"Mom, have you watched the news? Sister Liu Xin is gone!"
On the morning of July 3, 2023, Shan Changbin, an auxiliary police officer in Qitaihe City, Heilongjiang Province, anxiously called his mother Wang Yan: "I'll go and inquire if there is any news from the funeral home in the city, even if I ask for leave, I have to send it!"
Shan Changbin finally missed the final farewell.
On the same day, at nine o'clock in the morning, in Boli County, Qitaihe City, Comrade Liu Xin's farewell ceremony was held in a low-key manner.
colleague Li Jiahui wanted to hug Liu Xin's urn, but as soon as her hand reached forward, she retracted it again. "When I was sent to the ambulance the day before yesterday, I was still a living person, how could I come back and become such a small box......"
"Wearing this police uniform, it is as if there is infinite energy"
Liu Xin, a police officer of the Qitaihe City Public Security Bureau, has short hair, a loud voice, is happy to see people, and does things in a hurry. Since August 2011, Liu Xin has been sticking to his post at the Taonan Police Station of the Qitaihe Public Security Bureau. People who saw her for the first time always saw her as a fair-skinned young man.
One day in May 2021, Liu Xin was visiting the jurisdiction when her mobile phone suddenly vibrate, and the caller ID was Sister Zhang in the jurisdiction. Picking up the phone, a childish and panicked voice came: "Uncle Liu, can you come to my house?" My mother suddenly couldn't speak...... Liu Xin hurriedly ran to Sister Zhang's house and found that Sister Zhang had collapsed on the sofa and was already in a deep coma. Liu Xin exerted all her strength, picked up Sister Zhang and ran downstairs, and sent her to the hospital with the colleagues who came to pick her up, and Sister Zhang was treated in time. But Liu Xin, who weighed less than 80 pounds, collapsed on the hospital floor, pale and sweating profusely.
Soon, Liu Xin received a thank you letter from the little girl who called. When I opened it, I saw a page of paper torn from a Tianzi grid notebook, on which was written in immature handwriting: "Uncle Liu, thank you for giving me my mother! ”
Wang Yan, a resident of the jurisdiction who asked Liu Xin to do things, also mistook her for a gay man at first.
One day in October 2021, Wang Yan found the police station because of the matter of reapplying for her son's ID card. At that time, his son Shan Changbin had just returned to Qitaihe from his permanent residence in Dalian to take the civil service examination, but the ID card required for the examination had expired, and although the Dalian public security department had already refilled it, according to local regulations, he had to go to the local area to enter his fingerprints before he could collect them. Because of the epidemic, at that time, it was necessary to quarantine both places to and from Qitaihe and Dalian, and if I went to pick it up, I would miss the exam.
After running around, Wang Yan came to the Taonan Police Station of the Military Enterprise Branch of the Qitaihe Public Security Bureau with the mentality of trying it out, and Liu Xin, a police officer in the package, received her.
After explaining the situation, Liu Xin made an appointment with the mother and son to meet on weekdays, accompanied them to complete the formalities one by one, and then sent them home. In just one week, the new ID card was successfully processed.
"At that time, the two of us were in a trance with the card: we were entangled in this matter for half a month, and we were all crazy, and finally we were solved by this young man?" Wang Yan wanted to express her gratitude, but she declined the invitation and did not accept the gift. Later, Wang Yan found someone to make a pennant and send it to Liu Xin, only to know that the matter of applying for an ID card in a different place was not under Liu Xin's control.
"Liu Xin made me feel that the 'serving the people' on the wall of the government building is not an empty word, she is a good policeman and a good civil servant in the hearts of the people, and her style has influenced two generations of our family. Wang Yan said.
In April 2023, Shan Changbin was admitted to the Liuzhi Nursing Detachment of the Qitaihe Public Security Bureau to become an auxiliary policeman, and Liu Xin was his guide. Wang Yan said: "My son was naughty and was trained by the police when he was a child, and he had a bad impression of the police when he was a child. ”
Liu Xin takes this profession very seriously. She was like a tomboy when she was a child, and she had a dream of being a criminal police officer since she was a child, dreaming of charging ahead and fighting criminals. But when she grew up, she was mistaken for a gay man, and it wasn't all for this reason.
In May 2011, Liu Xin, who had not been a police officer for a long time, was diagnosed with aplastic anemia, and his life began to count down. Long-term use of hormone drugs caused damage to her liver and kidneys, and her symptoms such as necrosis of the femoral head and fluid accumulation in her knees and ankles gradually worsened. Due to her hyperthyroidism, she is hot and dry, and often sleeps at night without closing the window and does not feel cold. Later, her face became pitted, with many acne, and even her eyes often felt swollen. She told others that she "didn't have a good place from head to toe." Because of the aggravation of the disease, and for the convenience of care, Liu Xin cut her hair short, but at work, she served the people as always and responded quickly.
