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This article declares: This story is purely fictional, if there is any similarity, it is purely a coincidence, please do not sit in the opposite number!
1987 was the "most unforgettable" year in my life, I failed the college entrance examination, and the girl I had liked for a long time also chose to withdraw from the marriage.
In mid-July, I was sweating from the hot sun, but more than half of my family's one-third of an acre of land had not been completed.
My father shouted from afar: "Xinjie, the results are out, go and see if there are you?"
I've been looking forward to this result since a few days ago, but I'm a little worried about not being able to pass the exam.
Looking back on this year, I successfully passed the college entrance examination pre-selection and faced the college entrance examination directly.
There is a lot of competition pressure across the country, especially in local towns like ours, where teachers are not strong enough.
If any child is admitted to a university or junior college, they have to set off firecrackers to celebrate for a few days, which can definitely be regarded as a pheasant flying on the branch and becoming a phoenix.
At least it can be regarded as changing his life, and after graduation, the country will still assign a job, and the future is bright.
I have always been proud of my grades, and I am always at the top of the township schools, and I have never fallen out of the top three.
For me, as long as I maintain a stable performance, it is not a big problem for me to be admitted to university.
Although I am full of confidence in my grades, the college entrance examination is an important turning point in my life after all, and I still have to do my best to face it.
So, this year, I worked harder than usual, and I could still see the faint kerosene lights on when I passed by my door late at night.
In today's parlance, he sleeps later than a dog, wakes up earlier than a chicken, and never sleeps more than 6 hours in a year.
I thought to myself, and I couldn't help but follow my father home and wait for the results.
Time passed minute by minute, from noon to sunset, the further back I pushed, the more tormented my heart became, desperate for a satisfactory news.
But what I was waiting for was not good news, but the news that I had fallen off the list, and I was only 14 points away from the cut-off score.
I was frustrated, and I thought back to the content of the exam, probably losing marks on some subjective questions.
In our class, the teacher was the most optimistic about me, but I didn't expect that I couldn't get the score in the end.
I also thought about repeating my studies, but due to family reasons, including my parents, I am already old.
I didn't want them to shoulder all the financial burdens, and eventually chose to give up repeating and enter society.
In fact, many boys my age have already started families, and some children have even been born.
Since I didn't get in, it's better to start a family first, after all, I made a marriage contract with Lin Fu in the east of the village a few years ago.
Speaking of this fate, it is still very special, Lin Fu is the daughter of my uncle's daughter-in-law's sister's family, and I am one year older than Lin Fu in terms of age.
However, because I was a year late for school, and I happened to be in the same class as Lin Fu, Lin Fu did not study well Xi and did not plan to go to university after finishing high school.
Their family is also more traditional, and the girls have enough culture, and they will be content to be able to teach their husbands and children at home in the future.
When I was in the township high school, I could see Lin Fu almost at a glance, just like her gentle name, white skin and beautiful appearance, and she was the flower of our class.
Because of our relationship between the two of us, whether we are close or not, our relationship will always be closer than others.
Lin Fu likes my good grades, and often comes to me to ask questions, and we often go home together, and send Lin Fu to the east of the village and I will go back.
Over time, the parents of both of us knew, and with that layer of kinship, my aunt acted as a matchmaker in the middle to make a marriage contract.
The two families discussed that after the college entrance examination was over, they would settle down in the city where I went to college, and Lin Fu would go with me as my fiancée.
The two of them didn't expect that I would fail the college entrance examination, and this plan was completely in vain.
I didn't think that we couldn't be together if I wasn't admitted to college, so the next day I urged my mother to bring the 1,000 yuan bride price and some gifts she had prepared to the door to ask for marriage.
Before I went out, I was full of confidence, and with the 3 years I spent with Lin Fu High School, her family naturally would not refuse.
But what I didn't expect was that after arriving at her house, her family's attitude towards me was not enthusiastic, and even intentionally or unintentionally broke off the marriage contract.
I like Lin Fu very much, I was deeply attracted to her at first sight, and I believe that whether I am admitted to university or not, I will do my best to give Lin Fu the best life in the future.
But her mother's words made me completely sober up: "Xiaojie, at the beginning, we also saw your good grades, and the future is a potential stock before we agreed to my sister to marry your family, but you disappointed us, I don't want Xiaofu to be wronged with you in the future." ”
Lin Fu lowered his head with red eyes on the side, I know that Lin Fu is affectionate to me, but this era is the words of the matchmaker of my parents.
My eyes were swollen and red, and I forcibly suppressed the unwillingness in my heart, and motioned to my mother to solve it by me: "I understand my aunt, but I really like Lin Fu and want to take care of her for the rest of my life!"
Aunt sighed: "I won't hide it from you, Zhou Yuan, who is in the same class as you, has been pursuing our family Lin Fu, and he was admitted to a good university this year, I thought I would go to your house in a few days to withdraw from the marriage, but I didn't expect you to come over today......"
