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That year, I was 18 years old, fresh out of high school, and had no direction for the future of my life. My parents wanted me to learn Xi trade and not be at home all day with nothing to do. I followed their advice and got a grassroots job in an auto parts factory.
Sister Li Mei said with a smile: "Xiao Wang, I'm here, and I'll get used to it quickly." Our department is mainly responsible for machine polishing and grinding, and I will take you through the workflow. After speaking, Sister Li Mei explained to me in detail all aspects of the process, and also demonstrated to me in person.
A month has passed in a blink of an eye, and under the careful training of Sister Li Mei, I am also basically familiar with the processes in the factory. The skin of the body has also become rough, and it is no longer the pampered bookish anger of the past. I feel like I've grown a lot and I'm getting used to working here.
Whenever I encounter a problem that I can't do, Sister Li Mei always guides me patiently. After work, she often asked me to go to the cafeteria to eat together and cared about my life. I found that my feelings for Sister Li Mei seemed to be more than just respect for my sister. Looking at her gentle eyes and sweet smile, my heart always beats faster and faster.
"Xiao Wang, I've worked hard for you this month. I think you're a good person, can you introduce you to a local girl?" One day at dinner, Sister Li Mei suddenly said.
I was a little lost and buried my head in cooking: "It's okay, I'm focusing on work now, and I don't have time to fall in love." ”
"Haha, I'm kidding, you're still young. By the way, next month's salary, I'll take you to the town to have a good time, just the two of us, how about rewarding you for your progress this month?" Sister Li Mei invited me with a smile.
I was a little embarrassed, and hurriedly said, "Then I'm welcome! Sister Li Mei is the best!"
Sister Li Mei did what she said, and after the salary was paid that month, she asked me to go to the town to play with great interest. I've been looking forward to this day for a long time.
We'll meet at the station on Saturday afternoon. I deliberately wore clean clothes and carefully groomed my hair, for fear that Sister Li Mei would dislike me for being rustic. However, when I saw Sister Li Mei's dress in the station, I couldn't recognize her a little.
Sister Li Mei was wearing a pale yellow dress, with a small gold chain I gave her around her neck, her hair was permed in big waves, and she was lightly put on makeup. Her whole person is bright and moving, not at all like the usual work clothes. I couldn't help but look at her in distraction, and it wasn't until she smiled and said hello that I coughed lightly, a little embarrassed.
"Sister Li Mei, you are so beautiful today. I plucked up the courage to say.
"Heck, look at what you said, it's not that exaggerated. I'm usually in the factory, so I don't have time to dress up. It's hard to come out for a day today. Sister Li Mei said shyly.
Sister Li Mei and I went to the movies first, and then walked around the mall. Sister Li Mei always takes care of my feelings and asks me to report what I want to do, and she accompanies me to complete it. I felt like I was back in my teenage years and went out on an outing with my favorite sister.
After watching the movie, it was getting late. Sister Li Mei proposed to go to a very famous restaurant in the town to have a good meal. I started to feel a little embarrassed, worried that I would spend too much money on her. But Sister Li Mei insisted on inviting me to dinner, saying that it was a reward for my hard work this month.
The restaurant was warm and lively, Sister Li Mei ordered a lot of delicious food, and asked the waiter to bring two bottles of beer. I'm a little nervous and don't know how to drink, but I'm also embarrassed to dismiss Sister Li Mei's kindness.
"Xiao Wang, I wish you a drink, and I wish our friendship to last forever!" Sister Li Mei raised her beer glass and looked at me with a smile.
"Okay, respect to Sister Li Mei!" I was a little embarrassed, and I raised my glass and took a small sip. The bitter liquor streaked through my esophagus, and there was an indescribable throbbing.
Sister Li Mei drank a lot of wine, drinking cup after glass. I was also infected by her enthusiasm, put aside my shyness, and began to talk to her. Sister Li Mei told me about her experience, she also entered the factory after graduating from high school, and worked her way up to her current position. I was impressed by her perseverance and her optimistic and enterprising attitude towards life.
