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Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

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At the end of the year, the entertainment industry has also entered an atmosphere of unintentional work, and the celebrities are busy partying at other times except for dressing up beautifully to catch up with the event.

Chen Qiaoen, Liu Yun and Huo Siyan turned out to be good friends who would party in private.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

Guo Keying Lin Wenlong took his daughter to Dubai for New Year's Eve.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

Xi Mengyao's parents went to Hong Kong for New Year's Eve, and the family photo was posted, and the focus of netizens' attention was all about why Xi Mengyao's parents stood on the sidelines?

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

Others are all pairs and reunions, and it seems that some people's figures are only particularly prominent.

On Christmas Day, Zheng Xinyi, who had been hidden for a long time, suddenly posted a photo of herself and her mother on social media when she was a child, with the text:

"Christmas is a holiday to spend with family and loved ones, and perhaps that's why I dream of you all day. ”
Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

These words are sad to hear.

In the first half of this year, there was a lot of bad news about Zheng Xinyi in the Hong Kong media, and the most terrifying thing was this:

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

Fortunately, it has been confirmed that it is fake news.

However, Zheng Xinyi did not have a good time this year, she is now also a pivotal figure in the Hong Kong music scene, in May this year, the "Top Ten Chinese Golden Songs Most Outstanding Pop Female Singer Award" and "CHILL CLUB Female Singer of the Year Gold Award" two very important awards were given to her.

But Zheng Xinyi did not go to accept the award.

She didn't even briefly explain the reason for her absence on social media, or politely talk about the award-winning speech, no, Zheng Xinyi was like evaporating from the world.

Even on her 36th birthday, she did not show up.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

In the past two years, the most talked topic around Zheng Xinyi is the rumor that "at the age of 35, you can inherit the 60 million inheritance left by your mother".

Some people say that Zheng Xinyi inherited the inheritance, lived and flew with her boyfriend outside the circle, and had no intention of working;

Some people also said that Zheng Xinyi suffered from severe emotional illness.

In October this year, Zheng Shaoqiu's eldest daughter Zheng Anyi committed suicide in the United States, and the cold relationship between her and her father Zheng Shaoqiu also made people more worried about Zheng Xinyi's situation.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

Zheng Xinyi's agent Lin Shanshan responded, "Xinyi is indeed sick, and during the healing, I hope everyone will give her a little more time." ”

Zheng Xinyi was still in infancy, and her father Zheng Shaoqiu and mother Shen Dianxia divorced. She was brought up by her mother, and when her mother went to work, her grandmother was by her side to take care of her.

In 2008, Shen Dianxia died of liver cancer, and soon after, Shen Dianxia's mother also died of illness. Zheng Xinyi suddenly became an orphan when she was only 21 years old.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

Zheng Xinyi grew up in the media chase since she was a child, and her figure has always been a topic that Hong Kong media are keen to report, "Xinyi is fat" and "Xinyi is thin", when she grew up, she began to report her relationship, Zheng Xinyi and Wu Zhuoxi had a kiss, and they were criticized and ridiculed by the market.

Zheng Xinyi's suffering has been brought from her mother's womb.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

One

Zheng Xinyi's birth has a mission.

Shen Dianxia and Zheng Shaoqiu met because of a "breakup letter", at that time Zheng Shaoqiu and Shen Dianxia were colleagues in "Happy Tonight", Zheng Shaoqiu and the beautiful girl Sen Sen were a couple, and he had a deep emotional entanglement with Lu Huiru, the mother of his eldest daughter Zheng Anyi, and he was a veteran of the love field.

Sen Sen wanted to break up with Zheng Shaoqiu, Shen Dianxia helped hand over the "letter of renunciation", Zheng Shaoqiu took the letter and cried.

This cry, in Shen Dianxia's eyes, if Xizi wept and Xu Xian broke his soul, Zheng Shaoqiu was definitely a handsome guy when he was young, a handsome guy was infatuated, and Shen Dianxia's heartstrings were plucked on the spot.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

Zheng Shaoqiu on the left, Deng Guangrong on the right

Shen Dianxia is smart and capable, with strong career ability, and at the same time has a lot of powerful relationships behind her, such as her brother Deng Guangrong.

Deng Guangrong has a wide range of connections and strong influence in Hong Kong, he hurts Shen Dianxia to the heart, Shen Dianxia herself is also first-class, Zheng Shaoqiu is not good at personnel and finance, and has almost no chance to get ahead.

