#Article Launch Challenge##Life Diary##记录我的2024#
Since this month, I have resigned and have not gone to work at home, and I feel weak because of the relaxation of time.
Why don't you let Ziyang come back from school at noon every day to eat?
Ziyang is not happy, he enjoys the freedom of escaping from his parents, and he is happy to be with his classmates.
The food outside was not enough to reassure, but it was his determination to grow.
Well, the parent-child relationship will always drift apart, and the protection of parents is time-effective, so just relax and give each other leeway.
I was worried that the winter vacation was coming soon, and I had to face my son 24 hours a day, and there were too many things that didn't please him—closed doors, no exercise, and endless requests for iPads with me, and when I got the IPAD, my soul went out of my body and I was completely out of control.
I WOULD LOSE CONTROL OF MY EMOTIONS, ROAR AND SCREAM, FIGHT WITH HIM FOR IPADS, AND ARGUE ENDLESSLY WITH HIM.
It's horrible, every weekend I scream so much that my heart is broken, my voice is broken, and I have to have a super long version of the weekend, I am afraid of the endless vacation, I am afraid that I will die in the vacation.
I've started the exam today, I'll have one day left tomorrow, and I'll be home the day after tomorrow.
The day before yesterday, a thorough English test was conducted, with a full score of 75 points, Ziyang's score was 61.5 yuan, and the highest score was 73.9 points.
The teacher usually doesn't know the scores to the parents, but this time the English teacher sent the scores to me privately, which made me panic, I didn't know what the teacher meant, only the name and the score, there was no extra word, I replied: "Received, thank you, teacher." ”
The teacher didn't say a word, which made me think crankily - Ziyang is a representative of the English subject after all, and this achievement is really a bit "unworthy".
I trembled and sent a message to the teacher: "Teacher, Ziyang is really not in the state this semester, which is disappointing. ”
I want to start a conversation, and if the teacher is willing to discuss it, I'm more than happy.
After a while, the English teacher replied, "It's not the worst grade." ”
I:~
Ziyang was the first in the class in the middle of the midterm exam, and no teacher of a subject had ever looked for me, as a representative of the English subject, the teacher was still so tolerant of such a score in English, I really don't know whether to be happy or worried.
What does it matter if his genes and family background are very ordinary, no matter how good his grades are, there are always people outside the world, and there are heavens outside the sky, and he can't roll up the torrent and tsunami, rather than hanging in the air without going up or down, it is better to be low in the dust, and die of heart as soon as possible, and he will not fail to be high or low in the high school entrance examination.
I simply didn't tell Li Lu the score, Ziyang didn't mention it when he went home, I had an English recitation homework today, I reminded Ziyang to come to me to memorize, he didn't look for me, closed the door, and there was no movement.
Throw aside, set aside, set aside, set aside......
Children are debts, and they can't be managed, so they don't care.
Let's make my three meals a day, but today is only Tuesday, and why are the bunch of vegetables that Li Lu bought on the weekend gone? Only the little white radish that was drying on the roof of the building is wilting and there is still a few places, and half of the duck meat is still there, and the other dishes have long been eaten up.
However, I don't want to buy groceries, and I don't want to spend money if I don't make money.
For breakfast, I eat the bread that Li Lu didn't eat, and for Chinese food, I boiled noodles in white water and ate them with fermented bean curd, but for dinner, everyone went home and had to eat meat, and Li Lu had to pack a lunch box every day and bring it to the company to eat the next day.
I have always boasted that "a good woman can cook without rice", and this rice refers to vegetables.
Rummaging in the fridge to find shrimp, and meat bones, and green peppers, and eggs.
Aunt Qian bought a box of green sweet beans to fry shrimp, blanched the meat and bones to make soup, poured out the soup and kept it for tomorrow's breakfast as noodle soup, picked out the meat bones that were boiled until they were soft and rotten, cut off the meat on the bones with kitchen scissors, knocked three eggs and added water, fried them, and stewed them into a big bowl with the shaved meat and green peppers, which was enough to eat and enough for Li Lu to bring rice.
first pretended the food that Li Lu wanted to bring, and then loaded Li Lu and Ziyang's rice bowls into rice, they never added rice, they always ate as much as they wanted. I filled Ziyang with a bowl of rice, he grew up in junior high school, and he needed to eat more, Li Lu didn't care how much he had anyway, he was never too little, he was only afraid of more. His belly was getting bigger and bigger, and his bosses invited him to join the team that didn't eat dinner, so I filled a bowl of rice with 8 points, and he was happy.
I would look at the rest of the food to eat, eat more, eat less, cook dumplings if I didn't, and I would often chop up some leftovers from the refrigerator and adjust the filling, wrap them into dumplings, and freeze them in the refrigerator in case of emergency.
