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My name is Xiaoyou, I am a big school girl, sweet-looking, tall, and highly sought after by boys. My best friend is called Xiaohong, she is a lively and cheerful girl, and she often pulls me to various social events.
One day, Xiaohong suddenly came to me and said mysteriously: "Xiaoyou, I found the best bar tonight, let's go play together!"
I hesitated and said, "Go to the bar?" ”
Xiaohong coquettishly said: "Just go and see, you don't have to drink, it's good for us two beauties to increase the atmosphere." ”
I'm still a little worried, "But are there any bad people in the bar?"
Xiaohong promised: "It's no problem with me, I'll definitely protect you! ”
I was still very hesitant, Xiaohong saw that I didn't decide, so she made a killer move: "Xiaoyou, you just this time, accompany me to finish this time, next time I will invite you to a big meal!"
I thought about it for a while, but decided to go and see, "Okay, just go for an hour!
Xiaohong was so happy that she pulled me out of the house. We soon came to a high-class looking bar with dim light and deafening music. I was a little uncomfortable, and Xiaohong, like a veteran, took me directly to the bar and sat me down.
"Come, let's order two glasses of juice and drink. Little Red said to the bartender.
I was relieved, but luckily she wasn't going to drink either. The two of us drank juice while watching the men and women dancing on the dance floor, which was truly a new and exciting experience.
At this moment, several boys came over to talk to Xiaohong, claiming to be a senior. They warmly invited us to drink, and Little Red happily accepted.
I quickly said, "No, let's just drink juice." ”
A boy said, "Come on, just a drink, don't get drunk and don't go home!"
Xiaohong also coaxed: "Yes, it's just a drink, you won't get drunk." ”
I was still hesitant, but with everyone's persuasion, I also drank a small beer. The alcohol quickly came to work and I felt a little dizzy.
Xiaohong had a good chat with the boys, but I was already a little unconscious. Somehow, I found out that Xiaohong and two of the boys were gone, and I was the only one sitting there.
At this time, a boy came over and sat down next to me and introduced himself as Xiao Ming and a regular customer of the bar. My mind was still very confused, so I nodded without much thought.
"Why is a beautiful young lady sitting here alone, is she abandoned by her friends?" Xiao Ming said with a smile.
I smiled wryly, "My friend seems to have gone somewhere else to play and forgot about me." ”
"Then I'll accompany you, let's find a place to talk. Xiao Ming stood up, took my hand and walked out of the bar.
I panicked a little and said, "No, I'd better stay by myself." ”
"Come on, just talk, I'll send you back as soon as your friend comes back later." Xiao Ming couldn't help but pull me to the alley behind the bar.
At this point I already felt very wrong, and tried to break free of his hand, but it was probably the effect of alcohol, and I couldn't use my strength.
"What are you doing? let me go!" I said scaredly.
"Beautiful sister, don't be shy, brother, I will make you very comfortable. Xiao Ming began to stroke my body with his hands and feet.
I was horrified and said, "Don't! What are you doing? Stop!"
But Xiao Ming has lost his mind, he forcibly ripped off my clothes, I wanted to resist but there was nothing I could do, I could only beg him to stop in pain, but it was too late
Afterwards, Xiao Ming left me alone. I cried out in the alley, weak and full of despair.
After a long time, Xiaohong finally found me. Seeing my embarrassed appearance, she was also frightened and hurriedly ran over to help me up.
"Xiaoyou, what's wrong with you? Xiaohong asked anxiously.
I looked at Xiaohong, who was blaming myself, but still didn't blame her, just whispered, "Take me home." ”
Later, this incident cast a huge shadow over my life. I became extremely sensitive and suspicious, afraid to meet people, and lived in fear all day long. I began to blame myself, if only I hadn't come to the bar with Xiao Hong at that time, if only I could have rejected Xiao Ming more forcefully
This experience became a wound in my heart, and I didn't dare to tell anyone or ask for help. I began to hide from everybody, for fear of something terrible that would happen to me. I used to reject all the boys who pursued me, and I don't trust any men anymore.
And just like that, the days went by. One day, Xiaohong came to me, and she said with red eyes: "Xiaoyou, I'm sorry, I caused this incident by me, and I will blame myself forever." But you can't ruin your life like this, you have to pull yourself together!"
Xiaohong held my hand and said, "No, your life is still long! In the future, you will meet people who truly love you, and you will have a good life, I believe!"
I shook my head and said, "No, all men are the same, I don't believe it anymore." ”
Xiaohong said: "Not all men are the same, there are always people who are really good to you." You can't deny everyone because of one wicked person. ”
I was silent, maybe Xiaohong had a point, I couldn't let fear control my life.
Since then, with Xiaohong's encouragement, I have slowly come out of the shadows and started socializing again. At first, I was still scared, but gradually I realized that I could choose who I trusted, and that I still had the power to dominate my life.
At a school dance, a boy named Xiaojie invited me to dance. I hesitated and accepted it, Xiaojie is a humble and polite person, different from the boy I imagined. The time I danced with him made me feel a joy that I hadn't seen in a long time.
After it was over, Xiaojie sent me back to the dormitory and said to me at the door, "Xiaoyou, can I come to you often in the future?" ”
I blushed and said yes, since then, Xiaojie often comes to see me, I slowly take off my guard against him, maybe this is the bright future that Xiaohong said.
I won't forget that painful experience, but it won't define my life. I'm still young, there are still infinite possibilities, and I can definitely heal slowly and start my life again.
I had a very happy time with Xiaojie. He is just like Xiaohong said, he is a person who is really good to me.