Shen Dianxia, let's fight for 20 years.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

Zheng Shaoqiu doesn't love Shen Dianxia, but he is also dependent.

He not only relied on Shen Dianxia's resources and network, but also coveted Shen Dianxia's meticulous care for him, which Shen Dianxia actually knew.

Zheng Shaoqiu was just popular at the time, and he had some troubles, and the gangsters would come to him for filming. Ordinary people can't stop it, and if they do, they will be in trouble.

Shen Dianxia can handle it, Shen Dianxia still has many friends in the police world, and there are not a few high-ranking and powerful people.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

Anyway, Shen Dianxia can do anything for Zheng Shaoqiu, and the two have been entangled for nearly ten years.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

However, Zheng Shaoqiu still fell in love with Guan Jinghua.

The reason why he dared to have a blatant showdown was that Guan Jinghua's background was no worse than Shen Dianxia.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

Shen Dianxia, who was broken up, was really humble to the extreme, and she made the last effort to give birth to a child for Zheng Shaoqiu.

The times are different, people in this era are really incomprehensible, they already know that they don't love, what kind of mentality do they have to create people?

Shen Dianxia wanted to use the child to keep Zheng Shaoqiu, and Zheng Xinyi was born, when Shen Dianxia was 41 years old.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

Zheng Xinyi was born in Canada, and her mother Shen Dianxia loved her very much.

Shen Dianxia's house in Canada is about 230 square meters, with four bedrooms, and she has installed a listening device in each room, so that once Zheng Xinyi, who is lying in the baby room, cries, the whole house can hear it immediately.

When Shen Dianxia was there, Zheng Xinyi received the best love in the world.

She brought Zheng Xinyi to the stage of "Happy Tonight", and together with Zheng Shaoqiu, she sent songs and blessings to her daughter, and there were rows of artists standing behind her.

"Mom and Dad wish you, a bright future is in your hands, he spreads his wings, and has all his ideals. ”

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

This little daughter is like a jewel, her father is the most popular student in Hong Kong, and her mother is the most famous host in Hong Kong, Nicholas Tse has no such face.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

However, this consummation was soon shattered.

When Zheng Xinyi was eight months old, Zheng Shaoqiu insisted on divorcing, but Shen Dianxia reluctantly agreed.

Zheng Xinyi became a child of a single-parent family.

Two

Objectively speaking, Zheng Xinyi's childhood was happy.

has a rich and powerful mother who loves her like her life, and her family is often full of friends, Shen Dianxia is a famous "pistachio" in the circle, her energy is very high, and she is very happy to lead a group of people.

Zheng Xinyi had a mother and grandmother when she was a child, and a bunch of people spoiled her, she ate whatever she liked and what she wanted.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

The chubby little girl had a sense of joy, Shen Dianxia dressed her up like a doll and took her to the camera, and everyone praised her for being "so cute!"

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

When Shen Dianxia was busy with work, it was her grandmother who took Zheng Xinyi.

Mom is afraid that you won't be able to eat, and grandma is my mother's mother, and that love is even heavier. Zheng Xinyi even eats abalone for dim sum, and she is called a fat and fat person.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

When Zheng Xinyi was 7 or 8 years old, the world began to show its hideous side.

Shen Dianxia wrote an article: "I admit it's all my fault", "I found that Xinyi's cholesterol is equivalent to that of a 30-year-old adult", "Every time I go shopping with Xinyi, I will break up because I can't buy clothes because of my body type"...

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

Zheng Xinyi also has ADHD, she was always on the move when she was a child, which is somewhat similar to the symptoms of ADHD (attention deficit).

ADHD is prone to obesity because they eat at night or all the time.

And Shen Dianxia, a pistachio who is emotionally stable in front of people, will also show a different side when facing her daughter, she is also anxious and worried, and the hurt of the emotional world over the years and her high requirements for her own business make her treat her daughter with great mood swings.

"Whenever I'm loud (very loud), a look from my mom can calm me down. ”

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

It can be seen that while the relationship between mother and daughter is deep, there are also some common drawbacks of single-parent families, and the relationship between two people is too deep, which has a great impact on each other's emotions.

Zheng Xinyi is a child who wants to see her mother's face.

The matter of losing weight almost ran through Zheng Xinyi's entire girlhood.

It was a developmental period with strong hormonal changes, and she needed to lose weight, which made her life very difficult.

This sadness is not existential, but spiritual.

