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My name is Li Fang, I am 52 years old and I am a housewife. My husband Wang Jun has retired at home, and we have a daughter who is already working and living. Many years have passed, and the relationship between me and Wang Jun is no longer as sweet as when we first got married. In order to relieve loneliness, I often go out alone. I like to take a taxi to get around, see the people coming and going, and I don't have to explain to Wang Jun where I'm going. That day, I took a taxi out as usual. A white taxi pulled up in front of me, and the driver rolled down the window and asked me where I was going. He looked to be in his twenties, very handsome, and had a particularly sunny smile. I said go to the department store, he nodded, and I got in the car. "Master, the weather is so nice today. "I tried to talk to the driver. "Yes, a sunny day is good for going out and about. He laughs. "My name is Li Fang, you can call me Sister Fang. "Hello Sister Fang, my name is Xiao Zhang, and I am a new driver. "It's okay, thank you Sister Fang for your concern. "We had a great chat, Xiao Zhang is a young man, so I feel very comfortable chatting with an elderly aunt. After a while, we arrived at the department store. "Sister Fang, it's here. You're done buying things in a moment, do you need me to pick you up?" Xiao Zhang asked. "No, I'll take a taxi back here after a while. "I pulled out my wallet and prepared to pay the fare. "That's okay, Sister Fang go slowly. Zhang waved at me and drove away from the mall. I walked around the mall for more than an hour and bought some clothes and groceries. It was getting late, I decided to go home, and I took another taxi. "Master, go to the East Lake Community. "I just got in the car and said where I was going. "Okay. The driver replied. Why is this sound so familiar? I looked at it and saw that the driver was Xiao Zhang this morning!" Xiao Zhang, what a coincidence!" I said pleasantly. "It's Sister Fang, what a coincidence!" Xiao Zhang also recognized me. "You just came to pick me up, let's talk. I said happily. "Okay. Xiao Zhang smiled and nodded. So I chatted with Xiao Zhang again. He told me that he had only been in the city for a month and was adjusting to the pace of life here. I told him that I had lived in the city for decades and that I could introduce him to good places to visit. "Sister Fang, what kind of places do you mean by good local places?" Xiao Zhang asked me while driving. "Well, for example, East Lake Park, where the night view is beautiful; There is also Nanshan Pedestrian Street, which is suitable for hanging out and shopping; The green hills on the outskirts of the city are also beautiful and have fresh air. "I started to introduce Zhang to the places I like to visit. "Sounds great, but it's not fun for me to go to these places alone, if only I had a local guide like Sister Fang with me." Xiao Zhang said with a smile. When I heard Xiao Zhang say this, an idea suddenly arose in my heart: maybe I can often take Xiao Zhang's car and take him around these places with me. I feel very happy and at ease with him, not at all as boring as being with Wang Jun. "If you want to go to these places, you can take my car and show you around. Xiao Zhang's words are as if he can read minds. "Okay, I'll take your car when I have time. I readily agreed. "Then it's decided! I'll show you around when I'm free. Xiao Zhang said happily. I looked at the time, it was already past eight o'clock, and Wang Jun must be waiting for me at home for dinner. "My husband is probably waiting for me to eat, so send me here. I pointed to the intersection in front of me and said to Xiao Zhang. "Okay, Sister Fang go slowly. Zhang stopped the car and waved goodbye to me. I came home in a good mood, made a few dishes for Wang Jun, and we had dinner together. "Where have you been today? "Wang Jun saw the clothes and supplies I bought. "I just walked around the department store. I replied vaguely. "Wandering alone?" Well, a solo walk. "I didn't mention meeting Xiao Zhang. I always felt that Wang Jun would be unhappy, and I had such a happy chat with a boy who was nearly 30 years younger than me. After dinner, I washed the dishes and brushed my teeth, lay on the bed with Wang Jun and watched TV for a while, and then went to sleep. All I thought about was Xiao Zhang I met today, and I kept thinking about when I would meet him again next time. "Xiao Zhang, do you work today?" Yes, Sister Fang. I'm working, how can I help you?" Xiao Zhang asked politely. "Can you pick me up at East Lake Park during your lunch break? "No problem, Sister Fang. I'll wait for you at the gate of East Lake Park at noon. "Hanging up the phone, I started to get ready to go out. Wang Jun saw that I was dressed up beautifully, and asked suspiciously, "Where are you going today?" Just go around East Lake Park. I said vaguely. "Do you need me to accompany you?" Wang Jun asked. "No, no, you can rest at home. I'll just go shopping alone. I hurriedly closed the topic to prevent Wang Jun from insisting on following. When I came to Donghu Park, I saw that Xiao Zhang's taxi was already waiting for me at the door. I quickly got in the car and greeted him. "Sister Fang, you look so beautiful today. Xiao Zhang said with a smile. "Thank you for the compliment. "I'm a little embarrassed. "Let's go for a walk in the park. Zhang started the car. "Okay. I nodded. Zhang parked his car in the park's parking lot and walked along the park trail with me. The water of the lake shines in the sun, and ducks swim leisurely on the surface of the lake. I chatted with Xiao Zhang, from