Preamble:
Will she succeed?
When those doubts and criticisms followed, and the giant wheel of fate was ruthlessly crushed, once upon a time, she also doubted whether she could still return to heaven.
A generation of divas, the birds that have transformed after the car accident are all hidden, and the bitterness of tearing into laughter in front of the screen is still vivid.
Experience is like water, and time is like a shuttle.
When the red face is gone, the green silk is gone, and the gossip is worthy of standing, how can it be "embarrassing".
It seems that everyone is questioning her out, gloating and watching the show.
No one really cares about an actress's mental journey and how she grits her teeth in despair.
Let's put aside our preconceived prejudices and cherish the answer sheet that an actor has intertwined with the blood and tears of his youth.
This time, she took the gift of fate and fought hard, what would be the result?
Will she succeed this time?
Interpretation with heart, rare transformation
Recently, the costume drama "Flowers" starring Tang Yan was on the air, and she carefully interpreted the role of a female white-collar worker in the 90s in the play, which was three-dimensional and fascinating, and won unanimous praise from netizens and audiences.
As a typical representative of the post-80s generation of Hua Dan, Tang Yan subverted the route of previous works this time, appeared boldly and ugly, and resolutely chose a rare path of transformation.
For this role, Tang Yan entered the state for three years and did not receive other film and television works.
In the early stage of filming, she lived in retreat and devoted herself to the inner world of this urban white-collar woman.
As the first generation of women born in the 80s to enter society, they are confused and struggling at the intersection of love and career, Tang Yan meticulously portrays the collective imprint of this group.
"I want to open new doors and prove myself. ”
In an interview, Tang Yan admitted that she has been stereotyped in those fairy-like roles for many years, eager for the opportunity to transform.
When the opportunity for "Flowers" came, she did not hesitate to go all out.
"Miss Wang is the ideal character in my heart. ”
At the beginning of filming, Tang Yan followed women in related professions every day to learn Xi experience life.
She followed them to and from work, recorded their demeanor and tone, observed the details of their makeup and outfits, and even hid in the corridor during their lunch break to eavesdrop on their conversations......
The director laughed and said that Tang Yan "became a workaholic".
To understand the character, she can work long hours without sleep until her eyes are so red and swollen that she can barely open them.
Facing the camera boldly disfigured, will the hard work be rewarded?
In the play, Tang Yan is boldly disfigured, no longer appearing as a jade girl in the past, but wearing thick myopic glasses, and her face is anxious and haggard.
In order to show the life of an office clerk, she lowered her figure in front of the camera, crossed her eyebrows, her eyes and nose were wrinkled together, her puffy face was covered with freckles and dull eye circles, and she cried without scruples, putting aside all packaging gestures.
This is completely different from the exquisite and beautiful images she has presented in works such as "The Legend of Sword and Fairy" and "Splendid Weiyang" in recent years.
Once a gentle girl who was clear and jade, now she has put down her burden and got rid of her chains, she wants to prove herself through this transformation and regain her position.
"For the sake of this role, I don't think anything matters. Tang Yan revealed that during the filming, she almost closed herself off and lived in the role wholeheartedly.
She even began to imitate the other party's gestures, and even the tone of her voice changed unconsciously.
"Sometimes I forget who I am" She was tired and cried countless times, but she seized the opportunity.
She cares about her growing popularity.
So she appeared in spite of her image, which she thought was the only effort to regain her position.
"Even if I failed in the end, at least I did my best. It's good to have no regrets. Tang Yan said.
In the face of great pressure, Tang Yan did not flinch.
It took three years to sharpen her enterprising mentality, this time, can she rely on her strength to become popular for the second time, so that those voices who question her acting skills have nothing to say?
Standing at the crossroads, 85 flowers to be reshuffled?
The high popularity of "Flowers" on the Internet seems to indicate that the heavenly pattern in the 85 flowers will have some fluctuations and changes.
Yang Mi, Liu Shishi, Zhao Liying, and several sisters, you sang and I disappeared from the public eye one after another.
And Tang Yan broke out of the encirclement with an incredible attitude at this most critical juncture, and regained her aura in one fell swoop.