Zheng Xinyi said, "I feel that the whole world doesn't understand me, and everything I do is the opposite." ”

She also lost weight, because she lost weight, her confidence in herself increased greatly, and she kissed Wu Zhuoxi on the cheek during the concert.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

The Hong Kong people scolded her so much that her underwear was gone.

That should be regarded as the earliest cyberbullying, what did the girl do wrong?

After that, Zheng Xinyi played Snow White in Disney, and was attacked and abused on a large scale, and even some parents complained.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

It can only be said that Shen Dianxia and Zheng Xinyi still don't know enough about human nature.

In a patriarchal society, women who are not loved by men and daughters who are not loved by their fathers are objects that can be trampled on at will.

In 2006, the biggest change in Zheng Xinyi's life occurred, and Shen Dianxia was diagnosed with liver cancer.

At that time, the media environment was very bad, and a 24-year-old Indonesian maid sneaked into the hospital to secretly photograph Shen Dianxia's thin appearance, which caused great stimulation to Shen Dianxia.

In February 2008, Shen Dianxia's body organs failed on a large scale, and the doctor removed her breathing tube after consulting her family.

She took ten injections in a row before she died, just to see her daughter for the last time.

Three

A few months after Shen Dianxia's death, her mother also died of illness, and Zheng Xinyi fell from a princess to an orphan in less than a year.

Before Shen Dianxia died, she used all her resources and connections to pave the way for herself.

Jacky Cheung is Shen Dianxia's godson, and she asked Jacky Cheung to teach her daughter to sing; Chen Shufen is Shen Dianxia's agent, and she asked Chen Shufen to take care of her daughter's life.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

It stands to reason that all aspects are in order. However, the grief of losing a loved one is the small pain of every moment of daily life, and Zheng Xinyi's heart has always been hurt.

Her relationship with her father has always been cold.

Zheng Shaoqiu, a person with four daughters in his life, has favored one over the other to such an extent, which makes people feel cold.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

In 2015, Zheng Xinyi gave up losing weight, and she released a song called "Goddess", catching up with the feminist trend in recent years, and no longer being anxious about her body is also an attitude.

Zheng Xinyi finally exploded, and she even overtook Joey Yung and became a new generation of divas in the Hong Kong circle. Zheng Xinyi's singing voice is really good, and her experience has helped her a lot, and there is content when she sings.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

Plus the blessings of the uncles.

Jacky Cheung once didn't take a penny to help her hold a concert, and after Huang Weiwen helped her tailor the lyrics of "Goddess", he told a story that he was a nobody who "stinked" in the corner of the studio, and Shen Dianxia deliberately went around to talk to him and "gave him the warmth of the world".

This warmth, he always remembers to report.

"If you can give her the best, if you can't give her to her family, if you can't give it to her family, you can give it to the world. ”
Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

It stands to reason that Zheng Xinyi should be fine.

Why are you so depressed that you can't work this year?

After Coco Li died in July this year, her second sister broke out that Coco Li had worried about Zheng Xinyi before, and even said "to save her".

Because Zheng Xinyi's psychological problems are very serious, she has a smiling face and is optimistic in front of the camera, but she has been troubled in private and is very negative.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

However, since 2019, Zheng Xinyi began to seek formal psychological treatment, which has improved.

Later, treatment was interrupted due to the epidemic.

Her pain stems from the fact that she has been overly noticed and judged since she was a child, which makes her afraid to face the public.

Last year, Xinyi had a relationship with Derek, the owner of a flower shop who returned from studying in the UK, although Xinyi never publicly admitted it, but from time to time the media photographed the two in pairs.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

Accompanied by her boyfriend, Zheng Xinyi's depression has improved a lot, but recently the situation has suddenly taken a turn for the worse.

It can be seen that love is not her antidote.

On January 3, Zheng Xinyi finally appeared on the concert stage.

Unlike other artists who dress up carefully when they hold concerts, her makeup is not very exquisite, her clothes are like casual wear, her figure is still like that and she wears a mask, but it doesn't matter, at least she is willing to appear.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

Mao Shunjun and Joey Yung both went to the concert.

Zheng Xinyi: I dreamed that my deceased mother shed tears all night, and she was depressed for a year and couldn't work, and she couldn't imagine her suffering!

It is said that Zheng Shaoqiu also went, but did not see the photos.

Please, Uncle Zheng Shaoqiu, you are also in your 70s, and you have lost a daughter, for this child without a mother, you can have a snack!

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