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Swiped the headlines today and saw my favorite host He Jiong calling himself "i person". Out of curiosity, I went to find out what "i-person" means, and it turned out that "i-person" refers to a person with an introverted personality, and "e-person" refers to an extroverted person. Unexpectedly, He Jiong, who is humorous and witty, turned out to be an "i person".
I compared myself, and I found that I was an "I person" for the first 50 years, and after the age of 50, I came to Toutiao, and I became an "E person".
I am the eldest in the family, and there are three younger sisters below, I have not been favored since I was a child, and my younger sisters are very good, and I am very inferior compared to my younger sister, so I have developed an introverted personality since I was a child.
When I was a child, I did housework in addition to school, and when I got out of class, my classmates huddled together and chatted non-stop, and I wanted to get together and say a word, but I didn't know where to start. I envy people who talk and laugh freely in front of many people, as long as there are three people together, I rarely speak, unless two people are together and they are particularly familiar with people, I don't speak.
When I came home from school, I was doing housework endlessly, just to get praise from my parents. A few younger sisters play together, talking and laughing, I envy my sisters to play so well together, but I just can't play with them, I don't dare to play, I'm afraid of my mother fighting.
After entering the society, I hit walls everywhere, I was frustrated in finding a job, and I was also frustrated in finding a boyfriend, anyway, there was nothing that went well, and I developed an introverted personality, not only introverted, but also autistic.
I barely spoke every day except for eating and working, and I did whatever my mother told me to do, and when all the work was done, I hid in my room and didn't come out.
After we got married, our family didn't have a very good life, at least compared to our sisters, our family was the worst.
Every time I go back to my parents' house during the Spring Festival, I am also the one who talks the least and does the most work. After returning to my parents' house, my sons-in-law played cards and chatted together, and my sisters chatted together, and they talked about children, houses, and cars.
I don't talk much at my in-laws' house, because my two sisters-in-law are very strong, unreasonable, and very fond of taking advantage, every time I see my two sisters-in-law, I feel trembling, so I simply don't talk much, and we just say hello when we meet.
I don't talk much in my own home, my husband plays outside all day and is rarely at home, and my daughter hasn't lived with us since she was a child, and she doesn't cling to me so much. Together as a family, we play with our own phones.
All of this is my real life, my life before I was 50 years old. After the age of 50, I came to the big family of Toutiao, my personality has completely changed, I am in Toutiao every day, and my comment area is also very lively.
I'm going to say everything I didn't say in the first 50 years on this platform. Every day someone comes to listen to my nagging, and I am happy.
In fact, I don't have any level, I can't share any professional knowledge to everyone, I can only share my life, what I see and hear in my life, my own feelings are just written, I can get everyone's support, how fortunate I am!
I write and write on the platform every day, because I type with my voice, so I feel that my eloquence has also been exercised, and I can now see people who can speak, and they speak fluently, and they are not so inferior.
I write articles every day, and I also read other people's articles, and I also learn a lot of knowledge, and then I have something to talk about when I talk to others. For example, I wrote an essay on cars some time ago, I also know a few cars, and now I hear others talking about cars and houses, and I am not so disgusted, so I also got together to chat a few words.
In the past, I was paid a very low salary as a nanny, and I always felt inferior when I was with others. Now I am still working as a nanny, although the salary is not high, but I came to the platform of Toutiao to work part-time, earn some money, plus the salary of being a nanny, and I have a monthly income of more than 10,000 yuan, and I have the confidence to talk to others.