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My name is Li Feng, I am 38 years old, I work as a sales manager in a foreign company, and I am usually very busy at work. My wife Ma Mei and I have been married for 10 years, she is a secondary school Chinese teacher with a gentle and virtuous personality. We have a lovely daughter named Li Sisi, who is now in the third grade of primary school.
Three months ago, I met Lin Xiaoxiao, a sweet-looking account manager, during a business negotiation. We fell in love at first sight, dated frequently, and gradually developed into underground lovers. Lin Xiaoxiao has a straightforward and generous personality, which is different from my wife's traditional personality, and she can always bring me new passion and surprises.
Last week, Lin Xiaoxiao proposed to go out with me for a short vacation, and I readily agreed. I was thinking about finding a way to ask Mame for leave.
"My dear, I'm going to Beijing next week for an important business meeting, maybe four days. "At dinner, I pretended to say to Mame as if nothing had happened.
"Beijing, why is it so sudden?" Mame asked suspiciously.
"It was arranged by the boss on an ad hoc basis, and he said that this meeting is very important for the company's performance and I have to go. "I pretended to be embarrassed.
"What about Sisi's after-school care? I have to go to make-up classes every day after work. ”
"You can ask my mother to help take care of it for a few days, don't worry too much, I'll be back as soon as possible." I patted Mamei's hand to comfort her.
Hanging up the phone in the illusion, I saw that Mame didn't ask any more questions, and seemed to have believed my lie.
"I've booked my plane ticket and hotel! Lin Xiaoxiao's voice sounded excited.
"Great! I've said hello to my wife here, so let's leave this Saturday. ”
Hanging up the phone, I happily hummed a little song and began to search for travel guides about the destination, thinking about the bits and pieces of warmth with Lin Xiaoxiao. This trip will definitely be different and take our feelings to the next level.
Lin Xiaoxiao and I took off on time, and we happily arrived at the island resort. As I stepped off the plane, the hot and humid air of the tropical island hit my face.
"The air here smells sweet, doesn't it?" Lin Xiaoxiao smiled and held my hand and said.
"yes, the time with you is sweet. I took her into my arms and kissed her on the cheek.
We take the hotel's shuttle bus to the beachfront resort. This hotel was carefully chosen by Lin Xiaoxiao, and she said that we must prepare the most romantic place for our vacation trip.
After check-in, we came to the sea view suite. "Wow, this room is so beautiful!" Lin Xiaoxiao happily ran to the balcony, "Look at this invincible sea view, isn't it amazing!"
I also walked to the balcony, and the blue sea stretched out in front of us, and the sea and sky were beautiful. I hugged Lin Xiaoxiao from behind, "It's less than one-ten-thousandth of yours." ”
We hugged each other to welcome the sunset, and each other's body and mind were full of joy.
For the next few days, we enjoyed this rare vacation time to the fullest. Early in the morning, we will go for a walk on the beach, basking in the sun and blowing the sea breeze. At noon, enjoy a delicious seafood meal at the hotel's restaurant. In the afternoon we will go swimming and splash in the water. In the evening, we will stroll on the beach and watch the beauty of the sunset together.
"It would be nice if time stood still. "Another golden evening, we snuggled together to watch the sunset.
"Then I can be with you every day. "I hugged Lin Xiaoxiao into my arms.
"I also hope to be with you forever. Lin Xiaoxiao closed her eyes in satisfaction.
Just then, my phone rang suddenly. I took a look, and it was Mamei calling.
"Hey, honey, have you arrived in Beijing?" Mame's voice came from the other end of the phone.
"We're fine, you pay attention to rest, don't work too hard. ”
"Okay, okay, you take care of yourself too. ”
When I hung up, I had palpitations. Fortunately, Mamei didn't notice my lie, otherwise the consequences would have been unimaginable.
"Is that your wife?" Lin Xiaoxiao asked.
"Well, just tell me something. I pretended to be light-hearted.
The sudden phone call made me a little nervous, for fear that Mamei would notice my lie.
"What's wrong, is it a matter of work?" Lin Xiaoxiao looked at me with concern.
"It's nothing, it's just a little thing. I beat my spirits, "Let's go to the seafood market outside the hotel." ”
Lin Xiaoxiao readily agreed. The seafood market was filled with seafood and the crowds made me feel a little lighter. We bought fresh lobster and scallops and were ready to go back to our room and cook our own seafood feast.
"I'll help you peel the shrimp shells. Lin Xiaoxiao picked up a lobster.
"Okay, I'll take care of the scallops. "I also pick up scallops and expertly unshell them.
We were working on the seafood and chatting with each other. Lin Xiaoxiao also mischievously dipped the lobster's whiskers in the sauce and dotted them on the tip of my nose. We laughed happily, as if we had gone back to the sweet days of our first acquaintance.
Just as we were about to get started, my phone rang again. My heart rose to my throat, and when I picked it up, it was still Mamei.
"Hey, Mame, what's wrong?" I try to make my tone sound as normal as possible.
"Are you in a meeting? I'm bothering you?" Mamei's tone was a little hesitant.
"I'm going to a meeting, what's the matter?"
"It's okay, you can go to a meeting. By the way, do you remember to bring an umbrella? It's been raining in Beijing lately. ”
"I know, I know, I have an umbrella, don't worry. I'm on pins and needles.
After hanging up the phone, my face turned pale, and Lin Xiaoxiao keenly sensed that something was wrong with me.