his hometown dialect to my little bits and pieces in the city. "By the way, did you eat at noon?" It occurred to me that I should treat Zhang to lunch. "Not yet, I came directly after receiving a call from Sister Fang. Xiao Zhang said shyly. "Then let's go to the restaurant on the edge of the park to eat, and invite you to eat as a thank you for accompanying me around the park. I happily pulled Zhang's arm. We ordered a few dishes and white rice at the restaurant and chatted while eating. I found it very happy to be with Xiao Zhang, as if I had returned to my youth. After lunch, Xiao Zhang sent me home. "Sister Fang, can I still pick you up another day to play?" Xiao Zhang asked me expectantly. "Absolutely. I readily agreed. I watched Xiao Zhang's taxi leave, and my heart was sweet. I haven't experienced this throbbing feeling in years. In the days that followed, I would call Xiao Zhang from time to time to ask him to come out and take a look. We went to the park, shopped, watched movies, and I played with Zhang on all kinds of days. I would lie and tell Wang Jun that I was going out with a friend. Wang Jun didn't pay much attention to it at first, but later found that I was going out more and more often, and I couldn't help but be suspicious. One night after dinner, Wang Jun suddenly asked me, "You have been going out a lot lately, have you made any new friends?" "What friend, what's your name, what does it look like?" Wang Jun asked. "It's just a little girl, named Xiaofang, very beautiful. "I made up the identity of a friend. "Can you show me your picture?" Wang Jun said curiously. "Then how do you contact her when she's not around? Wang Jun reached out to get my phone. "Don't look at it!" I hurriedly stopped him, "The girl's chat history is private, I can't show it to you." "Okay. Although Wang Jun stopped, there was obvious suspicion on his face, "Then what is the relationship between you, always going out to play?" It's just an ordinary friend, occasionally going out for a stroll and chatting. I explained, "You're thinking too much, I'm my age, what's there to hide from you." Although Wang Jun didn't ask any further, I could tell that he didn't fully believe my explanation. This made me very worried, for fear that he would find out about me and Xiao Zhang. "Sister Fang, you said that we should rent a villa here and live a simple pastoral life, how good it would be. Xiao Zhang sighed. "Haha, at my age, how can I still live an idyllic life. I laughed. "With me serving Sister Fang, you don't have to worry about anything. Xiao Zhang said half-jokingly. "Then I'll sell an old man and rely on you to support me every day?" I joked along. "I do!" Xiao Zhang said with a smile. My heart was pounding. Although I knew that Xiao Zhang might be joking, I couldn't help but blush. "Sister Fang, what are you blushing for?" Xiao Zhang laughed and teased me. "Who's blushing! It's hot!" I feigned anger and said. "Haha, Sister Fang, you are so cute. Xiao Zhang smiled happily. I looked at Xiao Zhang's handsome face and sunny smile, and my heart was beating. Why is this young man so good to me?" Sister Fang, let's go for a walk in the flower field in front of us. Xiao Zhang pointed to a field of sunflowers not far away. "Okay. I nodded. The golden sunflowers in the flower fields swaying in the wind are beautiful. I couldn't help but pick a sunflower and said to Xiao Zhang, "Give it to you." "Thank you, Sister Fang. Xiao Zhang happily took the flower. "Let's take a photo and capture this beautiful moment. I took out my phone and said to Xiao Zhang. "Okay. Xiao Zhang stood next to me, and I held up my phone to the two of us. This is the happiest time I've ever been with Zhang. Every time I am with him, I feel so much younger. But I also felt a faint sense of worry. My affection for Xiao Zhang has surpassed that of ordinary friends, which makes me very distressed. I have a husband and a family, but I like another man. This feeling of guilt haunts me all the time. "Sister Fang, what's wrong with you? Xiao Zhang asked with concern. "Ah, I'm fine. It's just a little tired. I disguised. "Then let's go to the front and take a break. Xiao Zhang helped me to a gazebo. I leaned on Xiao Zhang's shoulder, and my inner struggle made me very tired. I don't want to give up the joy of being with Xiao Zhang, but I also don't want to hurt Wang Jun. I was in a dilemma. "Sister Fang, you look annoyed. Tell me anything and I'll do my best to help you. Xiao Zhang said softly. Xiao Zhang was also silent. After a long while, he spoke: "Sister Fang, I understand your difficulties. If you continue, you will hurt your family. We probably shouldn't see each other again. Xiao Zhang silently hugged me into his arms, patted me gently on the back, and comforted me. "I'm sorry, Xiao Zhang, for causing you these troubles. I choked up. "Sister Fang, I understand you. Don't beat yourself up. Xiao Zhang said gently, "We are all responsible for our own choices." I will always be your friend no matter what. I nodded and wiped away my tears. Xiao Zhang is really mature, much more sophisticated than his age. "I'll send you home. Xiao Zhang helped me to my feet. On the way home, I quietly watched the scenery retreat outside the car window. This may be the last time Xiao Zhang and I get along. I'm going to miss him. But I knew I had to make the right choice. Xiao Zhang parked his car near my house. "Sister Fang, take care. Feel free to call me if you need to. "Okay, thank you Xiao Zhang. Good bye. I got out of the car with tears in my eyes. At this moment, my heart could not be calmed for a long time. But I knew I had to start over.