For many years, she has been considered to have lost her name to Sun Shan, and there is even a saying that she has withdrawn from 85 flowers.
Now he has returned strongly and proved himself with strength.
In those doubts about her acting skills, Tang Yan was neither humble nor arrogant, but just quietly prepared her answer.
And the autumn colors like the red maple are getting stronger, and her dazzling brilliance also lights up the screen again.
For a long time, Yang Mi, Liu Shishi and others left her behind.
She saw them leave her one by one on the successful train, leaving her alone.
At first, she wept, felt humble, and questioned the injustice of God.
Over time, she became numb.
Xi is used to facing the sun and ridicule alone, and she knows that she has to rely on herself.
When she watched the opportunity of "Flowers" slowly come, she pounced on it with all her strength.
This is the only and last chance.
Now, she is finally back in the spotlight.
Those scenes that are always swaying from side to side, wide-eyed and frowning are completely different from Tang Yan's introverted and vicissitudes of life this time.
She speaks with her performance, who dares to despise the strength of this former national school flower?
In the red dust, who knows a woman's heart best
The coexistence of gorgeous and deep, this is the feeling of the white-collar image played by Tang Yan this time.
Under the glamorous appearance, there is a hidden confusion and confusion about love and career.
She uses delicate expression changes to portray the psychology of this identity opposition appropriately.
The serious and focused look at work is similar to the demeanor when talking about your troubles with your girlfriends after work.
"It turns out that there are really such hard single women in the world. The process of playing this role is more like a portrayal of oneself in the past.
Tang Yan's originally lofty temperament also softened in her relationship with Miss Wang.
She saw too much of herself.
is an individual who lives and struggles hard, but he is still alone.
There is no long thing, treat people and things, and get by.
Sometimes she weeps silently when she is alone, and repeats herself in the mirror.
It's a cruel mirror that she has to face and find some kind of redemption in it.
She once complained about the unfairness of the world and blamed others for their indifference.
Now she understands that only by accepting her truest self and letting go of her body will life become precious.
Went through the most difficult days
The double pressure of attention and questioning brought about by the sudden explosion of popularity caught Tang Yan, who was still a girl, off guard.
She has been in the film and television industry for many years, and finally ushered in the opening of the direction at this node.
How many times did she stand still and watch her sisters ride the clouds.
Yang Mi and Liu Shishi have married into wealthy families, and Zhao Liying's career is booming.
She was the only one who stood still, and was even jokingly called out.
"I used to have low self-esteem and cry and question God's arrangement. Tang Yan recalled the loneliness and confusion of the past.
As a popular actress, she should rise step by step and be in the limelight.
But she hit a wall again and again on the road of career and relationship, and she gradually couldn't see the direction of progress clearly.
At first, like everyone else, she complained about fate.
Later, I realized that those glamorous appearances often cover up too many hidden tears.
Behind every seemingly successful person, there is the most difficult and painful crawl in the year of establishment.
Now that the light of hope is ushered in again, Tang Yan will no longer easily question life.
She finally understood that perseverance and perseverance in her heart are the key to overcoming all adversity.
Once upon a time, she thought she would be eliminated from this circle.
In the stormy waves of fate, she almost lost her direction.
Fortunately, God favored her and finally gave her such a chance.
She believed that the darkness would eventually pass.
I will eventually usher in a new dawn.
Epilogue:
Butterfly is not only her, but also the corner of your heart.
When Tang Yan cried into tears at the camera with red eyes, she cried not only her bitterness, but also the sadness and helplessness of every woman running around in the world.
She uses the generosity of youth and the talent of acting skills to depict the common portrayal of a generation of women.
They love, they hate, they move forward in confusion.
This time, she stood up.
Not only for myself, but also for the meaning of butterfly and revival that is hidden deep in the hearts of everyone you and me.
So, trust the butterflies.
When your inner butterfly decides to set off, she will come.
And this time, Tang Yan did it, and she brought us endless courage.
So, keep believing in butterflies.
When the night falls, when the dawn is approaching, she in her heart will definitely light up the front.