"What's the matter, is it your wife? Lin Xiaoxiao looked at me nervously.
"No, no, I guess I'm too sensitive. I barely managed to squeeze out a smile.
"That's good. Let's go, this lobster looks awesome!" Lin Xiaoxiao pulled herself together again.
After dinner, I proposed to take a walk on the beach outside the hotel. Lin Xiaoxiao readily agreed.
We walked on the silvery white sand, the waves crashing against the shore, leaving layers of white foam. The sky is full of twinkling stars, and the sea and sky are one color, which is beautiful.
"If I were a star, I would fall in your eyes. Lin Xiaoxiao suddenly came to such a fleshy confession.
"You've been imprinted on me so deeply. I responded with a smile.
"Hey, Mame?" I tried to keep my voice calm.
"Li Feng, where are you?" Mamei's voice was cold.
"Come on, stop lying to me!" Ma Mei suddenly interrupted me loudly, "You didn't go to Beijing at all, you're dating another woman!"
The phone in my hand fell on the beach with a "pop".
"What's wrong?" Lin Xiaoxiao asked nervously.
"It's your wife, right? Lin Xiaoxiao's face turned pale.
I nodded, momentarily overwhelmed.
"What then? Are you going to get divorced?" Lin Xiaoxiao asked anxiously.
We returned to our hotel room in silence. My mind is in a mess, Ma Mei already knows that I am lying, what should I do? Will I continue to stay with Lin Xiaoxiao? How should I face Ma Mei?
I reassured, "It's none of your business, it's my decision." ”
"So what are we going to do now? Are you going to go back to her?"
I rubbed my temples and couldn't figure it out. I feel guilty about Ma Mei, and I am reluctant to give up being with Lin Xiaoxiao.
"I want to stay another day to sort out my thoughts and then go back and face it all. I sighed.
Lin Xiaoxiao nodded and wiped away her tears. I sent a message to Mame saying I'll be back tomorrow. Now I just want to rest and not think about everything I have to face tomorrow for a while.
"Are you really leaving?" Lin Xiaoxiao's eyes were filled with tears again.
"I have to go back and face it all. I sighed.
"So, do we still have a chance to be together?" Lin Xiaoxiao grabbed my hand.
"I don't know what the future holds, give me some time to deal with this. I stroked her hair gently.
Lin Xiaoxiao choked up and nodded, and went to the airport with me. I wiped away her tears and turned to step on the plane back.
I couldn't calm down the whole flight. Ma Mei already knows about my cheating behavior, what position should I take to face her? Can our marriage continue? Am I really willing to leave Lin Xiaoxiao? All kinds of questions swirl in my mind, making me exhausted.
After the plane landed, I took a deep breath and hailed a taxi home. I was thinking about it all the way, and I hadn't figured out what to say when I met Mame.
The taxi stopped in front of the house, and I slowly stepped into the house, and the house was quiet.
"Mame, are you home?" I shouted tentatively.
Mame walked out of the bedroom, her eyes red and swollen, and she looked like she had just cried. My heart pounded at once.
"You're back?" Mamei's voice was cold.
"Shut up!" Mame suddenly interrupted me loudly, "Do you think saying sorry will solve the problem?"
I lowered my head, not knowing how to answer.
"I have given you so many years of love and trust, but you cheated on me behind my back!" Ma Mei's tears welled up again, "Is our marriage worthless to you?"
"No, you and Sisi are very important to me!" I said eagerly.
"Then why are you doing this? Can't I give you what you want?" Mame asked, choking up.
"I was so naïve to believe that you would love me alone. Ma Mei smiled self-deprecatingly, "Our marriage, let's end here." ”
I looked at Mame in shock, she actually filed for divorce directly.
"There's nothing more to talk about!" Ma Mei walked into the bedroom without looking back and slammed the door shut.
I sat down on the couch weakly, and my ten-year marriage with Mamei came to an end.
I sat on the couch all night, and my mind was full of Mamei's indifferent look when she filed for divorce. Our marriage broke down under my cheating behavior.
"Are you really going to divorce me?" I watched her pack her boxes, and I still couldn't believe it all.
"My decision will not change. Ma Mei said without raising his head.
"Mame, we can start over, can we give me a chance to make amends?" I pleaded.
"Make amends, you trampled our marriage under your feet, how can I trust you now?" Mame said with red eyes.
"No if! Ten years of marriage ruined in your momentary confusion, I can't trust you anymore. Mame picked up the box, "Also, don't contact me and Sisi anymore." ”
With that, Ma Mei left without looking back. I chased out the door and watched her back disappear around the corner, tears finally welling up in my eyes.
"What?! Are you divorced from your wife?" Lin Xiaoxiao asked in shock.
"Yes, it's all my fault. "I couldn't stop crying.
"Calm down, I'm sure you still have a chance to redeem it. Lin Xiaoxiao comforted.
Only then did I realize that I had not only lost Mamei, but also Sisi's company. All this pain was caused by my momentary confusion.
Hanging up, I was left alone in my deserted home. Every corner has traces of Mamei's life, reminding me of the happiness I once had. Now, everything has come to naught.
At this time, Lin Xiaoxiao's phone called again: "Don't be sad, you still have me." ”
I suddenly slapped me in the face: "It's all you!"
Lin Xiaoxiao covered her cheeks, tears coming out of her eyes. I slammed the door and cut off contact with her.