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Her name is Lin Yu, and she is a slender and slightly melancholy 32-year-old female doctor. She has long jet-black hair, clear eyes, and a scholarly appearance. Since childhood, he has been fond of literature and history, graduated from Tsinghua University, and studied for a doctorate degree at many well-known universities at home and abroad, becoming an academic elite. However, in the eyes of outsiders, she is not happy to be successful. She's alone, and work is work except work.
Lin Yu always smiled and avoided talking about her friends when they asked about her feelings, and she felt that they could not understand her love and pursuit of academics. Until one day, she was diagnosed with terminal cancer in the hospital and had only a few months left to live. Faced with this reality, she began to reflect on her life.
In the hospital room, Lin Yu looked thin and haggard, but exuded an innate elegance. One sunny afternoon, she lay quietly on her hospital bed, holding a book in her hand, immersed in her own thoughts. A doctor in a white coat walked in, she looked up and smiled, "Hello, doctor." ”
The doctor walked to the bedside, looked at Lin Yu, and said helplessly: "Lin Yu, in your situation, you must maintain an optimistic and positive attitude, and don't let yourself fall into negative emotions." ”
Lin Yu nodded and replied with a smile: "Thank you, doctor, I will try to keep a happy mood." ”
The doctor sighed, looked at the book in Lin Yu's hand and asked, "Lin Yu, what about your friends and relatives?
Lin Yu closed the book lightly and sighed: "Doctor, in fact, I don't have many friends, and my family members are all out of town. In my pursuit of education, I drifted away from them until I finally became a human being. ”
The doctor looked at Lin Yu with a little surprise, not knowing how to comfort her. Sighing again, he silently left the room.
Lin Yu closed his eyes, and his thoughts drifted back to the past. Although she has achieved a lot academically, deep down she has always craved emotional fulfillment and companionship. She began to reminisce about her parents and loved ones, whom she had distanced herself from in those years because of her pursuit of her studies. Now when she needs love the most, they can't be there. At this time, she began to realize that "people should see through these two things most in this life".
She lay quietly on the hospital bed and closed her eyes. Tears flowed down my face. She suddenly felt a little panic, she didn't know what she was missing, if she had lived her life wrongly. She began to reflect on her life, and she began to regret that she had missed the two things that she should have seen through.
Suddenly, the door of the ward was quietly opened, and a young and beautiful girl walked in, she walked to the hospital bed, and asked with concern, "Sister Lin, how are you?" I heard that your condition has worsened, so I hurried to see you. ”
I struggled to squeeze out a smile, pointed to a book on the table and said, "This is a good book that I've always wanted to share with you." I think you'll love it. ”
She took the book and looked at it carefully. Suddenly, her eyes lit up, and she knelt in front of my bed excitedly: "Sister Lin, you are finally willing to tell me what is wrong." ”
She looked at me with understanding in her eyes: "Yes, I have aspired to be a good doctor since I was a child, but now I realize that I seem to have missed too much time with my family and friends, and I have missed a lot of good relationships." ”
After she listened to my words, tears blurred her eyes again: "Sister Lin, I thank you very much. Your words made me think a lot. I will cherish the happiness in front of me and no longer get lost in the ideals of the future and the regrets of the past. ”
I took a deep breath and looked out the window at the sun, feeling the last of the silence. Perhaps, this is the meaning of life. At the last moment, I finally understood that "people should see through these two things most in their lives".
Suddenly, my phone rang. I struggled to reach for my phone, and it was my mother's call. "Yu'er, I heard that your condition has worsened, so I'll rush over to see you!" the mother's voice was worried and anxious.
I gently closed my eyes and remembered the scene when I had been busy with my career. My heart instantly swelled with an ethereal and remorseful, I missed too much time with my mother, too much care and warmth. I held the phone, tears quietly sliding down my cheeks: "Mom, don't come here, I'm fine, really fine." ”
My mother was visibly excited by my words and choked up, "I know you've been working hard for your career, maybe I blamed you, but I really want to see you." Whatever you're hiding from me, I want to see you. ”
I bit my lip and felt endless guilt: "Mom, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for you." I always thought that my career was the most important thing for me, but I forgot that filial piety to my family was the most important thing to see. "My mother's cry made me fall into deep remorse. Facing the end of my life, it dawned on me that my inner anxiety and struggles suddenly turned into dust in the wind.
As if I had returned to my childhood, I thought of my mother's hard work when I was studying, and I thought about the happy times I used to have. I murmured in my dreams, full of remorse and reluctance. True happiness is when the son is in the arms of his mother, not on the battlefield of his career.
The sound of the phone stopped, and I clenched my phone, full of emotion. "In this life, people should see through these two things the most", now this sentence is like a boulder in my heart, extremely heavy.
The sunlight outside the window shines through the tulle, reflecting the slightest warmth. I thought, perhaps, in this last moment, I finally saw the essence of life. Perhaps it was God's mercy to me that made me realize the true meaning of happiness in repentance. It was in this sunlight that I felt a sense of tranquility and soothing that I had never felt before. No more anxiety, no more confusion, at this moment, I feel happier than ever.