Zhang Guizhen, who is over 80 years old, has lived for a long time in the area under Liu Xin's jurisdiction with her son, who suffers from uremia, and Liu Xin will visit her every one or two months, often bringing rice, flour, grain, oil, and other daily necessities; the No. 8 Primary School in Qitaihe City is Liu Xin's jurisdiction, and when she learned that there was a miner's child living in someone else's house, she often went to see the little girl, bought her fruits and stationery, and helped her do psychological counseling; A resident of the Linyuan Star Community she was in charge of had an Alaskan dog and walked the dog on a leash every day; after receiving the feedback from the masses, she went to the door left and right, and persuaded her through various methods, and after more than 20 days, the old lady was moved by her professionalism and tied the dog down。
Some colleagues are puzzled: Do you feel troubled when you help others solve troubles? Liu Xin said: "The old people treat me as a child, and I want to take care of them." When I treat others like this, I wonder if others treat my parents and my grandparents so patiently with them. ”
"The current police are really in charge!" In the community group, someone gave a thumbs up to Liu Xin's dedication as a people's policeman. Immediately after that, more and more thumbs flooded the screen......
In 2021, the Liu Xin Police Office of the Taonan Police Station of the Military Enterprise Branch of the Qitaihe Public Security Bureau was officially established. For 12 years, the first thing Liu Xin did when he came to the door was to tell all the residents his mobile phone number. She once said: "I have also been decadent and hopeless because of my illness, but wearing this police uniform, it seems to have infinite energy." Doing something meaningful and valuable for the people in the jurisdiction is the glory of my life. ”
It is understood that in recent years, Liu Xin has done more than 130 practical things and solved problems for the people in the jurisdiction, and received 26 pennants and letters of commendation. But her colleagues around her said that Liu Xin did not take the initiative to talk about what she did, and it was often when the other party came to thank her and send a pennant that her colleagues knew.
"Can I continue to exist in another way?"
"You say, I have so many pimples on my face, will people dislike me when they see me?"
"People don't necessarily want to be friends with me and think I'm a drag. ”
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In a chat record with a girlfriend, Liu Xin, who has low self-esteem and weakness, poked his head out. "She's still a simple little girl after all. She is very willing to trouble her friends and people in the jurisdiction, but she never bothers the people around her. When I vented negative emotions to her, she didn't even mind using her own illness to enlighten me and tell me how much she envied the normal life of people. The girlfriend said.
Some friends around me asked Liu Xin, do you want to find a better half? Liu Xin said that she also thought about it, but then gave up, "I am just a burden and a burden, and I can't bring much ...... to others."
Liu Xin has something to be afraid of. She dreamed of fighting on the front line, and the thing she was most afraid of was filling her teeth, "I couldn't see it when I did the bone puncture, but I could see the equipment (for fillings) clearly, as if I was decorating it in my mouth, I just don't want to fix my teeth even if I die of tooth nerves!"
Liu Xin also has a stubborn side. When her illness worsened, the comrades in charge of the unit offered to transfer her more than once, but she politely refused: "My own (life) may not last long, but I am very willing to do community work, so let me be responsible for it to the end." ”
Liu Xin never accepted gifts from others, but when she accepted the pennant given by the residents of the jurisdiction, she still couldn't help but share her happiness with her best friend: "I'm very happy, this is the recognition of my work! You also know that I am very shy and not very expressive, and I blushed at that time, and I can't fix it!"
There have been fragility, there have been struggles, but more than that, they are still strong and alive to death, just because the precious fire of life is still burning.
When her best friend unexpectedly learned that Liu Xin had signed a voluntary form for body donation, she felt incredible. Liu Xin said disapprerovingly: "I don't know if I'll be gone one day, other organs may not be good, I feel that the cornea is okay." ”
Her best friend asked her: "Why did you decide so easily?" Liu Xin replied calmly: "A person has to face his own life and death problems." I've been (sick) for so many years, and I can see that whatever organ I can still use, I will use it on others. If I save someone's life, can I continue to exist in another way?"
"Because, I want to be a police officer in my next life!"
From the mouth of Liu Xin's best friend, we learned about her unknown hobby in her heart - Liu Xin likes to read online novels, fantasy, cultivating immortals, crossing over, and likes to jump out of the content of real life, in that world, there are no worries, no birth, old age, sickness and death.