My heart beat faster, and I froze in my seat, overwhelmed. Sister Li Mei's sweet breath came to my face, I felt hot all over, and hurriedly found an excuse to help her up, and said with a smile: "Sister has drunk too much, I'll send you home." ”
Sister Li Mei pouted, with the coquettish attitude of a little girl, and insisted that I carry her out of the restaurant. I had no choice but to carefully carry her on my back smoothly. Sister Li Mei's petite body was close to my back, and my heart was beating like thunder with nervousness.
"Sister, where is your house? I'll call you a taxi to take you back. I asked with a red face.
I was so startled that I almost threw her off. I know that she has drunk too much and won't be able to send her home for a while. So he blushed and led her to the nearest hotel in town to open a room.
The hotel room was small, with only a double bed, and the lamp in the corner glowed an ambiguous orange light. I carefully placed Sister Li Mei on the bed, and was looking for a place to rest for a while, when she suddenly grabbed my hand and pushed me down on the bed.
"Sister, what are you doing!" I exclaimed nervously.
I was dumbfounded, and my whole face was flushed. Sister Li Mei was like a kitten, rubbing around on me, and her hand had reached into my clothes. The silky touch made me shudder.
Before I could finish speaking, Sister Li Mei had already bent her neck, first kissed me gently on the forehead, and then slowly moved her lips to mine. My mind went blank and I could only instinctively catch up. The moment the lips met, it was like a thunderbolt exploding, and a stream of heat swept through the body. I deepened the kiss passionately and hugged Sister Li Mei's petite body.
At the end of the kiss, Sister Li Mei and I were a little out of breath. She lay in my arms, looking at me with a misty look in her eyes. The moonlight shone through the gaps in the curtains and shone on her delicate face.
I gently stroked Sister Li Mei's hair and let her rest in my arms. My heart was in turmoil, and I was not only extremely surprised by her initiative just now, but also felt that the gap between us was too big and destined to not go far.
"I'm sorry, it's me who is not good, and I shouldn't have taken advantage of you when you were sad. I said.
I looked at her in surprise: "Then why did you comfort me before so that I didn't waste my time in a relationship?"
I was speechless and could only hold her tightly. I understand her inner struggles, but the difference in reality between us doomed the outcome.
"Sister, you can sleep for a while, and we'll have a good talk tomorrow when we wake up." "I asked Sister Li Mei to lean on my arms and close her eyes to recuperate. I couldn't calm my mood and could only accompany her silently.
I whispered about the situation last night, and Li Mei's face flew crimson. We were all a little embarrassed and sat quietly for a while.
"I wasn't so drunk that I lost my mind. My feelings are real. Sister Li Mei said resolutely with a red face.
I didn't know how to answer, so I looked away.
"Xiao Wang, look at me. Sister Li Mei lifted my face with her hand, "I know you feel it too, but you're just worried about the gap between us." But people who truly love each other will eventually be together, do you believe that?"
I was stunned, and seemed to have found the answer in Sister Li Mei's moving eyes.
From that day on, Sister Li Mei and I began to date secretly. We were careful to keep this secret for fear of being discovered by the people in the factory. I also gradually accepted the reality of being with Sister Li Mei, and regarded this relationship as the greatest treasure in my life.
We would look at each other and smile in between easy work, and occasionally I would give her a snack to show my appreciation. Sister Li Mei often cares about my daily life and is like a virtuous wife. I also did my best to take care of her feelings.
In this way, another year passed, and my relationship with Sister Li Mei grew. We will go out on Saturdays and Sundays to taste some of the food delicacies that are usually rare. I often hold Sister Li Mei's hand and tell her: "In the future, I will definitely marry you and go home, so that the whole world will know how much I love you." When the time comes, let's open a small shop and live a comfortable life!"
Sister Li Mei also smiled shyly, saying that she was already looking forward to that day.
I was excited and panicked, and I took her hand and said, "I'll be responsible anyway! I'll make it clear to my family and marry you home!"
"But, but I'm already at the age of high-risk pregnancy! I can't ruin your good future!" Sister Li Mei cried so much that the pear blossoms brought rain.
