Preface
The 24-year-old talented woman of Peking University, who once shined in the palace of knowledge, has now died of illness in her youth. Her body rests in Babaoshan Cemetery, and Sa Beining's presence has cast a veil of mystery over the mourning. Who is she, and what kind of stories and regrets have she left behind?
Struggling to study, he dropped out twice and returned to school
On a cold winter day in 1979, Zhang Peixiang was born in a remote and poor mountain village in Hunan. Her father was an ordinary farmer with an incurable illness and his health was deteriorating. My mother was infected with polio when she was a child, and her hands were disabled and she was unable to take care of herself. The family of four makes a slim living on a small plot of barren hillside land growing rice and some vegetables.
Zhang Peixiang has taken on the heavy responsibility of labor since she was very young, herding cattle and farming, which are her daily work. At the same time, she also showed amazing talent for Xi. The teachers in the village praised her for her intelligence and a material that could be made. However, the good times did not last long, and at the age of 10, the birth of a younger brother made the family even worse. They could no longer afford Peixiang's tuition, so they had to choose to drop her out.
This is undoubtedly a bolt from the blue for a girl who is eager for knowledge and longs for a better future. She asked herself, "Is my dream shattered?" and my aunt's help gave her hope again. My aunt took care of all her tuition fees and let her go back to school. In her aunt, she saw the meaning of struggle. Every time she came out on top, she was overjoyed – and I was one step closer to my dream.
The good times did not last long, and two years later, my aunt's family situation deteriorated, and she could no longer afford Peixiang's education. Once again, she faced the dilemma of dropping out. Her father persuaded her to learn a trade, and her mother wiped away her tears. Staying in this ruined village, there is no silver lining in her life. But she still loves her parents deeply and has become their only spiritual sustenance. She struggled, did she leave, or stayed?
At this time, the elementary school teacher learned of the situation and specially found her to try to keep her. Pei Xiang's eyes were glazed, and he was ready to say goodbye to the books. But the teacher said, "Child, I know the situation in your family. But I've seen too many kids like you, defeated by life, and slumped. You are different, you have a unique spirit and talent. If you give up your studies, you give up on yourself. ”
The teacher's words made her heart move. To give up one's studies is to give up one's ideals and oneself. She knows that this is the meaning of struggle. After a difficult ideological struggle, she solemnly told the teacher: I will come back to school. As long as there is one day left, I will not give up.
With a firm will, with the help of teachers and relatives, Zhang Peixiang continued to return to school to learn Xi. Although the situation at home has not improved, she still works hard and draws nutrients from the ocean of knowledge. Finally, in 1997, she was admitted to Peking University with honors and became a law student, and she felt that infinite light was just around her eyes.
Studied at Peking University, both internally and externally
In the face of classmates from the country's top high schools, Pei Xiang is not afraid and still maintains a positive attitude towards knowledge. She has made tremendous progress both academically and socially. Although the content of the professional courses is complex and difficult, she can quickly grasp the key points and integrate them with her excellent comprehension skills. Teachers and classmates were impressed with her and praised her as a well-deserved leader of Nebula Law School.
In her spare time, she would go to the library to study, Xi in history, philosophy, literature and other knowledge, and the idea of continuing her studies to obtain a doctorate was germinated. At the same time, she will also participate in cultural and sports activities and get in touch with all kinds of interesting people and things. In a debate competition, she used her solid professional knowledge and highly logical thinking to successfully refute all the arguments of her opponents. The audience cheered, and she felt the power of words.
In order to alleviate the financial burden on her family, she also used her spare time to work part-time, although it was hard, she never complained. Her mother's love and passion for entrepreneurship drove her to persevere, wanting to create more honors for her family and her alma mater.
In this way, driven by the two ignitions of study and work, she gradually grew into a vibrant sunflower, blooming towards a bright future, wanting to add color to the world.
After graduating from university, she was further admitted to Peking University to study for a master's degree in law. Her rich professional knowledge and excellent practical ability made her get the attention of Beijing TV and began to work in the literary and artistic creation department. She is interested in the emerging field of television media and aspires to become a talented planner and screenwriter.
With her keen insight and natural creative talent, she began to make a name for herself in television productions. She has a deep understanding of the preferences of ordinary people and is able to write resonant scripts. One of the works that reflects her childhood life has touched countless audiences, with mixed reviews. She feels incredibly proud and confident that she has finally become a shining star in this industry.
Her alma mater, Peking University, also looks up to her, and she has become a benchmark for successful people among students. Many students have come to her for teaching Xi and career experience. In the face of their eager eyes, she knew that her life was blossoming and all her efforts were not in vain. She is also planning to save enough money to repay her parents for their nurturing kindness. At this moment, she can finally look up at the sky and say aloud: I am a winner in life!
Untimely death, the fire of life
However, the good times were short-lived. In the year when her career was in full swing, she suddenly collapsed and was diagnosed with advanced acute leukemia. Friends and relatives were shocked by this sad news, why did her life come to an end? The doctor said that no rescue could be helped, and the only way to prolong it was a few months.
In the face of the menacing death, she did not have the slightest fear. She asked her family not to disturb her younger brother, who was preparing for the college entrance examination, and was silently receiving treatment in the ward alone. The bright sunlight shone into the hospital room, illuminating the silhouette of her struggling to write on the hospital bed. It turned out that she was writing about her short but meaningful life experiences. Those words reveal her indomitable fighting spirit, she knows that life will be taken away at any time, so she must cherish time and spit out all the words she wants to say in her heart.
In this way, under the careful care of medical staff and teachers and classmates, her life passed day by day on the hospital bed. Her posthumous works are also becoming richer and richer, as if she wants to put all her life into words in just 24 years, blooming the last splendor of her life.
Fate gave her a cruel arrangement, but she did not complain in the slightest. In the last days of her life, she was still grateful, knowing that she had been given many opportunities that ordinary people did not have. When you come to the world, the most precious thing is your dreams and struggles. When the sun sets, she will also be satisfied and smile at the sky.
epilogue
Why does a dazzling sunflower wither before it blooms? She used her short but legendary life to show what it means to struggle and bloom. When her body was buried in the Babaoshan Revolutionary Martyrs Cemetery, senior leaders and well-known alumni of Peking University came to pay their respects. In the face of this dazzling flame of life, everyone in the world was moved by it and learned from her spirit of endless life and struggle Xi.