In reality, however, the pain was still a cruel reminder of how far she was from death in all the ways she could feel.
On March 7, 2023, Liu Xin, who had just participated in the Women's Day event, fainted and fell to the ground, and was immediately sent to Qitaihe Hospital of Traditional Chinese Medicine for rescue. After some recuperation, Xu Tingting, an auxiliary police officer of Liu Xin's police office, saw her - wearing a mask, walking seemed to be very difficult, and the whole person was thin and out of shape. Xu Tingting asked her how her body was, and Liu Xin said that because of taking medicine, her facial muscles could no longer be controlled, and she was afraid of scaring the people in the jurisdiction, so she could only wear a mask, and now her blood index is not very good, and her platelet index is seriously low.
Later, Xu Tingting learned that Liu Xin was very prone to visceral hemorrhage and cerebral hemorrhage at that time, and in severe cases, his life may be in danger.
Facing the grim reaper that may come at any time, Liu Xin still told Xu Tingting: "If someone comes to find you and you can't handle it, let them call me." ”
"That may be Sister Liu Xin using her own way to say goodbye to the residents in the jurisdiction......" Every time she recalls this scene, Xu Tingting always sighs.
"Alas, how can I not understand...... I don't understand how to say it......"
On the evening of July 1, 2023, Liu Xin, who felt very uncomfortable, dialed the phone of her colleague Wang Tianze. She wanted to say to Wang Tianze, "You help me call 120, tell me when you come to me, and I'll go to the door and open the unit access control." But it was this short sentence that Liu Xin could no longer express clearly.
At 2:38 on July 2, 2023, Liu Xin died of cerebral hemorrhage at the age of 36. In the ambulance at the last moment of her life, her thin body snuggled in the arms of her mother Cinderhu, and said in a very weak voice: "Mom, I have a headache......
A row of police uniforms with dust covers in the wardrobe of Liu Xin's rental house made Li Jiahui, who came to pack up the medicines, instantly sting. "Hung neatly inside, even the trouser line was meticulously ironed. Liu Xin said that she couldn't wear other clothes, but she felt very comfortable wearing a police uniform, and she was always confident. Li Jiahui said that Liu Xin's backpack, wallet, keychain and other almost all daily necessities have police elements, and the police profession is her noble belief.
Rewinding the last time, Li Jiahui found that in the dark, Liu Xin had already made his own decision-
"I don't know how long it's been since I've experienced what it's like to have long hair......"
"In the next life, you want to be a girl, right? I want to see you have long hair. ”
"I want to be a boy in my next life! Because I want to be a policeman in my next life!"
"Why are you doing this?"
"How good it is to be a male policeman, male policemen can do more things than female policemen, I want to be a criminal policeman in my next life, because criminal policemen are the coolest!"
After Liu Xin left, her story gradually became known to more people. Public security organs at all levels in Heilongjiang Province have launched several rounds of activities to study and Xi the deeds of Comrade Liu Xin, drawing strength from her advanced deeds.
In Liu Xin's hometown of Boli County, the reporter met Liu Xin's mother, Xin Dexiu, and held her dry hand. With just one hand, tears fell from her red and swollen eyes like broken threads.
"I never dared to call her during the day, and sometimes when I called her at night, she would say, 'Mom, I'm going to sleep, I'm too tired during the day'. A while before she left, she told me, 'Mom, I'm done with this, I'll see you when I'm done,'......" Hindhew choked up and could barely speak.
"Liu Xin likes the sea and the feeling of freedom. We have moved the idea of burying her at sea, but there is no place to spread it in the small county. I still want her to have a place to live, a quilt to cover, and I can still commemorate and commemorate every year, and I can still look at ......."
The old man covered her eyes with her hands, and two lines of hot tears flowed from between her fingers, dripping silently onto her clothes, and she could no longer be found.
On the occasion of the fourth Chinese People's Police Day, the Ministry of Human Resources and Social Security and the Ministry of Public Security jointly made a decision to posthumously award Comrade Liu Xin the title of "First-Class Hero Model of the National Public Security System". The Ministry of Public Security released the advanced deeds of Liu Xin, a national "public security model", and called on the vast number of public security people's police and auxiliary police to Xi learn from her. In the position where Liu Xin worked, the Qitaihe City Public Security Bureau selected an outstanding policeman to take over the position of sergeant of Liu Xin's police office to continue her unfinished business.
On the wall of Liu Xin's police office, a row of photos of police officers is lined up. There is also that familiar photo on it, prominently pasted. (Reporter Chen Cong, Xie Jianfei)
Source: Xinhua Daily Telegraph