That's all it takes, and I still don't understand anything.
I know Zhou Yuan, he is a dark horse in this college entrance examination, and he cares about Lin Fu on weekdays, but I didn't take him to heart in the past.
Now, it's really a trick, my fiancée is suddenly not mine, it's ironic!
On July 29, 1987, I had no relationship with Lin Fu completely, and I had to pick myself up and face the future.
I know that there is a state-run restaurant in the township, there is a shortage of waiters, and the salary is not low, so I plan to try it.
Luckily, the head of the hotel kept me among several people, and I became a waitress in the hotel.
During the fifth month of my stay in the hotel, my boss came to me and told me that the town was recruiting soldiers and advised me to give it a try.
The leader is very good, and he belongs to the hotel that the state arranged for him to manage after he was discharged from the army.
He always believed that being a soldier could change his fate, and he couldn't bear to let me, a cultured person, end up in such a life.
With the encouragement of the leader, I immediately decided to sign up for the army, but fortunately, the review and inspection in the middle went smoothly, and I successfully enlisted.
Before leaving, I am especially grateful to the leaders for their advice, and the leaders also wish me a bright future in the future.
My fate was just like the leader said, and it really began to reverse after I joined the army.
On December 29, 1987, I bid farewell to my parents and left to serve in the army.
My heart is mixed, because after the Spring Festival for a while, Lin Fu will marry Zhou Yuan.
Although I regret and regret this relationship, I am powerless to change it, and I can only firmly follow my next path.
When I first arrived in the army, I was actually very uncomfortable, but I remembered the teachings of my parents.
Don't conflict with others, listen to the words of the leading cadres, no matter how hard and tired the man is, he must grit his teeth and carry it.
Being a soldier is easy to say, but it is difficult to say that it is difficult, but no matter how hard and tired it is, it is only your own mind and ability that you have tempered.
I lived up to the expectations of my parents and leaders, and in my first year I passed my cultural knowledge and became the vice class president.
To be honest, I never thought that I was relatively well-educated in the army, and they all said that I had a good level of speech that made people feel comfortable.
In the third year, I became a squad leader, and later I was transferred to the company headquarters as a civilian staff member temporarily.
When I was in the fourth year, the company commander recommended me to try to go to the military academy, and it was a pity that such a smart brain did not take the military academy.
I didn't want to live up to their expectations and end my years of study.
After qualifying for the exam, I felt like I was back in the time when I was preparing for the college entrance examination, and knowledge was gathering in my mind like a stream.
In addition to my normal work, I spent almost all my time reading and Xi, and even holding a book of materials in my hand during meals.
On the day of the exam, I was in a calm mood, and I had seen most of the questions in the exam room, so it was not difficult to do.
After the exam, I checked the answer, and this time it was stable! It depends on which military academy I can be admitted.
Soon after, the company commander called me to the office with a smile on his face and told me that I had been admitted to the school in Beijing.
I was so excited that when I went back to my dormitory, I wrote to my parents about this good thing, thinking how happy they should be to hear it.
I couldn't help but think of what would happen to Lin Fu when she found out, and I forced myself not to think about it anymore.
Within a few days, a reply from my parents came, and they were very happy for me, and they also mentioned that Lin Fu gave birth to a daughter, and Zhou Yuan seemed to have an affair.
After Zhou Yuan graduated from college, he looked down on his wife with a low culture, and was very ambiguous with the female classmates in the class.
Lin Fu washed her face with tears every day, but Zhou Yuan turned a blind eye, and in the end, she didn't even go home at first.
Lin Fu had no choice but to pull her daughter by herself, and often went back to her parents' house to live for a few days, but she was always reluctant to let Zhou Yuan, the college student's son-in-law.
In September 1992, I officially went to the military academy in Beijing to start my Xi career.
The heavy schoolwork made me have no time to take care of my children's relationship, and the name Lin Fu is getting farther and farther away from me.
After a few more years, I graduated from military school and returned to my original unit and became an officer.
During this period, many people introduced me to people, and I met one by one as promised, and finally saw a female lawyer.
I like the rigor and professionalism of a female lawyer's work, and I also like the thoughtfulness and virtue in her life, which may be the love of adults.
The wedding was held in my hometown, and a few days before the wedding, Lin Fu had come to me, and when I saw it again, my heart had long since lost the throbbing that it had at the beginning.
Lynff said she regretted it and that she should have fought her mother in the first place, but I laughed it off.
Maybe there is no original decision, and there is no Li Xinjie today, and he will not meet such an excellent wife.
For the next few decades, I remained in the army until I was finally transferred to the position of deputy division commander near my wife's work.
I have spent half my life with my wife in harmony, and I think it was my luckiest thing to have met her!
(This story is purely fictional)
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