Liu Yan, who has not been well-off since she was a child, has a lively and cheerful personality, excellent grades, and is a girl full of dreams. She longs for the radiant hostess on TV, and CCTV celebrity Yang Lan is a model for her to learn Xi.
Liu Yan is determined to become an excellent host and shine on the stage in the future.
However, the good times did not last long, and his father's accidental car accident caused the family to fall into the middle of the road, and Liu Yan had to give up the opportunity to continue his education. As the eldest daughter, she decided to work earlier to share the family's finances.
Her mother suggested that she learn her skills and marry and have children in the future. Although Liu Yan was unwilling, he still obeyed his mother's arrangement and entered a health school.
After graduating, Liu Yan worked as a nurse in a hospital. When she had the resources to do a physical examination for her mother, it was found out that her mother had cancer and had to undergo surgery. Liu Yan gave up all his savings to treat his mother's illness and borrowed money from everywhere.
In order to earn more medical bills, she began to work part-time as a TV host.
This became a pimple in Liu Yan's heart. She could have continued to study and develop and realize her dream of being a young host. Family changes and practical needs forced her to give up her dream and take up a position in the hospital.
Fortunately, she is still working part-time at the TV station, which is also a comfort for Liu Yan.
In order to develop better, Liu Yan decided to leave his hometown and come to Beijing for a bigger stage. When he first arrived here, Liu Yan could only afford to rent a small single room, not even a desk, and his sleep and work were done in bed.
But she is not discouraged in the slightest and just wants to take every opportunity to grow.
Liu Yan's mobile phone is turned on 24 hours a day, for fear of missing any announcements. While her peers were staggering, she was still running around on various sets. Sometimes she doesn't care about the work that others think is too little, and she takes it all, Liu Yan only has two words in her mind - make money.
The high-intensity work made Liu Yan sometimes unbearable, and when she went for an examination, she found a chest tumor. But Liu Yan didn't panic too much, but decided to cherish his time and show his best youth moments in "Men's Wear" magazine.
Sure enough, as soon as this set of photos came out, Liu Yan became famous. However, the label of "sexy goddess" has also been labeled since then, and Liu Yan began to be constantly asked to "sell meat" at work.
In her heart, she resisted a little, but in order to survive, Liu Yan still cooperated with such requests. She told herself in her heart that it was just a work necessity and had nothing to do with her true self.
Entering the entertainment industry, she has gradually Xi these "unspoken rules". Finally, relying on these photos and announcements, Liu Yan earned his first pot of gold and bought his first house in Beijing.
Liu Yan, who has achieved something in his career, gradually has the idea of pursuing love. But her view of love is very unique, and money is far more important to her than love. Because he earns enough money, Liu Yan will feel safe.
This idea stems from the environment in which she grew up.
Liu Yan, who came from an ordinary family when he was young, his parents were both workers, and his brother also had a heavy family burden. She has seen the hardships of life since she was a child, and she has also experienced the panic of falling into the middle of the family.
Therefore, the importance of money is deeply imprinted in Liu Yan's heart. In addition, because of her mother's illness, she had to give up her dream and work diligently.
So when his career improved, Liu Yan's first thought was to make more money to ensure the lives of his family and himself. She can work hard to socialize, and she can also endure the unspoken rules of the entertainment industry, with only one purpose - money.
For Liu Yan, love is dispensable, and money is the cornerstone of her emotional world.
This is the reason why Liu Yan is unwilling to be "cuckolded" but still chooses to be single. She spends her time and energy on her career and has no interest in starting a new relationship.
Liu Yan has been able to buy a house in Guangzhou for his family and buy a property in Beijing for himself, which is enough. Therefore, saving enough money is Liu Yan's goal in life at the moment.
Liu Yan once fantasized about the love of growing old together, so she would choose to live with her boyfriend who had been talking for four years. Unexpectedly, just when she thought the relationship was stable, her boyfriend suddenly called and said that she was going to break up.
Liu Yan suddenly discovered that he had reached an age where he had to face up to life.
After the breakup, she tried to go on a blind date, but she frequently failed. Some boys are too perfect, but they make her unsteady, and she will bow down decisively when she is slightly dissatisfied; Some of them were separated and combined, but in the end they couldn't hold hands.
In the blink of an eye, Liu Yan turned forty years old, and she began to find that her market had become "deserted".
Colleagues and partners also began to call her by her name instead of Sister Liu Yan. When attending an event once, the male guest directly refused to match with her, saying that it was "inappropriate". Liu Yan suddenly realized that her youth had passed, and the hopelessness of marriage was the reality she should face.
The once sweet love is a luxury for Liu Yan. Coming from a health school, she shouldn't have too many extravagant hopes. She still has to face life alone.
In the past, because of his mother and family, Liu Yan had to give up his dream and work hard; Now in order to live, she can only continue to work hard.
has experienced the peak of her career and the ups and downs of her relationship, 41-year-old Liu Yan is no longer the little girl who was anxious about everything. She has learned to be calm and calm, choosing to find happiness in her current life.
At work, Liu Yan no longer confirms the itinerary repeatedly or four, and also learns to reasonably refuse those activities that consume too much energy. Faced with the stimulation of "green hat" and being rejected by a blind date, Liu Yan no longer has low self-esteem or sadness as in the past.
She chose to cut off contact and leave herself plenty of time to herself.
Now when she talks to Liu Yan about her future marriage, she will calmly say that she may be old and ready to be alone. She no longer worries or worries about what might be seen.
As she grows older, she is no longer easily excited about the small things that quarrel and quarrel.
Liu Yan will choose to travel abroad to explore the beauty of the world. She will also wear cute pajamas on her birthday to feel the happiness of a little girl. Liu Yan will be interviewed without fear of other people's evaluation, and take the initiative to disclose his thoughts; She also learned to confidently say "I deserve to be loved" in front of the camera.