"Don't worry, I will definitely be responsible for you. Although I am still young, I can work overtime and earn more money to support my family. You can give birth to your baby with peace of mind!" I stroked Li Mei's hair and whispered comfortingly.
Sister Li Mei was really tired of crying, she leaned on my arms and choked. I also blame myself and regret that if there had been protective measures, she would not have faced so much pressure. I swore I would be held accountable to her.
In the blink of an eye, Sister Li Mei's due date came, and I was so anxious that I bought various nutritional products for her to replenish her strength. Finally, she gave birth to a little boy at the county hospital. I hugged the baby excitedly and vowed to take good care of both mother and child.
However, the story of me and Sister Li Mei eventually came to an end. When my child was one year old, she couldn't bear the criticism of the outside world and chose to break up with me. She didn't ask me to pay for the child, she just said that she would raise him alone.
I objected vehemently, but she was determined. She said that she was not a good mother, that she had selfishly ruined my future, and that it was time to atone for my sins. I hugged her goodbye with tears in my eyes, promising to take care of her and her children's lives forever.
Since then, Sister Li Mei quit her job and moved to live in other places. I occasionally get pictures of her kid from her, and he looks a lot like me when I was younger, smart and smart. Although I can't be by his side, I will do everything I can to make money, and regularly send money to Li Mei to transfer it on my behalf.
I gradually achieved more success in my career and was promoted to the vice president of the factory. None of my new colleagues knew about my past. Occasionally, I would come to Sister Li Mei's former residence alone and gaze at the sunset.
If I could turn back the clock, I would still choose to be with her without hesitation. Although I was separated in the end, those beautiful youth years will always remain in the softest and warmest corner of my heart.
Ten years later, I am still single, with a successful career but a blank relationship. I put all my energy into my work, and the performance of the factory is booming. My colleagues say I'm a typical workaholic and never socialize.
Once, I was walking home alone after working late overtime. The wind was shining, and I wrapped my coat tightly. At this moment, a rush of footsteps came from behind him, and a voice shouted, "Wait for me!"
I turned around and was caught up by a young man holding a sketchpad panting, his eyes shining with the shadow of me as I once was. I froze as he hid an envelope in my arms, said "Daddy" and turned away.
I opened the envelope with trembling hands, and inside was a photo of Li Mei and her son. The letter said that she was not in a good financial situation and hoped to borrow it for a while. I burst into tears, I hadn't been so excited in a long time.
"Li Mei, I'm sorry, I'm late!" I apologized softly.
I went to their mother and son, hugged their son and wept bitterly. He is already ten years old, which is the age of being lively and active. I looked at Li Mei with distress.
Since then, I have started to travel back and forth to the city of their mother and son frequently. I re-bought Li Mei's old house and hired a nanny to take care of her. I also started teaching my son to draw and bought a lot of playground equipment to play with him.
"Dabi, I love being with you. He said to me innocently. This simple sentence is very comforting to me. I vow to make up for his decade of regret no matter what.
Li Mei's health has gradually improved, her spirit has also improved, and she often laughs and makes my son and me happy. I begged her to come back to the city with me, but she firmly disagreed. I don't want to be reluctant anymore and just want to take care of them as best I can.
After another five years, Li Mei and Shichang passed away. Before she died, she rested her head on my lap and said with satisfaction that this life was not in vain, because she met me. I burst into tears, and my heart was like a knife.
Since then, I have officially taken over my son and taken him to live with him. I named him Zhang Jingnan, hoping that he can live a down-to-earth life in the future. He also gradually adapted to his new environment and excelled in his studies.
I would often hold him to reminisce and tell him how beautiful and kind his mother was. He would coquettishly ask me, "Then why didn't you marry her earlier?" I can only laugh helplessly, I can't start again in life, I just want to try my best to make up for my mistakes now.
Time passed, and my son and I were gradually on the right track. We now have a small home, simple and happy. Whenever I think of Li Mei, I still have red eyes. I will always remember those beautiful years of youth.