One day, we were sitting on the campus bench chatting, and Xiaojie suddenly said, "Xiaoyou, can you tell me what you have experienced in the past? ”
My heart beat faster, and it was a long time before I whispered, "Yes, I do have a secret in my heart, a very painful secret." ”
Xiaojie shook my hand and said, "You can tell me, it will be better if you say it." ”
After speaking, I didn't dare to look at Xiaojie, I only heard him sigh heavily, and then he said gently: "Xiaoyou, it's not your fault for going through this, you shouldn't blame yourself." The man who happens to this deserves to be damned!"
I looked up at Xiaojie, his eyes were full of pity and there was no trace of contempt, which gave me a lot of courage.
Xiaojie said again: "It's really not easy for you to live so bravely when you encounter this kind of thing." From now on, with me, I will protect you and never let you be harmed. ”
I couldn't help but cry like rain, Xiaojie hugged me in his arms and comforted me softly. I felt like I was born again, and there really was someone who could accept and understand me.
From that day on, I opened up to Xiaojie and our relationship grew closer. Xiaojie gave me the courage to see the beauty of life again.
Before graduating, Xiaojie proposed to me. When he got down on one knee and held out the little ring, I was speechless with emotion.
"Xiaoyou, I love you, and the time I spend with you is the happiest. Marry me, okay?" Xiaojie looked at me lovingly.
"Good!" I said yes with tears in my eyes.
At the wedding, I wore a pure white wedding dress and exchanged rings with Xiaojie. At this moment, I felt like the happiest bride in the world.
Xiaohong also came to the wedding. She hugged me with tears in her eyes: "Xiaoyou, you have found happiness, I am so happy." ”
I also hugged her tightly: "It's you who have always supported me and helped me."
Help me get out of the shadows to get to where I am today, and I have to thank you. ”
"It's your own strength, you've been brave. Xiaohong said movingly.
After getting married, Xiaojie and I lived happily ever after. We settled in a beautiful town, I opened a clothing store as I wished, and Xiaojie worked in a publishing house. We would go for a walk in the park and a picnic in the countryside on the weekends, and every day would be full of laughter.
One day, I found out that I was pregnant, and the news made me and Xiaojie ecstatic.
"We're going to be mom and dad!" Xiaojie happily picked me up and spun me around.
"Yes, our baby is coming into the world soon!" I shed tears of joy with emotion.
During my pregnancy, Xiaojie took care of me meticulously, he always gently stroked my belly and talked to the baby.
Finally, the moment of the birth of the child has arrived. "My daughter was born safely, Mom, we have a daughter!" Xiaojie clasped my hand and excitedly told me the good news.
The nurse carried the baby into my arms, and when I saw her closed eyes and tiny fingers, my heart was filled with joy and happiness that I had never seen before.
"Welcome to the world, my dear darling. I whispered to her.
After returning home from the hospital, we named our daughter Xiaoqing. A family of three began a happy life.
Watching Xiao Qingtian grow up and learn to speak, crawl, and walk, I feel that my life has never been so complete. I have been through dark times, but now, I have my own home, my husband's company, my lovely daughter, and life is so beautiful.
One day, I said to Xiaojie, "Thank you, my dear, for giving me the courage to believe in love and life again. I feel happier and more fulfilled right now. ”
Xiaojie hugged me gently: "You also make me better, I will always be with you." ”
I believe that no matter what ups and downs there are in the future, with Xiaojie and Xiaoqing by my side, my life will definitely be full of sunshine.
That shadow is gone, and I am a happier and stronger person than before.
Time flies, and in a blink of an eye, Xiaoqing is already in elementary school. On the way home from school, Xiaoqing always talked to me about her at school.
"Mom, Brother Xiaoyu gave me his own snacks today!"
"Mom, my essay teacher complimented me on how good I wrote!"
"Mom, I was playing hopscotch with Xiaoya in the playground, and she said I was the best jumper!"
Looking at Xiaoqing's innocent smiling face, I feel extremely happy and satisfied. I will respond to her gently:
"Yes, Brother Xiaoyu is such a good boy, remember to thank him. ”
"Mom is very happy for you, let's go home and make you a reward. ”
"It turns out that my Xiaoqing is a hopscotch expert, next time I'll give my mother a jump!"
When Xiaoqing heard this, she nodded happily and said yes.
On weekends, Xiaojie and Xiaoqing don't have to work or go to school, and we will go out on outings together. On the grass, Xiaojie told Xiaoqing all kinds of interesting stories, and Xiaoqing listened to them with relish. After that, the family of three would sit by the lake and fish, and in the evening we would grill fish around the campfire.
"Mom and Dad, you had such a great time today!" Xiaoqing said.
I smiled and rubbed her hair, "We're having a lot of fun, too." ”
In the dead of night, Xiaoqing slept in the tent, and Xiaojie and I sat by the lake and watched the stars.
"My dear, with you and Xiaoqing by my side, I feel that my life is complete and happy. I leaned on Xiaojie's shoulder and whispered.
"Me too, you have given me a wonderful home. "Xiaojie hugged me into his arms.
Time flies, and in a blink of an eye, Xiaoqing has gone to middle school and has become a lively and beautiful big girl. She joined the dance club and often shared interesting stories with me.
"Mom, the club is going to hold a dance show, and I will be the soloist of the opening dance!" Xiaoqing said excitedly.
"Really, Mom, I'm so proud of you!" I gave her a big hug.
So on the day of the show, Xiaojie and I sat in the front row and watched. When Xiaoqing danced her youthful form, I was fascinated by it, and my eyes were full of pride and joy.
After the dance, Xiaoqing ran over and asked, "Mom, is my dance performance good?"
"You're dancing like an angel. ”