I left the bank, Sister Lan continued to do the cleaning work of the bank instead of me, these days I can't bear not to ask her how she is doing, because she always thinks that I want to indulge in the past, reluctant to do that job, she said: "You are in a bad mood, want to rest for two days, I will help you for two days, you can come back at any time." ”
So I insisted on not asking her about her work, lest she think I had other plans.
I had an argument with the security guard before I left—
On that day, the outside property was washing the ground outside, and the customer walked into the bank from the outside, and there would be dirty and wet footprints step by step, and this security guard kept telling me to deal with it in WeChat, and I only dealt with it once, because the upstairs was also busy. He actually broke my mop rod and quarreled with me, I not only scolded him, but also blocked his WeChat on the spot; the security captain saw that I was arguing with his subordinates, and his face was black, so he immediately quit my group to show his firm position.
In the afternoon, the security guard dumped all the food that I was supposed to clean up into the trash, so I didn't have a chance to pack it.
The handling of leftovers is a matter of cleaning, and it has nothing to do with the security guard, and there has been no security guard intervening before, he doesn't know that I packed it for Sister Lan, thinking that the meals I pack every day are for myself.
I wonder if there will be a conflict between the security guard and Sister Lan after I leave.
Sure enough, I lived up to my gossip heart, and when Sister Lan complained to me endlessly-
"This security guard is really problematic, no wonder he is in his thirties and doesn't have a girlfriend yet...... I went to clean up today, and I found that all the vegetables were gone, and there was not a single green vegetable left, and I wondered - did he eat so cleanly? It turned out that he had all taken out of the trash, what did it matter to him, it was so abnormal......"
Haha, finally waited for this day.
Sister Lan is rarer than me, and she and him will naturally have this war of words.
If I tell Sister Lan about this kind of behavior in advance, Sister Lan may say that I have a bad attitude and can't be kind to others, but I am willing to let her experience it once and scold me to prevent me from becoming a villain alone.
When I was a child, I pulled the light switch at home and was electrified, and I didn't say a word, so my brother and my mother were also beaten before I said: Yes, it is leaking.
I've always felt that facts speak louder than words.
Sister Lan said: "Come back whenever you want to, I don't have anything to do with this job." ”
I smiled and didn't speak.
Resignation is like death, and I won't go back.
Sister Lan asked: "Then if I am not comfortable, please replace me, you will not come?"
That's roughly what I thought.
On that day, the director said how reluctant I was to resign and make a letter of retention, and said a lot of emotional things, and I took the opportunity to say, "I wonder if you can give me a picture calendar? I like them so much, they are so beautiful." ”
The bank sent customers to the picture of the calendar is particularly beautiful and atmospheric, more beautiful than the many wall calendars I received, besides, I also opened an account in the bank, and I can be regarded as a customer of the bank.
The director immediately restrained his expression and said businesslikely: "I can't be the master of this." ”
After last year, there were several boxes of painting calendars left, and the director asked us to dispose of them, and when they were sold as waste paper, they would never give us a pair when they could be used in the season.
Well, I don't have to, just test the reality.
Since that's the case, I also know that everything is just an appearance, cleaning is always cleaning, even if the painting calendar is left to be sold as waste paper, it is impossible to give it to cleaning, and I don't have to take her retention seriously.
My current task is to see a doctor, and the results of Peking University have not yet come out, so I will continue to wait.
Staying at home and having no work is here, and I feel relaxed and free again. Turning over boxes and cabinets, all kinds of disconnections, selling a lot of things cheaply in the idle group in the community, and selling camping vehicles, Ziyang also sold a few various toy cars when he was a child, and sold some idle porcelain......
Also sold a set of unopened bedding.
The toss of home has become novel again, which makes me even more obsessed with home, to the point that I don't want to go downstairs.
Ziyang came out of the room and said: "Mom, my classmates, there are arrangements for the winter vacation, they can all bargain with their parents and negotiate conditions, only me~"
He stopped talking, and his expression was sad.
I smiled softly at the moment and motioned for him to speak boldly.
He swallowed a mouthful of water and said, "Since I was a child, you always told me that you are not studying for us, don't negotiate terms with me. ”
"Then," I asked, "how did your classmate negotiate terms with his parents, I'll refer to it." What are your classmates' grades?"
Ziyang said: "I can't tell you who it is, you parents like to ask, which makes us very embarrassed." ”
I said, "No, maybe we can go to Harbin together." ”
Ziyang said: "I don't want to go anywhere, I just want to go back to my hometown as soon as possible." ”
I think about it, I can't promise him - going back to my grandmother's house will be tiring to my mother, going back to my grandmother's house is all about watching electronic products and playing cards, the atmosphere is not good, I have to delay going home, and control the time in my hometown.
It's better to go back to your hometown than to Harbin!
But I feel sorry for money!