yao took the opportunity to enter and let me misunderstand......

Thinking of the consequences, Lin Jinxin's eyes turned red with hatred.

I leaned my face against his chest, remembered my last life, and closed my eyes.

"Jinxin, let's get revenge. 」

"I want their brother and sister to die. 」

21

Lin Jinxin still works from home and does not allow me to go out to work.

He was afraid that when he was away, I would be in danger.

Han Yao was still contacting him frequently, but Lin Jinxin no longer replied.

I looked at Lin Jinxin's mobile phone and complained that Han Yao was quite good at handling men.

At first, Han Yao just shared her life.

Later, he would complain to Lin Jinxin.

Later, she started posting selfies.

The first few shots only framed her face, and slowly, the lens blended into her beautiful figure.

It's a man who will be bloody when he sees it.

Lin Jinxin just snorted.

Then he curled me around with his big tail, his lips close to my lips, and asked me in a deep voice what I wanted to eat at night, and he did it.

Han Yao was treated coldly, she had never suffered defeat from a man, she lost patience a little, and her words became full of aggression.

When she mentioned me, Lin Jinxin finally replied:

"What do you want?"

As we wished.

After a period of foreshadowing, Han Yao fell into the trap.

"If you don't want me to spread the word and it's not good for your heart, Mr. Lin, you have to show some sincerity. 」

Lin Jinxin chilled her for a while, had dinner with me, watched a movie, and only replied to her in the evening.

"What exactly do you want?"

When people are angry, they are often irrational and lose their prudence.

So, Han Yao said her purpose:

"Money, or something of value, like a house, like a car. 」

"I know that these are trivial to Mr. Lin, as long as your company continues to grow, everything in the world that is marked with value will be easy for you. 」

"I believe that Mr. Lin will not be stingy and use money to buy the peace and smoothness of the second half of your loved one's life. 」

Lin Jinxin replied to her: "What if I don't want to?"

Han Yao's message replied quickly, this time by voice:

"I have exact news here, Mr. Lin's An An's life is quite bumpy, her father is a murderer, and her brother is a bastard who bullies women......

Han Yao wanted to speak and stopped.

Rao had been prepared, and my temples were pounding.

My family, my father, my brother, will always be my weakness.

All the ridicule, contempt I received was secondary.

Dad has been grounded, but I still have to be talked about and criticized because of me.

But I have no way to complain, and I can't tell the world that he is actually a good person, a good father.

As for my brother, he is obviously innocent, but because of the long history of the incident, he has to be scarred again.

"An An, don't be afraid, I'm here. 」

Lin Jinxin hugged me.

The fried tail is also entangled.

22

After Lin Jinxin called the police, he sent the evidence he had collected these days to his lawyer.

Soon, Han Yao and Han Lu were arrested for extortion.

It is said that when she was arrested, she was still abusing me and Lin Jinxin.

The words that scolded me were especially ugly.

She hated my brother for causing their family to lose their good life, and the whole family was saddled with lawsuits and lived a life of displacement.

I am unwilling to know why I can get everything, especially Lin Jinxin's preference.

Han Yao's approach to Lin Jinxin was undoubtedly purposeful.

But she was really attracted to Lin Jinxin.

It's a pity that it fell short.

23

The dust has settled.

Lin Jinxin's tail is still there.

He's worried.

The cold expression was rare and vivid, and he sighed at me in anguish.

"I'm not going to drag a big tail all my life, am I?"

I dragged my tail over, held it in my arms, and rubbed it.

"Actually, I like your tail. 」

"It always expresses its love for me in the most passionate way, and it is much better than you. 」

The big tail is too sensitive, and it is like losing its muscles and bones by me, and it is soft in my arms.

Lin Jinxin pulled his tail over.

"Stingy, even eating the vinegar of your own tail. 」

Lin Jinxin came over and pinched my nose.

"It's a part of my body, and it's my feelings. 」

"Is it still the same?"

I pointed to the tail that had crept up and explored some soft spot with bad intentions.

Lin Jinxin's ears were red, and his face was full of expression: I really can't do anything about it.

Me: Hey, please. Don't do weird things with your tail!

24

Later, when I learned that the Han siblings had been arrested, my brother finally returned to the city where he was born and reunited with me.

I left the cake shop to him to take care of, and my brother was very interested and was busy baking every day.

Only occasionally ask me why the weather is getting hotter and hotter, but Lin Jinxin is wrapped in a long coat.

I can only cope with it by playing haha.

Until one morning, when I got up with Lin Jinxin, I found that the big tail had finally disappeared.

I breathed a sigh of relief.

"You can finally do weird things without it. 」

Unexpectedly, in the next second, the big tail wrapped around my waist again.

I turned pale with astonishment.

"Why is it still there?"

Lin Jinxin's expression was a little proud.

"I'm free to control it. 」

"It can disappear or appear of my will. 」

But.

Just see you.

The tail still wagged involuntarily.

(ENDS)

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