Suddenly, the door of the ward was pushed open again, and my friend Xiao Li walked in, her eyes were red, she looked at me and said, "Lin Yu, I know your condition." Why didn't you tell me sooner? I could have walked this journey with you. ”
I stared at Xiao Li, and a wave of emotion and apology surged in my heart: "I'm sorry, Xiao Li, I'm afraid of disturbing your busy life, so I've been hiding it from you." I really don't want you to worry about me. ”
Xiao Li held my hand, tears in his eyes: "Lin Yu, you are my good friend, we have been together for so many years, why do you have to bear all this alone? I will accompany you no matter what difficulties there are." ”
I smiled slightly and said with emotion: "Maybe it's because I haven't always known how to cherish and tolerate." I always thought that only a successful career and a bright aura could make me happy. However, I was wrong. What really makes me happy is the people who are by my side, their warmth and love. ”
Xiao Li clenched my hand and whispered, "Lin Yu, don't be sad. We will all be by your side until the end. You're not fighting alone. ”
I was teary-eyed and emotional. "In this life, people should see through these two things the most", this sentence echoes deeply in my heart. The meaning of life is not in achievements and honors, but in those sincere emotions and warm companionship. I may not be able to get back the time that has passed, but I can cherish the touching and love in front of me. Perhaps, this is the true happiness that should be pursued in life.
The doctor walked over and whispered, "Lin Yu, you need to take a break, your physical condition is not very good." ”
I nodded slightly, looking at the sunlight outside the window, and my heart was as calm as water. Perhaps this is the last chance God has given me to see the true meaning of life, and I feel happy and fulfilled in my heart.
In this life, there may be regrets, but at least at the end of my life, I finally understood that the most important thing in life is not flashy achievements and external halos, but those sincere emotions and warm companionship. True happiness may be to be able to see the true meaning of these two things clearly in the heart.
After the doctor left, I was immersed in my own thoughts, recalling the bits and pieces of my life. Suddenly, there was a light singing sound outside the door. I looked up and saw a figure approaching. She was my classmate and singer Xiaofang, and she walked up to my bed and said softly, "Lin Yu, I heard about your condition, and I came to see you." I want to sing you a song and give it to you. ”
I turned my head slightly, smiled and said, "Xiaofang, thank you for coming to see me." This is the hospital, don't make too much noise. ”
Xiao Fang handed me the songbook and said softly, "It's okay, don't worry." I'll sing you a song gently, okay?" she pulled out her guitar and began to play a melodious melody.
Her clear voice echoed through the room like a silver bell. The entire ward seemed to be filled with her singing, like a warm current. With the melody, I felt an indescribable sense of solace and tranquility, as if all the uneasiness and anxiety had vanished like a faint cloud of smoke.
The song faded away, and Xiao Fang looked at me tenderly and said, "Lin Yu, do you understand? The lyrics of this song are 'Happiness is not only the success you pursue, but also the people you love and those who love you'." Maybe you've been chasing success in your career, but maybe the real happiness is those sincere emotions and warm companionship. ”
As I listened to her words, a ripple rose in my heart. Perhaps I have been missing out on too many precious moments and emotions, focusing too much on the success of my career, but forgetting the most sincere emotions and friendships in my life.
Xiao Fang took out a diary and handed it to me: "Lin Yu, this is what I prepared for you, I think you can write down some of your thoughts and feelings on it." ”
I took the journal and was overwhelmed with emotion. Maybe there are regrets in this life, but at least at the end of my life, I finally understood that "people should see through these two things most in this life".
The meaning of life is not in achievements and honors, but in those sincere emotions and warm companionship. I may not be able to get back the time that has passed, but I can cherish the touching and love in front of me. Perhaps, this is the true happiness that should be pursued in life.
Xiao Fang walked out of the ward gently, leaving a trace of fresh air. I closed my eyes and sang the song that Xiao Fang had just sang: "Happiness is not only the success you pursue, but also the people you love and the people who love you." "At that moment, my heart was as calm as the surface of a lake, and I felt a deep sense of gratitude and peace.
I slowly closed the diary, and an indescribable emotion welled up in my heart. These words seem to have touched my heart deeply, allowing me to see the emotions and warmth that I once departed from. Perhaps, aren't these the two things that people should see through the most in this life?
Suddenly, another friend walked in, her name was Kobayashi, and she was my best friend in college. She looked at me with a smile and said, "Lin Yu, I heard about your condition, and I've been worried about you all along. I don't know how to comfort you. ”
I took Xiao Lin's hand, smiled and said, "Xiao Lin, it's okay. It's enough that you're here. I now know that the most important thing in life is not success and fame, but these sincere emotions and warm companionship. I'm glad I was able to understand this at the end of my life. ”
Xiao Lin bowed his head slightly, tears flashing in his eyes: "Lin Yu, I'm sorry, maybe I've always put my concern on the surface, just working in a hurry every day, but ignoring the time I really want to accompany you." She gently wiped away her tears.
I held Xiao Lin's hand and said slowly: "It's okay, Xiao Lin, you have accompanied me, this is enough." You have to believe that your greetings and care have made me feel very warm. I think the most precious thing in life is these sincere emotions and friendships. ”
Xiao Lin nodded, his eyes flashing with a bright light: "Lin Yu, what you said is so right. Perhaps on the road to success, we are always easy to lose ourselves. However, these touches and warmth have always been around us. It's just that we need to feel it with our hearts. ”
I smiled and looked at her and said, "The most common mistake in life is that we are always hovering between the future and the past, but we forget to cherish the present. We are always too easily confused by external things and forget the inner truth. In this life, there may be regrets, but I am glad that at least at the end of my life, I finally understand, "In this life, people should see through these two things the most".
The sunlight outside the window shines through the tulle and sprinkles on the corner of the ward, and I feel as calm as water, and I appreciate the profound meaning of life. Every sincere emotion and warm companionship is the most beautiful scenery and the most sincere happiness in life, and these will always be cherished in my heart.